It's not too late at this time, except for the four people in their class in the school, there is no student in sight, Ye Linglan still doesn't know what to say at all, whether to say thank you first, just listen to the boy continue: "Actually, I'm a little worried about you, are you okay now?" ”

"Okay, thank you," Ye Linglan's heart was full of warmth, as if this boy's concern made her happier than anyone else, "That, you didn't tell anyone else about it......"

"No, only the two of us know." Wen Xingying looked at him and said.

"Thank you." Ye Linglan didn't want this matter to be known to everyone, including Jiang Feiyu, who was also close.

He couldn't help but glance at the boy, thinking that he had already left, but he didn't expect to stay outside the classroom and wait for him, does it mean that he also has a little status in his heart?

Coughing lightly, he asked again: "The way I looked at that time, wasn't it, particularly ugly?" ”

"It's okay," the boy really recalled, "it's not particularly ugly." ”

Ye Linglan paused for a moment, but still said: "I'm just worried that my grades will disappoint my grandfather, and I'm also worried that he won't let me go out to play during the holidays." ”

Then I can't be with you.

"You let him down this time, and it would be nice to give him hope next time. If he doesn't let you go, you'll go next time, anyway, there are still plenty of opportunities. ”

Ye Linglan: "......"

He didn't know if he was being comforted.

"But I didn't expect you to be waiting for me here, I'm glad, thank you." He also raised the corners of his lips and smiled for the first time in a long time.

"You're welcome." Wen Xingying patted him on the shoulder.

The distance from the teaching building to the school gate is really not long, and now that the gate is close in front of him, Ye Linglan can't help but be very reluctant, he doesn't want to be separated from the boys so soon.

"You ......"

He subconsciously wanted to say if you want to come to my house for dinner, of course, he still didn't say it, the two went out of the school gate together, there were only two cars parked on the side of the road, which belonged to the two of them, and the driver came down and opened the door when he saw the two coming.

"What?" The boy asked.

"Nothing, goodbye." Ye Linglan said helplessly.

"Goodbye."

The boy waved at him and got into his car, and Ye Linglan also got into the car.

The car was driving on a familiar road, but he felt at a loss in his heart, not knowing what his future would face.

I went home half an hour later than usual today, but my grandfather didn't ask anything, the family had dinner as usual, and when it was time to rest, Ye Linglan still mustered up the courage to tell the old man that their test results had been issued.

"Oh? How did you do on the exam? ”

Grandpa asked quietly, and Ye Linglan couldn't tell if he was already in love, or if he just wanted to let himself say it himself.

He took a deep breath, "My total score is 629, which is the third lowest in the class. ”

That's right, with an overall score of 629 out of 700, his average score is pretty close to 90, but he's still only the third-to-last.

Grandpa didn't say anything right away, and his heart tightened a little, thinking that maybe he would look at the score as it was okay......

"Hmph."

At this time, a female voice came from his grandmother.

It was the first time she had spoken to him in a long, long time, and perhaps not at all.

She was tired of him, hated him, never disdained him, and never expressed any opinion when he was talking to his grandfather, but this time she made such a sound, obviously she couldn't bear it.

This voice was full of ridicule and contempt, as if to tell him clearly: Your level is also worthy of staying in our house, and your face will be thrown thousands of miles away by you.

Ye Linglan suddenly felt something struggling to gush out of her body again, but this time it was not from her mouth, but from her eyes.

He quickly stood up when they came out of the body, "Grandpa, I'll go back to the room first." Then he ran up the stairs at a fast speed, and this time no one called out to him, and no one followed him.

He ran into the room, closed the door, and something that had been irrepressible for a long time finally rushed out of his eyes!

……

In fact, he didn't know why he was like this, but he really couldn't control it, as if the emotions that had accumulated for a long time burst out, and even made a loud noise, he knew that no one could hear it, and he could vent to his heart's content.

He had long known that tears could be endless, and just this summer, when the person he thought was his biological parents left him on the same day, he felt that his sky had completely collapsed, and he cried for a long, long time, and the tears seemed to never end.

This time he didn't have such a deep sadness, but he was still very uncomfortable, maybe this time he wouldn't cry for so long, just a few hours.

So he cried, continued to cry, and when he was tired from standing, he lay on the bed, and when he couldn't make a sound, he only shed tears, anyway, this was a small space that belonged to him, and no one would come and disturb him.

This action really lasted for a long time, and he didn't know how long it would be, but he turned over on the bed and turned into a sideways position, feeling that tears were still pouring out of the corners of his eyes.

He had been crying for too long, tired, and lonely, and he suddenly had the urge to communicate with someone, so he took his phone.

The first WeChat contact was the girl named Shen Xinghe, and later Ye Linglan still wrote the message and sent it, and the messages between the two continued, but the person Ye Linglan wanted to communicate with now was not her.

He clicked on another person, a boy, who was also in contact, but there weren't many daily messages.

He typed four words into the dialog box: "I'm not happy." And he sent it.

It didn't take many seconds to receive a reply: "Then you come out, I will come out too, I will go to you." ”

"Okay."

Ye Linglan sat up and wiped his eyes, he really felt very tired, but it didn't prevent him from getting out of bed, changing into casual clothes and opening the door. Flying Library

The living room was empty, grandpa should have returned to the room, Ye Linglan breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't want to communicate with him now, he just wanted to go downstairs quietly and open the door and go out.

It was already completely dark now, but it was not cold at the end of September, and even if he came out, he would not catch a cold, and he did not know when the boy would come, so he walked in the opposite direction of his house.

Although their home is in the same community, the distance is still quite far, it takes about twenty minutes to walk, and it is also the nearest road, and Ye Linglan took this one.

The cool evening breeze was blowing in his face, his eyes felt dry and painful, but his brain was much clearer, and it was a bit impulsive to find people out of the night, but he didn't regret it.

He really wanted to see him, even if he didn't do anything, as long as he could see him, it would be nice if he could never leave.

He continued walking, feeling a little better, and it wasn't long before he saw the boy appear in front of him.

He also wore casual clothes like himself, with a white shirt and a hood, a style that was perfect for teenagers, and made the boy look like he had light on the big night.

He raised his eyes and saw himself, so he quickened his pace and waved to him, after the two met, the boy asked Ye Linglan with some curiosity: "What's wrong with you?" As he spoke, he noticed his eyes again, "Crying?" ”

"......" Ye Linglan couldn't help but be a little embarrassed, "Yes." ”

Wen Xingying didn't say much, "Let's go, let's take a walk." ”

There are really not many people who are still outside at this time, after all, it is still late, and the two of them walked slowly along the path, Ye Linglan gradually felt that the thing that cried as if it would never come again tomorrow happened a long time ago.

There was a set of fitness equipment not far ahead, and some slides for children to play with, but Wen Xingying walked to a swing and sat down.

He patted the position next to him and said to Ye Linglan, "Come here." ”

The seat was indeed a bit long, enough for two teenagers like them to sit, Ye Linglan sat beside him, and the two of them didn't go to swing, just sat calmly.

It was a quiet place, only the sound of the wind could be heard, and the occasional insect chirping, and his heart felt a rare peace.

After a moment he opened his mouth: "I don't want to go home." ”

He wanted to call it home, but he knew it wasn't.

"Then go to my house." Wen Xingying replied.

Ye Linglan couldn't help laughing, if he could, he really wanted to live in this boy's house, forever.

At this time, he said, "No need, I still have to go back." ”

Wen Xingying nodded, "What did your grandfather tell you?" ”

"Didn't say anything."

"Then ......" the boy looked at him suspiciously, but didn't ask much, "Then did he say that he wouldn't let you go out during the holidays?" ”

"I didn't say it."

"Then go back and ask him."

"Okay."

The two of them sat here chatting for a while, until Ye Linglan looked at his phone, and it had been out for nearly an hour.

"Let's go back, I'll send you."

"No need," Wen Xingying stood up, "Let's go back to our respective homes." ”

However, there is still a long way to go for the two of them to walk together, and Ye Linglan feels that she should thank him for coming out to accompany her for so long, but for some reason she doesn't want to say this to him.

So he didn't say anything, just walked to the place where he was going to be separated from him, said goodbye, and continued to walk home alone.

Looking back at that time in his current state of mind, Ye Linglan felt that what he did was actually very inappropriate, no matter how he said it, he shouldn't have run away when his grandfather didn't speak, but if he did it all over again, he probably wouldn't have a better way, he couldn't just sit there and cry, right?

Anyway, I should apologize to my grandfather.

When he entered the house, he looked up and saw the old man sitting on the sofa in the living room, with no one else around.

Ye Linglan was startled, and subconsciously wiped her eyes, not knowing if she could still see traces on her face after so much time.

He closed the door and walked over to sit down next to the old man, "Grandpa." ”

Did he sit here and wait when he knew he was out?

The old man nodded, "I want to tell you that I am very dissatisfied with your results this time, but this is your first time, and if there is a next time, I will ask the teacher to help you improve your grades, of course, you can also figure it out by yourself, in short, you must not keep it as it is." ”

"I see, thank you grandpa."

"Okay, you can go back and rest."

After the old man finished speaking, he stood up, and Ye Linglan hurriedly said, "Grandpa, can I go out with my classmates during the holidays?" ”

"Yes."

"And ......"

Ye Linglan paused when he said this, he really had too many things to ask, no matter what aspect he had doubts about, but he couldn't ask it, and he didn't know if he could get an answer.

"What else?"

"It's nothing, you have a good rest."

Ye Linglan watched the old man enter the room before returning to his bedroom.

He remembered everything that had happened today, took out the report card that was the culprit, and saw the boy's name in the second place.