Gu Jinyu looked at him, her eyes shining like black, purple, black and purple grapes.

"20th birthday...... I don't want to go over it if I can. ”

"However, my uncle and aunt have relented, and I can propose to you." Shi Shenyan sat on the edge of her bed, his hand took the initiative to hold her hand and put it on his lips, leaving a dry kiss.

He couldn't help whispering: "Grace is pregnant with a baby, I don't know if it's Chunsheng or Chunhua, but ....... As long as we are engaged, the birth of the child will be decided by the two of us, not your parents. ”

Gu Jinyu turned to look at him, her expression a little loose.

After a while, she asked a little uncomfortably, "You don't want me to kill this child now?" ”

"At the end of the day, children are dispensable to me, and you are the most important thing." He leaned in close to her.

After the handsome face narrowed the distance in an instant, he whispered in her ear, "Your mother asked me a question. ”

"Huh?"

Her ears were a little itchy by him, and she subconsciously wanted to touch them, but she was caught by her hand.

"She asked me if I would like to sacrifice you if you don't succeed in your transformation."

His voice was as good as ever, but these words fell on Gu Jinyu's ears and suddenly made her start to become nervous.

She grabbed his hand and looked at him subconsciously: "What do you say?" ”

"I don't want to...... Because I thought, it's your choice, so I don't want to. ”

Shi Shenyan lowered his eyes and looked at the little girl in front of him, he really loved her miserably.

If it was her words, even if he was facing thousands of troops, he would rush forward without hesitation.

But that's no longer the case.

She is different, what she wants this time is just her own company by her side, not a sacrifice, leaving her alone to live in pain.

Shi Shenyan sniffed, suppressed the strong true thoughts in his heart, and then said in a relatively relaxed tone: "...... I thought about it, if you don't succeed in transformation, I will die with you, that is, when the time comes, I may have to ask my eldest brother to buy a better coffin or a larger urn, whether the two of us use the land as nutrients or turn into a handful of ashes, we will be together for the rest of our lives. ”

Gu Jinyu looked at him with some shock, completely unexpectedly that these words would be said by him.

He has always taken great care of her.

He's not the same guy who used to fight on the streets.

Now wearing a suit and a white coat, he has become a man with responsibility and responsibility.

"My love is selfish, I respect your opinion and don't sacrifice for you, can you promise me......"

Gu Jinyu was afraid that he would say something to let him beat the child, so she subconsciously covered her stomach.

He looked at her helplessly and sighed: "Don't worry, I won't do that, I just want to say it...... If so, can you agree to marry me? ”

There are many ways to confess in the world, and his confessional marriage proposal is in the bedroom, in unpretentious language.

However, she couldn't say half a word of refusal.

"Good ......"

She thought that if she could come back alive, she would definitely marry him.

They want to have a big wedding, and they have to invite all the good friends they know.

There will be many good days in the future.

**

In just one month, many people came to the ward to see her.

This hospital has seen the wind and waves, but it is the first time that I have seen so many people with heads and faces appear in this place.

Many people speculated about what her identity was, but they didn't know much about it.

Inside the hospital room

Gu Qingwen's eyes were pantothenic, and after all, it was almost this day.

However, he had experienced too many changes before this, and he couldn't react for a while, and he spent so little time with his daughter.

"It's your birthday soon...... After that, we'll send you to the Qinghai base. ”

"Okay."

She had an indwelling needle in her hand, and she was infused every day during this time to replenish her physique-enhancing medicine.

These are not harmful to the child.

Gu Qingwen looked at her daughter's pale face, no matter what time it was in the past, she was high-spirited, such a small person

It contains so much energy, but by this time it was all gone.

Her face was as white as a piece of paper, and she was weak, how could she ......

Gu Jinyu also felt his fear, during this time, only her relatives knew what happened to her.

But everyone else didn't know about it, and they all thought that she was just not feeling well, so she was recuperating here.

She patted her father's hand gently, even though her own hand was not warm now, but she still comforted him: "I will come back safe and sound...... Don't worry. ”

Shi Shenyan pushed the door and was about to walk in, just in time to see the father and daughter talking in a separate ward.

For a moment, his hand was on the doorknob, not knowing whether he should go in or not.

He heard Gu Jinyu say again: "...... Dad, I'm willing, I love him, so ...... I don't want to beat the kid, please do me a favor. ”

When Gu Qingwen heard what she said, he couldn't help lowering his eyes and didn't dare to look at her.

If he could, he would like to bear such pain in his own place for her.

Because he has endured the danger of the so-called transformation, he doesn't want his daughter to endure it again.

"Say it, I'll do it for you."

Gu Jinyu pursed her lips, she was reluctant for a short time, but then said in a firm tone: "Qinghai base...... I'll go alone, don't let Shi Shenyan follow, I prepared a will, if I die...... Don't let him stay with me. ”

Shi Shenyan's hand suddenly clenched the doorknob, he was full of nervousness, at this time, even if he didn't eavesdrop on purpose, he heard such words.

It turned out that they still hid what they said from each other.

Even if...... Even if he wanted to die for her, he told her against his heart that he would not sacrifice for her.

Even if she is talking to herself, she actually tells everyone around her to stop her from accompanying.

They both know each other's mission and heart too well, but it's more important.

None of them can go against their hearts.

Gu Jinyu sighed and said intermittently: "...... I'll be fully prepared, but I don't want him to die with me, and if he dies, there will be nothing. ”

Gu Qingwen was stunned, he looked at her, and subconsciously asked: "He is not worth it, he is not even willing to die for you, but you protect him so much?" ”

What Lin Qiu asked that day, he told himself later.

As a man, he is not even willing to die for the woman he loves.

There is something selfish about this kind of love.

"Nope." She replied firmly: "Don't let him follow...... It's because I know that he can't bear to hurt me and willingly die for me. ”