Chapter 214: I want to open it

"I feel like sometimes I have to give up." Liu Tingyuan looked at Su Mian seriously.

Su Mian was slightly stunned, but quickly smiled.

"Don't worry, it's going to be fine, I just haven't figured out some things now, and when that thing is slowly figured out, everything will develop according to the original script."

She originally came to this world to live well, not to save anyone, but to save herself.

Gu Hongyun did save her, and she will also repay her kindness.

After he saves himself, he will definitely help Gu Hongyun.

"And will you have a choice in the end?" Liu Tingyuan's eyes were full of confusion.

Su Mian shook his head.

"Actually, I don't know if I will have a choice, but the only choice I have now is to live well and work harder for this goal."

All people live in the world just for the dreams in their hearts and the things they want to do, Su Mian feels that the only thing he wants to do is to hurry up and get the way to save himself.

The story slowly develops, and everything seems to be completely different from before.

I don't know what will happen next, but for Su Mian, these things experienced at this moment are like treasures in the world, even if those things are experienced, there is some pain for him, but after all, he has experienced them.

"How are you doing?"

Su Mian also had some worries, and since Liu Tingyuan knew that Liu Tingyuan had a heart attack last time, Su Mian was particularly worried.

I didn't know the existence of Liu Tingyuan before, but after I learned about Liu Tingyuan, the two of them became good friends inexplicably, and the people who can become good friends in this world are people with fate.

"My body has always been like that, I've formed a habit, so I've been ...... myself for so many years."

Liu Tingyuan exercised his eyes when he spoke, staring at Su Mian with a somewhat complicated look, and only after half a time did he look away and smiled helplessly.

"A lot of times I can't help myself, I can't make my own choices at all, I sometimes want to choose, but I know that my body is very poor, there are some things that I can't do at all, even if I want to do it, I can't do it."

Looking at Liu Tingyuan's lonely appearance, Su Mian was actually very able to understand him, because he was also a physically disabled person before, and at that time, he knew that he was about to die.

And the man in front of him also knew that after he had such a disease, he must have felt very lost in his heart, and he couldn't be like a normal person.

How nice it would be to live like a normal person.

This was Su Mian's true thoughts in his heart at that time, and I believe that Liu Tingyuan also thinks so in his heart now.

"It's good that everything goes naturally, even if you have some lost things that you want to change, it won't change anything, but you can change your life through exercise or other means."

Because it is difficult to change the matter of physical illness, even if you want to ask the doctor to save yourself, then you need a certain amount of chance or a certain skill.

Heart disease is inherently difficult to cure.

What's more, it is even more difficult to cure if it is brought out of the mother's womb, I believe everyone understands such a truth, and Liu Quanyuan understands it in his heart.

"You didn't comfort me, in fact, I know better than anyone else, and I can see better than anyone else, otherwise I wouldn't be working here."

"I'm not comforting you, but I just want you to understand a truth, since you have chosen this kind of life now, then it proves that you have already prepared for training, and you can do your best for this kind of life, so what if you don't live happily every day?"

Anyway, people have to live a lifetime, rather than live this life painfully, it is better to live this life happily, people's lives are very short, maybe one day it will be gone.

"I'm very happy and happy every day, but sometimes I feel a little uncomfortable and can't accept these things, but I will slowly adjust my mood."

Liu Tingyuan smiled as he said and looked at Su Mian.

"I don't know why, since the first time I met you, I feel that the two of us seem to have a special fate, you have a quality that other girls don't have, and I can't tell what it is, but after seeing you, I will feel inexplicably reassured."

"Maybe it's because we've both been in the same situation."

Su Mian said suddenly.

"Same situation?" Liu Tingyuan looked at Su Mian in disbelief, as far as he knew, Su Mian never seemed to have any illness.

After feeling his puzzled eyes, Su Mian smiled.

"It's not like all the same situations are superficial, and sometimes you can't say anything about them, right?"

She can't say that she is from another world, this is really nonsense, and it is estimated that Liu Tingyuan will not believe it.

"It's also said that everything is not what it seems on the surface, even if a person looks particularly good, in fact, some bits and pieces of life are not understandable to outsiders."

"I only hope you can see a little more openly, after all, life is very short, as long as you are happy, don't care about those who have it or not."

Su Mian didn't know whether she was persuading Liu Ting to be willing or persuading herself, because she was always cranky recently, and she originally wanted to go on with Gu Hongyun, but she found out that Gu Hongyun had never taken her to heart.

"Don't worry, it's good for the two of us to live in this world, live with our own hearts, I see that you have experienced some things recently, and I'm afraid that you will be unhappy, so I want to ask you to have a meal together."

When Liu Tingyuan laughed, it made people feel like a spring breeze, and the expression on his face was gentle as if it was a warm sun, which made the haze in people's hearts can't help but slowly dissipate.

"I ...... I'm not in a good mood, but I'm almost okay now, and I've figured it out last night, so I'm going to say it to you. ”

She didn't want to live for anyone else, she just wanted to live for herself.

"Look at your appearance, it seems that there are some things that are not quite the same as before, just figure it out."

The two of them were talking this, but they didn't notice that there was a person not far away, staring at them.