Yang Mubai couldn't bear it anymore this time, and said: "He's just a child, why did he let him kill people so quickly?" ”

Zuo Protector said, "Does Madame have an opinion? Wanyue, your wife seems to be very dissatisfied with us, huh? ”

Wanyue couldn't, so she had to say to her fiercely: "Stupid woman, this is what he should do, if he doesn't practice now, when will he dare to really kill." You woman knows something, and don't shut up. ”

Yang Mubai knew that there was nothing she could do, so she stopped talking, but she was very scared. Such a thing that destroys humanity and allows a child to kill someone is really a heinous crime.

But she couldn't even protect herself, let alone save others.

Her own children are now on the verge of danger.

The boy's hand holding the sword slowly stabilized, and when Yang Mubai thought he was going to stab down, he hesitated for a while, and finally put down the knife and said, "Zuo Protector, I don't dare!" ”

The Right Protector asked, "You really don't dare?" How did your master teach you, how did you become a soft bone? ”

The boy said, "My master taught me martial arts, but he didn't teach me to kill. I really don't dare, please forgive the Dharma protectors. ”

The Left Protector walked up to the boy, picked up his sword, and stabbed the boy in the heart without hesitation. The blade spun around, then drew it, blood spraying everywhere.

Yang Mubai was stupid, and his whole face turned pale with fright. Wanyue hugged her and pressed her face to her chest. Don't let her watch that terrifying scene again. She shivered incessantly in Wanyue's arms, and a feeling of nausea welled up her throat, and she vomited incessantly.

The waning moon patted her on the back, not making her so uncomfortable. Yang Mubai has completely forgotten the difference between men and women.

Wanyue really couldn't bear it, so she said to the left and right protectors: "My wife is really not suitable to watch, please forgive the left and right protectors, and I will train well when I go back." ”

Zuo Protector said, "This is just the beginning, you let her come." ”

Wanyue had no choice but to bring Yang Mubai, who had stopped vomiting, over. He grabbed Yang Mubai's hand tightly, wanting to give her a little strength, and supported her waist with the other hand.

Zuo Protector said to Wanyue: "Wanyue, you are the great hero of our Dark Shadow Sect, and Shangfeng will not treat you badly. It's just your wife, her behavior makes these warriors unable to even hold a sword, do you know this? ”

Wanyue said: "My wife is only teaching the content of the book, and has no other intentions, please leave and right to protect the Dharma until she is about to give birth, spare her once." When I go back, I will train well and not cause chaos to the organization. ”

Zuo Protector said: "I hope so, but the death penalty can be avoided, and the living crime cannot be escaped......

It took a long time for Yang Mubai to react, it's the life of a killer, right? If you don't kill someone, you wait to be killed by someone else. The smell of blood was so strong that it made her feel dizzy and nauseous. Her whole heart was clenched. It hurts like being torn.

The real killing was happening all around her, so clearly in her mind, that it couldn't be erased for a long time.

Seeing that Yang Mubai had calmed down, Zuo Protector handed the knife to another little boy who was about the same age as the little boy just now. The Left Protector said to the boy, "Kill him like I just did." With that, he pointed to the guard.

The boy hadn't woken up from the shock yet, but he knew that if he didn't kill, then he would be killed. So he followed the example of the left protector and used his sword to pierce the heart of the secret guard.

Zuo Protector did not forget to warn Yang Mubai and said: "I heard that Mr. taught them, and when I heard it, I will die!" You see, he didn't hear the word, and he died, what a pity! He pointed to the little boy who had been killed.

Then he pointed to the little boy who had just killed with a sword and said, "He has attained the Tao, and he doesn't have to die." Do you understand? This is their fate, those who make their hearts soft, those who make them unable to do anything, those who you teach, will make them die. Here, only obedience can survive, including yourself. ”

Finally, he said in an arrogant tone: "For the sake of you being the wife of the waning moon, I will not pursue it anymore, if there is a next time, even your children will end the same." With that, he left.

Yang Mubai was so frightened that he couldn't speak, his face was pale, and his mouth was tightly pursed. The body was still shaking. Wanyue hurriedly carried her back.

Yang Mubai couldn't calm down for a long time, so the waning moon quietly hugged her. For Yang Mubai, this is too shocking. She hadn't seen it with her own eyes, so the first killing, was right next to her. In Yecheng before, there were Qiu Yue and Pei Shengyuan to protect her, she had never seen it with her own eyes, and a fresh life disappeared in front of her like this.

After she calmed down, she broke free from Wanyue's embrace and asked excitedly, "Wanyue, how did you do it to kill someone without hesitation?" How you do it, raise a butcher's knife and slaughter children, it's all so natural. And how do you do it, watching a person die in front of you with indifference, and even have a heart as calm as water. How did you do all this, is your heart made of stone? Yes? ”

Wanyue said: "After a long training, they are all saved from the line of life and death. At first, I couldn't accept it, but after going through a lot, I naturally got used to it. ”

Yang Mubai asked, "Don't you feel guilty at all?" Isn't it sad at all? ”

Wanyue said: "My heart has long been numb. ”

Wanyue sighed, and continued: "Our killers have all been selected through training by many people, and those who have guilt in their hearts and can't do it with a soft heart have all died. Only people like me can survive here. ”

Yang Mubai said weakly: "You guys are terrible! How can there be people like you? ”

Wanyue said, "I told you about my original identity a long time ago. And my identity is destined for what I want to do, and if I can't do it, I'm a dead man. Killers kill people just to keep themselves alive. ”

Yang Mubai said: "For the sake of your own life, kill more people." You're simply not human. ”

Wanyue said: "Not everyone has a choice. Not everyone is like you, who has been dressed and fed since childhood, and the books they read are all courteous, righteous and shameful. Do you know how many people out there don't have enough to eat, and how many parents sell their children in order to survive. How many people sell their bodies to bury their dead relatives, and their own lives are only enough to exchange for a coffin. Do you think that the world is peaceful, look at how many sins and desolations there are under this prosperous world, and how different it is from our dark cult? ”

Yang Mubai said: "No matter how poor you are, you shouldn't exchange other people's lives for your own life." For the sake of money, to take people's lives. ”

Wanyue looked at Yang Mubai and said, "If people want to live, they must always be forced to make a choice. ”

This was their first quarrel, and Yang Mubai, who had calmed down, knew that such a quarrel was meaningless. She's always doing futile things, and it's ridiculous to think about. "I'm tired and need to rest," she said. Then he lay down on the bed, covered himself with the quilt, and turned his face inside.

Wanyue also knew that their quarrel was pointless and unnecessary.

In the past, he was always silent, and he simply explained something, or a few glances, Yang Mubai could understand, and they talked very little. I actually said so many things today. He himself thought it was incredible. He actually had a lot of harsher words to refute Yang Mubai, but he was reluctant. He always said the gentlest words in the coldest tones, so as to calm her down. Accept your new identity, be aware of your situation, and don't put yourself on the brink of danger.

And so the warning passed. Yang Mubai had nightmares every night, either dreaming of a killed secret guard or a little boy who was killed.

She was the one who killed that little boy! If it weren't for the big truths she said, maybe he would pick up the sword and only die a dark guard.

And he taught for half a year, which was not enough to kill people with them once. Such a scene left an indelible mark on her heart.

Those killers picked up the knife so easily. From a person to a devil, it is really that easy, without a trace of hesitation.

Killing, for them, is like eating.

Due to mental stimulation, she has stomach aches from time to time, and she does not get enough sleep at night, and often wakes up from her dreams. Wanyue was very distressed, but there was nothing to be done. Every time Yang Mubai struggled in her dream, he sat on the edge of her bed, grabbed her hand, and woke her up from her dream.

The dream was so terrible that every time I woke up, I was scared into a cold sweat. Wanyue called her husband over and wanted to prescribe some calming medicine. But the husband said, "My lord, pregnant women should not take other medicines. If the lady has frequent nightmares, the adults can sleep with the lady in their arms to alleviate the nightmares. ”

This made Wanyue very embarrassed, they were not really husband and wife, and they all slept separately after a few months together, at most they held her hand. Or she fainted and carried her back to the house.

That night, Yang Mubai had a nightmare again, and kept saying, "Don't, don't kill him...... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ......," he said, waving his hands and feet.

Wanyue hurriedly walked over, grabbed her hand tightly, and said, "Miaomiao, wake up, this is a dream, not real." ”

Yang Mubai didn't seem to be able to wake up in his dream, but he kept talking in his dream, and cold sweat oozed from his body and face. Thinking of her husband's words, Wanyue helped her up, because her belly was too big, Wanyue was afraid of pressing her belly, so she sat behind her and gently hugged her into her arms, letting Yang Mubai lean her back in his arms and rest her head on his shoulder. Then he said softly: "Miaomiao, I'm here, don't be afraid." ”

After a while, Yang Mubai calmed down and didn't talk nonsense anymore. Fall into a deep sleep. The waning moon let her sleep in her arms like this. After half a pillar of incense, Wanyue saw that Yang Mubai was sleeping deeply, so she put her to bed.

Then sit on the edge of the bed and stare at her sleeping face. With concern in his heart, he seems to be reluctant to let go, such a warm, strong and fragile woman, if it is really his wife, how beautiful it would be. Wanyue couldn't help but imprint a kiss on her forehead, and reluctantly walked to the chair to sleep.

On the morning of the second day, the left and right Dharma protectors pushed the door and came in, and when they saw the waning moon lying on the chair, they asked strangely, "You husband and wife don't stay in the same bed?" ”

They had already thought of these words, and Wanyue said, "Isn't she about to give birth?" I couldn't get on it, and I didn't want to feel bad, so I lay here. ”

The left and right protectors laughed and said, "I didn't expect that Wanyue is still a master who pities incense and cherishes jade. ”

Then he said mysteriously: "Let's go to the Servant Pavilion, there are a few girls in it who are not yet." ”

Yang Mubai thought it was a green building, so he didn't care.

Wanyue said: "I won't go, I'll go after she gives birth!" ”

The Right Dharma Protector said, "Then let's bring all the people over, and you can pick a few to stay." You are our great hero here, how can I wronged you! It's ours, isn't it, your wife has been pregnant for so long, and she doesn't come to care. ”

Looking at how many rooms there were in the courtyard, he said, "Aren't there still a few rooms?" Leave a few to wait for you in turn. ”

Wanyue hurriedly refused: "Thank you for your kindness, Wanyue understands." It's just that I love Neiko very much, and I don't need the women next to me, and I ask the left and right Dharma protectors not to invite them over. ”

The right protector smiled and said, "It's okay, bring it here, you can't pick it up!" Then he called the attendant next to him and said, "Go and bring the girl from the Waiter Pavilion over." ”

After about a pillar of incense, they were brought. Yang Mubai saw more than a dozen young girls, they were standing there tremblingly, with chains on their hands and feet, and injuries on their bodies, their eyes full of fear.

She asked Wanyue, "Who are they?" ”

Zuo Dharma Protector replied: "They are the girls of the Servant Pavilion, and they are for the pleasure of the men here. In the past, he didn't want to give the waning moon. Now that he has opened the meat, he must want it tightly, and Madame can't serve, so let him pick a few to stay and serve the waning moon instead of Madame, Madame won't mind, right? . ”

Yang Mubai said: "I naturally won't mind. ”

Wanyue glared at Yang Mubai, and now, she was a little panicked. Being so careless doesn't look like a wife's behavior at all. I've never been in a situation like this before, so I relaxed.

hurriedly remedied, and said jokingly: "It depends on whether the waning moon dares to leave them." ”

Zuo Protector laughed and said: "Madame is really a skilled husband, and people like Wanyue are like cats and mice in Madame." It's just that the lady is pregnant with Liujia, and she can't serve, and she doesn't let Wanyue find other girls to serve, which is really inconsistent with the way of a wife. ”

Yang Mubai said: "Which wife is willing to share her husband's? ……”

Before she finished speaking, the more than ten girls quickly knelt down and said, "Uncle spare your life, uncle spare your life." ”

Zuo Protector said, "The waning moon will take good care of you." He hasn't been to you before, but he will pity the jade, you look at his wife, but the baby is tight. ”

Seeing that Wanyue didn't speak, the more than ten girls said to Yang Mubai: "Madame help, Madame help." We are all girls from good families, and it was these people who went down the mountain and robbed us, day and night~ raped us, and many people here spoiled us at the same time. I can't even remember how many. Some of the girls who came here before were ruined and died, begging their parents for help. ”

After they finished speaking, they kept kowtowing to Yang Mubai, as if Yang Mubai was their savior.

Yang Mubai had seen them kill people and knew that they were brutal, but he didn't expect that he would commit such a heinous crime. But she can't protect herself now, and she can only save them when Pei Shengyuan comes over. Thinking that they could be left behind, the waning moon shouldn't hurt them.

So, Yang Mubai said to Wanyue: "Leave them all behind!" ”

The left and right protectors can't see this, you still want to be a bad person, and you deserve it.

Then he said: "Madame, I'm sorry, there are hundreds of brothers here, and they are also in need." The waning moon can leave several. ”

Yang Mubai said to Wanyue: "Then you can keep a few if you can, my body can't wait for you, and staying will save you from panicking every day." ”

Zuo Protector smiled and sarcastically said, "Madame is really kind-hearted. ”

Wanyue knew that Yang Mubai wanted to save them, so she chose a few to stay.

The left and right protectors left four girls for the waning moon. Looking at the expectant eyes on their faces, Yang Mubai was very embarrassed, she wanted to save anyone. The girls pleaded, "Madame, leave me!" I just can't take it anymore. ”

"Madame, you are good, let me stay, I am dying."

"Madam, look at the wounds on my body, I really can't do it."

A few girls rolled up their sleeves, and Yang Mubai saw the shocking scars on them. It was all the result of being beaten.

Yang Mubai saw it and couldn't help shedding tears, this kind of behavior is simply outrageous, he actually treats defenseless women so cruelly.

Yang Mubai also saw a few years of relatively young girls, maybe twelve or thirteen years old. They opened their frightened eyes, looking at Wanyue and Yang Mubai, and at the same time, they also had a little expectation in their eyes.

In the end, Wanyue picks the two youngest and the two most injured girls to stay.

Before leaving, the left and right Dharma protectors said, "Madame is really kind-hearted, but they are here to share the waning moon, and they rob your husband with you every day, do you have no opinion?" ”

Yang Mubai said: "Now I can't wait for my husband, someone is waiting for my husband, why not?" ”

The left and right protectors sneered and walked out.

After they left, Yang Mubai said to Wanyue: "I didn't expect that you could be so cruel. You are all human beings, why do you do things that are not as good as beasts? There are gods in your head, are you not afraid of retribution? ”

Wanyue replied, "Why can't you always remember who I am?" When I come, I will tell you who I am, and you always measure others by your own standards. Do you still complain that others don't live your way, don't live according to your standards? ”

Yang Mubai said: "Everyone has a choice, some people choose to be human, and some people choose to be beasts. And you chose to be the devil. A way of life that does not harm others is a free choice, so why should you hurt or even kill others? ”

Wanyue pressed to her ear and said, "You keep shouting, let them know your identity, and you can die here." ”

Yang Mubai instantly quieted down. She stopped talking because she couldn't change it all.

Yang Mubai asked the maidservant to call the husband and treat the wounds of these injured girls. Then we started talking to them.

Yang Mubai asked, "I've been here for a few months, why haven't I seen you?" ”

An older girl said, "We were all locked up in a courtyard called the Servant Pavilion, and they said that we were just waiting for them to enjoy their pleasure, so it was called the Servant Pavilion." They went to the village and took us captive. Those who wanted to run away were tortured to death when they were caught, and then we were scared and didn't dare to run away anymore. Because you can't run out of here at all, so many levels, all of them have passed a few levels, and before they reach the exit, they are discovered. ”

The other girl continued: "I can't escape, I'm just waiting to die, they come so many people every day, I can't stand it." We were arrested together, there were forty or fifty girls, and later because they were raped~, more than ten people have died. Then some of them got sick, and the husband prescribed some medicine, and if it was not good for too long, they would also be executed. ”

Another girl said: "There are many girls who are pregnant, and they don't know who their father is, and they don't care at all, and some of them are directly insulted until they have a miscarriage and don't know that they are pregnant." Then they recuperate for a few days, and they come back again, and so on and so forth, with no end.

There are also those who have their necks shown after pregnancy, and the children stay, and when they have given birth, they will come back after weaning and then be ruined, and the children do not know where they got them. ”

They all started crying.

Qiu Yue asked, "Then there is no one else except for more than ten girls now?" ”

The older girl just now said, "It seems that there is no more." Others were taken by the left and right Dharma protectors and sent to their rooms. After a while, they will be sent back. There should be no more now. ”

Yang Mubai looked at the waning moon, and didn't know if he had done such a beastly thing, so he asked the girls: "Has he ever been to you?" ”

The girls shook their heads and said, "We've never seen him. He hadn't been to the Chamber. ”

Yang Mubai saw that the waning moon always had a cold face on weekdays, and he didn't look close to people, and he didn't think it was the same as those killers who were inferior to beasts. Secretly relieved.

Wanyue saw Yang Mubai like this from the side, and said: "You don't have to guess my character, I won't do anything to you if I say it, and I won't break my word." Also, don't beautify my image in your heart, I'm a killer, not a good person. You'd better keep that in mind. ”

Yang Mubai: "......"

After their wounds were bandaged, Yang Mubai asked them to go to other rooms in the courtyard to rest.

Before the girls left, one of them asked, "Madame, who are you, I don't think you are like them?" Why did you marry him? ”

Yang Mubai said: "I drowned in the river, and he saved me, so I married him." I forgot about the past, and now I only remember that he was my husband. ”

The youngest girl asked, "Madame, you can protect us for a while, and we will die in the future." ”

Yang Mubai cheered them up and said, "Don't be discouraged, maybe some immortals will come to save us." As long as we don't die today, we can't let go of hope. ”

The girl asked again, "Madam, are there really gods in the world?" ”

Yang Mubai said: "Yes, even if the immortals don't come to save you in person, the immortals will send heroes to save you." ”

She couldn't tell them that Pei Shengyuan would rush over to save them, so she could only make up a fairy to save them, which made them feel a little comforted.

Wanyue can see that there may be spies inside, Yang Mubai is so sure that he must have sent the news. But he didn't want to expose it anymore, because he was really tired of this kind of life.

Since leaving those four girls, they are all grateful to Yang Mubai, and Yang Mubai's words also inspired them to wait for the gods to come and save them. With hope, life is not so difficult.

They also served Yang Mubai more wholeheartedly and regarded Yang Mubai as their benefactor.

One day, the older girl said, "Madame said that the gods will come to save us, and if the gods don't come by themselves, they will also send heroes over." You see, Madame was not sent by the gods of heaven to save us. At least now, we are out of the sea of suffering. ”

The other girls chimed in, "Yes, Madame was also sent by the gods. ”

Yang Mubai said embarrassedly: "I'm not, I'm just an ordinary person." ”

Yang Mubai's dark cult in the Karakoram Mountains is like being in fire and water, and he walks on thin ice every day. When she was teaching for almost six months, she was sternly warned by the left and right Dharma protectors.

Since that day, she has shirked teaching on the grounds that her belly is getting bigger and bigger, and it is no longer possible to teach. Lying in the yard every day, she didn't dare to move anywhere, and she was frightened. Frequent nightmares at night.

The waning moon is indifferent on the surface, but it is actually very distressing. But he was not in a position to do anything. When Yang Mubai had nightmares at night, he gently patted her back next to her so that she could sleep more peacefully.

Gradually, when Yang Mubai had nightmares, the waning moon would embrace her. This made her feel a long-lost sense of relief, and when people are desperate, they grasp a little hope and don't want to let go. In my heart, I also have a dependence on the waning moon.

She loved Pei Shengyuan, but when she needed him the most, he couldn't be by her side. What the waning moon did was unforgivable in her heart, but now the waning moon is her only pillar.

Yang Mubai didn't hate herself like this, she shouldn't have feelings for men other than Pei Shengyuan, even if it was dependence in a desperate situation, it made her feel ashamed. made her feel that she had betrayed Pei Shengyuan, she had her own values, and her behavior could not be forgiven, which made her very tormented.

In order to avoid embarrassment, every time Yang Mubai woke up, knowing that she was embraced by the waning moon, she also pretended to be asleep. Every time she calmed down, she went to sleep in a chair by herself. He also felt Yang Mubai's contradictory and dependent feelings for him, and naturally he would not debunk it, and they tacitly understood each other.

Wanyue's heart was slowly softened, and sometimes he prayed in his heart, just like this for the rest of his life. He will do everything in his power to protect her. Even if he knew that Yang Mubai didn't love him, for her, the waning moon was like a straw in a desperate situation, and she could only see a glimmer of life if she held on tightly. Although there is a suspicion of taking advantage of people's danger, the waning moon is willing to take advantage of it. This feeling became stronger and stronger, and the thoughts that should not have been born in the heart of the waning moon gradually appeared.

About half a month has passed like this, Yang Mubai really can't bear such a situation, and she wants to get rid of her dependence on the waning moon.

That night, after the waning moon came back, Yang Mubai said to him: "Wanyue, my belly is getting bigger and bigger, and it is inconvenient to move. At night, let Xiaoshuang (waiting for Yang Mubai's personal maid) enter the house and wait closely! You talk to the left and right Dharma protectors, they shouldn't have any more suspicions at this juncture, what do you think? ”

Wanyue's calm face was slowly stained with frost, and after half a month of getting along, he felt that they were getting closer. It's so close that he has a delusion that he shouldn't have, is it a delusion after all?

Yang Mubai's request was undoubtedly to tell Wanyue that she wanted to keep her distance from him. She can't have any emotions for him, and the past few months of getting along is that she thinks too much and wants to have more.

A person who has lacked love since childhood, can see a little love, and is ruthlessly stripped away, which is too cruel for him. Wanyue didn't have any thoughts about Yang Mubai to possess her, she just wanted to accompany her. It can also be said that Yang Mubai is by his side like this, as long as he sees her, he feels very satisfied. Between them, the most intimate behavior was a shallow kiss he imprinted on her forehead when Yang Mubai was delirious, he didn't dare to delusionally go further, that was blasphemy against her, how could he dare to courtship love with such an identity?

After some ideological struggle, Wanyue slowly came to her senses, and then said: "This is very good, now that you are inconvenient, let her set up a small bed next to your bed and wait for her." I went to the next room to rest. I don't think at this time, the left and right protectors will not be suspicious. ”

Fortunately, Yang Mubai interrupted this relationship and stopped Wanyue Yiyi's thoughts in time, otherwise if it continues, this relationship will swallow them all.

Yang Mubai wasn't very sure what Wanyue thought of her, she found a clue and decisively strangled it in the cradle, she couldn't let herself or Wanyue have other feelings, and she couldn't betray Pei Shengyuan.

When Wanyue's embrace became more and more gentle, she felt scared in her heart, so she could only quickly cut through the mess and cut them off.

Yang Mubai said: "Wanyue, thank you for taking care of and helping me during this time, I remember it in my heart. ”

Wanyue said: "I am willing, in my more than 20 years of time, life is too boring, and it is quite interesting to deal with the left and right Dharma protectors like this every day. Don't think too much about it, I just want to make my life a little interesting. ”

Yang Mubai said: "No matter what your motives are, I am very grateful to you. ”

Wanyue said: "I don't need your gratitude, you just don't cause trouble for me." ”