Chapter 323: Irretrievable
She didn't know how to respond to Jin Ting, the more Jin Ting kept her like this, the more she felt that she was not worthy of Jin Ting at all!
For a while, I only felt that my heart was extremely heavy, but compared to the heavy mood, it was her heart, from the time she said this, she only felt that her heart was about to be broken into a thousand holes.
"Say no more! I'm really going to feel miserable, can you let me calm down for a while? It won't be long, believe me, okay? ”
Zhong Ya said again and again, Jin Ting listened to her begging for herself, and naturally he couldn't say anything to refuse her, but this heart really couldn't calm down for a long time.
Jin Ting's hands clenched into fists, which was a very difficult choice for him.
But in the end, when he saw the tears on the woman's face, he couldn't bear it after all, "Okay, don't cry anymore, I will listen to you everything!" ”
Hearing that Jin Ting was willing to accommodate himself even if he was like this, Zhong Ya's heart was even more uncomfortable.
There was no way to face him anymore, but to turn away.
Pulling his sister and brother, "Let's go, there's still a lot of things for us to do." ”
If nothing else, let's just say that the mother who is still in the hospital has not been cared for by their children for a long time, and I am afraid that she has been waiting for a long time.
Especially the younger brother and sister, at this time, they don't know much about their mother's situation, Zhong Ya just wants to reunite the family, and there can be a very good excuse for Jin Ting to leave.
In fact, when Zhong Ya walked forward, she put her weight on her younger brother.
She was also sour and unbearable in her heart, but she also dragged her body away from Jin Ting.
But in this process, her whole person is like a puppet with a hollowed out soul, and her soul is growing on Jin Ting's body, but in order to get a moment of peace in her heart, she must do this, she must be ruthless, and then she can take the relationship between them seriously.
At this time, Zhongli looked at his sister, and then at the brother-in-law who had just been recognized behind him, and he was really puzzled.
At his age, he didn't understand the bitterness between those adults, and some only had the momentum of teenagers, for him, since he likes it, he wants to be together, and since he still loves it, he can't leave directly!
Therefore, there is no connection between them at all, and the two of them should not be separated.
So he pulled Zhong Ya's sleeve, "Sister, why are you still separated from your brother-in-law even though you are reluctant?" ”
Hearing her younger brother say this, Zhong Ya's heart was even more confused.
"You don't understand the matter of you being a little adult, and I haven't been home for a long time, isn't it good for our family to take this opportunity to reunite?"
Zhong Ya said this, this is also to find a piece of relief for her soul.
Zhongli listened, but he didn't think so in his heart.
My brother-in-law is so good, tall, heroic and handsome, and he is also very good to his sister, he sees these as a little man, if my sister wants to go home to live, or if she wants to be with her and her sister, then you can also let your brother-in-law accompany her, which is not contradictory.
However, maybe it's just that the world of adults is too complicated, as long as it is what his sister wants to do, he will definitely stand up to his sister as a younger brother!
"Okay, sister, let's go home."
After speaking, he didn't say anything more, and then followed Zhong Ya away.
At this time, Jin Ting, who was still standing in place, stood in this lonely tomb, only feeling that he was one with them, and at this time, his heart was like a lonely tomb, except that Zhong Ya could give him a fresh life, there was no power to wake him up.
However, he will not be depressed like this, for Jin Ting, there is occasionally some pessimism. Or being sad is a way of pressure in his own or heart, but he never runs away from solving problems.
To solve the problem, you have to show a hard attitude, for Zhong Ya and the two children in her belly, Jin Ting has never had any thoughts of wanting them to stay away from him.
watched until Zhong Ya and their figures were no longer visible, and Jin Ting could be regarded as coming back to his senses.
He turned his head to look at the photo on the tombstone, this is probably the best photo Zhong Youzhi has taken in his life, right?
It doesn't look so philistine.,It's still a little bit of humanity.。
Looking at the black-and-white photo, Jin Ting said to him seriously, "Everything in the future has nothing to do with you, rest in peace for the deceased, if you really have the ability to protect Zhong Ya, I will come to worship you every year." ”
After saying this, Jin Tingbian also left here.
He has never been a superstitious person, but he is willing to do these things of praying to God and worshiping Buddha for Zhong Ya, which is quite crazy to think about.
……
In the next few days, Jin Ting lived a numb life, which was no different from the life before Zhong Ya arrived at him, it had always been work, work and work.
When there was no Zhong Ya before, he never thought that work was a burden or a burden.
It won't feel boring and boring.
After meeting Zhong Ya, work also has a great significance, that is, as long as the work is over, you can go home to see Zhong Ya, and the two will cherish each other more after a day of separation.
This feeling made Jin Ting like it very much, but Zhong Ya was no longer by his side.
The common residence of the two of them has been empty for a long time, in fact, it is only a few days, but in Jin Ting's heart, it is really like a year.
He didn't even let Sister-in-law Liu come over to clean it, for fear that the last time Zhong Ya's smell in the air would disappear.
And every time I return home, I have a deep sense of loss, especially when I am at work, I will be distracted, and I can't help but think about when Zhong Ya will be able to figure it out and when she can return to him.
It's another day after work, and Jin Ting stands in front of his floor-to-ceiling window.
Looking at the people coming and going under the company, these people obviously don't have as much wealth as him, and they don't have as high a quality of life as him, but these people are very busy rushing to the parking lot or the bus station, because these people have a common goal - that is, to go home.
Looking at these people, coming and going, Jin Ting felt a little envious, he used to have this kind of happiness, but now he is contained.
Mo Yi was standing behind Jin Ting at this time.
can feel the recent changes in Jin Ting's mood, and he also knows the agreement between the two of them.
In fact, from a man's point of view, he didn't understand why Zhong Ya did this.
It's torture for two people!
Life is already miserable enough, so why make it worse?
But as long as the boss agrees to something, he won't refute, "Does the boss still send you back to the villa?" ”
Recently, because Jin Ting is always shaking his head, whether he is at work or off work, he has Mo Yi personally pick him up.
At this time, Jin Ting was always startled when he heard Mo Yi's voice, and then looked at him and said, "You go first, I want to stay by myself for a while." ”
In fact, Jin Ting is more afraid that when he returns home, he will miss Zhong Ya more and more in the face of an empty room.
Looking at Jin Ting like this, Mo Yi really couldn't help it, "Boss, you can't let Madame be so willful, you do give her infinite respect, but some things can be solved by escaping, and Madam didn't think it through, so she didn't come back, but I didn't say that you couldn't come to the door!" As a family member, it is normal for you to come to the door, even if your wife sees it, you can't directly kick them out, and even if you are kicked out, at least you see it......"
Mo Yi rarely said such a long paragraph, but today's passage of his words made Jin Ting jump out of the previous thinking circle - Zhong Ya only said that she would not come back, and did not say that she could not go, such a simple logic, why didn't he think it clearly before?
After making up his mind, Jin Ting immediately walked downstairs and rushed down.
"Does the boss need me to send you?"
"No, you don't! It's come back and give you a salary increase! ”
Jin Ting put down such a sentence, and then left directly.
This made Mo Yi's heart excited for him, not only because he could raise his salary, but also because he finally saw the boss cheer up again.
No matter when, as long as Jin Tingken regains his strength, everything will develop in a good way.
After making up his mind, Jin Ting was also resolute in his work, and he came directly to the mansion of Zhong Ya's hometown.
The appearance here has not changed much from the last time he came, and even the white silk curtain next to it has not been put away, and Jin Ting directly entered the house.
It's just because now the Zhong family no longer has the previous servants, and now there are only those people that Jin Ting is looking for, these people are naturally under the instruction of Mo Yi, they know Jin Ting, and naturally they will not stop him.
And when someone went to report to Zhong Ya, Jin Ting had already entered the house.
At this time, the three of them were eating, but the moment Zhong Ya saw Jin Ting, the spoon in his hand fell to the ground, and the porcelain collided with the bricks on the ground and then fell apart.
And the moment Zhong Ya saw him, she was first happy, then worried, and then wanted to flee from here directly, but Jin Ting did directly step forward and grabbed her arm before leaving.
"Don't run away from me when you see me, okay? Do you really hate me that much? ”
Jin Ting's words were very heartbreaking, and when he heard Zhong Ya's ears, he also felt that he was really not a thing.
But in fact, he saw that Jin Ting did not leave because he hated him, but because she really loved him and liked him so much!
Obviously I can't see Jin Ting, but that kind of longing is deep in the bone marrow, so she can't forget it at all, and there is no way to stop this kind of longing, everything about Jin Ting makes her feel familiar and want to cry, she doesn't know how to suppress the excitement in her heart, and she doesn't know how to control her thoughts.
Now when she sees Jin Ting, she just wants to run away first, as if she can not face these things, and she doesn't have to face herself anymore, thinking about her crazy heart!
"Didn't you promise me......"
Zhong Ya's words were not finished, but Jin Ting directly covered her mouth.
"I promised you, I promised you not to go back with me, but I didn't promise you not to come to see you."
"You!"
Zhong Ya really didn't know what to say at this moment.
This man is so domineering that he can't even take his words!
But Zhong Ya had a cold face directly, "Jin Ting, I'm really serious this time, I don't want you to take advantage of this kind of verbal loophole, and then break the agreement between us, you make me very unhappy." ”
Zhong Ya said stubbornly, tears actually swirling in the depths of her eyes.
But she had to hold back and tell herself that she didn't want to miss Jin Ting at all, and she insisted on forcing herself to admit it!
To be honest, this is really unnecessary, but she really wants to do this, only in this way can Jin Ting retreat, and her heart can continue to be calm, which is a very cruel thing for both of them, and Zhong Ya's heart is also very uncomfortable.
Jin Ting felt a little hurt when he saw her such ruthlessness.