Chapter 238 Angry
Mrs. Ding pursed her lips and was a little unhappy, "After all, she is your sister, and it ...... help."
"Mother, I still call you mother because you gave birth to me, but you should know very well that there is no mother-daughter relationship between you and me, you raise other people's daughters as daughters, but your own children ignore them, I grew up in my maternal grandparents' house, and you greet your eldest brother when you write back, but you never mention me.
I only entered the palace with a thousand taels of silver tickets, I was humiliated and suppressed by the Li family, I had to pay for a meal with Lilac to eat a few leftovers, I was seriously ill and almost died, and Lilac took care of me and knelt down to beg the eunuch to give me a bite to eat.
Mother, where were you all when I was suffering, complaining that I was cold, and who of you really felt sorry for me? Even if you love Ding Manxuan, it doesn't prevent you from giving me a few more taels of silver to enter the palace, why do you want to give my marriage to Manxuan?
If I hadn't climbed up step by step and climbed to the top of the mountain, would you have seen me? Can you still remember me? I'm just a pawn for you to throw stones and ask for directions, I don't say it doesn't mean I don't know, my father knows this very well, so he never asks me for anything, because I won't listen to what he says, only you are the stupidest.
You have to be glad that your grandmother really loves you and chooses a father for you, and those who love power will cherish their feathers, so he has protected you for a lifetime, otherwise an aunt can eat you alive, you go and ask the Ding family, which of those concubines doesn't laugh at you for being a fool, pushing out your own daughter and raising a white-eyed wolf. ”
Hui Lan looked at her manicure, which was covered with Kodan, and smiled contemptuously, "It's still the eldest brother who had the foresight to take your dowry, otherwise you will be cheated out of even the last bit of something."
Oh, I forgot to tell you, your dowry should be left to your son and grandson, I don't want it, the emperor loves me, and he bought me a shop in Yangzhou a long time ago, the money taken by the Ding family's old mansion was given by the emperor, they just need to support me, I don't need your money, the relationship between you and my mother and daughter has long been broken, don't do anything out of place, otherwise I will reward a manxuan white silk, I will talk and let her be honest.
Someone to see off the guests. ”
Stood up and turned around and entered the inner room, sat there for a long time without speaking, a little angry, the original body of this little girl is really bitter, other orphans don't need to shout Everyone sympathizes with the pitiful, but this girl doesn't even have the qualifications to complain, dumb eats coptis, and swallows it in her stomach.
The strange old man often said that the visible suffering is not bitter, and the unspeakable bitterness is the real bitterness.
Mrs. Ding looked at the swaying bead curtain and the arrogant back, lost her mind in a daze, opened her mouth for a long time, her throat seemed to be blocked by cotton wool, and she couldn't say a word.
Sister Xin watched in silence the whole time, looked into the house, and wanted to go in to comfort her mother, but was stopped by Lilac, she looked up at Lilac with tears in her eyes.
"Your mother is a strong and brave temper, and she doesn't want you to see her weakness and tears."
Lilac patted Sister Xin's back and smiled at her with tears in her eyes.
Sister Xin spread her hand and rushed out, and Qiuyun Xiaoyuanzi hurriedly chased after her, afraid that she would be in trouble if she fell.
Just when Huilan was a little unhappy, Li Chengze put down his official duties and came to see her.
"Why are you here? Whoever has so much and big things will call you. ”
Hui Lan sneered and smiled nonchalantly.
"Sister Xin was very worried about you, so she ran to tell me that Mrs. Ding had bullied you and asked me to beat Mrs. Ding out."
Li Chengze said ridiculous things to tease her.
"Why is this kid so generous?"
Hui Lan smiled.
"Mrs. Ding is a foolish person who is too pampered, you don't have to take her to heart, you have already repaid her daughter's kindness for the Ding family. You know, the harem can't accommodate people who are too weak and kind, that girl is like this, and so is my biological mother. ”
Li Chengze's voice was soft, and he could understand Huilan's feelings.
"I know, it's just that every time I see Mrs. Ding, I think of the girl's grievances, which makes me feel a little homesick, but every time I see Mrs. Ding, I don't get any comfort, but I am even more disappointed, can you understand my feelings?"
Huilan is very homesick, Mrs. Ding always has a trace of impossible expectations when she comes, the original body is missing her mother, this family affection is hidden in the body, in fact, if you don't pursue so much, if you really have affection, then Huilan can also comfort herself, and it is okay to deceive herself by fake.
But she made Huilan extremely disappointed, more homesick, and her mood would be worse, which made her very angry, I just thought about Wangmei to quench her thirst, such a small request is not enough, can you say two more words to hurt your daughter?
Li Chengze hugged her in his arms, "I understand, Lan'er, I don't have such a good relationship with the Lin family, I am always a little rusty, and I am more interested in and expecting the prince, not me." I understand your grievances. ”
But I can't help you, and I can't let you go, I know that you miss home and want that world of sea and sky, but I don't want you to find your way home.
Huilan leaned on his arms, silent for a long time, she was homesick, missed her mother, missed her father, missed her eldest brother, second sister and third brother...... I want to be a little uncle.
Li Chengze hugged her and guarded her silently, saying nothing, saying anything was useless, he could only give her a little warmth and comfort.
Maybe it's right to let her go to Qingxuan, I can give her a little freedom, even if it's only for three years, and I should think about her a little bit.
"Lan'er, don't worry about going to Qingxuguan, I'll wait for you this time, and the child will be handed over to me, don't worry."
Li Chengze wanted to love her, but he also understood a truth, not only to love her, but also to understand her and give her what she wanted.
"Sawaro, thank you!"
Hui Lan raised her head and smiled at him, still as strong and calm as ever.
After this day, she didn't see the Ding family again, Ding Manxuan wanted to ask for a good position for her husband, so she deliberately took advantage of Ding Simiao's absence to encourage Mrs. Ding, and Lord Ding knew that it was impossible, so he didn't stop it.
Li Chengze has his own reasons for how to use people, and Huilan didn't want to help at all, so she didn't mention half a word.
After Mrs. Ding was robbed by Huilan, after going back to study to Lord Ding, Lord Ding sighed leisurely, after all, they were sorry for Huilan, Lord Ding did not allow Mrs. Ding to enter the palace, and thought about taking the grandson to his daughter-in-law away when his son came back at the end of the year.
Hui Lan focused on the study of the Tao Sutra and the collation of cases, and recuperated the bodies of the father and daughter.
At the end of the year, after a year of hard work, Li Chengze handled all the complicated official affairs very well, he was not in a hurry to make drastic reforms, but to change some details silently, make arrangements in advance, and it was not too late to exert force after being ready.
Huilan was responsible for presiding over the New Year's banquet, and she did it very beautifully, surprisingly Zhou Ying had a strong will to survive, and she had been living half-dead, even if she didn't have her elixir, she wouldn't die so quickly.
Li Chengze was relieved, and let Imperial Doctor Xu see that he didn't die, and ignore everything else.