Chapter 81: Dad, Am I Really a Monster?
"Dad, I really ...... Is it really a monster? β
As soon as Tianlan came back, he saw Bai Zhi's melancholy expression and asked what was a matter of course for him.
Although he didn't know what happened to Bai Zhi, he still rubbed his head with a smile and said, "Bai Zhi, what's wrong with suddenly asking these things?" β
"Daddy." Bai Zhi did not enjoy the touch from her father as before, but showed great loss.
But he quickly cheered up and said with a smile: "I'm fine, I'm sorry Dad, I asked a very strange question." β
After saying that, Bai Zhi ran away.
Tianlan looked at Bai Zhi who ran away, and also smiled slightly.
It was a very reluctant smile, Bai Zhi thought that she could hide it in this way, but she was really naΓ―ve.
But Tianlan didn't want to meddle in Bai Zhi's affairs, these were all things he had to face, so Bai Zhi had to figure out a way alone.
Although I don't know what happened to Bai Zhi, it seems that I am very envious to be able to ask that sentence.
I envy the way of life of the people here and want to fit in with them, but Angelica Angelica is impossible.
He's a monster, there's no doubt about that, so he can't do it.
But Tianlan, who knew this, didn't stop Bai Zhi's thoughts.
These are all good growth experiences for him, maybe after this incident, he will grow up completely.
Tianlan didn't think that Bai Zhi could integrate into human society, even if she abandoned everything she had.
No matter how much he hid it, once his identity as a monster was revealed, once everyone knew that he wasn't human.
So who else will accept him?
Tianlan shook her head, not thinking about what happened next, no matter what the result was, this was a good growth for Bai Zhi.
In the end, what choice to make is all Bai Zhi's own business. At this time, as a father, stand in the distance and quietly watch Bai Zhi's growth.
Tianlan, who nodded, walked into the infirmary.
At this time, there was basically no one in the infirmary, and Bi'er's words were also forcibly pulled away by those people from the support group, and now only Yuyue was left alone on the bed, and Yuling was taking care of him by the side.
Tian Lan, who returned here, didn't say anything, and found a place to do it, checking Xiao He's research results.
Now Yuyue's condition is not too good, at least under Bi'er's treatment, how much of the suppuration has disappeared, but it is not a matter of time to recover completely.
Bi'er also wanted to continue to heal Hazuki, but she couldn't refuse the requests of others, especially the stalkers from the support group.
Yes, no matter what it is, it will not be refused, as long as it is requested, and then buy a miserable one in front of her, then no matter what it is, it will not be refused, it is really a magical person.
If I look at it again now, I think it's amazing.
There is really everyone in the world, and he has absolute tolerance and love for all things in the world, and he will not hate anything.
At least until now, Tianlan hadn't seen anything she hated, nor had she seen anyone she hated.
There is no doubt that Bi'er's love is serious, and in the face of this widespread love, who wouldn't want to have it exclusive.
Yuyue, who woke up, saw Tianlan who had already returned, and said, "You guys are tired too, I'll take you to a resting place now." β
It's a bit cramped, but it's a place where people can live.
In the following time, Tianlan has continued to act with the research institute and the Yuyue family, and sometimes will spend the night in the research institute.
Yu Ling stayed by Hazuki's side, taking care of his diet and daily life, and Hazuki also had to go to the infirmary often for treatment.
It's a bit unlikely, but at least it doesn't worsen the injury.
Angelica Angelica has also been acting alone for some time.
Occasionally, I would ask Tianlan: "Dad, am I really not human?" β
He was very envious, although he said that he was very envious, but he didn't know why he was so envious.
Probably because the people here are very kind, don't they give themselves some snacks and sweets, and there are children as old as themselves, often playing together, very happy.
Gradually, he didn't understand what his father said.
Why did Dad say that humans can't be trusted? Obviously everyone is so gentle, why can't you trust them?
Xiaoxiao is so cheerful, although a little reckless, but very gentle, often from the hands of the little general.
And Xiaoxiao ...... I don't know much about it, but a very shy girl, who peeks at me from time to time, and when she is discovered, she thinks that her mother is so flustered, which is really strange.
If you are a young general, you will often bully others, but you are not a bad person in essence.
When everyone is afraid, they will stand up and protect everyone. Ah by the way, the young general still likes to be jealous?
Probably using this word, it is often presumptuous in front of everyone. But that's just to get everyone's attention to him, and he's really a very cute guy. Knock knock
Everyone is very happy and smiling every day, and I want to be like them, and have fun together every day without worry.
"Daddy, am I really a monster?"
I want to know that I want to be like everybody, and I want to live here with everybody.
So I want to know, am I really a monster?
Tianlan looked at Bai Zhi with a serious face, and rubbed his head with a smile: "Bai Zhi, it doesn't matter if you are a monster or not, what matters is your current mood, do you really want to live with them?" β
After learning everything from Bai Zhi, Tianlan also understood a little.
Bai Zhi felt lonely and wanted a companion to play with.
But his identity as a monster restricts him, and he also wants to be like everyone else, staying with everyone all the time.
At the same time, he was also afraid that Bai Zhi was much more slender than other children, and a small movement would hurt his heart.
So far, Tianlan has been in front of him, trying his best to play the role of a father.
Tell him all the knowledge so that he can distinguish the difference between himself and humans, so from the beginning Tianlan didn't let him think of himself as a human.
The ugly side of human beings was told to him, so that Bai Zhi would not be injured on humans in the future.
But I didn't expect it to be too early, for the current Bai Zhi, everything is still too early.
The current Angelica Angelica is still too naΓ―ve, and it is easy to be attracted to humans and easily integrate into them.
But this is still too early for Angelica, children are the epitome of adults.
Sometimes children can show the cruelty of adults, and what kind of harm Bai Zhi will receive at that time, Tianlan can't guess.
Maybe for him, now that he has experienced this, the damage may be a little less.
At this time, after Bai Zhi heard her father's words, she said with a smile: "I want to be with them." β
"Yes." Faced with Bai Zhi's answer, Tianlan had no surprises: "In that case, do you want to tell everyone everything, or hide everything and continue to do this with everyone?" β
If Bai Zhi really prayed to be with everyone, then tell them everything.
They may or may not alienate Angelica Bai because of this, the probability is the same, and any one is possible.
And it is also a good choice to hide the true self in the deepest part of your heart, and continue to live with them in the fake skin of human beings as usual.
But how long can this last?
Sooner or later, human beings will part ways, even if they are childhood sweethearts, they will one day say goodbye.
Perhaps this is the best choice for Angelica Angelica.
Maybe one day, Bai Zhi will be the first to feel tired of it, and she chooses to leave.
Of course, the biggest possibility is that Bai Zhi wants to continue to maintain this relationship, and then make various efforts, but she can't redeem everyone's friendship.
Of course, there is a good result, but that result is so good that the possibility is almost zero.
"I ...... I ......" Bai Zhi hesitated after hearing his father's words, and for a while he didn't know how to do it, but he wanted to continue like this and continue to play with everyone.
"Dad, I want to tell everyone everything, I believe everyone will be able to accept the most authentic me!"
Faced with Bai Zhi's answer, Tianlan did not object, but rubbed Bai Zhi's head: "Well, no matter what choice Bai Zhi makes, Dad will support you." If you're hurt outside, don't forget that there's Mom and Dad. β
"Hmmm! I got Daddy. Bai Zhi jumped out of here.
What he's going to do next, and what's going to happen, it's his own business.
Tianlan didn't plan to interfere, and after going through this, she hoped that Bai Zhi wouldn't be like herself, and she would never recover.
At this time, he could only stay aside and quietly guard Bai Zhi.
"Everyone! I am back! β
"Ah, really, where did little Bai Zhi go?"
"Hey, hey, I'm going to talk to my dad about something." Looking at the friends in front of her, who were as big as herself, Bai Zhi scratched her head with a smile and said, "Where are we going to play next?" β
"Really, Bai Zhi, you know how to play, today we have to help Auntie and them work."
"Huh? yes, I'm sorry. β
"You guy's always so confused, doesn't it really matter? Do you want to come and beg me, let me, a young general, help you? β
"Okay, don't stink, let's go quickly, otherwise Auntie will be angry."
Looking at the friends in front of her who were as lively as usual, Bai Zhi's heart was very happy, but she was obviously very happy, but why did she feel uncomfortable in her chest?
"That!" At this time, Bai Zhi plucked up her courage and said to everyone: "I have something important to tell you!" β