Narza didn't say anything more, and hurriedly dressed herself, and followed the princess out closely.

She worries about Taga as much as the princess.

Huai Jin didn't expect the snow to be so big, she stepped on it and lost her calves, hesitated on the steps, she put on a snow hat, tightened the big snow and went out in the snow.

Huai Jin's white fox fur and the vast snow melted together, Na Erzha helped Huai Jin, and the two of them walked on the street with one foot deep and one foot shallow, at this time it was dark and there were no five fingers, only the lantern in his hand glowed with a little weak light.

"Ahh Huai Jin screamed, didn't step on one foot, and suddenly slipped into the snow, and fell to the ground with Naerza.

Huai Jin didn't prevent it, choked on the snow on his face, turned into water and painful, and the two didn't stand up for a while.

Huai Jin smiled, "When I was young, I liked snow days the most, and when it snowed, my brothers didn't have to go to school, we had snowball fights in the yard, and the fifth and sixth brothers were the same age as me, they loved to play, and they would pull me skiing." ”

Naerzha was a little surprised, since she was sent to the Gang Ji Temple by Princess Jiaxi, she had never heard this princess of the Southern Dynasty mention the past, but she didn't expect to take the initiative to mention it tonight.

At this time, the princess's face was faintly childish.

This princess should have a lively temperament, but I don't know what happened, and she became the lonely and cold person she is now.

Naerzha sighed slightly.

Huai Jin said, "My six elder brothers are not successful. The eldest brother loves the qin, the second brother loves chess, the third brother loves books, the fourth brother loves painting, and the fifth brother and the sixth brother make my father angry the most. Of the six older brothers, none of them were interested in my father's career. ”

"Where can they be rebels with such a temperament?"

Only then did Narza know that the princess's family was ruined, and she couldn't help but tighten her arm.

All these years of depression, lingering, collapsed on this night, her eyes with tears, down her cheeks, gradually frozen into ice.

"My father and mother love me the most, and let me make a fuss in the city. If it weren't for me, they should have ...... I'm still alive. ”

If it weren't for Min Xing, she should be sleeping peacefully in the Southern Dynasty now, although the prince's brother doesn't like her, he will definitely treat her well.

Daddy won't die tragically.

It's all to blame.

Naerza didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only hold the princess's arm tightly, "Princess, there is no going back to the past. You also have Tadja, he will be with you when he grows up, you are not alone. ”

Huai Jin stopped, stood dumbfounded for a while, raised her head, the wind and snow were rolling on her face, and she accelerated her pace and walked forward.

The two walked for almost half an hour, turned the alley, and Naerzha pointed, "There, Dr. Li's house!" ”

Huai Jin stood in front of the door, and seeing the faint light inside, she took off the silk silver hairpin on her sideburns and knocked on the door three times.

After a while, a question came from inside, "Who?" ”

Huai Jin said, "Tajia...... Mother. ”

Naerzha looked at Huai Jin in surprise.

The princess had surprised her several times tonight.

Dr. Li hurriedly opened the door with a coat on his coat, and glanced at Huai Jin, "The little lady is full of eyes." How come I've never seen you? ”

Before Huai Jin could speak, Naerzha hurriedly stepped forward, "Our lady rarely goes out. ”

Huai Jin looked at Aunt Li, a woman in her forties, with a face like a silver basin, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and she looked very kind and hearty.

Before she finished speaking, Tuya heard Huai Jin's voice rush out, and looked at Huai Jin who was covered in snow, she was surprised, "Gong...... Why did the lady come? ”

Tuya was both moved and surprised.

Who says mothers don't love their children? It's just that mothers are also children, and they need to slowly accept the change of identity.

Helping Huai Jin untie the big drum, Tuya whispered, "Tajia is already asleep. Dr. Li's recipe works best. ”

Dolan was sitting on the edge of the bed and patting Tatya to sleep, Huai Jin went to take a look, the baby's face was red, but he was sleeping peacefully.

Doctor Li said in the inner room, "Don't worry, the little boy is already safe." It's almost dawn, let the little boy spend the night in our house, and sleep well. ”

Huai Jin bent his knees inside through the curtain, "Thank you, Doctor Li, come to the door another day to thank you." ”

Dr. Li coughed a few times, "It should be." This child is weak in the womb, so he has to take care of it. ”

smiled again, "My medicine, the little boy has not taken less." ”

Huai Jin sat on the edge of the bed, stared at Ta Jia for a while, stretched out her arm, Dolan saw that the princess wanted to hold the child, tears of excitement filled her eyes, and she was about to hand it over, Huai Jin withdrew her arm and said to herself, "Forget it." I won't hug. As soon as he slept soundly, I didn't bother. ”

Dr. Li had already poured two cups of hot tea, and Huai Jin hurriedly took it and said apologetically, "I'm really sorry for bothering me in the middle of the night." ”

The woman smiled and said, "It's a common thing to practice medicine and open a museum, I'm used to it!" ”

Huai Jin's body was already cold and numb, and the room was warm, so he gradually regained consciousness, drank a sip of hot tea, and could clearly feel the hot water running through his throat, rushing straight to his stomach, and his limbs slowly recovered.

Several people whispered, Huai Jin gradually became sleepy, Naerzha saw that the princess couldn't stop dozing, and said softly, "The princess went to the couch and squinted for a while." ”

Seeing that Tatya was asleep, Dolan gently took the child from Tuya's arms, changed Tuya's rest, and held the child himself.

Huai Jin took a sip of tea, sobered up for a while, looked out the window, the dark sky was white, and it was estimated that it was four or five o'clock in the morning, and he could go back after another hour.

At dawn, the Tadja fever had subsided, and several people thanked them repeatedly, and Dr. Li said through the door curtain, "I have been coughing in the past few days, and I am just sick for you." ”

……

Huai Jin wrote in the letter, I couldn't accept this child at the beginning, I was in pain and anger when I saw him, and that night I suddenly woke up, what is the sin of him being forced to come to this world? Why did the hatred of the previous generation be borne by such an ignorant child? It's too unfair for kids. When I tried to accept him, I realized how cute he was.

When Taja was babbling, the first time she walked crookedly, the first time she tried to eat with a spoon...... I'm glad I woke up early and didn't miss out on the big moments of his growth because of hatred.

When I accept him, I don't know how much I love him.

The process of acceptance, I took almost two years, Amin, I really regret it. I'm not a qualified mother, but I'm willing to become a qualified mother, because he only has me, and he can only rely on me.

……

When Tajia was almost two years old, he was already walking very steadily, and the cold arrogance between his eyebrows and eyes was like Xiao Yue, and it was also like Minxing, and Huai Jin was a little trance every time he saw it.

Although this child is cold and taciturn, he is very attentive and warm, which is not like Xiao Yue or Min Xing.