Chapter 121: "Like the End"
There was gradually thunder and lightning outside the window, a violent lightning flashed, Jiang Nianfeng hurriedly covered Gao Xuexi's ears with his hand, he hoped that all the disasters would be borne by himself, and all unpleasantness would not touch his angel!
Ever since he met Gao Xuexi, he had never seen her so decadent as she was today, her eyes were blank and she didn't know what to do. No matter how big things are, like the last time he was threatened by Yin Linpeng, he didn't do it like today.
Looking at Gao Xuexi's pale face, Jiang Nianfeng really didn't feel good in his heart.
"Nian Feng, you say, why, why do we work so hard, but God refuses to fulfill us? This year, I really suffered a lot, I have seen the appearance of this city at four o'clock in the morning, I have seen the appearance of this campus at twelve o'clock at night, but I can't see the appearance of foreign Chinese after all. Gao Xuexi was still looking out of the window, looking at the darkness of the sky, as if it was about to collapse.
Hearing these words, Jiang Nianfeng, who was already extremely sad, felt the pain of his heart, how should he answer? How to comfort, he sees all the hardships that Gao Xuexi has endured this year, sometimes he will be lazy, but Gao Xuexi will never, and even sometimes he is still insisting when he is sick, every time he wants to retreat, Gao Xuexi reminds him on the side, and every time he wants to desert, he is reminded by Gao Xuexi. But now...
"Xixi, I really want to say that you don't mind, but I feel a bastard when I think about it. I know how difficult it is for us this year, and I understand how much you want to go to foreign Chinese. But sometimes, there will always be something unexpected and unexpected, just like now, we can't escape it. But what I still want to say is, as I said before, no matter what, I will be with you, even if everything is gone from you, but I will stand firmly with you, and since we can't escape it, then we will face it bravely. The wind and waves are there, I will straighten the mast with you, and in the jungle, I will work with you to overcome thorns and thorns, where you go, where my goal is. It was really difficult for Jiang Nianfeng to say something that asked Gao Xuexi not to care and not to worry, but he couldn't say it at all, so he could only state his position more firmly.
Gao Xuexi turned around slowly, raised his head slightly, looked at the big boy in front of him, looking depressed, and also very distressed, raised his hand gently, touched his cheek, and whispered: "But it's really difficult!" ”
On a June day, Jiang Nianfeng only felt that Gao Xuexi's hands were cold, and it was estimated that her heart was even colder than this. The sound of bubbling water, which was originally full of aura, is now like the hinterland of the Pacific Ocean, the bottomless sea, the blue-gray sea, as if it has the possibility of swallowing everything, and all of it is frozen in an instant, so that all the water vapor that passes is condensed, from the sea to the sky, and then it is blown to pieces by a sudden storm.
Seeing that Gao Xuexi wanted to speak and stopped, suppressing all the boredom in his heart, Jiang Nianfeng was even more anxious, so he hugged Gao Xuexi by the window back into his arms, and even said a little choked, "Xixi, really, just say what you have, don't hold it back, cry if you want to cry, I'm here!" ”
Gao Xuexi still didn't speak, snuggled tightly in Jiang Nianfeng's arms, listening to his heartbeat, which was the only thing she felt grounded in now. A book of answers was sent, as if her world had been torn down and rebuilt, everything became so strange, and I even wondered, is this a dream, is this summer? Does it still exist, or is it all illusory?
Only Jiang Nianfeng's pulse and heartbeat can make her feel that she is still alive now, Gao Xuexi tried her best to put her ear on Jiang Nianfeng's chest, feeling this precious truth.
The two stayed quietly for a long time, Jiang Nianfeng's legs were numb and he didn't dare to move, for fear of disturbing Gao Xuexi's heart that slowly calmed down.
"Okay, Nian Feng, let's go back." Gao Xuexi finally spoke.
"Huh? Where are you going? Jiang Nianfeng was a little overjoyed when she saw Gao Xuexi finally speak, but she still didn't understand what she was thinking now.
"Let's go down and write down the score on a piece of paper and then I'll go back to the dormitory, you go home, you look at the weather, I'm afraid you won't be able to go back if it rains for a while." Gao Xuexi still said expressionlessly.
After speaking, he turned around and walked downstairs, and Jiang Nianfeng slowly followed.
Entering the classroom, sure enough, everyone left, the doors were locked, Jiang Nianfeng stretched out his hand, took the key off the door frame, and opened the door.
Gao Xuexi silently walked up to the podium and wrote down the score by name.
Then he gave the pen to Jiang Nianfeng, Jiang Nianfeng picked up the pen, his hand was still a little trembling, looking at Gao Xuexi staring at the side, Jiang Nianfeng didn't dare to write, "Write, what are you waiting for, hurry home after writing." ”
Jiang Nianfeng picked up the pen and wrote down 580, Gao Xuexi looked at it, "Hey, it's really the same as I expected", and hurriedly walked out after speaking, Jiang Nianfeng quickly turned off the light and locked the door and chased out.
"Alas, Xixi, look at it, why is it here again." Jiang Nianfeng saw Gao Xuexi coldly snatching out the door, and knew that it was not good again, and secretly scolded himself in his heart for writing the truth stupidly just now, and writing a little low would not make Gao Xuexi so stimulated again.
"Jiang Nianfeng, really, I'm talking to you very calmly now. The difference between the two of us is forty points, it is impossible to get together, and it is difficult to even go to a city, sooner or later we will have to separate, the long pain is better than the short pain, there is no need to consume each other. I let go, you can fly higher and farther, your future should not be dragged down by a girl who can't even realize your dreams, you will meet better girls in a better place, now, obviously I am not this worthy of you. And if you let go, I won't have a burden, and I won't feel guilty, otherwise I won't be happy if I delay your future, and I will have my own city to accept myself, maybe I can make up for another year. In this way, each one lets go and each is well. I repeat again, now I am very calm, not angry, just based on the truth, I hope you can also think calmly and not be carried away by the fog. Gao Xuexi suddenly stopped as she walked, turned to Jiang Nianfeng who was chasing after her, and said.
After listening to Gao Xuexi's words, Jiang Nianfeng froze in place, all the appeasement just now came to naught, and Gao Xuexi still wanted to leave.
Seeing that Jiang Nianfeng didn't speak for a long time, Gao Xuexi said softly: "Okay, that's it, you go back early, I have been taken care of during this period of time with you, I am grateful and have benefited a lot, I hope you will be accompanied by a good person in the future, and you will no longer be tired of the world." Along the way, I can only thank you, I hope you will go well in the future, and you can find your own perfect sky. Goodbye, oh, it's better not to see. ”
After speaking, she was about to turn around and leave, but suddenly, she was pulled back, Gao Xuexi turned around, and the scene in front of her stunned her.
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