The 1005 incident, this Tianlan also knows.

In fact, Tianlan didn't know about it at first, but it was only because of an opportunity that she learned about this incident from her parents.

Tianlan, who was only five years old at the time, saw the time display of the electronic clock, so the first number he thought of was 1005.

But the moment this number appeared in his heart, his heart twitched violently.

This made Tianlan, who was still young at the time, feel panicked, it was the first time he had experienced something like this, and it was not a coincidence.

As soon as the number 1005 appeared in his heart, or when he heard it, his heart would twitch violently.

Tianlan, who was panicked, told her parents about it.

Now that I think about it, when the parents heard them talk about it, their faces also showed unspeakable expressions.

But he was too young to know what it meant, and he quickly forgot about it.

And now it seems that this matter is definitely not as simple as it seems.

At that time, Tianlan learned from her parents that 1005 was an insecticide that had been used on a large scale.

This insecticide is no less harmful to the human body than dichlorvos, so it causes a large number of deaths.

It's just that before Tianlan was born, he was controlled, so it's normal for Tianlan not to know.

It was also vague to bring the explanation of her parents at that time, causing Tianlan to quickly forget about it.

Tianlan, who didn't think about it again until now, was in a mess, as if she had forgotten something very important, but she couldn't remember it.

Tianlan clutched her head in pain, trying to remember what she had forgotten.

Yuyue noticed Tianlan's strange appearance and hurriedly stepped forward to help, but was directly pushed away by Tianlan.

Tianlan felt as if her brain was about to explode, and no matter how she thought about it, she couldn't remember what she had forgotten.

The memory was checked several times, but there was no irrationality in the memory.

So if there is no problem with memory, what is this past thing?

Tianlan couldn't know what she had forgotten, and despite the pain in her head that was about to explode, Tianlan kept flipping through the materials that Yuyue had prepared.

If you really forget something, then some of these materials may be recorded, as long as you find something unreasonable, you should be able to know the truth.

However, no matter how Tianlan reads it, there are too few things described in these materials.

What really happened in the past? And what is the so-called 1005 incident? There was no detailed record at all, the same as what Tianlan's parents told him at that time.

However, there are no clues in this information.

Her parents used to work for a pesticide manufacturing company, something that Tianlan had never heard of before.

He only knew that his parents were just ordinary migrant workers, and they had no fixed occupation at all.

And now it seems that Mom and Dad are also hiding a lot of things, including themselves......

After checking these materials, Tianlan smiled bitterly.

I don't know anything...... No, I know, I just don't want to pay attention to it.

Maybe I was vaguely aware of the truth from the beginning, but once the truth is revealed, what kind of results will it reveal?

Tianlan didn't know, but his heart was afraid, very afraid of this truth.

From the very beginning when he heard the number 1005, he knew what he was afraid of, but he didn't know what it was at the time, and he doesn't know it now, and he doesn't want to know.

After hammering his head a few times, Tianlan said to Yu Yue, "Maybe your father was in charge of investigating the 1005 incident, so I asked you to investigate me, the person related to that incident." ”

Hearing Tianlan's words, Yu Yue felt a little ridiculous, but it was precisely because of this that everything made sense.

But...... It's been so long, why is Dad still clinging to it until now?

"By the way, your dad used to be classmates with my parents." This is also what Tianlan learned just now from looking through the information that she had found in her memory.

This also surprised Tianlan, but it also made it clear why Yu Xue cared so much about her own affairs in the first place.

But there are also a lot of doubts in it, and Tianlan doesn't want to pay attention to them anymore.

Because the sooner he tried to find out the truth, the more frightened he became.

If you really know everything, then I'm afraid you will never be able to go back to the past.

As soon as he thought of this, Tianlan felt scared, he didn't want to lose it anymore, he didn't want to lose the only hope left.

So he won't go into this so-called truth, precisely because of fear.

And Yuyue was also very surprised when she heard what Tianlan said.

His father turned out to be old classmates with Tianlan's parents, but why had he never heard his father say it?

Hehe, it's normal that I haven't heard of it, after all, whoever makes my father almost never be at home, even if he is at home, my father doesn't say much about his past.

However, if Tianlan's parents and his father really knew each other, then why didn't they inform his parents of Tianlan's death in the first place?

Is it because Tianlan's parents are afraid that they can't accept this fact? Or is it already informed, it's just ......

Thinking of this, Yuyue looked at Tianlan and finally shook her head, intending to bury this question in her heart all the time.

He didn't know what Tianlan was afraid of, but he couldn't do it if he insisted on hurting someone.

Maybe this is Tianlan's last hope to live, and he doesn't want to wipe out this last hope.

Hazuki was going to talk about this and kept it hidden in his heart, and as for what his father meant, he didn't know exactly yet, but at least he had caught some of it now.

That's all there is to it.

"Let's go, there's no need to stay here anymore." Tianlan didn't want to know the so-called truth.

Maybe the family affection he once cherished was false, but even so, he was still willing to believe that it was all real, just like Bai Zhi.

Hazuki followed Tianlan out of here, and when he left, Hazuki burned all the information he had collected as soon as he set it on fire.

It might be a pity, but Hazuki doesn't think it's anything.

Sometimes, the more you get to the truth, the more important things you lose.

Tianlan and Yuyue left the territory and joined Bai Zhi and the others who had been waiting for them outside.

When she returned to the group, Tianlan ripped the bandages off her face.

Seeing such a scene, everyone couldn't help but get excited, this was the first time Tianlan had torn off the bandages on her face so far.

All along, it was An Jie who changed the bandage for Tianlan, so they didn't see Tianlan's true appearance.

And now their excitement is not to see Tianlan's true appearance, but to tear off the bandage of Tianlan, which means that he can see it.

However, the reality is not like this, Tianlan, who opened her eyes, had a hollow eye and no eyes.

Seeing such a scene, they were a little disappointed, and the most disappointed of them was An Jie.

The moment An Jie saw Tianlan tear off the bandage, she thought that Tianlan's mood had calmed down, and she finally didn't have to worry about it anymore.

But now it seems that it hasn't reached that level, it's just that Tianlan is in a slightly better mood now.

Of course, it may also get worse.

And the real meaning of Tianlan tearing off the bandage is that he still doesn't want to run away, it's time to really face the things that make him hate.

What he really hates, Tianlan himself doesn't know, but when he sees those things, he can't help but get angry in his heart, and wants to destroy everything.

Why did it become like this, Tianlan had some clues, after all, this was his own business, and he himself was still very clear.

Tianlan had always followed his instincts, so he knew what he was doing and why he was doing it.

Of course, he didn't plan to rebel against his instincts now, he just wanted to try to understand.

If it's them, go back and understand yourself?

This is Tianlan's first step, and he took the first step in the face of what he is not good at.

And whether this step can succeed or not, Tianlan herself doesn't know, maybe it will fail, of course it will succeed.

But whether it succeeds or not, he will no longer run away.

"Bai Zhi, help me recover my eyes."

Bai Zhi, who got her father's order, hesitated for a moment, but finally stepped forward and put her hands on Tianlan's eyes.

I saw that Bai Zhi's hands emitted a faint and soft white light, and after a while, Tianlan's eyes returned to their original appearance.

The moment everyone saw Tianlan's eyes, it was as if their souls had been drained away, and their bodies instinctively felt fear.

But fortunately, this feeling is only for a moment, and if it takes a long time, maybe something really goes wrong.

At this time, An Jie also understood that Tianlan wanted to take this first step, but her body instinctively stopped him.

That's because his instinct doesn't want to be injured anymore, and it's a protective function born from being hurt too many times.

In order to protect Tianlan, the body gave up vision, and in order not to make Tianlan feel irritable, the body gave up hearing.

But now Tianlan has no problem, and An Jie believes that Tianlan will be able to succeed in this step.

Even if it fails...... Let's all finish together.

Of course, this is not just talk.

Tianlan, whose eyesight had returned to normal, looked around and greeted everyone: "Yo." ”

After seeing Tianlan greeting herself, the feather spirits who were more familiar with Tianlan responded one after another.

And Bai Zhi's companions didn't know Tianlan very well, but they also came out of the response.

That's a good start, right?