Chapter 130
"I really miss it," the man sighed with a sigh of relief, "I used to sleep with you when I was a child." ”
"......" Ye Linglan couldn't help blushing a little, if you really want to take another sentence, then you can continue to hold it, of course, he will not be able to say this kind of thing.
"Okay, let's sleep, I can't wait." Wen Xingying said as she turned off her phone and got into the quilt, and whispered with satisfaction.
Ye Linglan continued to ignore him, turned off the light with his mobile phone, and the room fell into darkness, he lay down and pulled the quilt, and suddenly realized that something seemed to be very wrong.
There is only one quilt on the bed, which means that two people are one quilt.
My heart trembled violently, and my hands trembled and I wanted to cover one of my old faces!
Oops, I must have been thinking that I could be with him if I was admitted to college, so I used a quilt as a matter of course, unlike that time when I was very sensible to remind myself that now is definitely not the right time to fall in love, so I obediently brought another quilt to others.
So now...... Do you want to get another bed yourself?
Of course I didn't want to go, but they finally slept together again, and I didn't want to miss such an opportunity, let alone ......
He secretly looked at the people around him, Wen Xingying didn't have any reaction to the two of them closing the quilt, did it mean that he wouldn't be disgusted?
Then I don't need to do it too much, anyway, everyone is a girl, and it's nothing to sleep on a bed.
Ye Linglan had a high-sounding excuse, and she prepared to fall asleep with peace of mind. Of course, he himself knows that it's not that simple.
Surrounded by his long-missed lover, he had planned countless times before, he lay quietly like this, waited for him to fall asleep, and then went over to kiss him. Or cuddle him and sleep all night and then pretend to be asleep the next morning and don't know anything. But now that I think about it carefully, I don't think it's particularly reliable.
What if he didn't fall asleep? If you kiss him yourself, you won't be noticed right away. As for hugging......
Suddenly felt very dissatisfied, in the previous life, he took the initiative to confess to him, and it is estimated that this life is similar, but at least all the behaviors of getting close to him that time are above board, unlike now, even hugging him has to be sneaky.
Ye Linglan gritted her teeth, turned around angrily, and closed her eyes.
What he said was not wrong, he did take the initiative to confess to Wen Xingying in the previous life.
At that time, he lived in Wen Xingying's house, and the relationship between the two was getting better and better, but it must not have reached the level of falling in love. Until one day, he received a call from his ex-boyfriend.
Ye Linglan does like girls, and he discovered this when he was in junior high school. The ex-boyfriend was his high school classmate, and the two had been at the same table, and later the ex-boyfriend confessed to him, and he agreed without much thought.
In fact, thinking about it now, I really didn't think too much about it at that time, just thinking about being happy; Thinking that they are together now, then they will always be together in the future; Thinking that the two of them broke through the difficulties of reality and finally grew old together, there was an indescribable sense of happiness in my heart. In addition, there is a little pride, although it is a puppy love, but in high school, there is a goal to go through a lifetime together, and I have to say that it is not an easy task.
Of course, he hasn't always been so restful.
After all, he had already prepared in his heart, and the love between the two would definitely not be so smooth. Because they are all girls, even the family level is not so easy to pass, and from society, and even themselves, this road is estimated to be like the ups and downs of the waves.
But anyway, the process of this love is still very pleasant, the ex-boyfriend is very good to him, very caring and considerate, will bring him a scarf in the cold winter, and will give him a cup of sour plum soup in the hot summer. That person is very handsome, lively and cheerful, and speaks witty, so the two years they have been together are often happy and accompanied by various surprises.
However, the reality is something that no one wants to happen, although it is expected, it can be said that he has long thought that there will be such a day, but he has been hoping that it will not become a reality. But alas, he was wrong.
When there were still three months left in the college entrance examination, his ex-boyfriend proposed to him to break up because the girl wanted to study abroad and develop abroad in the future, and he must have stayed in China.
Ye Linglan was very sad, he really liked this person very, very much, but now he was going to lose it forever, just like losing a particularly precious treasure. For several nights, he hid under the covers and wept secretly, hoping that tomorrow would never come.
But in any case, he didn't try to keep that person, after all, everyone has their own dreams and their own lives, and he doesn't want to interfere with others. There is also a kind of angry idea, that the person took the initiative to chase him, and the other party took the initiative to break up, and it would be too cheap to keep it by himself, he should live better, and find a lover who really belongs to him in the future.
So this relationship ended like this, very calm and silent, it was only the two of them who knew it, and now it is only related to the two of them.
From that day on, the two men never spoke again.
My ex-boyfriend didn't take the college entrance examination and was busy going abroad, so he didn't come to school much after that. Ye Linglan naturally did what he should do, after the college entrance examination, he received an admission letter from a very ideal university, which should mean that his future life will be better.
However, he did not expect that he would receive such a phone call, and when he heard the familiar girl say her name, he clearly felt his brain buzzing.
The spicy liquor entered the throat as if it were on fire. The knots in my heart did not dissipate, and even my eyes became sore, dry, and hot, as if something was pouring out.
He was tempted to ask the man, why did he come to him? Isn't it good to let yourself forget about him? Why do you say you miss him? Why care about his life? ……
Ye Linglan really wanted to bury himself in the crack of the wall for a while, but he couldn't pick it off, how could he do such a shameful thing to get home!
He was so annoyed that he couldn't speak, when the person who had his eyes closed before suddenly opened it and smiled at him.
The heartbeat is violently accelerated in an instant!
"Are you awake?" Wen Xingying smiled and raised his hand to touch his cheek.
"Hmm." Ye Linglan looked at him stunned, and could only answer like this.
"You drank a lot yesterday and do you still have a headache?"
"No, it doesn't hurt."
"Then get all right, I'll make you breakfast."
The man let go of him, got up and picked up his clothes that had been scattered on the floor, put them on, and walked out of the bedroom, as calm as if nothing had happened.
Ye Linglan's thoughts came to a standstill again, and this is the end? He didn't say anything, and it was over?
As it turned out, according to the man's intentions, the matter really passed like this. After that, he beckoned Ye Linglan over for breakfast as usual, because today was Saturday, and the two of them were very idle, and the person asked him if he wanted to go out to play.
Well, Ye Linglan is not particularly incomprehensible, after all, from that person's point of view, it was just a little brother who got drunk and went crazy, and he hadn't done anything particularly out of the ordinary to him, so there was no need to say more, just treat it as if nothing had happened.
But he had some things to do to get through so easily, and the first thing he needed to do was to at least tell him what had happened last night.
After breakfast, Ye Linglan pulled him to his bedroom and asked straight to the point, "Do you know why I drank yesterday?" ”
The man's gaze at him became very gentle, "Of course I want to hear it, you want to say." ”
"I want to say," Ye Linglan's eyes were a little distracted, "I don't know who to talk about besides you." ”
"Then let's talk about it." Wen Xingying said and took one of his hands.
"He's my ex-boyfriend, someone I used to really like,......"
For a long time after that, only his voice could be heard in this room, and Wen Xingying's eyes kept looking at him, watching, watching quietly, never interrupting him, or making any comments. Ye Linglan told all the stories about herself and that person, and she still felt very calm when she spoke, and even occasionally unconsciously showed a smile. He seems to be telling a very beautiful story, anyway, the college entrance examination is over, and the university is also admitted, and he should not be blamed for saying these things, so let himself share it to his heart's content.
At the end of the story of more than two years, he actually spent more than 30 minutes, and he was surprised to find that it could be so short, and he thought that the sky had collapsed like a breakup, the unattainable past, and the oath of the earth, it turned out that it could also be used as a small talk after dinner, so it was told, and it was told to the end, and then the song ended, and everyone had to continue their own lives, and it would not have any impact on everything.
So I was a self-righteous vent last night, isn't it particularly ridiculous in the eyes of others?
"Finished?" Suddenly, I heard the voice of someone next to me.
He raised his eyes, "That's it." ”
A smile welled up in the man's eyes, "Would you like to hear my comment?" ”
Ye Linglan's eyes narrowed slightly, "What do you want to comment on?" ”
"That's ......," the man laughed happily at these two words, and raised his hand to pinch his face, "It's nothing, you can think about it now, where we should go today." ”
Ye Linglan: "...... Then just go to the playground? It was not easy for him to think of such a place, and he had really been to other places of interest and tourist attractions.
"Okay." Wen Xingying immediately responded.
That night, Ye Linglan was playing a mobile game in Wen Xingying's room, raised his eyes to look at the back of the person who was working in front of the computer, and said, "Brother, can I ask you something?" ”
"What's the matter?" Wen Xingying turned his head.
There was still some hesitation when she spoke, Ye Linglan thought for a while and said, "You know what I like is ......"
"Well," Wen Xingying said without him finishing, "I know. ”
"Then will you be disgusted with me? Do you think that's not normal? ”
"No, it won't." Wen Xingying walked over and sat in front of him, patting him lightly on the shoulder, "Whoever you like is your own will, as long as you don't steal, don't rob, don't kidnap or cheat, there's nothing to look down on." ”
After a long while, he removed his lips and asked the man with a smile, "How do you feel?" ”
Wen Xingying said: "It's okay, it's good, although your skills are not particularly good, but at least they are not bad." ”
"Really?" Ye Linglan still felt quite happy, "Then do you like me now?" ”
"It shouldn't be yet," Wen Xingying also smiled, "but it shouldn't be too long." ”
"Alright then, I'll wait for you."
When it was time to go to bed, Ye Linglan really slept in this room, he hugged the person and fell asleep very satisfied.
Ye Ye Linglan felt that the process of two people falling in love, how to say, was quite ...... "otherworldly", according to the normal progress, there should be all kinds of intimate behaviors after being together, but they are not, they kiss and hug all kinds of when they are not together, so that the person can like himself faster, and there will be such a situation mostly because he is quite indulgent to himself.
As the relationship between the two gradually deepened, I found that I liked that person more and more, liked the feeling of being full after hugging him, liked to kiss him, and they kissed every day since the first night. Wen Xingying was very indulgent to him, and basically would not object to any request he made. And so a month passed, no, far from that long, it should have been about twenty days, and the man said to him that he agreed to be with him.
Ye Linglan will say, in fact, this is not unexpected? Well, of course, it's still happy, which means that the two can finally get along like a normal couple, although the two of them were no different from that relationship before.
This love affair has lasted for four years since then, and it doesn't just feel like a relationship, but like a married couple who are living. Since it is a life, it must be the ups and downs, firewood, rice, oil and salt, and they will experience it, anyway, for themselves, as long as they can be with him, everything else is not a big deal.
Four years later, Ye Linglan graduated from university, and when she went home, she told her parents about the two of them, and there was nothing to say about this process, which was really insignificant compared to the previous four years. In short, their parents finally agreed, and then Ye Linglan planned to study abroad, and when they came back, they officially got a marriage certificate, and then ...... There was nothing more, and then it came to this life.
Alas, this life.
If you want to catch up with that person in this life, it will obviously not be as simple as in the previous life. In this life, Ye Linglan is still a classmate with her ex-boyfriend, and she was also confessed by that girl, but she clearly refused, so the relationship between the two is no different from that of ordinary friends. And for himself, he lacks the opportunity to tell him about his sexuality in the previous life and ask him if he can accept it, that is, he needs to rearrange an opportunity to tempt.
When Ye Linglan woke up, she felt that her body was very warm.
This feeling is really a long time ago, it should have been many, many years without experiencing it again, I seem to be being held in my arms from behind, my back is close to that person's chest, very warm, with that person's arm on my waist, and my breath is coming from behind me to my ears, warm and itchy, but one thing is still a little different from what I remember, he is obviously wearing clothes now.
Ye Linglan didn't need to look back to know who was holding him at this time, he felt that this matter was really interesting, the action he had planned to make before going to sleep was not expected to be done by him, so what kind of reason would he give himself? Could it be that "I fell asleep and unconsciously hugged it"?
Ye Linglan didn't make any movement, he was still lying there quietly, he didn't know when the person behind him would wake up, but he didn't want to disturb him. After lying like this for an unknown amount of time, I suddenly heard a low moan from the person behind me, and then hugged his arm tightly, and the person was still rubbing lightly on his body.
"Are you awake?" Ye Linglan said.
"Well, you're awake too." The man's voice when he first woke up was still very unclear, and he probably didn't even open his eyes.
"I haven't been awake for long," Ye Linglan said, "It's quite comfortable to lie on the bed." ”
"Well," the man chuckled, "how come I never knew it was so comfortable to sleep with you in my arms?" Or if you go to my house in the future, you will sleep in the same bed with me, I will sleep with you every day, and I will definitely stick to the pillow. ”
"I'm going to sleep at your house?"
"yes, you're going to sleep in my house when you go to college. I have two bedrooms in my house, and the other one is ready for you, but now I don't think I need it. ”
Ye Linglan smiled and didn't answer, because he felt that it was better not to answer.
"Alright, let's get up and have breakfast, don't we have to go to the playground."
That location was really very different from what Wen Xingying remembered, the area was obviously much larger, many games were added, and many facilities became "modern". He told Ye Linglan his opinion, and the girl just asked, "What do you want to play?" ”
"I think you can play anything, it's up to you."
"Then ......" Ye Linglan's eyes rolled, "I think we can choose a random path and play whichever we see." ”
"Wow, yes," the man exclaimed, "pretendingly," "is this kid so bold?" Isn't there anything you're afraid of in this playground? ”
Ye Linglan resisted the urge to roll her eyes, she was at least a girl, what was there to be afraid of in this playground for all ages?
Today's weather is as sunny as ever, there are not many people in the playground, but the environment is very good, the green trees are like grass, very suitable for playing.