Chapter 43: Denial
At this time, Mu Liang seemed to be in touch with my heart.
His message was uploaded on social media.
"Is Auntie dissatisfied with me? It doesn't matter if I'm not so satisfied, at least I still have the opportunity to keep trying, at least I've taken the first step, and I'm not going to give up. Besides, I don't want you to do anything, Auntie is looking for someone else to help. ”
I seemed to see Mu Liang's firm eyes that day.
"Don't you find it hard and tired?"
I understand that being together is not something that two people can be invincible if they are in love, but that it involves two families. I don't want to belittle my mother, but I know in my heart that my mother's personality is extreme and sensitive, and she is not accepted by many people.
"You think too much about it again, as long as I'm sincere, Auntie will see it."
Mu Liang is always so confident, whenever I am discouraged and want to hide in the armor, he can always make me look forward to the future and not be so sad.
From the next morning, my mother knocked on the side of the indoctrination.
"You see that Aunt Shen's daughter is not just because she found someone who has the ability to come out and has a lot of faces, I can't count on you for this. But you look at the old lady Bai downstairs, her daughter has remarried, and the previous son-in-law will come to see her and help her do things, you see how good it is, and she is kind, and when you see her, she calls her mother, buy her this and buy that......"
"Okay? Why should people who have nothing to do with it be unclear, have such a good relationship, and are they ready to play cards with the current one? I knew my mother's intentions, retorted.
"You know what?! Even if you are divorced, you can treat it as a colleague and come to help if you have nothing to do, what's so bad? Do you have to be like an enemy? There is nothing wrong with saying that you are a tendon that does not turn! Who can guarantee that they will not ask for help? You don't ask for help? Solve everything with money? This can be regarded as a friend, a network! "Mom gave me a blank look.
Seeing that I was not convinced, my mother said: "In a few days, the family will do all the cleaning, you know that I am against inviting people." I don't want to call him your dad anymore, I don't want to have a relationship with him, and I have to give him a good face. You see yourself go find someone for me, or this will not be over! If you don't want to find Mu Liang, you look for colleagues in the unit, classmates or something, find someone to help you with this, and you don't want you to fall in love with others, if not, I'll find Lu Hao......"
I really didn't understand my mother's thoughts, "Why do I have to find someone else every time, I do this slowly by myself, okay?" ”
"Do you know anything? There is a lamp installed at home, a few doors are in tatters, I plan to change one, the door lock is not easy to open, find someone to change the lock cylinder, will you do these......"
"According to what you said, you have to know anything to find a boyfriend, right? There are people in all walks of life who do it, isn't it that everyone has their own can't, invite someone? ”
"That's why I said you have to have some connections, classmates won't, he can help you find reliable people, who can rest assured that these people who spend money to ask outsiders to do it?! Besides, aren't you in love with Mu Liang? Could it be that I can't test him yet?! ”
"In this way, what did you marry your father for?" I asked my mother again what I had asked my mother countless times.
Mom avoided my eyes and flipped through the newspaper in her hand, "It's all fate, I can't help it." ”
Every time I talked about this topic, my mother didn't go into details, and seeing my mother's attitude towards me looking for a boyfriend, this question always haunted me.
I still didn't agree to find someone to help the family, even though she had been brainwashing me for days.
But when Mu Liang asked me out, he asked my mother a few times what she said last time about what she wanted to help, and I was not allowed to ask anyone else to help. I know he doesn't want Lu Hao or anyone else to be involved in my life.
"I'll do it, it's not a big deal."
"If you don't say it, I'll go ask Auntie." Mu Liang seemed a little angry when he saw that I didn't confide, "I have to pass the aunt's level to give you happiness, do you understand?" ”
Mu Liang always has a way to convince me.
In this way, cleaning on the weekend is also on the agenda.
All weekends, Mu Liang soaked in my house to clean up. Mom is still the same as ever, very enthusiastic. After a few hours, Mu Liang was already sweating all over his body.
Mu Liang has always been meticulous in doing things, and he has not let go of every corner. This time it was very popular with my mother, and when Mu Liang didn't see it, my mother checked it and said to me: "It's still very good to do things, you can consider taking a look." ”
At lunch, my mother made a table of big dishes, including roasted pork ribs, cooster pork, roasted pig's tail, etc., and politely sandwiched dishes for me and Mu Liang during the meal.
"Here, try this pigtail, and this coo meat...... Mu Liang: Who do you usually contact in your unit? Mom asked as she picked up the vegetables.
"Leaders, developers, and some other units that have communication, and the people they contact are different depending on the project, some are big and some are small."
"Oh, then it should be cheaper to buy a house, right?" Mom looked up at us and continued, "Did you get any contact with the hospital doctor or something?" ”
"This ...... Probably not ......"
"Oh, come on...... "My mother sandwiched the vegetables and began to talk about how the walls and windows of the house wanted to be redecorated.......
Mu nodded and replied with a smile: "Auntie can call me at any time if she has something." ”
When the cleaning was nearing the end, Mu Liang cleaned the windowsill, and the wind just happened to raise the dust and blow it in the direction of the next door, and Mu Liang was a little helpless and wanted to remedy it.
was about to sprinkle the water, and Aunt Liang next door said angrily: "That's how workers do!" Not at all! The dust is blowing here! Hey! To the late mother! You see, this worker is not careful at all! Where are the migrant workers invited, they patronize themselves and are clean, and they don't care about others......"
Aunt Liang has always been mean, and before the ugly words were finished, I muttered: "I'm not a worker!" And not on purpose! After speaking, he pulled Mu Liang into the house. Mom apologized with a smile: "Yes, yes, it's not careful, I'm sorry......"
The old mother entered the house with a black face, and things were almost busy, so Mu Liang was so embarrassed that he had to find a reason to go back first.
Mom started asking only me.
"I see, this person doesn't talk about it. Just look at what he's wearing today. When people saw it, they thought it was a worker. In addition, I think this person must be scheming, and when he was said a few words by others, he was a little unhappy, will he still listen to me in the future?! ”
Mom denied everything about Mu Liang at once, which made me very upset about Mu Liang.
"If he comes dressed properly, mom you have to say that he is not sincere in his work at all. You see the last time he called him temporarily, weren't they decent and generous? What's more, what Aunt Liang said is that thing called, does it hurt people's self-esteem so much?! ”
"Give me a little quiet! I'm afraid that people won't know that you've found a wage earner, right? And you want to offend the neighbors?! I told you, no one in the neighborhood said I was bad! If you can spread the word that I am not good, it is you to your family! ”
Mom still has a bigger face than the sky, as long as she violates this point a little, even if she does it well before, she will veto it.
I was very angry at my mother's arbitrary idea.
"What are you shaking your head for?! Follow your dad, right? As soon as I speak, you have a way to explain! I did! This person doesn't have to talk! Don't talk to him! Make me angry! Next time, I'll take a broom and drive him out. ”
I don't understand why a person who sincerely does things for you, even if he doesn't do a good job, why should he overturn all his efforts?
But I know that my mother can do those things that don't care about the embarrassment of others, and I can't defend Mu Liang, but I can only secretly wipe my tears behind my mother's back.
"If Auntie is upset, don't quarrel with her. Don't be unhappy about me. It's me who didn't do a good job, I will try to do it well in the future......" Mu Liang sent a comforting text message at night.
It was me who was obviously cowardly, and it was he who was hurt, but he came to comfort me. At night, after my mother fell asleep, she stood on the balcony, looked at the sky without a single star, and slapped herself hard.