Yan Cangmoss is really embarrassed, really, really embarrassed, these things are all arranged by Huan Hui for herself.

What you want to see is really in my heart at the beginning, and I want to get out of here wholeheartedly, but at this time I seem to have some of my own things that I haven't finished yet.

Or my heart is still a little bit unprocessed, and I don't know why I really can't leave for the time being, although these reasons may be a bit far-fetched to say, and I won't say it.

So it means embarrassing, really if you don't do it according to your usual self, but how to do it at this time?

There is no way, because I have to face my own heart, and if I leave at this time, I will have such regrets.

There will be so many kinds of unspeakable disappointments, so it's really embarrassing for me at the moment.

"I'm just sorry Oiran, I've probably just arrived at the end of the year, so some things really haven't been completed so quickly, you know that some things still have to be dealt with slowly, and I'll leave after I'm done dealing with the things at hand, okay?" Give me a little time, you should be fine over there, if you say you can leave at any time, do you say I can leave anytime and anywhere? Isn't it? ”

Yan Cangmoss lowered her head, and she was indeed quite ashamed, because for this kind of thing, it seemed that she had used a knife on her neck at the beginning, as if she had to leave.

But now I can't think of people who regret it, but they are really good.

The Oiran looked at her desperately, but heard the Oiran let out a long sigh, and there was a kind of expectation of this.

Or there are too many regrets and worries about the future situation, but at that time she couldn't say anything, she could only say a faint word.

"It seems to be true, you really have no way to give up this relationship, this relationship is really too important to you, I used to think you could give up this relationship, but I didn't expect this relationship to really make you really decisive You can't give up at all, and this kind of relationship should be considered very sincere, otherwise how would you be temporary, how would you shirk it temporarily?"

Yan Cangmoss listened to the words that he would say this, and his face became even more shy, as if he was suddenly caught in his mind by the flowers, although he did not name who this feeling was.

But this matter is no longer clear, as if he has already said that the relationship between himself and Feng Zili has been said.

Yan Cangmoss hurriedly explained.

"Oiran is actually my friend, I really don't know what's going on, there are some things that I don't want to hide and sort out, I really have a kind of luck to look at the problem, I hope to make up for the previous emotional regret in this regard, I hope this kind of thing may be a pity for me, so words, when this thing happens in front of me, I can't help but want to do this kind of thing, do I feel that I am too much, Or do you feel like I'm too selfish about the situation I'm in, and I don't even know about it, and finally you can help me see if I think I'm too naïve in this regard, in fact, I'm really in a very confused state for me......"

Yan Cangtao said that this sentence became smaller and smaller, it is true, she really doesn't have too much confidence about this kind of feeling and this thing.

She even felt as if she really couldn't understand or deal with the process.

She even thinks she's really an idiot in her senses.

Oiran sat up at this time, and asked her softly with a very serious kind of heaviness.

"How sure are you in this process, can you be sure that you can be sure that you can see through the hearts of others? Are you sure that your current mind makes others feel about your heart, and can you grasp it? If you can't grasp it, how do you know that your bet is successful, do you feel this way, do you have a feeling of freshness or a feeling that the other person has for you? ”

Yan Cangtao shook her head in confusion, she really didn't have much confidence about this kind of thing, and for this kind of thing, she had too many things that she couldn't even understand this kind of thing.

She only knew that she was really in the process, and there were really too many emotions in it.

Perhaps one's own subjective consciousness and subjective emotions contain too much, and some external insights are neglected.

"Oiran I'm telling you, I've never looked at it, and I've never been able to refuse it through the seal, but do you know the Oiran? I don't know why I can be so happy, I was so happy every day when I was on that mountain, I think this happiness is due to the fact that I feel this very happy emotion from the bottom of my heart in nature, I really haven't been so happy in so many years, I don't know if this kind of kind of deception is this kind of kind of deception, I don't know if this kind of thing is a bet or some kind of situation for me, but I am really happy, maybe I really let this way make myself feel more of that kind of situation? I don't know if I'm really making a fool of myself? I don't know, I'm actually confused about this kind of thing, can you tell me what I should do, how can I fully understand whether this relationship is real or false? ”

Oiran smiled, she could really say that to her friend, she felt that sincere smile, and held out a hand to her, and said it in a very sincere language.

"In fact, this kind of thing doesn't care about right and wrong, there are some things that we know in the emotional world who knows what right and wrong are like to understand it, and some things are best to follow your own heart, because everyone can't help you make any judgment, only you know this authenticity, so then I'll give it a try, give Feng Zili a chance and give yourself a chance, just do it according to your own heart, but no matter what kind of decision you make, I will support you or that sentence, If you want to go, you can go anytime and anywhere......"

Yan Cangmoss relaxed, and she wanted to change back to her own self in this regard, and she could get more understanding in this regard, in fact, this was not the case in her heart.

In fact, really give yourself a chance to indulge like that, maybe this opportunity may be like fireworks that are easy to cold, but you are really willing to burn yourself.

The two of them high-fived at the same time, and Yan Cangtao only let out a happy smile at this time, she had been holding it in her heart from the beginning of entering the door to now, and now she finally relaxed.

"Hey, to tell the truth, no matter what the outcome happens in the future, these are my choices, so can you promise me, I have a request, if I still can't get rid of that fate in the end, promise me that I really don't want to avenge me anymore, I think this kind of thing just means that I don't want to be too entangled in this world, and I don't want to have too many grievances and grievances in this matter, this is my choice and I don't blame anyone, okay? Don't pay me all at once, there's no need for this kind of thing, there's really no right or wrong thing like you say. ”

Oiran finally understood his friend's mood, finally understood his friend's open-minded thing, and hoped to see his friend quietly.

Of course, she understood her friend's thoughts, so her gaze was deeper, and she nodded after a long time.

"Good!"

The atmosphere is a little dull, as if when discussing this kind of emotional matter, there are always those self-evident, as if there is too much embarrassment in this emotional matter.

So it's good that they can talk about one topic now, relax on another topic, and talk about other topics.

So at this time, she looked at Oiran in a very ridiculous language.

"Alas, don't talk about this kind of thing, this kind of thing is a matter in the future, but what, what did you create today, what did you hear about something very important, what is it? What's the matter with yourself, I asked you what happened to you, and you saw that I ran over so quickly. ”

"Do this, alas, then when it comes to this matter, I have to talk to you, follow along."

Waving his hand to hook his hand at Yan Cangmos, Yan Cangmoss sat down and heard Oiran tell her directly.

"And it should be said that you have heard of the score of the Spring Flower and Autumn Moon Pavilion, right, do you think this kind of thing is not an account book for all aspects, and the whole thing can be heard clearly in all aspects, right?"

Yan Cangtao nodded seriously, and was a little confused by her question, but still answered her question.

"Yes, I want to know, aren't you divided into 4 groups? And you have a name and a case to perform your own duties, so the southeast and northwest groups are actually an important core department, and there are also things you are responsible for and overall arrangements, in fact, they are all important hubs, right? ”

Oiran immediately took her words, and judging by the situation, she decided on a plan and told her immediately.

"The mountain ghost also told me something, saying that you asked her if she had any of them, and one of the positions was vacant, right? Hmmm"

"Are you saying the position is vacant?"

Yan Cangtao looked at her in confusion and shook her head, this thing seems to be a question that she has never asked herself, how can there be such a strange thing, is there any special arrangement?

Sure enough, I saw that the corners of the Oiran slowly hooked the corners of his mouth, and it was very evil, it really made this old fox-like ghost.

"Actually, that's the case, so there hasn't been a suitable person to be in charge of all my business, and I've been managing it all these years, since you don't leave, that is, you have a lot of time, right? Why don't you do me a favor, I just have something else to deal with during this time, if you don't leave, you won't be able to do this, if you have such an interest, and I believe you have the ability to challenge me, it can be regarded as a reward for me, right? ”

An invincible handsome face was reflected in front of him.

Yan Cangmoss looked at this Oiran in confusion, and the Oiran was very embarrassed to be stared at by her pure eyes, although she didn't believe that she was qualified for this title, but there was no way.

If she wants to be with that fox-like man, she has to protect it.