Chapter 63: Precursors of Depression
As soon as Su Xiyan opened her eyes, she saw the bright chandelier above her head, and a blurred face in a white coat, she forced her eyes open and rubbed her eyelids, which were already crying and swollen, only to realize that the person was Zhou Xueshan's exclusive doctor, Bai He.
At this time, there was an old woman sitting next to his bed, it was Zhou Xueshan.
Su Xiyan sat up in a hoarse voice: "Grandma, why are you here?" As soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his stomach was like a knife, and his whole body was sore and soft, which was even more difficult than after three hundred rounds of battle between himself and Shen Mochen.
The woman's hand supporting her body trembled, she was unstable, and fell on the bed again, Zhou Xueshan looked at her like this, and felt a little unbearable, looking at this weak body, and thinking about the fetus in her womb, her heart was full of dissatisfaction, and even her facial features were crowded together, and her face squeezed out wrinkles for her, "If you are uncomfortable, lie down, your child must be hungry, right?" Then he shook the insulated box in his hand.
Su Xiyan touched her stomach, smelling the porridge, she wasn't very hungry when she got up, but her stomach hurt, but in fact, she hadn't eaten for two days, she thought she was already too hungry, but now just the faint white porridge in front of her aroused her appetite, she gently filled some porridge with a porcelain spoon, and as soon as she put it in her mouth, the rice fragrance overflowed, and her taste buds were completely activated, and then she held the bowl and drank it in a big gulp.
"Drink slowly, drink slowly, it's not good for your stomach to drink fast" Zhou Xueshan advised her while stroking her flat lower abdomen with her other hand, gently stroking the child who had not yet formed.
"Hakuzuru, how is she?" Shen Mochen, who had been standing in the room for a long time, knocked on the door in order to show his sense of existence.
"The fetus is in good condition, but I'm afraid that if Miss Su continues like this, sooner or later she will be malnourished."
"I didn't ask the child, I was talking about her body."
"Oh, Miss Su's morning sickness is too serious, and ordinary pregnant women rarely have morning sickness to fainting, Miss Su should also pay attention to it, and only by being healthy can there be a good maternal and fetal environment and promote the healthy growth of the baby." Bai He said while looking at Su Xiyan who was sitting on the bed, her pale little face was even paler by the orange light, and she was tormented by severe physical and psychological discomfort, but her cheeks had lost weight in just a few days.
Bai He's words just now caused the three people in the room to lock their eyes on her, Su Xiyan was a little uncomfortable and gently turned her head to the side, and the hair on the side of her face covered most of her face.
Su Xiyan's face became more and more pale after hearing this, and it was really a child again. But her heart struggled for a while before she quickly compromised, and everyone's words and sentences did not leave the baby in her belly, as if she was just a container for the child.
"Bai He, you will stay and take care of her in a while, and now Xiyan's body is worse than my eighty-year-old body." Zhou Xueshan gently took away the hand that kept stroking her belly, and touched her arm comfortingly, "You, just quit your job and raise the baby at home, if you drag this sick body to act again, I'm afraid that if the child is born, you will also return to the loess." ”
Su Xiyan tugged at the corners of her mouth when she heard the words in her ear, but she couldn't laugh a little, and after just saying hello for a while, she turned over and lay down and didn't say anything more.
Anyway, in their eyes, he may be a tool for producing children, so it's better to be less moths and live the life of a tool man with peace of mind. The thoughts in my heart are almost open, constantly deceiving my heart, but the pillow under my eyes is already wet.
This sleep probably lasted a long time, Su Xiyan slept very unsteadily, the dream was full of stories of you chasing me, at the end of the dream, she found herself in the bathtub, covered in blood, she slowly touched her whole body, but found that the blood was flowing out of her own appearance, and the child was definitely gone.
When she touched a piece of blood in her lower body, she suddenly woke up, the dream was not a good dream, her hair and clothes were soaked with sweat, she was stunned for a while, suddenly chuckled, and then picked up the thermos box next to the bed and swallowed the remaining white porridge into her stomach.
After waking up, Su Xiyan's heart was a little panicked, the scene in the dream was vivid, even the child was a little scared, her little stomach twitched slightly, and the pain penetrated her whole body almost instantly. Su Xiyan gently stroked her hand and touched it comfortingly, and the pain slowly subsided.
But when she remembered Qiu Wenning again, it was a long time later, Su Xiyan was reading the parenting scripture left by Bai He, and suddenly saw a sentence, so she patted her head and remembered her.
When the phone called, there was probably cooking rice over there, full of the sound of pots and pans colliding, as well as the sound of chopping vegetables on the cutting board, and the sound of stir-frying vegetables in a frying pan.
"Xiyan, what's wrong, do you want to pack up your things and live with me, do you need me to pick you up?" Listening to the tone of the other party's inquiry, most of the time before I remembered that the tears I had cried before were what I had promised in Qiu Wenning's arms.
"Shen Mochen called my grandmother's exclusive doctor, Bai He, to take care of me, I feel ......"
"Ah, it's okay, it's okay, the doctor must be more professional, you see how much Shen Mochen cares about you, even the old lady's exclusive doctor invited you over, don't be angry with him anymore."
But Shen Mochen asked the doctor to come over for the sake of the child, and he may only care about the child, but the words were blocked in her throat, she didn't say anything, and only answered softly after a while, and then explained and hung up the phone.
She sat in front of the bed, looked at the contact list on the phone, and suddenly found that there were so few people she knew, there were so few people who could share stories, and after thinking about it, there was only one person she could trust. She pursed her lips, turned off her phone directly, and locked the cabinet without touching it again.
These days, Bai He, the old lady's exclusive doctor, will come every day to do some basic tests and treatments for Su Xiyan, and then bring some meals to nourish the body by the way. Shen Mochen's work is relatively busy, and she can't see anyone at the end of the three days, at least she rarely sees a man when she wakes up, and she is a pregnant woman, she spends most of her time sleeping, and she rarely cooks.
On the contrary, Bai He had to run to Shen Mochen's house every three days, and every time he came, he brought a lot of things, and Su Xiyan felt troublesome when he thought about it, so he simply gave Bai He the spare key at home.
In fact, she constantly sighed in her heart that the white crane is really worthy of the old lady's exclusive doctor, taking care of people diligently, every time she wakes up before she wakes up, and walks after falling asleep, with the company of the white crane, a person here is not lonely, idle, and then look at the parenting scriptures given by the white crane, if there must be any changes, it should be her belly is getting bigger and bigger, and she has slowly begun to learn some medical theory from the white crane.
Everything seems to be normal, but only Su Xiyan knows the discomfort in her heart, she falls asleep for a long time every day, wakes up for a short time, and has no motivation to do anything, but the time spent in a daze accounts for more than half of the time when she wakes up.
When Bai He found out that something was wrong, it was because Su Xiyan had less and less time to communicate with him, and most of the time he was silent, worried that Su Xiyan was a precursor to depression, and then told Shen Mochen about it.
"It should be because she has been staying at home and can't touch things outside the house, take her out for a walk and do more things that Miss Su likes."
Shen Mochen thought about Bai He's words and got off work early, but Su Xiyan, who was sitting on the sofa in a daze, was a little surprised when he saw the man coming back.
But what surprised her even more was that Shen Mochen didn't go to work early the next morning, and dragged her up in the futon and went to the crew instead.
"You can film today." The man spoke with his usual indifferent expression, but there was some helplessness and compromise in his tone.
"But grandma is not allowed to ......"
"Yes, not only today, but in the future as long as you want." Shen Mochen tidied up the buttons on his cuffs, stepped forward and grabbed Su Xiyan's wrist, but before he could pull it, he was thrown away with one hand, and the woman took two steps back vigilantly, keeping some distance from him.
Shen Mochen sighed softly, withdrew the hand that was embarrassed in the air, and scratched his head.
Looking at the crew who had not seen her for almost half a month, the previous memories came to her mind again, thinking of the half-broken Weiya, she was afraid for a while, due to maternal nature, and at this moment she was even more afraid that something would happen to the child.
"Don't," Shen Mochen was a little confused when he heard the woman's answer, he was just taking her out to breathe and allowing her to engage in the profession she liked, and he didn't know where he touched her backside again, "I don't want to act for the time being," Su Xiyan's tone was not softened, it was tough, at this time he clasped his hands around his chest, desperately pulling the coat on his body, looking very cold.
"It's okay, this time it won't happen last time," looking at her appearance, Shen Mochen quickly guessed the reason, and the anger in his heart dissipated a little just now, and his tone slowed down unconsciously. Knowing that it might be because of the psychological shadow and impact of the previous incident on Su Xiyan, he quickly buttoned the woman's coat and then put his coat on her body, "I promise you." ”
Su Xiyan was a little impatient, and she didn't want the man to get so close to her, so she took off his coat and threw it on him, "I said I don't need to ......"
"President, everyone has been replaced, ready to go, just wait for your order, and start filming." Su Xiyan was still halfway through her words when another, louder voice interrupted her.
"What replacement?" Su Xiyan was a little foggy, originally Shen Mochen brought himself to the crew today, and he had a lot of doubts in his heart, but now that his assistant said so, the doubts in his heart were even more magnified.
"Miss Su, it was the president who replaced the crew with people from our company, and the props and scenes were also supervised by the president alone, in fact, this is done to ensure the safety of your performance." Su Xiyan pursed her mouth, thinking that this man had done everything that was so big for the sake of the child, and subconsciously said: "But I don't want to act." ”
Shen Mochen's expression changed in an instant, and he turned his head away with a cold snort, as if the anger in his eyes was about to erupt.
Su Xiyan looked at his appearance, a little crying and laughing, and only slowly spoke after a while: "Okay then." With that, he turned around and went to the locker room to change clothes.