Chapter 23 Even if you know, pretend not to know
Junhe took Yiran to a restaurant near Yufei's house and accompanied Yiran to dinner. Yiran said that he was tired and wanted to go back early to rest, and Junhe left after eating.
Yi Ran wasn't really tired and wanted to go back to rest, but thought about the neighbor's expression this morning, as well as Lin Ya's reaction, so he thought about staying away from Junhe, and couldn't always create some misunderstandings and troubles for Junhe because of his own affairs.
Junhe left, and Yiran rested alone at Yufei's house.
When Yi Ran lay here on the first night, he only had anger and disappointment in his heart for Liu Wei, and his heart was like a fire, and he couldn't feel anything other than anger and disappointment. But the next night, when I lay here alone, my mind began to become calmer, and I gradually became more rational. Although I still miss the happy life with Liu Wei during the inadvertent period, I clearly know that people are always adapting to the changing environment and running forward, although I don't want to do this, but since the life in front of me has changed, we must slowly get used to it.
The night was dark, and Yiran was already drowsy. Suddenly, a text message prompt sound came from the mobile phone, which instantly dispelled Yi Ran's sleepiness, Yi Ran grabbed the mobile phone and read: Sister, we are back. It's too late, I won't contact you tonight, we'll go home and call you tomorrow. --Yufei.
Yufei is back, and Yufei is talking about us in the text message, which means that Yufei and Sayuri are back together, and they are on their way home.
Yi Ran sorted out his thoughts. That's the way it is now. Yufei and Sayuri are taking a taxi back from the airport, and they will be there in about half an hour. Then the question now is whether Yi Ran's time is appropriate for Yufei's house? The Yufei home itself is a one-bedroom apartment. There is only one bed in the house, and when Yiran came to take care of Yufei in the past, he slept on the sofa outside. Although Yiran can still sleep on the sofa now, Sayuri is also there, if Yiran stays and the three of them live together, Sayuri will definitely feel very inconvenient. And how should I tell Yufei that I don't go back to my home, but I live in his house? Did you quarrel with Liu Wei? Yufei has just returned to China after a long journey, and the jet lag has not yet reversed, so he has to worry about his own affairs, so isn't he too ignorant as a sister? After much deliberation, Yiran still felt that he should leave before they returned.
Yi Ran quickly made a simple cleanup of Yufei's house, cleaned up his traces, and left Yufei's house.
Yi Ran once again appeared on the street in the middle of the night. It's just that unlike last time, I could go to Yufei's house last time, but this time I really have nowhere to go. Go home? Self-esteem does not allow it, and going back means being looked down upon. Going to a friend's house? It's too late, and my friends should have gone to sleep. At present, there seems to be no other way than to stay in a hotel.
In this warm season, the alluring sea will always be the object of many people's pursuit. So now, it is the peak season for tourism in seaside cities. Yi Ran walked several formal hotels in a row, and was told that they were fully booked and that they needed to make an appointment in advance. Slowly, uneasiness and despair began to plague Yiran. Exhausted, Yiran really wanted to find a comfortable bed and sleep beautifully.
In desperation, Yiran's phone rang. Caller: Li Junhe.
Yi Ran hesitated for a long time with the phone, just watched the phone keep ringing, but didn't dare to pick it up, now I, if I pick up the phone, I don't have the confidence to tell Junhe that he is fine. But if you say that you are not good, it is clear that you will add trouble to Junhe again.
Yiran simply put the phone in her bag and let it ring. Look for the hotel along the road by yourself. Unfortunately, the response was unanimous: fully booked.
I don't know how long it took to walk, Yiran walked a long way, and she was so tired that she couldn't walk, her legs were like they were filled with cement, her high heels had become the tip of a knife, and her toes hurt to death with every step. Yi Ran simply took off her shoes and sat barefoot on the side of the road, full of grievances and despair. At this time, the voice of Yiran going home kept coming out of my heart: Go home, don't ask for hardships anymore, what can you do when you go back, it's okay to listen to your husband obediently, right? It's like a fish in a pond that he kept in captivity, there's nothing wrong with that, right? You can't do anything without him anyway. In this case, Yi Ran also wanted to obey the thoughts of those voices in his heart, but his body didn't react for a long time, and just sat there in a daze.
The phone ringing in the bag finally stopped, Yi Ran opened the bag, took out the phone from inside, and saw that there were 16 missed calls displayed on the screen, as well as several text messages, and the contacts were all Junhe. Yi Ran opened the missed call record on his phone, looked at the detailed time of Junhe's call, and felt guilty for not answering Junhe's call, so he had to apologize to him for Junhe's name on the phone: "I'm sorry, Junhe." ”
"I really feel sorry for me, why don't you answer the phone?" The person who spoke was none other than Junhe, behind Yiran.
Yi Ran was startled by the sudden sound of Junhe, and hurriedly turned his head to see a sweaty Junhe walking towards him.
"Junhe? Why are you here? Yi Ran was very surprised, she never expected Junhe to suddenly appear in front of her eyes.
"I'm coming for you. Luckily, I found it. Junhe bent down and put his hands on his knees, panting as if he had just finished exercising.
"How did you find me?" Now Yi Ran's mind is full of questions, and Junhe's appearance is too much like a miracle.
Junhe simply walked over, sat next to Yi Ran, and adjusted his breathing: "I guess." I received a text message from Yufei returning to China, and I guess you will definitely leave Yufei's house, either go back to your own home or go to a hotel. ”
"Then I may go back to my own house, why are you still coming out to look for me?" Yiran felt a little sorry for this stupid brother, looking for himself all over the street so late.
"So I called you to ask if you were home, and you didn't answer the phone. I guessed you didn't go back, and if you did, you'd at least send me a text message, even if it wasn't convenient to answer the phone. That's why I went to the chain hotel near Yufei's house to look for it. ”
"You really can't use it. What if you can't find me? The city is so big, one careless, we missed it. Yi Ran couldn't hide the self-blame in her tone, she regretted it, if she knew that Junhe would definitely try her best to find it, it was better to be honest and tell him her location.
"yes, what if you miss it?" Junhe smiled bitterly.
Yi Ran looked at Junhe's expression when he smiled bitterly when he spoke, and the way he looked at himself with a look in his eyes, and his heart shook. Even if Yi Ran is wooden, no matter how thick the branches and leaves, and no matter how nervous he is, he can still feel the tenderness in Junhe's eyes and distress when he looks at himself. At this time, what Lin Ya had said during the day came to her ears again. It seems that Lin Ya is right, Junhe's eyes when he looks at him are indeed a little more affectionate.
In Yiran's heart, Junhe has always been just a child, just like Yufei, a child like his younger brother, and he has never looked at him as a man. However, once upon a time, this little brother grew up unconsciously, and grew into a tall, handsome, personable man, who exuded extraordinary charm.
"Junhe, you ......" Yiran wanted to muster up the courage to ask Junhe's true thoughts, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed again. Yi Ran thought about it, asking such a straightforward question might embarrass both of them, so forget it.
"What? What do you want to say? Junhe asked Yiran.
"Junhe, I just had a fight with him, although I ran away from home, I just wanted to vent my anger, and I didn't want to divorce." Yi Ran couldn't figure out why he was explaining to Junhe.
"I know. If you don't want to rely on Yufei during this period, then I think I can protect you and not let you leave home, it's too hard. Junhe said earnestly.
"Thank you, Junhe." The meaning of Junhe, Yi Ran already understood.
Yiran felt that he had become a burden to Junhe, no matter what kind of emotion he was dealing with, if he didn't stay away from himself, Junhe would never find his own happiness.