Chapter 52 Heart-to-heart, heart-to-heart, heart-to-heart.
After a week to last year, Chai Yu was busy with the resumption of the autumn examination of the scientific examination, and first sent someone to send all the first place Xie Yuan in the national autumn examination to the capital, and then invited Mr. Xun Zhang to take the examination in person, and selected the talents to temporarily replace some civil officials in the palace to solve the dilemma, but because they are all novices, most of them need to be personally supervised by Chai Yu.
Later, it was difficult to free up his hands and have to rectify the affairs in the army, Chai Yu's 100,000 troops who attacked Xiling earlier were mostly dispersed to various military headquarters in the latter week except for a small part of them, and the friction between the old and new military powers continued, and almost all the people who could be used in their hands were sent out.
Therefore, maintaining the contact with the Qin State was transferred to Rong Jinzhi's hands.
Chai Yu and he grew up together since childhood, and they were friends of life and death, so they never suspected that something would go wrong, but when he received the news from Song Changzhen, Song Yunhe left the Qin State, and he thought that she was angry that he couldn't see her in person, so he never replied. So he instructed Rong Jinzhi to prepare the car and escort her all the way, and he would come to pick her up in person after the spring was over.
It wasn't until he received Liu Yan's letter that he was shocked to realize that there was such a big flaw, and when he arrived in Liangcheng, he saw Liu Yan only to let people understand Rong Jin's words, and chased them all the way to Yongzhou.
Fortunately, she didn't get angry because of these misunderstandings, and she didn't see him, and she didn't want him.
"Is it him?" Song Yunhe didn't know the reason, and only shook his head with some emotion based on the facts he saw: "People are so beautiful but have a habit of peeping at people's letters? ”
Chai Yu looked at her and raised her eyebrows, and after a while, she tore off the mask on her face and rubbed her face, as if she had taken it off because she was uncomfortable.
Song Yunhe looked at him with a fair but cold face, only thinking that he was unhappy with his words, and hurriedly explained: "No, I didn't mean to slander your friend. I just think this kind of seizure of people's letters is not good, especially my letters. This is my subjective understanding, and it does not represent objective facts. ”
"Just don't you think it's good?" Since Chai Yu opened his mouth, he didn't intend to avoid any questions, and asked again: "What about him assassinating you?"
Song Yunhe lowered his head and pinched his fingers to play, "He should just come to test it, he didn't even kill the guards, how could he kill me? And, you know, he can't kill me." ”
"I shouldn't have allowed anyone to do such a temptation, but I didn't know until such a temptation had already occurred. Chai Yu reached out and held her pinched white fingers, and her deep voice was like swallowing a long sword piercing her intestines, "What has surged in my heart is the fear that I have never had, the fear that you have been hurt but I never knew, the fear that you suddenly left me but there is no way to recover, the fear that you are unwilling to give me a chance to explain." ”
"All the way I was thinking, what should I do if I can't make up for the damage I have done to you? It is absolutely impossible to let you go, but what should I do if you are forced to die and hold a dagger against your neck? I can't think of any way to do both. I suddenly realized that I liked a girl who could helpless me at any time, and my heart was full of fear. ”
What is love in the world Chai Yu never thought about it, born in the emperor's family, he has seen both power and affection, and he has also seen the lack of affection, before meeting Song Yunhe, he never thought about what kind of girl he would fall in love with, and he didn't know why he fell in love with her when he met Song Yunhe, he just felt that she was like a clear spring, silent but could wash all the gloom, smart and surging but could relieve all fatigue, and there were only thousands of people in the world who were like a magical different color, and every time she appeared in his eyes, it was completely different.
He can wait for her to grow up, he can be thousands of miles away from her, he can endure all the lovesickness, but he never dares to want to be separated from her, and he has no intersection with her.
She didn't know how much restraint she had used to not rub her into her body, into her bone marrow at that moment.
She didn't know that he didn't dare to sleep all night, for fear that she would push him away if she was ruthless.
He was even more afraid that he would wake up and be changed by her memory of loving her.
Fortunately, she will always be so soft, knowledgeable, indulging in his rudeness, indulging in his evasion, and even indulging in those things related to him.
"I've been so far in my life, all the panic has happened to you, but I feel like it's a very happy thing. Chai Yuqing's shallow smile reflected in Song Yunhe's eyes, like layers of onions, stinging people's eyes and nose sour.
Song Yunhe asked with a watery look in his eyes: "In your eyes, I am an unreasonable girl?"
"Her Royal Highness is the most sensible girl I have ever met. Chai Yu seemed to admire, "That's why I'm afraid, I'm afraid that there will be too many grievances and injuries that you will swallow silently, I would rather you make some noise and make some trouble." ”
"I'm not very good at making trouble, and I'm not good at arguing. Song Yunhe smiled with tears.
The genetic people of the interstellar era have been destined to be planned, designed, and trapped in life from the moment they are chosen, their emotions of joy, anger and sorrow are diluted, and they are required to be rational, objective, and logical to think about anything to the greatest extent, so even if Song Yunhe is out of his original body and has new genes and nerves, his thinking is not so easy to change in three years compared to more than 20 years.
"I don't express my emotions in a very intense way, maybe because of that, you don't have enough confidence in me, that I may not like you and love you as much as you hope. Song Yunhe smiled and shed tears, a little shy and a little sorry, raised his hand to wipe it, but his hand was still in Chai Yu's hand.
Chai Yu's fingers lightly traced the tears, as if it was raining and flooding his heart, "It's me who is too greedy." ”
He always accused Song Changzhen of using her to hurt her, but he didn't envy her for giving him such a sincere heart. Spend all her efforts to make a marriage contract, do her best to take care of it, like raising a unique flower in the world, looking forward to the day when she will bloom for him alone, and never abandon him.
Song Yunhe shook his head, "I haven't loved anyone else, and I don't know what to do to show my love." But you can teach me if you want. Of course, when you have the energy, I'll learn very quickly. ”
"Don't think about me by wronging yourself, I think you are more active, more arrogant, more unreasonable, and more fearless. ”
Song Yunhe thought seriously for a while, and then asked with a clear expression: "It turns out that you like such a girl, so your friends will think that it is very unreasonable for you to like me, right?"
Chai Yu was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't cry or laugh, "Are you concerned about this issue now?"
Song Yunhe nodded, "You said that you didn't want me to wronged myself for your sake." I was very aggrieved if I was not recognized. Although I'm not a stunning beauty, I have my own strengths, and I'm a little angry that they easily deny my ability to make you fall in love without knowing me. ”
"Then why don't you wait for me to dismiss it in front of them?"
"Because I'm afraid you'll be embarrassed. Song Yunhe was calm.
"Don't throw the stall to me in the future and run away. Chai Yu touched her head, he hoped that she would be thorny, open her teeth and claws, live a wild and wanton life, and not have to compromise for anyone, "In the future, if you do this again, you will directly tie people up and beat them in front of me, and teach me a lesson together." ”
Song Yunhe opened his mouth slightly in surprise, looked sideways, and looked at him a little scrutinizing and doubting, "Is this your hidden character? Or is it because it's me?"
"Because of you, of course. Chai Yu smiled.
Song Yunhe's face collapsed, a large part of the formation of the masochistic mentality was due to the guilt in her heart, she knew that he had always felt guilty about her, she thought that the meeting had lifted the crisis, but at the moment, he did not let go of his emotions, but because of this incident, his mentality has changed!
How can we resolve such emotions? Song Yunhe didn't have a clue for a while, but he definitely couldn't be separated from him again in this situation.
"Did it scare you?" Chai Yu looked at her with a serious expression, thinking that her words and deeds had startled her, and her smile became gentler.
"Nope. Song Yunhe took the initiative to take his hand and said seriously: "You are so partial to me, I suddenly want to go to Yunjing with you." ”
Chai Yu was slightly stunned, from the moment she left the Qin Kingdom, he was thinking about how to persuade her to stay by his side, but he didn't expect that she didn't say a word now, so she opened her mouth first.
"You just said that you want me to be more proactive, but you just said it to make people happy?" Song Yunhe asked.
"I'm afraid that you will make me happy, do you really want to go to Yunjing with me?" Chai Yu came back to his senses, and he was rarely happy, "But Yunjing is not a happy place at the moment, I look forward to you going, but I am worried that it will affect you." ”
Chai Yu often spends time in such contradictions, the next week is like a chaotic backwater, he is trapped in it, and when he is tired, he always thinks about her by his side, and his mind can be brightened just by looking at her. However, he was reluctant to bring her to his side, he was afraid that this mud would also infect her and cause her more harm.
"I'm not afraid. Song Yunhe replied, although the fuse to leave from the Qin State was to save Li Ziqi, but she knew in her heart that the main thing was to see him and find a result, and now the result has appeared, but it is not optimistic, "I don't want to just wait for everything to be stable and peaceful and then sit back and enjoy it, then I am afraid that your friends will not want to see me." ”
"So, am I a blessing in disguise?"
"I think they are the ones who are a blessing in disguise. Song Yunhe said confidently, with Chai Yu's current psychological state, if she really wants an explanation, there is no guarantee that he will not do it, but because of her generosity, not only does she not care about them, but she also has to rescue this time bomb, she is really kind and righteous.
Song Yunhe was amused by his own complacency, Chai Yu was inexplicable, but he was also willing to laugh with her, and the restlessness and sorrow of many days quietly dissipated, and the sharp outlines seemed to be much softer.
"But, what about the plum period?" Song Yunhe suddenly thought of what was in front of him.
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