Chapter 36 I want to continue to think about it
When will he and her really come together, the two of them have gone farther and farther away from the beginning of wanting pure feelings, and there are always some accidents between them, but he himself knows very well in his heart, no matter how much he crosses, he will have no hesitation for her!
He took that step towards her, "I admit, I do feel guilty, and for a while, I need to adapt, but I don't want the things of the previous generation to affect the relationship between us, I just want to know if you can let go of prejudice for me?" ”
Mencius was silent, struggling in her heart, she really loved him too much, she loved him so much that she couldn't see him in the slightest embarrassment, she also had low self-esteem, a kind of inferiority in front of him, at this moment she really wanted to escape, run away, because she was so embarrassed.
She shook her head duplicitously, and she saw a look of disappointment in his eyes.
The wind in the fields is blowing again, and the wind is mixed with the fragrance of the earth after being scorched by the sun, which makes people yearn for a better life, but this yearning is a bit wishful thinking.
Lu Xingchen remembered something and said lightly, "This is also the reason why you didn't go back to S City to find me." ”
He said it so unremarkably, she thought, probably disappointed in her!
She didn't dare to look at him, so she hurriedly looked away, nodding in acquiescence.
Lu Xingchen couldn't help but reproach her, "Have you ever thought that if you go back to S City that day, all these things will not happen, but as long as you have a little brain, you should also go back, even if you don't go back, you are not wandering around outside willfully," his anger turned into a helpless sigh, "That's it, I guess you were also entangled for a long time at that time, and you can only blame some people for being too nosy!" ”
In the face of his accusations, Mencius was speechless to refute them.
After the two of them were silent for a while, Lu Xingchen spoke again, "Do you want to continue to think about it or give up?" ”
Why should you choose to give her? She obviously can't give up, can't he see it?
Mencius hesitated and said, "Keep thinking about it." ”
Lu Xingchen knew it, a smile appeared in the corner of his eyes, and he said lightly, "Okay, but I won't give you time, time will only make people lose patience, I've been chasing you all along, this time it's you chasing me." ”
When he had finished speaking, he turned around, but stood still.
Mencius was about a meter away from him, and at this time, she saw his tall and slender back cast a long shadow over the earth, and this shadow stretched farther and farther as he went, until it became a straight line and then disappeared.
She knew that he was far away, and he was far away with disappointment, and even if she wanted to, she couldn't catch up.
Mencius stared down at the soil, which had already dried up, and was even drier when it was so exposed to the sun.
Suddenly, it became a little wet again, and she looked up at the sky, and a drop of rain the size of a bean fell on her cheek, and she reached out and touched it, and it mixed with the tears.
That afternoon, Lu Xingchen went back to S City alone, and before going back, he went to the office of the department store that Ritchie was building in the center of Rongcheng City.
When Lu Xingchen arrived, Zhao Chenxi happened to come out of the office, and when she saw Lu Xingchen in front of her, she was not surprised at all, but a trace of confusion flashed in her eyes, and the delicate Lu Xingchen obviously noticed it.
Later, the two of them came to the top floor, saying that the top floor is actually a completed observation deck, which is more spectacular than the Ritchie building, and the view is broader.
Lu Xingchen got straight to the point, "Chenxi, I hope you don't interfere in the affairs between me and her in the future." ”
This sentence is full of mixed feelings for Zhao Chenxi at this moment, since she knew that he and Mencius had a child, Zhao Chenxi once again buried her delusions about him deep in her heart.
When she knew that Meng's father was practicing medicine illegally, she rekindled a little hope, but it was also a fluke, she deliberately told Mencius about Uncle Lu, the purpose was to make her retreat, and when she learned that he came back from abroad and went to Rongcheng to find Mencius in person, Zhao Chenxi was a little unwilling, and the purpose of her going to him was to tell him about Meng's father.
Who knew that she fainted because of low blood sugar, and at the moment when he hugged herself, she really had a kind of excitement that her dream came true, and she had an idea, that is, to work hard for her delusions, and God seemed to favor her, and they lost their child, this is her once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
Originally, she planned to take this misunderstanding as a mistake, but unexpectedly, he asked her to go to the hospital to explain to Mencius in person, this is the city that he is not easy to detect.
Afterwards, she deliberately told Mengzi's mother about Mencius's miscarriage, although she didn't know what the benefits of doing this were, but she just wanted to do it, maybe she just wanted to vent her anger for herself!
But who knows, self-defeating, he told her that they were going to get married, and he completely forgot about the engagement with himself, and perhaps he never remembered.
Zhao Chenxi's helplessness could only turn into a wry smile, "Are you here to settle my account for Sister Meng?" ”
Lu Xingchen glanced at her lightly, "No, I'm here to tell you, don't waste time on me anymore, time is precious, I'm not the right person for you, so it's not worth your youth, let it go!" Don't oppress yourself with the promises of your elders, of course, you can't suppress me, because for a child who was not born at that time, this is moral kidnapping, and it is also innocent, for 10 years, I am not blind to your liking for me, but, I have never had feelings for you beyond the line of friends, so, I have been myself, I have never given you hope, in the final analysis, it is the elders who let us have this acquaintance, but there is no share, there is only the affection between friends, so I look at this affection, I don't blame you. ”
Although his tone did not carry the slightest reproach, it did not carry the slightest emotion, and there was only the emotion that he read about his friend's affection to try not to embarrass her, which was also his innate gentlemanly demeanor.
Zhao Chenxi suddenly felt sad, his heartfelt words "extinguished the only hope left in her heart, only the residue and ashes remained, she looked at his faint back and left, she was really unwilling, this unwillingness made her have a terrible idea of wanting to resurrect at that moment.
Mencius didn't go back to S City, so naturally Meng's mother's questioning was indispensable, so she had to prevaricate her with the reason that "if you get married, you can't go home often, and you want to stay at home for a few more days while you're not married", and Meng's mother also readily accepted.
But after staying at home for a few days, Mencius couldn't sit still, because she missed Lu Xingchen every minute of her because she had nothing to do, and she would often stare at her phone expecting him to call and send her messages, but every time she was disappointed, because in the few days he left, he didn't have a single phone call or message, and Mencius was secretly annoyed that he was too angry.
In the end, she thought of a way to go out to work, and being busy can distract a person.
Let's go, Mencius doesn't plan to look for a job for a white-collar worker in the office, that kind of environment and work are too quiet, it will still make her cranky, and for a while, she won't have time to submit her resume online, the fastest way is of course to take the initiative.
So, she came to the pedestrian street in the center of Rongcheng City, which is also nicknamed a street for eating, drinking and playing, in short, there are all kinds of shops, although so, but many are full.
A little lost, Mencius happened to pass by a supermarket that was doing promotion, and the promoted product was a tea drink, Mencius was a little eager to try, but she was also a snack that had been advertised, and the promotion of this kind of work was easy for her.
Even so, she still has to pass an interview to get this job opportunity, and the interview method is to practice on the spot, that is, to promote on the spot.
In order to reflect his professionalism, Mencius changed into a fresh light powder overalls of the same color as this tea drink.
In fact, it is a set of short sleeves with buttons and a one-piece waist hem pleated skirt, the length is only to the edge of the thigh, Mencius is a little embarrassed, because she is not short, and the proportion is that her legs are longer than the waist, so when she wears it, not only does it seem that her legs are longer, but the skirt is also shorter, and she rarely wears skirts, which is a little uncomfortable, but this is her idea, and other people's ideas are different.
No, the staff with her, both men and women, all cast their eyes in amazement, of course, not only her slim figure, but also her heroic and sweet appearance with a little coquettish demeanor, which is particularly conspicuous in the crowd.
Mencius's standard for passing the interview was to sell and successfully sell 10 bottles of drinks to passing customers within an hour, Mencius raced against time to pick up the drink and walked to the middle of the road, there were already many people coming and going on the pedestrian street, plus weekends, there were even more, and most of them were students, and they were in groups, and somehow, Mencius, who was originally in the middle of the road, suddenly rushed to her with an exclamation.
"Isn't that the heroine of the commercial?"
"I want to take a picture with you!"
"You're really handsome and beautiful!"
"I like you so much!"
That's right, Mencius was watching a group of lively and lovely middle school girls, and for a while, Mencius was a little flattered, it turned out that she really had fans who recognized her, why did she feel like she was dreaming.
In the end, Mencius not only successfully passed the interview, but also caught the attention of the promotion manager.
Mencius didn't expect that this originally whim-based work would take a month, but as the time went on, after she was busy with work, she missed him even more, and what she didn't expect was that Lu Xingchen still hadn't contacted her for a whole month, as if they had never known each other.
Mencius began to feel frightened, was she and he going to miss out like this? But that's not what she intended!
On this day, Mencius did a promotion outside the supermarket as usual, probably because the weather was too hot, and there were many fewer people coming and going on the pedestrian street.
Recently, the temperature is also showing a continuous upward trend, there is no sign of going down, but more and more intense, the earth is like a steam oven ready to go, it seems that there is a kind of lifting the lid of the pot, it will be swept away by this vapor like a heat wave, before being swept away, the human body only feels stuffy, a very abnormal stuffiness, people breathless.
No, not only Mencius but also other colleagues were desperately drinking water to replenish their water, as if no matter how much water they drank, they couldn't quench their thirst.
At this time, someone said, "The weather forecast says that the first typhoon of the year will be registered tonight!" ”
Someone chimed in, "I also read it, and said that it was registered on the coast of Province F, and the level is not small!" ”
Mencius listened to them while drinking water, and although Province F was too far away from Rongcheng, the kind Mencius still felt deep sympathy.
Someone else said, "It's terrible, it is said that there are a lot of casualties and property losses caused by typhoons in that province every year!" ”
After this person finished speaking, everyone fell into silence, and they all drank water, and suddenly a mobile phone ringtone broke the silence, it turned out to be Mencius.