But now, Lu Zichen is still unwilling.

He still wants to ask Zheng Yufei, after so long, he doesn't have half a sincerity for him?

His lips trembled, but he didn't know how to speak, and it took a long time for him to muster up his courage.

"Have you been so ...... in your days with me? Did you like me at all? ”

Zheng Yufei was silent, she didn't know how to answer Lu Zichen's question, and after a while, Zheng Yufei's lips moved slightly, and she spit out a sentence like a sigh.

"Hawaii, during the months when I lost my memory, I liked you the most."

But at that time, Zheng Yufei had no support, she was brainwashed by Lu Zichen and lost all her memories.

She only thought that Lu Zichen really loved and loved himself as much as he said.

Lu Zichen smiled with tears, now that he has this answer, is he willing?

Or is it still the same as before, always feeling that there is still room for struggle?

But is there anything else?

Those things in the past may not be worth mentioning at all, because there is no need to do so.

Lu Zichen took a deep breath, he lowered his head to hide the tears in his eyes, but his small movements made Zheng Yufei unobstructed.

All the tastes in his heart are complicated.

said that there was no true love, which hurt Lu Zichen's heart. Saying that there has been a has, it hurts my heart.

So now, there's no need to continue to dwell on this matter.

"When I reunited with you, I really wanted to use you." Lu Zichen finally spoke slowly.

The years he lived in the north taught him how to see people and talk about people, how to maximize one's value, and how to protect one's own interests.

At that time, although Lu Zichen was infinitely beautiful, he was frightened every day.

He once stood on the top of an unattainable mountain, but then he fell down because of his father, who was not related by blood, and he was shouted and beaten by everyone.

Walking in school, you will be ridiculed.

How many people once clinged to him, and then how many people were eager to fall into the well and drag Lu Zichen down from the high altar.

They said, "Look! What about having a good family background? Once defeated, isn't it still the same as us. ”

They said, "Where is Lu Zichen an immortal, he is just an ordinary person, but he is sought after by so many people because of his family." ”

There are also people who secretly spread rumors and slander behind their backs, saying that Lu Zichen's family background is not as he imagined at all, and he blows it out by himself.

Who can say clearly at that time?

People who were once arrogant suddenly collapsed their spines, and they only dared to lower their heads when they walked on the road, and they didn't dare to look directly at the expressions of others pointing at them, nor did they dare to look at the way they sneered at themselves.

The warmth and coldness of people were experienced when Lu Zichen was seventeen years old.

He still remembers the day he came to school secretly when he got his college entrance examination results.

He wanted to take a look at Zheng Yufei, to see the little junior sister who would be shy and unable to speak when he saw him.

He knew that he was no longer worthy of Zheng Yufei at that time, just because of the persistence in his young heart, he wanted to take a second look, just a glance.

He secretly hid outside the teaching building, hidden behind a tree, and looked through the glass at Zheng Yufei, who was looking down at a book.

She looked as good as ever, and the summer heat didn't strip her of freshness.

She bowed her head slightly, her long hair hanging gently on the pages, and everything looked so beautiful and peaceful.

Before Lu Zichen could engrave Zheng Yufei's appearance deeply in his mind, he was discovered by the teacher.

The teachers who used to pay special attention to him, even flattering, are now the same as those people.

He blasted Lu Zichen away mercilessly, and even disliked it very much.

"Let's go, get me out! What are you doing in school after you graduate? ”

Lu Zichen knew that the second half of what the teacher didn't finish was, now that your family has become like this, don't come over and smear your alma mater again.

It turns out that he has lived for a lifetime, and in the end, he has the impression that he leaves on others, just a person who will discredit his alma mater.

Lu Zichen left the scene gloomily, because of changes in his family, he failed the college entrance examination, and finally could only study at a junior college in the north.

This was only when his mother almost knelt down and begged, and Lu Zichen was willing.

He thought that if he had changed his environment, he would not have suffered these things.

But where did I think that in that place, everyone is even more eager for profit.

There is no shortage of rich children in the school, and those people are sought after, and Lu Zichen always thinks of his former self when he looks at their triumphant appearance.

In that environment, if you don't rely on your own hands and feet to fight, you can only be reduced to a speck of dust, you can't make any waves at all, and you can only be an ordinary person who can't go up or down.

How can Lu Zichen, who was once like the pride of the sky, be willing, but in terms of family background, he is not as good as others.

In this university, as long as you have money, it doesn't matter if you have other things, and Lu Zichen naturally can't compare with others in terms of grades.

From that time on, Lu Zichen realized that all kinds of talents were not as good as the gold taels in his hand.

Lu Zichen, who gradually degenerated, began to associate with street gangsters, but he deserved to be a student who once came out of a key high school.

His mind is indeed incomparable to ordinary people, those young people in society who are mixed with him only know how to mix their lives, and they are drunk today and drunk today, but Lu Zichen has tapped business opportunities from it.

His first business was to collect debts for a loan company, and he led his brothers to find the debtors.

Under coercion and temptation, he earned his first money, and since then he has embarked on a road of no return.

Where is Lu Zichen willing to make wedding dresses for others all his life, so he is thinking that even if he is irreplaceable under the hands of others, he will never be able to open up a new path for himself himself.

It just so happened that at that time, Shen Lulu appeared.

A daughter from the Miao village in order to escape the persecution of the family to marry, led the servants who accompanied him from childhood to adulthood, and relied on witchcraft in the north to make a living.

There was no one to rely on around him, and Lu Zichen's appearance was just right.

They were supposed to be enemies, but because of a conflict of interests, they collided in the midst of a fight.

The people led by Lu Zichen couldn't resist the servants around Shen Lulu who had been practicing martial arts since childhood, and they were defeated in three or two battles.

However, when Shen Lulu saw Lu Zichen's face clearly, she was reluctant.

She made a deal with Lu Zichen, and if Lu Zichen could accompany her for a while, then the grievances between them would be a write-off.