Yan Cangmos: "I'm not joking when I say this, every word I say now is sincere, and it's a very serious topic, not such a half-understood thing, I hope you can understand more or support me more in this world, if you don't understand or support me, but it doesn't matter, but I tell you, this is what I have to do, I must do it, I hope you do it according to my lifestyle, and I also hope to improve this thing." ”

"So what?"

"You help me."

"If I want to refuse or I don't think this thing is necessary, the endless words of life you enjoy in the palace will not enjoy such a high social status, you think about how many women want to live in it with broken heads, but you want to run out now, don't you think your question is very ridiculous? Also very naïve? It's called this pot, looking at the bowl inside a typical kind of thought, and finally I suggest you at least get everyone's thoughts. ”

Yan Cangtao shook his head and felt even more strange about this man's thoughts, but he couldn't ask and restrict him too much, but he just wanted to make more demands and keep going in this way.

"Don't worry about this, just help me get out of this house, if you don't help me leave, maybe I'll ......"

"What will you do?"

"For example, I will cross the river and tear down the bridge, I will take revenge, I will say that you forcibly pulled me during the flower competition, it was you who caused me to lose face because of the reason, I will say that you are just a woman, are these things enough information?"

The Oiran would immediately slap the table with a righteous face.

"Help! Definitely help, you have to help......"

Yan Cangmoss showed a puzzled smile, the things he knew had been done, and now the next thing was to see how to help, this matter should not be too difficult for him, then I will see what the result of this matter is, he believes that with the help of this Oiran, he will be able to leave the palace very smoothly

Yan Cangtao didn't alarm anyone when she left, and went ashore.

Of course, all of this is the help of the Oiran.,Because Oiran don't be afraid.,He's a giggle person.,But he's not a little in this book to the resources behind the listing and behind.,It's not something you can offend.。

She immediately rushed to the place agreed with Xiaocui, and then the two went back to the palace together.

……

At this time, the sky has darkened and the lights are on.

There is a big red light hanging high next to the palace, and the courtyard is really deep in this mansion, and all the stories inside are the same as ordinary family stories, but they are too strange to themselves.

She was so strange that she always felt that this was not her home, she was just a passer-by here, and she would not stay here for a while and leave this place soon after.

Years later, this place can only be a temporary stop in a sentence that has occurred.

So every time he is in this house, he feels very lonely, maybe this loneliness, maybe because he is too familiar with himself, and he has never been able to find a feeling of returning to his roots after living.

This is not her home, how can her home not feel the warmth of each other? If it's home, isn't it actually a symbol of warmth? But why is it that there is always a cold symbol here, it can carry a sense of fake affection and fake mask.

She walks slowly alone, and in the dead of night, when she is completely alone, she will feel this loneliness and seriously examine this emotion in her heart.

How long I longed to wait for his return in the dead of night in this last life, whenever I saw his return, even if it was not in this room, he would feel a kind of peace of mind, he would feel this worry, and he had been waiting for him in that way, that feeling, that delicacy, like this, he felt inexplicably moved.

How stupid and naïve he was back then, even if he just saw him in the crowd at that time, he felt that his deep loneliness was comforted.

An indescribable feeling of happiness.

Now, all the time, she will still have such thoughts, can she be in such a mood?

Maybe there can't be any more, how can this be, this is just vanishing, the flower in the mirror, the moon in the water.

If.

If I still do things with this kind of thought, then my own life is over, and maybe I will repeat the same mistake and be killed by him, such a tragic ending.

In this life, I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past.

In that day's whimsical time.

"Miss?"

As if he didn't hear Xiao Cui's voice, Yan Cangtao looked up at the courtyard gate separated by a wall, thinking that all this would soon become a place for him to say goodbye, everything here would not have anything to do with him, these things were all part of his memory, these things would not have any nostalgia again, and they would definitely go down less and less, and there would be no more possibility.

Are you sad? Will it linger? Are you sad? Will it be regretted? Will I miss you?

Oh, absolutely not, how could it be that these things are missing, these things really don't deserve any souvenirs in anyone's opinion, and everything will disappear.

The mood was not as happy as imagined, and it seemed to carry a kind of consciousness for the rest of his life.

No sorrow, no joy......

Since the last night in the palace, since that time I asked him for help, there seems to be something different between them, and they don't know what happened, as if everything happened very powerfully, which makes people feel a little strange or unprepared.

After this incident, it is a very embarrassing feeling, both sides are careful to keep a distance from each other, as if they do not want to cross a boundary too much between this distance, or do not want to make the other party have a trace of embarrassment in the process, or do not want to let the other party feel interesting in the process.

It was the first time she showed weakness to him after she was reborn, and it wasn't her intention at that time, and of course she wasn't the most willing to say that at this time, it was just because she locked herself tightly that she would do that action, if she was asked to choose, how could she do those useless resources.

That kind of embarrassment made him see it vividly.

It never occurred to them to reconcile, because their direct rift was an injury that could not be filled, and all that had been heard of was difficult to reconcile.

If you don't eat, you won't sleep, no matter how you try to make up for it, it can't be the original economy, it will always be incomplete and cracked, so spend this time no matter how you deal with it, how to arrange these things, and then give up the eternal existence, why do you have to bother with this matter?

She couldn't give him another chance to hurt herself, she couldn't afford to lose.

Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, not a farewell.

It's that I feel very powerful, why did I finally wake up after so many years, why did I let myself suffer such a painful lesson in the process of sobriety, I am really unwilling, but I am not willing to care about you, is it really for myself to let so many people be hurt by their relatives.

He didn't want to do it, he didn't feel the need to do it, and he just left on his own.

Isn't it the best situation for everyone to survive?

Why do you have to do things that are going to hurt both?

Why does it hurt to see him with that woman?

Does it mean that you mind? Why is he so angry about that kind of thing, and even longs to go over and fight with him, or everyone slap the table and discuss it generously, even if it is a big skeleton that flies on the wall, he feels very happy, not in that way.

Is she still indifferent?

This is still the case, how can it be impossible to have no idea at all, if there is no idea at all, then isn't it that you are a walking corpse, there is no way to face these things, if you really can't face these things, can you let me go in a dashing way? And it's those who can't let go of survival, and that's the most troublesome thing.

"This tear of the princess is really rare, who are you shedding tears for? I also wonder if it's excusable if the tears are just because of **, but wouldn't it be a happy thing if someone could get such tears. ”

Feng Zili's sexy and deep voice is the same as in his memory, just as fascinating.

"Lord Wang."

"You think about it too much, you think about it too much, but the starry sky of the entire starry sky tonight is so bright, looking at it can't help but think of my father. I remembered what my mother once taught her children, and now it is inevitable that there will be this kind of homesickness, so you should have been for my father just now, of course it was a happy tear. ”

Yan Cangmoss lied, he didn't want this man to know that he was coming from the depths of his heart, and he didn't want to have more contact for him, so he answered him in a very official language, which could be regarded as a perfect answer.

Feng Zili smiled and didn't answer, knowing that no matter how much he asked this question, the other party would not give a satisfactory answer, since the other party was unwilling to give it to himself, why bother to force it?

"Lord, I remember that we once had a gentleman's agreement, this time has passed for about a month, and we can discuss this matter well, I hope that in this matter, we will also keep our promise and let me leave, and I will also follow my promise, or I will manage the palace obediently in my days......"

Since you don't love, please let go, she just wants to leave.

"I thought I had made it clear, my princess, last time I thought you had made things very simple, but I didn't expect you to still struggle with this matter."

"Lord, I'm thinking about you, in fact, I really can't bear to look at it, because other women do so many things, since I have promised other women to give up the position of this princess, wouldn't it be better for me to give up the position of this princess to her? Look at how generous I am, how generous I am, this little thing should give me gold million? ”

Feng Zihong: "My princess, I don't think there is any need to discuss this matter anymore, I have already told you about this matter, this is the emperor's personal decision, do I think I can do this matter?" ”

Yan Cangmoss chuckled.

"There will be a chance."