Chapter 4: Dreams

Well, where am I? It seems to be in a very beautiful scenic area, on the new moon on the horizon, the stars are dotted, not far away there is a very magnificent building complex standing between the mountains and rivers, but the outer layer seems to be shrouded in mist and cannot see clearly, only vaguely see the Chinese-style building community, the center is a very tall building, full of momentum, I see that there are 4 parallel sections of light on the periphery of this high-rise building, the uneven light segments, it seems that they are still moving up and down, the whole place looks a little ethereal, but it really stands in front of my eyes. What kind of place is this, dreamlike, but very real. I can't remember how I got here, wasn't it in Billy's shop?

Are you dreaming again? But this sense of reality is not at all like in a dream, and I can be sure that I am very awake now, and there is a very obvious sense of groundedness standing here. Determined, I was going to go forward to see what was going on, but at this moment, a familiar voice came from behind me, the voice that could hit the depths of my soul..."Xiaohua, I've been waiting for you here for a long time, why did you come?" ”

"Xiaoqing! Why are you here, what do you mean by waiting for me for a long time? When did you ask me to come here? I don't remember it at all! I turned around excitedly.

Standing in front of me is really Xiaoqing, wearing a blue dress, elegant but moving, the figure that I will never forget, smiling and smiling, just like when I first saw her, everything has not changed, she looked at me with a smile, half-squinted, slightly upturned corners of her mouth, let me feel like an electric shock, I can't move, I can only look at her in a daze, and like a dazed child, I don't know where to put my hands and feet.

"I ,... I don't remember meeting you here, I'm sorry, I don't know how... Good to see you! You're not angry, are you... I'm sorry..."I said incoherently, and I couldn't help but reach out and hold her.

Xiaoqing looked at me, her smile suddenly disappeared, her eyes gradually became hollow, as if looking farther through me, she dodged my outstretched hand, took a half step back, and said, "It turns out that it hasn't arrived yet, too, it shouldn't be like this." You go back first, it's not time yet, I'll wait for you here, you'll come later, it's okay, go back first, I'll always wait for you here. As she spoke, she stepped back.

I was confused by her words, "What are you talking about, I'm already here, how can I say that the day hasn't come yet?" I don't understand what you mean, don't be angry, I know we talked about it, it's good for each other to break up... But you know, as soon as I saw you, I knew that it didn't count, and we still had the opportunity to adjust, and after 8 years, haven't we run in a lot? There's always a way to fix the rest of the problems, right? I don't need it a while, as soon as I see you, I figure it out, let's go find a solution together, just like before... Don't be angry, don't avoid me, okay? As he spoke, he continued to move closer to her, trying to hold her, but she stepped back with a very slow but just right frequency, each time just enough to avoid my outstretched hand.

"Xiaohua, you really haven't arrived yet, but you still don't understand, go back quickly, I'm waiting for you, I know we still have a lot to say, a lot of things to deal with, you don't have to worry, I will stay here and wait for you." After speaking, Xiaoqing suddenly accelerated the frequency of her retreat, I didn't seem to be able to hold her at all, so I had to stand and watch her figure gradually retreat, and then she turned around and went into the distance, the direction she left also began to fog, and the graceful figure stretched with the starlight in the distance, faded, and slowly blurred...

I didn't know whether to chase her or not, and I ended up stunned, like a child who had done something wrong, at a loss.

At this time, there was a singing voice in the distance, it was her voice, I rarely heard her sing, she always said that she couldn't sing, I didn't remember hearing her singing. I really didn't expect it to be so beautiful, clean and clear, ethereal and melodious, "the heart is full of feelings, all of them are Qing family; Looking forward to the wishes, go with Yi; Green grass, flowing water unintentionally; Lonely starry, independent shadow; The night comes and goes, frustrated; It's like the past, and it's gone......"

As the song faded away, I realized that she had gone away, and pricked up my ears, trying to catch the direction in which the song was drifting, but I couldn't trace it... Before you know it, the surroundings gradually become darker, and the mist that had just shrouded the building spreads, but it is getting thicker and thicker, gradually obscuring the moon and starlight. After a while, I realized that I couldn't see anything anymore, and my consciousness gradually blurred with the darkness...