Chapter 258: Struggle

Liu Mengshi said as she spoke, her gaze inadvertently swept over her wrist.

In the next second, his face changed suddenly.

Liu Mengshi suddenly grabbed her hand anxiously and quickly rolled up her sleeves. Seeing that it was covered with terrible scars, Liu Mengshi's heart sank suddenly.

The fair, radiant skin contrasted sharply with the hideous-looking wounds.

It's shocking to watch.

"How did you get it? Did you make it yourself?" Liu Mengshi looked at her incredulously.

What kind of person can do such cruel things to himself?

She suddenly began to re-examine the disease of "depression".

Liu Qingqing lowered her head, looked at her with a panicked expression, and did not speak.

"I'm your sister, you tell me if you made these wounds yourself?" Liu Mengshi's whole person was not good, and there was an inexplicable panic in her heart.

Growing up, she couldn't see her sister hurt in the slightest, and how could she be so cruel to herself.

Liu Qingqing still didn't speak, refusing to answer her question, but her silence had already expressed acquiescence. Liu Mengshi didn't know what to say, just looked at her in amazement.

For the first time, she felt the horror of depression from the bottom of her heart.

The terrible thing about it is that it makes the patient and everyone around him feel a deep sense of despair. There is no medicine to treat, no doctor to treat.

It is lucky to be able to survive this catastrophe, but if you can't survive it, you will live in the shadows for the rest of your life, unable to extricate yourself and even indulge in self-destruction.

Liu Qingqing suddenly cried, her nose twitched, the tip of her nose was slightly red, her eyes were moist, and she looked extremely pitiful

"Don't cry." Liu Mengshi hugged her distressedly, "Qingqing, don't do such things in the future, okay?" Promise my sister not to do anything to hurt herself in the future. Your sister feels uncomfortable when she sees it. ”

Liu Qingqing nodded, tears still falling down.

She couldn't control her emotions and fell into endless insomnia and nightmares every night. Sometimes I really want to leave this world like this.

She didn't know what the point of living was there.

She is an outcast, who does not feel the necessity of her own existence, and who is also an outcast from the world.

Liu Mengshi also cried involuntarily.

"Qingqing, you are obviously a very cheerful and lively girl, why did you become like this?" Liu Mengshi only felt that there were too many things that were difficult to accept, and she also felt deeply unfortunate for this sister in her heart.

There are so many girls in the world, why did her favorite sister get involved with that scumbag?

Early the next morning, Liu Mengshi packed up her things, and then rushed to the research institute of the hospital. It has been half a month since the institute, and many medical research projects are being carried out in an orderly manner.

Just like Jiang Yue said, Dean Huo is indeed a person who cherishes his talents.

It can be seen from the generous conditions he gave that Dean Huo respects her ideas in terms of Ren Bo. Within a few days, she became Dean Huo's right-hand man.

The people in the laboratory also looked at her with admiration, and even those who came to the laboratory earlier called her senior sister.

After changing into a lab coat, Liu Mengshi entered the laboratory and saw Dean Huo busy there alone, he stared at the microscope motionlessly, observing the dynamics of bacteria under the microscope.

After hearing the movement, Battalion Commander Huo turned around and said hello. And again, "Good news and bad news, which do you want to hear?"

Liu Mengshi took out the experimental equipment from the cabinet and put it on the experimental table, skillfully made various adjustments, and said lightly:

"Bad news."

The good news is left at the end, and it is also a hope.

"The new antibiotic we worked on failed." Dean Wu glanced at her silently.

Research into a new antibiotic is aimed at pregnant women, which can reduce many of the pain during childbirth and help women recover after childbirth.

Since the inception of this project, it has been researched for three months.

You said that every member of the team eats and drinks in the laboratory day and night, just to fight for a little possibility.

Liu Mengshi joined this research project halfway through.

The failure of a project is nothing more than a period of hard work in vain, but it is a pity that so much equipment and human resources have been invested.

"And the good news?" Liu Mengshi asked again.

"Of course, type B antidepressants can be put into clinical trials." Dean Huo said with a smile. This means that this pathogenic antidepressant may be successful.

This is undoubtedly the most surprising news for Liu Mengshi.

"I heard your sister's condition has deteriorated again?" Dean Huo also knows more or less about her family's affairs.

"She has already started to have serious self-harm, and I can't imagine what incredible things she will do if she continues like this." Liu Mengshi sighed.

"I heard that you also studied psychology during your college years, and published more than 20 academic papers, which is a major achievement in the field of psychology." Dean Huo said again, "You should be doing this for your sister."

Liu Mengshi didn't hide anything, and nodded directly.

Dean Huo smiled: "Speaking of which, what happened to you is really an inspirational story, in order for my sister who suffers from depression to get better treatment, so I dedicate my youth to medical research, I think Ren Bo alone has such a goal to move forward, and success is also reasonable."

Dean Huo said with a smile, then you have to wait until the clinical trial of type B antidepressants is successful, it is too early to say this.

Of course, more than anyone else, she expects this to be successful.

"It's not terrible to fail, it's a big deal to fail and start again. As long as you still have a goal in mind, I believe you can do it. Dean Huo encouraged.

"Of course!" A hint of determination flashed in Liu Mengshi's eyes.

She had to do it!

If he fails, he will not give up his research in this area, even if he has experienced dozens or hundreds of failures.

Rather than pinning your hopes on other medical practitioners, it is better to do it yourself.

She believed in no one but herself.

Dean Huo cast an approving glance at her: "When I was a child, I saw that you were a clever and smart girl, and I knew that it would not be easy to grow up."

"You are more confident than many of the students I have led, and you have the courage to face difficulties in the face of difficulties, which is very rare among contemporary youth.

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Bo Jue was not idle at home during this time, and the preparation plan for the new company has been going on in an orderly manner.

He doesn't go to bed until after twelve o'clock every night, and gets up at five o'clock in the morning, the time is very strictly controlled, and the schedule is very regular, except for accompanying her to plan the listing of the new company.

Guo Yuchen always felt that if he continued like this, sooner or later he would fall ill.

He is a human being, and his body is not made of steel, how can he not sleep?

She persuaded him many times, and each time she spoke earnestly.

However, her persuasion had no effect.

However, Bo Jue is a strange person, he goes to bed late and wakes up early every day, but he rarely sees a tired look on his face, his eyes always look sharp, his complexion is also hard, and there is never the slightest fatigue and laziness.

Guo Yuchen genuinely suspected that he was a robot.

Until Su Haoyun brought an exciting good news.

"The new company founded by the lord, Boxing Group, was officially listed today."

Guo Yuchen was sitting lazily basking in the sun in the garden, and after hearing the news, he couldn't help but stand up.

"That's good.

In this way, Bo Jue will not work so hard every day.

Then the fact is that after the establishment of the company, Bo Jue has worked harder and busier every day.

In the evening, the old housekeeper brought news again: "The lord said that he would come back very late tonight, and also brought the news that you can rest first, and you don't have to wait for him."

Guo Yuchen glanced at the time, it was already 10:00 in the evening.

He remembered that at about two o'clock in the morning in the middle of the night last night, he felt Bo Jue crawl into bed in a daze.

Wouldn't it be busy until two o'clock in the morning today?

Guo Yuchen thought about it, went upstairs to the cloakroom to choose clothes, and picked out a set from the column of maternity clothes to quickly put on and plan to go out.

She was stopped at the door by the old butler.

"Madame, where are you going?"

"I'll go to the company to see Bo Jue."

It's best to convince him to come back and rest.

If you continue like this, sooner or later, your body will be exhausted.

She didn't want her baby to be sick just after she was born.

The old butler naturally didn't dare to stop her anymore, looked at her, sighed helplessly, and said, "Madam, maybe only you can persuade the lord."

It's not a good thing to work like this.

After all, the body is the capital of the revolution.

Pershing is located in the financial circle, the commercial center, which is the center of the large business district of City A, and is only two streets away from the former Bo's.

Guo Yuchen asked the driver to stop the car, got out of the car, crossed the road, and saw the newly established company

The scale is not large, it is very small compared to the previous Bo family, and the Bo family across the two streets is hidden in the bright lights, and it seems to be the most iconic building in City A.

Guo Yuchen walked in with his bag.

Unlike the luxurious interior of Bo's, Pershing's furnishings can even be considered simple and unpretentious

It's probably because the company has just been established, there are few people, and it is very deserted.

Guo Yuchen searched for a long time, asked many people, and finally found Bo Jue's office.

The lights were dim, and his figure under the light was tall and firm, with his head down and a focused expression, which made people unbearable to disturb.

I always hear people say that serious men are the most attractive.

Guo Yuchen also felt that he loved Bo Jue's seriousness, and the sense of security was overwhelming. She looked at it and her eyes were peachy.

Until Bo Jue noticed it and looked at her puzzledly: "What are you doing here?"

“... Guo Yuchen hurriedly came to his side, and when he approached him, he smelled a crisp fragrance, I couldn't tell what it was, but it was very familiar and smelled.

"Why are you here so late without sleeping?" Bo Jue asked again.

"It's not because you're coming home so late every day." Guo Yuchen said calmly.

He looked at her dotingly, and couldn't help but touch her head: "Good, I'll let the driver take you home, okay?"

"Not good!" Guo Yuchen refused simply.

He glanced at her helplessly: "Madam, I stayed here for work.

"I'll be with you." Guo Yuchen insisted, finished speaking, sat down, and looked at him without blinking. Why is she so rare about him? What should I do if I like it the more I look at it?

In fact, I don't want him to look so lonely alone.

When he was in the Bo family, he was above 10,000 people, and even a person like this now would not feel sad to stay alone in the office in the dark night, because behind him was a whole group of Bo people, and everyone worked for him and worked for him.

Now everything is starting from scratch, so it looks different.

This enviable castle has not yet been built, and he toils alone, and struggles alone in the night when no one is around.