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"Director Lin, I ......"

Shi Liyan's lips bit and bitten, she raised her eyes to look at Lin Yourou and then at Lin Yourou, wanting to apologize and thank you, but her mouth opened and opened but she didn't know where to start.

She looked at Lin Yourou's expressionless face, and her heart was numb.

Before, she was really relieved to see Qu Xiaoji being taken away by Lin Yourou, but while she was relieved, she was worried that she would be beaten again by Qu Xiaoji after she went back.

Shi Liyan knew that she should thank Lin Yourou at this time, and thank Lin Yourou for coming forward, but ......

Lin Yourou didn't look up, she was still angry.

Shi Liyan will not affect the crew, but Qu Xiaoji knocked on the door in a blink of an eye, although she called back, but she still felt very bad when she encountered such a thing.

Shi Liyan, in particular, stood aside at the time......

Lin Yourou wanted to let Shi Liyan get out of the way.

But.

Hearing Shi Liyan's voice, that kind of timid, as if she was very scared, she felt completely overwhelmed......

Lin Yourou's heart softened a little.

No one grows up all at once, nor does he understand things all at once.

In her previous life, she met a lot of good people, and in this life, she also met Yin Suiling and Yang Lianchu, so Lin Yourou felt that she shouldn't be so ruthless.

She raised her head, looked at Shi Liyan and said:

"Emotional matters are very complicated, I don't know the story between you and him, and I don't want to dig into your privacy, but there is one thing, you have to understand, we can't compare the lower limit, we have to compare the upper limit."

Shi Liyan's hand twisted and twisted, twisting her fingers and belly white: "Director Lin, I, I don't quite understand what you mean." ”

"What I mean by that is, we can't be worse than people, who is worse than whom."

Lin Yourou glanced at Shi Liyan's hand, no longer rounding the corner,

"It's like he, your boyfriend, beats and scolds you and runs to your place of work to make trouble...... You can't think about how he usually treats you well, can't he be much better than other men, and some men are not as good as him...... We can't compare like this, we have to compare the good, not the bad. ”

Shi Liyan's hand twisted harder, and she instinctively wanted to refute: "But, it's ......"

But what is it, she does not come out.

She felt that Lin Yourou was right, but there was a voice in her heart that told her that Lin Yourou was wrong.

Didn't everyone tell her that life was not completely smooth, and that people were not perfect?

Isn't it, it's hard to be confused?

"But what? Have you ever wondered why you exist as the one who is beaten, why you don't exist as the one who spares you, why don't you hit someone? If you can't beat it, you can learn martial arts, you can use things, why do you want to be a beaten one? Who said you should be beaten instead of beaten? ”

Shi Liyan's head "boomed" and exploded.

Why?

Why!

"Okay, as a member of the crew, I hope you can do well, and at the same time, I don't want similar things to happen in my crew again, if there is another one, don't blame me for firing you."

Lin Yourou watched Shi Liyan turn around, and added:

"Post a statement on the Internet to make the ins and outs of this matter clear."

She won't take the blame for anyone.

Lin Yourou saw Shi Liyan's feet as if they were bent, and then she heard a light response, almost inaudible, and then, she saw Shi Liyan's back as if she was being chased by a ghost.

Didn't look back.

Lin Yourou shook her head gently.

That's all she can do, everything is up to Shi Liyan to make her own decisions.

Soft words and hard words, she has all of them, and the chicken soup has also been given, if Shi Liyan still decides to hang herself on that scumbag, she can only fire the other party.

Lin Yourou made two preparations.

She adjusted the schedule, first followed Shi Liyan's filming, and when filming Shi Liyan's scene, she didn't forget to read the news on the Internet, and at the same time asked her assistant Huang Miaomiao to check about Qu Xiaoji.

Qu Xiaoji didn't make a sound, which surprised Lin Yourou, but Shi Liyan didn't ask her again, Qu Xiaoji didn't send it, did she not have to send it, Shi Liyan didn't disappoint Lin Yourou in this matter, she directly posted a Ming article.

Because of this, Lin Yourou felt that Shi Liyan was still okay, and she was not so strict with her.

However, the play did not slow down.

Soon, Shi Liyan's scene was filmed.

Lin Yourou watched the filming scene and felt that it was okay, so she asked Yang Lianchu to settle the money for Shi Liyan.

At this point, Lin Yourou can be regarded as relieved.

……

Shi Liyan looked at the money in her hand and realized that her role in this crew was completely over.

Later, there may be reshoots, however, it's basically over.

She may not have a chance to come here again in the future.

When this thought came to mind, Shi Liyan breathed a sigh of relief, but also felt inexplicably empty in her heart.

She walked out slowly, and when she reached the door, inexplicably, she stopped again and looked back.

The crew is still busy, everyone is laughing, talking, sorting out props, and sitting on the side reading the script, everyone has their own things......

Shi Liyan was suddenly a little bluffed

She looked at everything in front of her, and felt that it was slowly turning into a dynamic picture, they were moving, laughing, making noise, and busy......

It's close at hand, but it's two worlds with her.

It was as if they couldn't see her at all, and didn't know that she was standing here......

Shi Liyan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

She stood silently, silently watching......

"What are you doing here?"

Shi Liyan looked back in shock.

A man in security uniform stood in front of her, his face was black and red, and his expression was serious, like a black-faced god in a painting.

He stared at her with a completely unfamiliar look.

Shi Liyan stiffened, her eyes widened, and she said in a low and slightly stiff voice: "I am from this crew." ”

"Really?"

The security guard looked Shi Liyan up and down and continued to ask,

"Where's your pass?"

Her passcard had been handed in.

Shi Liyan couldn't take it out, she stiffened her body and looked at the security guard.

The security guard, who was very experienced in guarding the door, saw Shi Liyan's weakness at a glance, his face immediately changed, he looked at Shi Liyan very sternly, and his voice became very powerful:

"What do you do?"

Shi Liyan was asked a stirring in her heart, and subconsciously replied: "I'm here, my role is over now." ”

The security guard was about to continue to interrogate, and another security guard came over, grabbed the one in the lead, and said, "Okay, okay, we've been watching here, no one has come in, she should be leaving when the play is over." ”

said to Shi Liyan: "You go." ”

Shi Liyan bit her lip and looked at the security guard in the lead, the security guard frowned and looked at her, she also looked at each other stubbornly, and the two looked at each other again.

The security guard later said, "Why don't you leave, let's go." ”

Shi Liyan raised her head and said, "I'm from this crew, I don't believe you go inside and ask." ”

"Uh-huh, we're only certified here."

The implication is that we don't care if you are or not, but you don't have a certificate, and we should check you.

The security guard nodded casually and pushed the previous security guard to the side.

Shi Liyan listened to his words and had the heart to argue a few more words, but seeing that the other party was full of indifference, she swallowed back the words when they came to her mouth.

She looked at the two of them, and once again met the eyes of the previous security guard, and this time, the other looked at her for a moment and turned away.

Shi Liyan bit her lip and left.

She walked mechanically, her mind seemed to be thinking about nothing, and it seemed like she was thinking a lot for a while, until she listened: "You're back?" Tired or not? ”

Shi Liyan realized that she had returned to the place.

She didn't have the slightest sense of coming back in her mind, she didn't know how she got back, and she didn't know how she got here.

These thoughts flashed through Shi Liyan's mind, Shi Liyan looked at the eyes full of concern in front of her, and felt that her heart had suddenly found support, and her tears burst out of her eyes.

Everything in my mind was like a floating light, leaving only a faint shadow.

"What's wrong? What's going on? ”

The man hurriedly put the water glass aside, reached out and pulled out two facial tissues, ready to wipe Shi Liyan's tears.

It's just that he hasn't pulled it out yet, Shi Liyan has already hugged him and cried loudly.

He stiffened, his hand paused, and he continued to pull out a few facial tissues:

"Don't cry, don't cry."

He hugged Shi Liyan and patted her on the back, comforting Shi Liyan like a murmur.

Shi Liyan's voice slowly came down, and the man felt Shi Liyan's change, picked up Shi Liyan's face, held it, and said in a low voice while helping her wipe her tears:

"What's going on? Wronged? Aren't you, in the crew, the director is a woman, isn't it quite good to you? ”

Shi Liyan listened to the man's words, and the tears that had been slowly stopped welled up again:

"No Sakura"

She said softly.

The voice was low but not smooth, and it was hoarse, just don't look at her tears, and when you hear such a voice, you also know that she is crying.

"Not yet, the tears are coming out."

The man took out a few pieces of paper again and gently wiped them for Shi Liyan.

"Is it the crew who bullied you? And me, see what's going on? ”

Shi Liyan kept shaking her head, the man asked again and again, but she didn't ask, and couldn't help sighing: "Don't cry, don't cry, where are so many tears, go wash it, take a look, my eyes are red from crying, if it's swollen, there will be no way to film." ”

When Shi Liyan heard the word filming, her tears became more and more fierce.

The man held Shi Liyan's shoulders with both hands, put his face on her, and said, "I cried like this since filming, are you really being bullied?" ”

Shi Liyan still shook her head.

Shi Liyan, who lowered her head, didn't see that the man's face became slightly distorted.

He looked straight at Shi Liyan with both eyes, his hands were a little hard, and he grabbed Shi Liyan's shoulders, and the tips of his fingers were slightly white.

Shi Liyan, who was immersed in sadness, didn't feel the pain in her shoulder for a while. She only felt that she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and when she heard the word filming, her heart was not only empty, but also had a dull pain.

Shi Liyan's head hung low, she didn't want a man to see the expression on her face.

The man spared his hand and brought her a safe temperature, she leaned forward slightly, rested her head on the shoulder of the man, and cried silently.

Shi Liyan didn't know that the man couldn't wait to shake her out of a concussion like those men on TV.

The man felt the wetness on his shoulder, his brows jumped a few times, his face twisted a few times, and finally twisted into a worried and eager expression:

"You're going to kill me, what's wrong? What's going on? ”

After waiting for a while, Shi Liyan didn't make a sound.

The man said again:

"Are you being bullied in the crew? Don't be afraid, I'll accompany you to find them......"

"No Sakura"

Shi Liyan spoke up this time.

The man breathed a sigh of relief, and his face relaxed for a moment: "What's that?" Why are you crying so sadly? ”

"My role is over."

Is the scene over?

What do you mean?

Is Lin Yourou going to open Shi Liyan?

The man's face was sluggish for a moment, and then all kinds of expressions poured into his face, and for a while his face was a little unbearable, and it didn't look like a real human face.

"How so?"

The man tried his best to make his voice sound considerate, but his voice seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth because he was overly excited.

Fortunately, Shi Liyan didn't look up at this time.

"If you don't pay it back a few times ago, will the crew shoot your role first? Don't they value you? Why is it all of a sudden? ”

The man noticed that his voice was a little sharp in the back, and he took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled it, and then inhaled and spit again......

When his emotions calmed down a little and he was about to speak again, Zhou Liyan's voice rang out:

"Yes, they just filmed my scene first for a while, and my scene has been completely filmed so far."

Finished shooting?

It's over!!

There was a momentary blank in the man's mind.

"Are you sad about this?"

"Hmm."

The man's stunned face once again surged with a variety of expressions: anger, hatred, ferocity......

For a moment, his face looked extremely terrifying, as if all the evil was concentrated on one Rao's face, which made people feel frightened from the bottom of their hearts.

Shi Liyan didn't see all this.

After a while, the man regained his voice:

"Did you settle the money?"

"It's over."

It's over, why are you crying?

Sorry bird!

The man patted Shi Liyan's hand on the back, shook it quietly, and let it go:

"Don't cry, even if it's over, you can go to the crew, aren't many crews like this?"

"No...... Director Lin's crew management is very strict, you have to get a certificate to enter and exit, you have to check the post, and there are things, everyone has to sign it, and if there is a problem, you have to be responsible for it......"

The man frowned when he heard Shi Liyan's words:

"Is it so strict? Isn't there still a reporter interviewing you? ”

"Well, reporters also have to check their press cards, and they generally don't accept interviews."

The man's whole face wrinkled.

"In the crew, after filming, can't you enter again?"