Thinking back to the scene just now, he also felt that it seemed to be a little too relaxed.

The root cause can be investigated. Or is it because Mr. Su doesn't even have a reliable person by his side.

He had no relatives in London, only bodyguards who had been hired.

These people are neither his cronies nor confidants who have followed him for many years, so they naturally have no need to stand up for Mr. Su.

The two walked out of the manor and walked all the way to the west.

Compared to the manor, there are still some people to be seen there.

"Aren't you interested in me at all?" Lu Zichen suddenly asked. He lowered his head and thought for a moment, "Oh, that's right, Uncle Zhong can know, and you must know too." ”

Shen San was silent, followed behind Lu Zichen, staring at the back of his head for a long time.

"When I was sixteen, my father went to prison. ”

Although Shen San clearly didn't want to hear it, Lu Zichen still said to himself.

"I used to have a happy family and the best students in my class, and even the girls in the whole school heard my name." He lowered his head and chuckled suddenly, as if he remembered some very good old days.

"But he's in jail." Lu Zichen's expression became depressed, "My grades plummeted, and those who used to flatter me in the school began to exclude me openly and secretly. Seriously, I knew from that moment that there was no one I could rely on. When you stand on a high place, they flatter desperately, and when you fall into a low place, everyone wants to step on it. ”

Lu Zichen smiled bitterly, he turned his head to look at Shen San.

"You don't understand that, do you?"

"I was born in the dust, sorry, I don't understand."

"Of course you can't understand it." Lu Zichen sighed softly and continued to walk forward along the side of the road.

"So from then on, I vowed that no matter what, I would be someone no one else could climb. Even if I can't become, I'm going to make them afraid. ”

When he finished saying this, Lu Zichen's words were already full of ruthlessness. He gritted his teeth, as if he was going to crush all the people who had mocked him.

"When I was in college, I went to the North and mingled on the streets, and you know what it was like?" Lu Zichen said expressionlessly, he had really experienced too much, and when he recalled those painful pasts, he no longer had any waves, "I obviously stood in a higher position than them, but I had to mix with them, but I have to be the first wherever I go." ”

So Lu Zichen deliberately approached the leaders of those gangsters and became his close confidant.

Then in a fight, Lu Zichen deliberately misreported the news, allowing the leader to go alone and die under the stick.

After Lu Zichen learned the news, he pretended to be sad and asked his subordinates to raise their hands to vote on who would be the new boss, and those people all elected Lu Zichen.

In this way, Lu Zichen returned to the position he thought he should go.

"And then, I got to know my ex-wife." Lu Zichen pursed his lips and smiled, as if he recalled some good old days, "I know that she likes me very much and is willing to do anything for me, and I was touched by her once." But I knew that no one could let me rely on her, so one incident happened, so I pushed her out. ”

"I can't comment on your business." Shen San interrupted him coldly, "Although I am in a similar situation as yours, I will definitely not take advantage of women. ”

Lu Zichen wiped his face, and he spread his hand slightly.

"So, my retribution is coming. The woman I met later, she was so good, she was a woman I couldn't reach after decades of struggle. Of course, she doesn't love me either. ”

The sky suddenly exploded with a thunderclap, and the heavy rain that had been held for a day finally poured down, instantly soaking the clothes on the two of them.

In the pouring rain, Shen San smiled coldly.

"So you're regretting it now? Are you reflecting on what you've done? ”

Lu Zichen was drenched in rain on his back, "I regret it...... Regret is the most useless thing. ”

Or rather, he doesn't want to admit that he regrets it.

He knew that his sins could no longer be atoned for, and he knew that God was punishing him now.

In fact, his retribution has already come, from the time Shen Lulu fell off the cliff, from the time Zheng Yufei left him without hesitation, his retribution has already come.

Over the years, the people around him have left one by one. From He Jianghai, to Yuri, to An Hao, those people died and walked.

No matter how powerful Lu Zichen is, he just turns himself into a bare-bones commander.

He knew his mistakes, he shouldn't have used Shen Lulu's sincerity to commit so many sins against him, and he shouldn't have let Shen Lulu, who was pregnant with his own flesh and blood, take the blame for himself when he couldn't protect himself.

should not let Shen Lulu's young life fall from a high altitude and dissipate at the bottom of the cliff when he finally wanted to get rid of her.

and Zheng Yufei, Lu Zichen not only wanted to use her, nor did he just want to make benefits for Zheng Yufei, he also wanted Zheng Yufei to fight for him.

In retrospect, Lu Zichen was so cruel.

It's just that he didn't dare to look back, as long as he turned back, he could see bloody faces, they cried to Lu Zichen, and Lu Zichen disturbed him at night.

"I'm also self-inflicted......"

The most powerless and paleest thing in this world is the word regret.

Lu Zichen was already very tired and tired, and he didn't want to go any further.

But he can only be forced to take the initiative to continue on this road of no return.

Until he came to the end of his life.

Shen San pulled him, "It's raining, go back!" ”

Lu Zichen wiped the water on his face, "Why do you want to go back?" Is it bad to rain? I've been looking forward to the rain......"

Lu Zichen is hoping that a rain can wash away the sins on his body, or that the heavens will send a thunderbolt to kill him, and when he goes to the Nine Springs, he will go to the eighteenth layer of hell and wash away the sins on his body, he also wants to be a good person again.

If there is an afterlife, Lu Zichen will never want to take this path again.

He also wants to go back to the time when he was a teenager, return to the arms of his parents, and be a simple boy who doesn't understand anything and doesn't think about anything.

At that time, he was still in high spirits, and he didn't know what a conspiracy was.

He was so tired, he couldn't hold it anymore.

Lu Zichen's legs weakened, and he fell to the ground with a thud.

Shen San looked at him quietly, he didn't know what to say about Lu Zichen.

Maybe only when Lu Zichen closes his eyes, those karmic reincarnations can be regarded as two clear.

He sighed, stretched out his hand and pulled Lu Zichen up, "Let's go." ”

"Okay......" Lu Zichen stood up.

Suddenly, he saw a familiar figure standing at the entrance of the hospital over there.