CHAPTER XXXVI

Hua Rongzhi frowned, unable to figure out what he meant, how could he shake his head and nod his head?

"What does that mean exactly?"

Zhou Feiran didn't squeak, he muttered for a moment, and put his heart in his heart, "Queen Mother, do you know how many people died on the battlefield for the Zhou family for the Liang Kingdom and the emperor?" ”

Hua Rong was stunned for a few seconds, tragedy poured out of her chest, and the atmosphere suddenly became low.

"Are you because of this?"

Zhou Feiran nodded, "It is the mission of the Zhou family to die on the battlefield for the Liang State and the emperor, we dare not disobey it, and we will not hesitate to go to the soup and fight the fire." But pity the woman who married into the Zhou family, the second brother and the third brother of the last general all died on the battlefield, and when they died, they had just married a wife and had children, and the children were still waiting to be fed, and the second and third brothers had already died in Huangquan. ”

"So you're scared?"

Hua Rong was a little worried, all these years and Aunt Zhou just wanted Zhou Feiran to marry a wife and have children, but they never really understood him and thought about what he thought.

"I'm afraid."

Zhou Feiran smiled bitterly, "How can you not be afraid, life and death on the battlefield are uncertain, and the last general can't be unpredictable, the last general wants to be responsible for his wife, but he can't give her a little sense of security, the queen mother knows, the second sister-in-law, the third sister-in-law wipes tears every day, although no, but the last general understands."

The last general couldn't give Sister Lin happiness, and he couldn't promise anyone, so he was simply alone, had nothing to worry about, and tried his best to go to the soup for Liang Guo. ”

"Actually......"

Hua Rong bit her lower lip and wondered, "Otherwise...... Otherwise. ”

Zhou Feiran knew what Hua Rong was thinking, and he was serious, "A good man has ambitions in all directions, and it is every man's ambition to go to the battlefield and kill the enemy bravely, how can he give up because of family trivialities?" ”

Hua Rong choked, not knowing what to do.

"You really don't think about it?"

Zhou Feiran nodded, smiling innocently, "Sister Lin is a good girl, and the general is not worthy of it." ”

Hua Rong sighed and waved her hand, "You go down first, this palace is a little tired." ”

Zhou Feiran answered, said goodbye and left.

Mama Li, who was coming in, looked at Zhou Feiran's face and then looked at Hua Rong's face, and understood what had just happened.

Take a few steps forward to bring hot tea to Hua Rong to warm her body, and the previous heavy rain was subject to zero wind chill.

Hua Rong held the teacup, looked at the rising white gas, stared at it for a while, and did not raise her head until the white gas turned into water droplets on her face.

"He refused."

Mama Li expected, "Niangniang doesn't have to be sad, General Zhou is not close to women, this is a common thing for everyone." ”

Hua Rong smiled bitterly and shook her head, "It's not because of this. ”

Mama Li was a little surprised, but she didn't ask directly, but quietly waited for Hua Rong to speak.

Hua Rong sat silently holding the tea, and sat for a while before thinking about taking a sip, but found that the tea was already cold.

"He's scared."

Mama Li sighed, I didn't understand what the flowers were, who was afraid? Afraid of what?

"Everyone in the world knows that the Zhou family has supreme glory, and they can even stand side by side with the emperor, but they don't know how much the Zhou family has paid for it."

Mama Li was stunned for a few seconds, and then called, "Niangniang......"

Hua Rong didn't hear it, and took care of herself, "Nine times out of ten, the men of the Zhou family died on the battlefield, those who can come back, who can live in peace, are already people who can no longer go to the battlefield, Zhou Feiran This is the mission of the Zhou family, for the Liang country, for the mission of the emperors of the past dynasties, so he is afraid." ”

Mama Li was dazed when she listened, "What are you afraid of?" ”

"I'm afraid that I can't go home, I'm afraid of my wife who waits at home every day, I'm afraid of my children who are waiting to be fed but don't have a father with me."

Mama Li was dumbfounded, and sadness came from it.

Hua Rong sighed, "Because he has seen too much, he is afraid, so he is simply alone, without worry, and he will save the scourge of other girls." ”

The tea slowly cooled, the last bit of heat was gone, and the cup body was slowly cooled, and the temperature was taken from the palm of Huarong's hand.

"The tea is cold."

As soon as Zhou Feiran left, Lin Huan hurriedly came.

Hua Rong knew that she was shy and anxious, but she didn't know how to tell her.

After being cramped for a while, I hesitated for a while, drank two cups of tea, and ate three pieces of pastry.

Lin Huancai worked hard and dared to ask.

In fact, she also guessed something in her heart, the queen mother loved her so much, if it was good news, she should have reported good news to her as soon as she came, for so long, without words, it was ...... There are no results left.

But she didn't give up when she didn't see the Yellow River.

Hua Rong didn't know how to be tactful, so she told her Zhou Feiran's words as they were.

"Actually, it's not that he doesn't have feelings for you, it's just that ...... He carried too many things and too much, and he had seen a lot of joys and sorrows, and he knew that there was no ending, so he simply didn't start. ”

Lin Huan's face turned pale, all the blood faded for a while, biting his lip, biting bright red, and his hands crossed and stirred together.

It's been a long time.

He raised his head, his gaze determined and sad.

"Maybe I'd like to?"

Hua Rong was stunned.

"Maybe I'm willing to bear the pain and endless thoughts that may come?"

Hua Rong was a little anxious, afraid that Lin Huan would not understand.

"Huan'er, it's very painful, it's not a family, maybe he will die on the battlefield tomorrow, and you only have one day to be happy with him, and you can only live in pain and thoughts for the rest of the days and nights, and you will not be able to stand it."

"But I do."

Lin Huan looked directly at Hua Rong, the first time he was so firm, "Auntie, Huan'er is willing, Huan'er is willing to endure endless pain and longing for short-term pleasure." ”

"Auntie......"

shouted softly, his eyes were red, and his nose was sour, "If you can't be with the person you like, everyone else will be fine, and Huan'er won't be happy." There will be regrets, there will be pain, there will be misery. ”

Hua Rong was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly felt that she didn't know the girl in front of her who was always protected, and in her sad call, her eyes were red and her nose was sour.

"Come here."

Hua Rong beckoned to Lin Huan.

Lin Huan got up and threw herself into Hua Rong's arms, sobbing softly, Hua Rong's eyes were red, and she slowly stroked Lin Huan's head, a little emotional, but also a little sad.

After crying for a while, Lin Huan slowly raised his head, his eyes were red and swollen, and his pupils were watery.

"Auntie."

"Huh?"

"I'm going to him, I'm going to tell him I'm willing."

Hua Rong sighed, "Wipe your tears and go." ”

Looking at the back of Lin Huan leaving, Hua Rong found for the first time that this niece was strong under the softness, and in the face of the strength she liked, she couldn't help but smile bitterly, if she was stronger and desperate at that time, would all this be different?

Before she could think about it, there was an exclamation from the courtyard.

"! Empress! Princess! ”

Hua Rong sighed, left all thoughts behind, and ran out quickly, what happened to Nian Rong?!