"I don't know."

Sheng Yan knew it and didn't know why.

So, it's been very uncomfortable and painful.

After eating, Shen Ji didn't think about this question anymore, he felt that even if he really asked the reason, she wouldn't say it.

"Take turns washing the dishes, you come first." Sheng Yan made a gesture of please.

Shen didn't object, he slowly got up from his position, and then cleaned up the table.

Sheng Yan watched him walk into the kitchen with satisfaction, and then she got up and went to the living room.

Sheng Yan rarely spends time in the living room, but this time it was an exception, she walked to the sofa and her eyes touched the puzzle on the coffee table.

She stopped, her heart trembling, her heart feeling like she had been hit by something, and her breathing became shorter.

"I put it together, it's very similar to you." Shen Ya's voice suddenly sounded from behind her, echoing in her heart like a crisp bell.

At some point, the sunlight came in from the balcony and hit the puzzle, which looked as beautiful as a painting from a distance.

Above is a large portrait of a girl, she raised her head with a slightly sideways face, her long hair floating like a cloud, and a necklace with a small moon hanging on her slender neck.

What makes people excited is her eyes, and the purity and coldness that belong to girls are hidden under the long eyelashes.

——

After Sheng Yan left, Shen Yan nestled on the sofa and watched with his mobile phone.

Shen Zhi called him a lot, but he was all hung up by Shen Ji before.

Shen Ji hesitated for a moment and pressed the dial-through button.

The bell rings, and it's easy to get nervous in a quiet environment.

The hand that was blocked by the shirt tightened unconsciously.

"Hello?"

"Shen Sha?"

"What are you doing?! Shouldn't you go to school at this point in time?! ”

"What the hell do you want to do!"

As soon as the phone was connected, it was the woman's words that sounded almost broken.

Shen Yan's hands trembled a little, he shouldn't have expected anything, he shouldn't have expected her to change or anything, even if he left.

He looked down for a moment, and in a few seconds of silence his eyes were already red.

Shen Yan endured it, and finally said helplessly and almost gave up: "Mom, why? Grades are so important or, ...... important"

The other party may have been stunned, Shen Ji didn't hear the reply immediately, he waited.

Finally, there was a low sobbing sound from the phone, and finally the sound grew louder and louder, and the heart of the listener was like a pinprick.

Shen Zhi was a little broken: "Why! Why are you different from your father! You're his child! Please, as good as he is, okay! Is it good ......?"

Answer.

Turns out, is this the answer?

Tears rolled down the boy's cheeks for some time, and finally, he lowered his head and raised his hand to cover his eyes, his hair hanging down to hide his face a little.

Actually, it's not surprising.

He knew that his father, and he had the impression that his father was indeed very good, almost the kind of genius that people could not match.

However, it was such a genius who was killed abroad.

Since then, his mother has changed, and the eyes that look at him have become very cold, even ...... Left.

As soon as I left, it was ten years.

But why did he come back when he was in his third year of junior high school? Why not leave him to fend for himself? He still remembers the feeling he felt when he met his mother.

I'm very happy and looking forward to it.

At that time, he was a teenager who longed for his mother's love, he wanted to experience his mother's warm hug, and he wanted to have someone to comfort him.

Tears rained down, it was the greatest despair, Shen Ji couldn't hear what was said on the phone, he only felt ...... My eyes hurt, and my heart hurts.

He thought that in this lonely world, there was finally someone who would care about his life and death.

Can...... Why is reality so cruel.

In desperation, he remembered what his teacher had said in class.

"No one has taught your mother how to be a mother, but she will not treat her children badly, this time the essay title is "My Mother"

"My Mother" - Shen Ya

My mom is beautiful in my mind, however, I haven't seen her for a long time. I miss her so much that I look forward to seeing her back every night......

——

At night, there is a lot of hustle and bustle on the way out of school.

When Sheng Yan's gaze touched a father and daughter not far away, his gaze immediately retracted.

She walked to the bus stop, and the sign above the bookstore across the street was shining with beautiful lights, and next to it was a billboard, a fairy tale book.

It depicts a child and his own mom and dad.

Sheng Yan calmly looked away.

I thought: In reality, there will be no beautiful fairy tales.

"Smoke?"

Someone called her, Sheng Yan looked sideways and saw someone coming, Ye Chu smiled at her: "It's such a coincidence, you are also waiting for the bus." ”

Sheng Yan frowned without speaking, and walked to the side, keeping a distance from him.

I couldn't touch him before.

She was vigilant.

Seeing that people ignored her, Ye Chu didn't say anything and approached, Sheng Yan wanted to go away a little more, and his wrist suddenly tightened.

"Let go."

Ye Chu grabbed her wrist tightly, this time he used his strength, it was not easy for Sheng Yan to break free.

He didn't have a smile on his face at this time, but sneered: "Can you not be embarrassed?"

His attitude became a little abrupt, and Sheng Yan felt that he was in danger.

Her heart couldn't help but quicken.

"I've refused many times, isn't it hard for you not to entangle?"

Sheng Yan asked him rhetorically, not afraid at all.

"What's wrong with me, let me ask you again, do you want to be my girlfriend?" Ye Chu was a little annoyed and angry.

Sheng Yan looked at him and suddenly smiled: "What's wrong?" Don't you have self-knowledge?"

Ye Chu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Sheng Yan to laugh suddenly, and he seemed to be laughing but not laughing, as if he was mocking him.

"Ye Chu! What are you doing! ”

Someone shouted not far away, Ye Chu frowned and let go of her wrist.

"Sheng Yan, I advise you to think about it again."

After Ye Chu left, Sheng Yan never said a word, indifferent to this face, she glanced at the billboard opposite, and then lowered her head and raised her arm.

There is a circle of red marks on it, which has just been made by Ye Chu......

From a distance, the girl looked at her arm and didn't know what she was thinking, and finally she got on the bus in silence.

When I got home, Sheng Yan opened the door and it was dark.

Shen Yan didn't know how to turn on the lights, the silence in the house was terrible, Sheng Yan stretched out his hand to press it open, and the bright lights illuminated the whole house in an instant.

Sheng Yan walked in and saw the person on the sofa.

The light of the living room shone lazily on the boy's body, and his eyes were closed on his side, and his black hair was soft and shiny.

The lines on the side of Shen's face are clear and well-defined, and it looks very pleasing to the eye.

The window of the balcony was wide open, and the cold breeze blew in, and Sheng Yan reluctantly closed the window. When he turned around, he saw the young man frowning tightly, his neck and ears were red.

She crouched down and stared at him, then finally reached to his forehead.

It's hot.

"Shen Sha? Shen Sha?! Get up and drink the medicine. ”

Shen opened his eyes in a daze, the dazzling light made him dizzy for a while, and then it was dark again, and a girl appeared in his sight, just blocking the light above his head.

The boy's eyes were red, and Sheng Yan sat down in front of the sofa and pulled him up.

"Hmm...... What are you doing? ”

Sheng Yan sighed, then looked up at him, his eyes as cold as seawater.

"Drink the medicine."

Two words, no doubt.

Shen Yan's body went limp, and he only felt dizzy, and when he heard these two words, his head fell on her shoulder.

Sheng Yan frowned and wanted to push him away, and then Shen Yan whispered in her ear in a low and hoarse voice: "Sheng Yan, hug." ”