Chapter 12: Relief
Yang Mubai returned to the inn, his leg was still in pain, and he rested for three days before getting better. In the past three days, her legs and feet are not good, and she finally settled down a little, only going out to take a boat, eating delicious food, she has recently become obsessed with listening to books, listening to the storyteller's nonsense in the south and the north of the world, mostly borrowing from the past to satirize the present, and there are also interesting things that are happening now. You can also have a basic understanding of local folk customs. Suzhou can indeed be regarded as a paradise on earth, with simple folk customs and outstanding people, and many talented people come from Suzhou.
She doesn't understand these literati and ink dances, nor does she understand the way of being an official. After coming to Suzhou for so many days, only one day in the small village, those villagers gave her the most real feeling: don't have war, don't let the regime be turbulent, otherwise it will always be the people at the bottom who suffer. Don't increase taxes, or the people will not be able to make ends meet.
Their needs are so simple, and it's not hard to keep them stable. Many people in power and opposition are still not satisfied, and have repeatedly plunged the country into turmoil. They only have power in their eyes, and they do not see the people wandering away.
Yang Mubai is now finally able to understand how insignificant his father's personal emotions are compared to his family and country.
Yang Mubai thought that her trip to Suzhou could be over. Then let Qiuyue and Yang Cheng pack their packages and set off for Luoyang.
Yang Mubai wanted to see the sea, so he set off for Chongzhou. Depart in the morning and arrive in Chongzhou on the second day.
In the sea viewing area, Yang Mubai saw the sea for the first time, there is nothing more extensive than the sea, people, compared with the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas, like dust. Yang Mubai shouted to the sea, stepping on the soft sand, what Pei Shengyuan was, in her heart, it didn't matter anymore.
It is still useful to read more books of sages, the so-called: read 10,000 books, travel 10,000 miles.
Yang Mubai was shocked. This is only a small part of the thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, which is enough to impact her cognition. In the first twenty years or so, there were only Luoyang, the palace, her father, her friend, Pei Shengyuan.
After getting married, he only pretended to be Pei Shengyuan in his heart, and the outside world was isolated.
Now, she has seen roses, peonies, and the poor villagers who are working so hard to survive. Regardless of the strife in the outside world, even so, when disaster strikes, they are forced to be drawn into the vortex, and how many innocent people die. They had no choice but to compromise and accept.
Luckily, she escaped from the whirlpool and stayed in a safe place.
As an emperor, Pei Shengyuan was competent, he made the world stable, and the new monarch's accession to the throne did not cause turmoil. In order to consolidate her position, she was sacrificed. Now, she understands Pei Shengyuan and her father better.
It's just that I don't quite understand, I can tell her that he loves Zheng Li. No matter how much she loves Pei Shengyuan, she is willing to let go. Why do you have to take her life?
It's because of his father and Zhang Shan, Pei Shengyuan can't abolish her posterior, for the sake of Zheng Li, he can only kill her, she is just a stepping stone for him. No one cares about the pain of a stepping stone.
Now, Yang Mubai is relieved, and he is no longer unwilling, resentful, and entangled in the past.
She can only let go, because she has no way to ask for an explanation for herself, and if she doesn't let go, the pain can only be that she will affect others. Her self-grief doesn't make any sense.
Let all love and hate go with the sea, and let them all disappear. From now on, she wants to live a new life.
She is Yang Chunhua, she will live well and will work hard to live a more meaningful life.
Yang Mubai figured it out and clapped his hands excitedly. After playing for a long time, she rushed back to Luoyang non-stop, and she wanted to see her father and mother as soon as possible.
It's just that she didn't expect that there was a storm waiting for her that could engulf everyone.
In the palace, every night, Pei Shengyuan would summon Xu Lang and Zhang Shuo to discuss Yang Mubai's issue. A few days have passed, and there is no clue, and no one can guess where Yang Xiangguo hid Yang Mubai. The dark guard stared at it for so long, and there was no flaw at all. A big living person, almost four months old, no information at all, is too abnormal.
Father Yang is the prime minister of the Three Dynasties, and he is Pei Shengyuan's teacher, he can ascend the throne, and his credit is also very great, and Pei Shengyuan also wants to give three points. It's impossible to do something that tears your face. You must be sure before you can act.
The shaman is Yang Xiangguo's person, and he can't move yet. Although he has the right to speak, he has no real power, so he can ignore it for now.
Xu Lang hesitated for a while, and then said stubbornly: "Your Majesty, is it possible, the queen really went, otherwise how could she not find any information at all." ”
Pei Shengyuan said angrily: "If you are really dead, how can you still use fake death medicine, how can you still arrange it for so long." According to what Imperial Doctor Ye said, the poison in her body is slowly clearing, and her body will only get better and better, how can she suddenly die? ”
Xu Lang whispered: "It takes three days for the funeral car to travel from the palace to Luoyang, and the queen is in the funeral car, with ice cubes at the bottom, so she may not be frozen to death, or she may be suffocated to death." ”
Zhang Shuo looked at Xu Lang like an idiot: "Are you an idiot when Yang Xiangguo and General Zhang are?" This question has been thought of for a long time, okay? How could the Empress be allowed to die on the road. ”
Pei Shengyuan scolded Xu Lang: "Are you secret guards incompetent to such a point? sent so many people that they couldn't even find a figure. Is the Dark Guard raising a bunch of rice buckets now? ”
Xu Lang hurriedly knelt down and said: "The emperor forgives the sin, and the secret guards monitor every day, but everything is normal in Yang Xiangguo's mansion, and there is no problem." The minister will do his best to investigate. ”
Pei Shengyuan said: "Yang Xiangguo, that righteous daughter, what are you doing lately?" ”
Xu Lang replied: "She went to Suzhou a few days ago to play, and there was nothing suspicious. It's just the first day, I went to the Qinglou, there was no overnight, and the other days were sightseeing. ”
Pei Shengyuan always felt that something was wrong: "When a woman goes to the Qinglou, she can go to the Qinglou to inquire." ”
Xu Lang replied: "I've checked it." ”
Pei Shengyuan listened, and his whole body was full of disgust. Unexpectedly, Yang Xiangguo recognized such a vulgar righteous daughter, a village girl, and went to visit the Qinglou. It's just a nouveau riche common disease, and when you have money, you want to play everything. is far from Yang Mubai's gentleness and brightness, Yang Mubai doesn't have this bad taste.
Within a few days, Zheng Li became pregnant. She was very happy, and Pei Shengyuan was expected, he was willing to give her a child. On the night of the canonization, Pei Shengyuan asked the imperial doctor to calculate accurately, it was the day when she was easy to conceive, so she went to have sex with her, just like the court.
He thought, wait for a month, if you don't get pregnant, you will make up for it a few times next time, but he didn't expect to get pregnant once, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
Thinking about it, he and Zheng Li were intimate twice, and the first time he was a little drunk, he couldn't remember it clearly.
This time he was very sober, but he didn't have any other interest, he didn't want to kiss Zheng Li, and he didn't know what the reason was.
Unlike Yang Mubai, he always feels that the kiss is not enough every time, and sometimes he feels that being with Yang Mubai, even if it is just a kiss, can make him very satisfied, and his heart is full of affection.
Now, he has no desire in his heart at all. Only when I dream at night, I will dream of Yang Mubai, and my desire will rush to the top of my head.
Those that he did not dare to admit before, now have to face. He loves Yang Mubai deeply, and there is no one to replace. So, no matter what the cost, he had to get her back. In the past, everything was fast, accurate, and ruthless. Now, he's completely out of leverage. Now, he is completely unsure, he can't wait, he wants to take risks, he wants to be reckless and fight for once.
He couldn't go to Yang Xiangguo because he hurt Yang Mubai, and it was impossible for Yang Xiangguo to give Yang Mubai to him. He can't force Yang Xiangguo, if Yang Xiangguo does something with him, the government will be unstable. Yang Xiangguo is involved in too many interest groups.
Wake up from a haunting dream again. Pei Shengyuan thought of a solution.
It was very risky, and if he won to find Yang Mubai, if he lost, the consequences were very serious. He wanted to give it a try, otherwise it would be a stalemate forever, and it would be difficult for him to find Yang Mubai.