anxiety, a precursor to depression,

It is

Suppressed every day,

It often thunderstruck.

The only way to escape,

It's just thinking about quitting over and over again.

This maybe,

I can let myself vent out for a short time.

To leave means to be freed from bondage,

It also means evading responsibility.

Reason, will tell you,

You're not at the age to be willful!

You can't go without working all the time,

Food and clothing, housing and transportation, human feelings, sophistication,

Which one does not need financial support.

Now Meng Xin,

The only thing you can rely on is yourself.

Rather than adapting to a new environment and facing a new group of faces, it's better to just stay there.

At least

There is no real end of the road at the moment,

She also has options.

I want to find a more comfortable area.

Hard!

Vent once,

Although I was still indignant in my heart, I finally let go of the idea of resigning for the time being.

However, as long as there are many things, it will make people crazy again.

——

Lu Yiming said that he still had a lot of work to do, and asked Meng Xin to find two books to pass the time, and he quickly immersed himself in work.

Meng Xin sat on the sofa, finally alleviating the embarrassment just now.

A man who works hard!

Next to the desk were two rows of bookshelves with various books, Meng Xin glanced around and found that they were all professional-related books. Occasionally, a few foreign classics are interspersed in it, and she loves to read novels, but in the end, the ghost sent the gods to take that one and read a few pages of diagnostics.

In order not to interfere with his work, she returned to the sofa and found a comfortable position to read a book half-reclining.

This is a very systematic book, from the consultation to the description of symptoms, and then the physical examination of each system, she flipped through the pages one by one, the front was fine, but to the back about the medical record writing and various laboratory tests, the data and diagnosis were really incomprehensible.

It's particularly boring!

It doesn't feel much better than politics and history.

The soothing music was particularly hypnotic, yawned, felt a little sleepy, covered his eyes with a thick book, and prepared to find a comfortable position to lie down and sleep.

I don't have the anxiety I had when I first came over, and I trust my owner 100%.

She fell asleep in no time!

Lu Yiming kept paying attention to the girl's movements, watching her choose the book he had inadvertently given her, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

After a few glances up, I found that she was very serious, so I was relieved to do my job.

Time passed minute by minute, and when Lu Yiming looked up and saw that the alarm clock on the table showed that it was already half past ten.

When she got up, she found that Meng Xin was lying on the sofa and fell asleep, she walked over gently and took away the book on her face, maybe it was the stimulation of the strong light, she moved, thinking that she would wake up, but she didn't expect that she just turned her head and changed her position and continued to fall asleep.

"Heartless girl, you are really relieved!"

The sleeping girl, curled up alone on the couch with her hands on her chest, is a sign of insecurity.

I don't know what kind of family it is, after she was so seriously injured, she chose not to tell her family, and she didn't even dare to go home for the holiday at the end of the month.

She makes him feel distressed like this!

He knew that she just didn't want her old grandfather to worry about her.

It's a sensible girl.

The last time I heard her mention her parents' absence, her calm tone.

I know there must be a story in this!

The more I know, the more I can't let go of her. He revealed too many of his hidden emotions today. I just want her to know that there are still people in this world who can be her support and give her warmth.

He knows that the age gap is bound to become the biggest obstacle for the two.

But at the moment, he just wants to be by this girl's side.

As for the future, he couldn't think about it that much.

Bent down and gently picked her up, the girl was very light, and she found out when she carried her for the first time.

Let her lean against her chest, hold her hands, and also take care of her injured left leg, so every movement is careful.

The distance from the sofa to the room was short, and he gently lowered her to the bed, and reached out to pull away her loose hair, revealing a smooth forehead.

She let out an "um" and stretched out her hand to block it, perhaps not liking to be touched. He brushed his hair and made it even more messy than before.

Suddenly moved by her cute movements, deliberately approached to see if she would be angry, and sure enough, the girl whose face was itchy by his breathing thought it was a mosquito, and reached out to slap it.

Seeing her hand under her face so heavy, it hurt to think about it, but fortunately he reached out and grabbed her in time.

"Well, what are you doing?"

The girl woke up suddenly, with a nasal voice, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Lu Yiming, who was only a foot away from her, and his hand was still being held by him, this picture was easy to misunderstand what he wanted to do.

"What do you think I'm going to do?"

Lu Yiming didn't give her time to think, pretended to be casual, let go of her hand and got up, and tidied up the quilt for her.

"Sleep, it's not early, I'll go next door, pour you a glass of water and put it here, in case you wake up at night, you can drink it directly." The crutches are on the left, and I have the lights on in the entrance and toilet so as not to accidentally trip up at night. ”

After thinking for a moment, he added.

"I'll go to work early tomorrow, I'll prepare breakfast for you in the kitchen, you can eat when you wake up, if you're bored in the morning, you can play on the computer on my desk, but you can't touch the files in the C drive. In addition, the mobile phone is placed on the bedside table for you, and you can call me at any time if you have something. ”

Lu Yiming arranged the things that could be taken into account, and only after entertaining him clearly did he turn off the lights in the room and leave.

When she got out of the living room, she tidied up the stool and other miscellaneous things, worried that she would trip if she woke up at night and didn't pay attention.

His carefulness and care are the most touching person in Meng Xin's life, except for her grandfather.

From the day she met him, he was like a guardian angel to her. He will appear when she is at her most poignant, most embarrassed, and most in need of help.

Help her, take care of her, and accompany her.

All this is like a dream, worried that if I wake up one day and find that he doesn't exist.

This maybe, it will break her!

The breakdown of her parents' relationship actually caused a certain amount of damage to her heart.

She actually doesn't believe in love anymore, she just simply likes and yearns for all the good.

She was confident that she was so nymphomaniac that it was easy to say that she liked a boy just because he was handsome.

She didn't think about what would happen to her after confessing, she didn't care at all.

She disguises herself in such a way!

Just because, she never thought of really managing a relationship.

Lu Yiming's appearance seems to have become an accident, he is different from the boys he met before who were good-looking and simply used to admire.

She found herself a little serious.

This night,

It's long and short.