When I got home, my mother didn't care much about the results of my interview, and she watched her TV silently and ignored my greetings. In order not to ignite my mother's powder keg, I silently went into the room and cleaned up to see what other painting tools I could bring for the trial.

"Huh! Don't you have nothing to say to your parents? Now that the book is finished, are the wings stiffened? "Mom burst into my bedroom.

"The results haven't come out yet, and I'll find out until the trial lecture next week." My heart sank, I looked up at my mother, and buried my head in the painting tools.

"Then you have to say, do you think you don't have to rely on your parents? You're still early! You haven't fallen in love yet, and you'll have something to ask me for in the future! Wage earners! In the future, I won't be as good as an old man! "Mom's crackling words are like opening the floodgates.

"Uh-huh." I nodded vigorously, "Yes, yes, okay?" ”

"Don't be here to mock, what virtue! Look like your dad! I told you! You can either give me a civil service exam for myself, and take an exam within the establishment! Or find me someone with a head and a powerful face, and let him arrange a job for you! Otherwise! You're dead. ”

I was silent, when this sign appeared before my mother, I made up my mind that everything depends on me, I don't want to go down such a path, I make my own decisions about love, and I also decide my own work.

"I'm for your good! I said that there is a doctor, will you lose a piece of meat if you go to meet him? Wait for someone to arrange a job for you, and then you don't like it, don't you? Anyway, the work is in hand. If you don't like it, just scatter! It's normal to fall in love and break up? "I really can't agree with my mother's distorted values.

"It's called utilization! I can't do this! "I can't take it anymore.

"Then he's going to get his job back? Let him fire you if he has the ability? Women just have such a little capital, don't you take it out and use it? Mom pointed at me and said, "I'm not mature at all, how old are you?" We just find someone to set up a line, and we don't spend his money, so people naturally have nothing to be sad about. ”

"How do you say that, Mom?" I retorted, "I'll decide these things myself, okay?" Why did you marry my father? ”

"I'm blind, I just got on this broken ship, it's fate!" Mom took a comb and combed her somewhat scattered hair, gritting her teeth and saying viciously.

I shook my head, I couldn't agree with my mother's thoughts, just like she was kind to my father for cleaning, and soon turned her face back and didn't recognize anyone.

In this way, my mother counted me from head to toe again, and for a while it was because I had a bad personality, and I didn't listen to persuasion and didn't distinguish between good and bad; For a while, it was a curse that covered his head and face, and the word "death" was on his lips.

I began to understand a little bit about why my dad couldn't bear it, why he couldn't go in his left ear and out of his right ear. When it happened to me, and I was cursed for eight or nine hours a day, even for two or three days at the opening of the floodgates, I really understood my father's difficulties. And I, nowhere.

After a few days of cold war, even though I still called my mother when I went in and out, she didn't respond, and there was basically no communication during dinner. All she had to do was make a sound, and my nerves tensed.

Sometimes, I still fall asleep in a daze with my mother's scolding and my own tears. In my dream, I was chased by a group of people until I was forced to stand on the edge of a cliff, trying to escape to the other side but there was no way. When I was in a hurry, I saw a suspension bridge in the distance, and there were a few treads missing from the rickety side. Just as he was stepping on it, his body was suspended in the air, and a man came up with a knife. No matter how much I cried and begged, she kept cutting with her head as if she couldn't hear, cutting one and then cutting the other. The bridge deck was unstable, and I fell into the bottomless cliff, and kept falling, and kept falling...... But there was a voice in my ear: I am here, I am not afraid, but the voice is far away, and it is gradually inaudible, and the light in front of me is gradually dimmed until it is dark.

When I woke up, I found myself sweating, and the dream was so real that I had palpitations. When I saw that the time was already two o'clock in the morning. When I opened my phone, I saw that Mu Liang was still online on the social software.

"Haven't slept yet? It's so late. "Do you want to stay up all night again? I thought goodnight text messages would be sent tomorrow morning.

"How did you wake up? Dreaming? I'm done with this and go to sleep, soon. Mu Liang replied with a few expressions.

Mu Liang could have gone to enjoy a comfortable working environment, if he had listened to his parents' arrangement. However, he chose a hard path of struggle because it was his ideal. I admire people who have ideals and can put them into action, even if Mu Liang doesn't say anything, I feel that his whole person is like flashing.

Mu Liang is still in the internship and learning stage in the company, I once searched for his major on the Internet, and it is not like acting in idol dramas, drawing a few strokes on a piece of paper, making a few models, and saying some romantic sentences on the stage, which represents architectural design. In fact, it is common to go to bed at one or two o'clock, and now he often stays up all night during the internship stage.

Before I could reply, he called, and the light of the phone was still a little dazzling at night, so in order to prevent my mother from hearing it next door, I quickly plugged in the headphones to answer.

"It's so late, what are you dreaming about?" Mu Liang asked softly and gently.

I heard the rapid click of his keyboard and mouse.

"Haven't you slept yet?" It was a little distressing to hear that he was still busy so late.

"Soon, good, you go to bed first, or shall I listen to you a song?"

He shared a piece of music, and a soft piano piece came to my ear. With the song, I fell asleep unconsciously.

I don't know what time it is, but I dimly heard the voice of Si Si Suo in the room. Startled, I looked up slightly to see my mother gently snatching my satchel from my room.

I felt a little uncomfortable, my mother used to go through my father's bag, and when I was reading, I used to go through my school bag, but I didn't like to be touched the most.

Hesitant to step forward and question, but do you think it's going to be a big deal again?

I pricked up my ears and heard the sound of my mother rummaging through the bag next door, there was nothing in it, there was a jingle cat doll that Mu Liang gave me a few days ago, and there was a bell on it, which was ringing at this time.

As soon as I was nervous, I decided to get up and go to the toilet and pretend to pass by my mother's room.

When my mother saw that I was up, she hid her bag in the doorway. I had to pretend I didn't see it, and I came out after I heard her put her bag back in my room in the bathroom. Mom pretended nothing had happened, and I glanced at the bag in its place, but the zipper of the bag was unzipped, and Mom didn't have time to close it.

I was in a bad mood when I went back to bed. I don't understand why my mother is so curious about this, and I don't have the slightest sense of trust in my father. But why did you rummage through my bag?

I was unhappy and had questions, so I couldn't sleep, and I took out my mobile phone and saw that Mu Liang left a message for me before going to bed: Good night, I heard your sleeping snort, I have a nightmare and can think of looking for me, I am very happy, I am here, I am not afraid. 8023。

I saw that the sky was already dark, and it must have been heaven that saw that I was too tired and rewarded me with a shining hero to save me.