Am I sick?

Tired! I'm so tired!

Bother! So upset!

I've been lying on the couch after work, not wanting to cook, and having no desire to eat.

I decided to find a time to go to the hospital to see a doctor, a psychiatrist!

Wondering if I'm really sick!

I don't want to answer the phone, it's not like replying to WeChat, from the moment I open my door and close it again, tears have been rolling in my eyes, and I'm afraid that if I move, it will overflow.

The heart was like a stone, suffocating, and about to run out of breath.

The stomach was cramping for a while, and the fire was burning, which was an old problem again.

It's been eight years!

After eight years of pain, she survived for eight years!

The high-intensity workload, the highly intense nature of the work, and the highly responsible work requirements are accompanied by a high degree of pressure!

There is endless knowledge to learn, unfinished exams, unfinished work, and rules and regulations that are always changing;

day and night are reversed, and their irregular work and rest times, irregular eating and living; When she was only twenty-two years old, she suffered from stomach pain.

"Humph......"

Only one taunt left!

ridiculed his stupid choice at the beginning, he was really naïve when he was young, and he was really ignorant when he was young!

"Alas......"

It's too cowardly to sigh!

sigh why he is so decadent and incompetent; At the age of thirty, he is still doing nothing, and he only deserves to complain here!

But, please forgive me!

I'm sick,

I need to be treated!

It doesn't matter if it's anxiety or depression. It's all sick, I should be treated!

Do I deserve to be treated?

A doctor?

Am I actually a doctor?

Ha ha......

So humble as I am,

One day, I even have to see myself once, the next diagnosis!

A diagnosis called "anxiety and depression"!

I gave myself a diagnosis!

How ironic!

I didn't have a solid professional knowledge, I didn't get a comprehensive certificate, I didn't have enough clinical experience, and I didn't have a perfect professional level.

Can I get this diagnosis?

Is the diagnosis of such an imperfect specialist in line with the principles of diagnosis and treatment?

Most critically,

Do I deserve to be treated?

Then, excuse me,

Can I take sick leave?

One month

week,

Even if it's a day!

Please allow me to turn off my phone, turn off the alarm, and let me sleep soundly and wake up from the silence.

I don't want to be woken up by a ten-minute alarm clock every day, force myself to wake up, and then rush to the hospital to shift shifts, ward rounds, and write medical records......

I don't want to be woken up by calls that come in 24 hours a day, and I don't know when; I don't want to refuse even a sales call for fear of missing something important; I don't want to call back even if I miss a scam call, because I'm afraid it's the patient, it's the patient's family.

So anxious!

Please let me sleep steadily, wake up with the sunshine every day, and enjoy the leisurely reading of a morning newspaper and a cup of coffee.

Please let me eat three meals on time and taste the food slowly; I used to eat really unfast, and I really didn't like to eat cold rice and leftovers since I was a child!

I hope to stay a quiet day, rest assured to spend time with my family, go for a walk, go shopping, and watch a movie!

This should not be too much of a request!

I hope I can say goodnight to my friends and fall asleep with a satisfied smile; Instead of lying on the couch and falling asleep with tiredness at any time.

I want to talk to my friends about food, music and travel every day, instead of complaining and destroying each other all day!

……

Is it crying?

Why wash your face with tears?

It turns out that my heart is as hard as mine, and I am as cold as me, and I will hide and cry alone!

It's me with a hard heart, and one diagnosis after another, like a devil announcing a person's fate!

It's me who is cold-hearted, facing critical illness and death, and people can't see the ups and downs of the ruthless person!

So depressed!

……

Is it sick?

Originally, I just didn't want to fall in love or get married, so I felt that there was something wrong with me;

Now I don't want to work, I just want to escape; I don't think I'm mentally healthy anymore;

I need to be treated!

Can I be treated?

Can I take time off?

I can...... Yes...... Can I quit my job?

……

I just fell asleep and it seemed like ......

After listening to nursery rhymes for a while, listening to them with headphones, maybe our vitality needs to add a little children's truth. Therefore, nursery rhymes can help you sleep.

However, I woke up coldly.

Because lying on the couch!

I woke up in pain,

Because I didn't eat on time!

Anxiety, depression.

At its worst, cranky thoughts all day long, insomnia all night long.

I think not only doctors, but also people who have had stomach pains know that emotions are also the main culprit of stomach cramps.

A two-pronged approach!

So, I had to get up and go back to the room to take out the last two pieces of Daxi left. Chew it directly, and the powder fills the entire mouth, which is no wonder so many people reject this taste.

However, taking various medicines dry is already a skill that has been practiced for so many years.

There is no other, just because it is taken for granted.

After taking the medicine, I went to the kitchen to measure most of the half cup of rice, washed the rice, washed the rice, and at a glance I could accurately determine whether the water level was appropriate, plug it in, and press the switch to cook the rice.

There are only a few eggs and half a cabbage in the fridge, ready to make an egg fried rice with a vegetarian stir-fried cabbage.

Not because of poverty, but also because of poverty!

I often don't have time to buy groceries, but I don't have the money to order takeout every day.

In these eight years, she learned to cook.

Cooking, in fact, is not bad.

She is always on call, so she is used to staying at home in the afternoons and learning some cooking.

Yes, even if you rest, it can only be half a day, because in the morning, all your time belongs to the hospital and to the patients.

Perhaps, if you stay at home, people will get used to being at home, and then mistakenly think that you are also a housegirl. I fell in love with the novels that belong to the otaku's favorite.,Games.,Chasing dramas.,Watch videos.。

I like music, I like to climb mountains; The original hobby is healthy, and life is also colorful.

I like to travel, and I used to arrange to travel with friends and family more than twice a year.

Now, almost zero.

Sagittarius girls,

Optimistic, honest, enthusiastic, and loves challenges, but is easily restless and reckless.

An adventurer, he loves to travel, is versatile, and has a double personality.

I'm a person with a dual personality, even though I'm so tired that I want to die when I'm alone. However, at work, I can still stick to my post calmly, objectively and seriously.

So, they won't diagnose me as sick!

But

Am I really healthy?

Are you physically and mentally healthy?

No

Not really!

I really feel like I'm getting a little too much negative energy in my body, so much that I can't bear it!

I think

I'm sick!

I'm depressed right now, and I'm in this mood and I can't get out of it.

tear

One drop...... One drop......

Without warning, it will overflow into the eye socket and fall off on its own, which is a sign of depression.

I'm also anxious, afraid that I'm really sick, and even more afraid that I won't be able to become that good enough person, afraid that I will continue to choose to escape!

So, I was really sick.

Anxiety and depression!