Chapter 151: Rejected Again
The words that the other party said have been entangled in Su Xiyan's ears, and she didn't even know when Yang Yumeng left, so Su Xiyan returned home in a daze.
When she finished going up the stairs, that sentence was still echoing in Su Xiyan's ears, she closed her eyes and shook her head, but that sentence was hovering in her ears like a magic spell.
Su Xiyan took out the key from her pocket, used the key to the keyhole, and turned in a few times with the light, but did not open the door, and finally when she slowly squatted down, she finally inserted the keyhole in.
As soon as he entered the house, Su Xiyan slowly squatted down with his body against the wooden board behind him.
In fact, Su Xiyan knew that what the other party said was just angry with herself, but she also knew that what the other party said was very likely to be true, Su Xiyan just looked at the expressions between the two of them, and she also knew what kind of agreement the two of them had reached.
If it is really the same as Yang Yumeng said, the other party is about to stay by Shen Mochen's side instead of herself, then she is really terrifying to think about.
That person is Yang Yumeng, she has done her best to get on top, and she is not a good person.
If Yang Yumeng loves Shen Mochen, it would be fine, but Yang Yumeng just wants to use Shen Mochen's status and life experience to get the kind of life of a rich family and a family that others can't enjoy.
If Yang Yumeng really replaced herself by Shen Mochen's side, would she be good to Xiao Tuanzi?
The answer is definitely no, Su Xiyan knows the virtue of this woman, she will definitely become a vicious stepmother like written in many fairy tale books, so what kind of family will her children live in.
She didn't dare to think about it anymore, Su Xiyan slowly squatted on the ground, and then hugged her knees, holding herself tightly in her arms, trying to absorb some warmth from her chest.
So what if Shen Mochen really doesn't love himself anymore, what if he falls in love with such a woman?
In fact, this does not mean that Su Xiyan has no confidence in Shen Mochen, it's just that he is in such a situation now, and any man will want to get warmth from others.
Thinking of this, Su Xiyan's tears couldn't help but gush out, obviously he was only a little angry in his heart, but once this angry emotion came out, it was like a flood pouring out and couldn't stop.
Then Su Xiyan's mind was ambiguous about the two of them standing together and smiling at her, no matter how she looked at it, she felt harmonious.
In the end, Su Xiyan shook her head and tried her best to erase the thoughts in her mind, but there seemed to be an auditory hallucination in her ears, which was the sentence that Yang Yumeng said to herself before leaving.
Su Xiyan buried her head deep in the middle of her knees, and the tears in her eyes gathered on her chin with the curvature of her cheeks, and then fell down to the floor, forming a small puddle.
Su Xiyan actually knew that she had nothing to be angry about, after all, it was not she who was wronged, but she was just unwilling, she was just sad.
Su Xiyan even felt that her current self seemed to be a little unreasonable.
At this moment, the door panel behind Su Xiyan suddenly shook, knocking on the door again and again, and it seemed to be very anxious.
Su Xiyan was a little scared, and subconsciously thought that it was Shen Mochen, and then stood up, hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then opened the cat's eyes to look outside.
The person who came was not Shen Mochen, but Xiao He.
Then Su Xiyan breathed a sigh of relief, hurriedly tidied up her clothes, and opened the door to lead the other party in.
"What's wrong with you, Yuyan?" As soon as Xiao He came in, he saw the other party's strangeness, he held Su Xiyan's shoulder with one hand and shook it desperately.
Xiao He saw that the corners of Su Xiyan's eyes were full of tears, and he was desperately trying to get out, the other party's appearance made him feel very distressed, Su Xiyan's whole face was flushed, and his expression looked so aggrieved, pitiful.
"Did Shen Mochen bully you again?" Seeing the other party so sad, Xiao He subconsciously thought that it must be a good thing done by Shen Mochen, every time Su Xiyan is by Shen Mochen's side, something bad will definitely happen.
But what he didn't expect was that when he said this paragraph, the other party shook his head, but his mood was still very low.
"You don't need to explain anymore, in fact, I know that it must be Shen Mochen's bastard who forced you to do something you shouldn't have done and made you sad." After finishing speaking, Xiao He stood up directly, as if he wanted to go out and ask Shen Mochen for an explanation.
And Su Xiyan saw Xiao He in such a hurry, so he hurriedly stretched out a hand and grabbed Xiao He's clothes, and then tugged at it, stopping the other party's steps.
Then, with a trembling hand, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and typed a sentence on it.
"It really has nothing to do with Shen Mochen, it's all my fault, it's my own contradiction."
In fact, Su Xiyan also thought so in his heart, after all, the fault of this matter was not Shen Mochen, because he didn't continue to make things difficult for himself, it was just that the heart that loved him was doing the trick.
"Then why are you crying?" In fact, Xiao He couldn't see Su Xiyan crying the most, but since he met her again, as long as Su Xiyan stayed by Shen Mochen's side, there was not a day when he wasn't crying.
In fact, Xiao He also knew that even if Su Xiyan left in the middle, he only spent the three years in missing Shen Mochen.
"Shen Mochen didn't take revenge on me violently, in fact, it's just that I can't see him and others getting along."
Seeing this, Xiao He fell into silence for a long time, he stretched out his hand and took Su Xiyan into his arms, and gently patted her back with his hand to soothe the camera's emotions.
And Su Xiyan also hugged him hard, and then buried his head deep in Xiao He's neck, and the tears that he had just held back suddenly seemed to be enchanted by someone else, and they couldn't stop pouring out.
The more Su Xiyan thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, and the more tears kept pouring out, until her eyes were already sour, but the tears still kept pouring out.
"Don't cry anymore, such beautiful eyes are crying, but what can I do?" Then Xiao He slowly helped her up, stretched out a hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Su Xiyan's eyes, and soothed her emotions.
Seeing that this was the case, Xiao He was also very distressed, since Shen Mochen and her couldn't be together, then now he always had a chance to take advantage of it, Shen Mochen couldn't give Su Xiyan happiness, he could give it.
"Xiyan, I don't think my feelings for you can be summed up in those four words, I have always loved you deeply, and I only love you, can you accept my feelings for you?"
Xiao He kept his head down slightly, not daring to raise his eyes to look at Su Xiyan, although he didn't know the result of confessing himself this time, but one day he could soften this heart that was not yet warm to him.
And now that Su Xiyan has suffered such a painful experience, she must very much need someone to comfort her and give her the warmth she needs.
And that person is none other than Xiao He, he firmly believes that no one will love Su Xiyan more than himself.
"I love you, I want you to promise me this love for the purpose of marriage, and I will always be by your side, I will always love you and spoil you, and I will always ...... you"
Then Xiao He stretched out his hands, grabbed her wrists, and then slowly brought his hand to his lips and left a kiss.
At this time, Su Xiyan in front of Xiao He was already stunned, and tears did not continue to pour out, but hung on the eyelashes at the corners of her eyes.
Su Xiyan opened his mouth, not knowing how to answer the other party's confession, although in the past three years, the other party's feelings for him have deepened day by day, and he confessed to himself as soon as he seized the time.
But no matter how many times she listens to it, Su Xiyan still won't get used to it, Xiao He is a good man, and she shouldn't be delayed by herself, she knows how painful it is to fall in love with someone who doesn't love her, even if she can accept the other party's kindness, her conscience will be disturbed.
When Su Xiyan wanted to shake her head and refuse the other party, the other party leaned down slightly, as if she wanted to kiss her.
Looking at the other party's suddenly enlarged eyes, Su Xiyan subconsciously stretched out his hand, pressed it against the other party's chin, and pushed the other party away from him.
Then Su Xiyan groped backwards with one hand, and then raised it in front of him to say a word.
"I don't think I'm going to be in a good relationship right now......"
Su Xiyan couldn't say that kind of thing, she could only use such language to euphemistically reject the other party, she couldn't say the kind of hurtful words I don't love you, I don't like you, you are not good enough, etc.
Because Su Xiyan knew that he didn't accept Xiao He's confession, it was originally due to his own fault, and he didn't blame Xiao He at all.
In fact, this is not the first time that the other party has refused this way, Xiao He knows that the other party just doesn't want to make himself sad, so he uses this euphemistic reason to reject himself.
Although he was very sad and sad, Xiao He also knew that one day his insistence would definitely impress the other party, and he didn't think about giving up.
Then Xiao He turned his face away, and there was silence between the two for a long time, and then Xiao He asked Su Xiyan again.
"Have you found a job now, I have called you many times, but you haven't answered, where do you work now, and do you have enough money?"
When Su Xiyan planned to settle in City A before, he said that he would help her, but Su Xiyan directly rejected him, saying that he would rely on his own strength to live in City A.
But in fact, Xiao He also knew that the other party just didn't want to owe him more favors, after all, he had been helping Su Xiyan, which also made her very unhappy.
Seeing that the other party was so persistent, Xiao He also agreed, but in fact, he knew that the other party didn't have much money on him and couldn't support her through the rest of her life, but if she found a decent job, it would be a different matter.
"I'm working at the Shen Group now." Then Xiao He saw this sentence pop up on the mobile phone that the other party stood up, he couldn't believe his eyes, Xiao He's eyes widened and watched word by word, but found that the sentence he was familiar with was pieced together into a meaning that he was not familiar with.
What does it mean for Su Xiyan to work in the Shen Group, does it mean that there is a resurgence between them, but why does Su Xiyan cry again this time, he is used to not feeling so, the other party must have wanted to insult Su Xiyan, so he deliberately gave her this place.
And things are just as Xiao He imagined.
"Did he Shen Mochen deliberately make things difficult for you, how could you agree to let him go to work in the Shen Group, aren't you a wolf?" Now Xiao He didn't want to mention how worried he was.