Chapter 9 Sleepy Thinking and Serving Tossing and turning

As he wished, Liu He soon received an admission letter from Nanjing University, and the three-month recuperation period also slowly healed the tiredness and pain in the body, but the tiredness and pain in his heart still continued, although he had left Qingquan No. 1 Middle School, but every night in the dream Liu He was still in it, in the dream Lao Du said that even if he was admitted to the university, he still needed to stay in school before the official start of school, and he had such a dream every night over and over again, so that Liu He would rather stay up late than fall asleep, The extremely poor sleep quality also made Liu He's mood and spirit worse and worse.

On the one hand, his father has to constantly socialize outside, and he has to always take care of Liu He's feelings, accommodating Liu He everywhere.

At the same time, in order to make up for the guilt in the hearts of his parents, his father gave Liu He a bank card and deposited 9.2 million yuan into it, which was used as Liu He's tuition and living expenses for four years of college, and the password was also Liu He's birthday.

The three-month vacation is simply torment for Liu He, he is looking forward to starting school as soon as possible, on the one hand, he can stop having the same nightmare repeatedly, and completely get rid of the purgatory entanglement of this year; On the other hand, he can also hurry up for a new beginning, too many things he wants to do are waiting for him, too many people are waiting for him. But the more I look forward to it, the slower time passes, and I have to continue to accept the torment of nightmares after I have survived the college entrance examination.

After all, the long three months have finally passed, and in anticipation of the early autumn, Liu He ushered in a happy school season. This can be regarded as a painful end for Liu He, maybe the nightmare will no longer continue when he really steps on the college campus, and his mood will no longer be depressed.

My father put aside all his entertainment and work, and the family drove to Nanjing together.

When Liu He stood at the gate of this century-old famous school, he was thoughtful and had mixed feelings - this is the destination where he has struggled for four years, overcome obstacles, and go hard. And this century-old famous school seems to have been waiting for him, deep and melodious.

Looking at the students from all over the world on campus, young and sunny, graceful and clear, the tall plane trees are lush and unraced, completely blocking the path in the middle, in the late summer season, the sun shines through the dense sycamore leaves on the ground one by one, and the beauty that seems to be released in the middle of the middle is gone, without the pressure of the college entrance examination, without the worry of failure, all young bodies are full of confidence and vitality, Liu He likes this feeling, compared to the purgatory of Qingquan No. 1 Middle School, this is really a paradise for the soul.

At this moment, several classmates walked towards Liu He with microphones and cameras in hand, apparently, they were the seniors of the school news agency.

"Hello uncle and aunt, handsome junior, I am a second-year law school student, and I am also from our school news agency, can my senior sister interview you with a few questions about the beginning of your freshman year?" The little girl spoke fluent Mandarin and greeted Liu He's family very politely.

"But... Yes, oh, learn.. Hello senior sister. Liu He was interviewed for the first time, looking at the camera and microphone, plus there was such a beautiful senior sister opposite, so many people were specifically aimed at him alone, he was inexplicably very nervous, so that he spoke incoherently nervously, and almost forgot to say hello to the senior sister.

"Poof, junior brother, don't be nervous, I'll ask you a few questions casually. Why don't I ask my uncle a question first? The little girl was amused by the silly boy in front of her, and immediately felt that this silly little handsome guy was very cute.

"Hello uncle! Can I ask you a question? Every freshman year, there are countless parents to send it, and the students who have graduated from high school are already adults, but they still need to be accompanied by parents to report, what do you think is the reason why today's children are so lacking in independence? Laughing and laughing, the little girl suddenly asked such a sharp question, obviously pointing the finger at Liu He, alluding to Liu He's lack of independence.

"Uh..."The parents seemed to be confused by the question, and they didn't know how to answer for a while, and at the same time unconsciously turned their heads to their mother, but the mother just smiled awkwardly and didn't know how to answer.

"That's right, senior sister." Liu He saw the embarrassed expression of his parents, and suddenly felt that he was being troubled, perhaps because the family's luxury Mercedes-Benz was too dazzling on this campus and attracted hostile criticism from his classmates, but this girl's question was directly aimed at his parents, and the words were full of provocations, so Liu He couldn't help but take over the conversation.

"My parents came to see me off for three reasons: first, the distance was far away and I had a lot of luggage, and I couldn't take it alone, so my parents came mainly to help me deliver my luggage. Second, my parents sent me mainly to visit and travel, and the Confucius Temple, Sun Yat-sen Mausoleum and the Presidential Palace were the main purposes of my parents' trip. The third is that every parent wants to see what the environment of their children's four-year study and life is, and the happiness of our children is also the happiness of our families. Liu He's answer was also merciless, in this calm and methodical answer was full of protection for his family and resistance to difficulties, Qingquan No. 1 Middle School not only sharpened Liu He's mind, but also tempered his mind, making his ability more extraordinary, and his thinking more wise.

Several seniors were speechless in an instant. Native Jiangsu people naturally can't understand the state of mind of their parents and family members when they go to study in other places, and subjective assumptions and blind conjectures make them speechless.

"Oh, I'm sorry, junior brother, I'm not targeting you, my words may cause you discomfort. I mean other classmates, those who need to be sent by their parents, oh no, those who can't be independent or have a hard time being independent..."The beautiful senior sister was also blocked incoherently, and her smile was unnatural, which was different from what she expected, so that she couldn't use the carefully prepared lines later. Looking at Liu He's firm eyes and confident demeanor, she was speechless for a long time, and the atmosphere was extremely embarrassing.

"As soon as the military training is over, I will go home once, go home is my own independent back, and then come back must be my own train, the time is only a week, other students must be the same as me, if everyone can become independent within a week, then there is no doting or not spoiling, independent or not independent problem, but it is obvious that there are some people who look at the problem too one-sided, subjective."

For a while, this senior sister was speechless by Liu He's words: "Thank you for your answer, then I won't bother you, I wish you a happy start to school!" Goodbye uncle and aunt! Goodbye, junior! ”

Several people hurriedly turned around and left, extremely embarrassed, but the little girl who was interviewed glanced at Liu He meaningfully when she left.

Liu He was a little uncomfortable by the interview just now, and his good mood was destroyed in an instant, looking at other parents helping their children carry their bags from outside the campus to the dormitory building, only he sat in Mercedes-Benz and drove all the way into the campus, Liu He felt very uncomfortable, and he walked to the registration office alone with his suitcase, and his parents looked at Liu He helplessly, and had to follow him with something for him.

The registration office was overcrowded, after struggling to squeeze into the crowd, he finally got his own, the registration staff was a senior of his college, Liu He hurriedly received the key and hurriedly carried his luggage to the dormitory, his parents also hurriedly carried his bag to chase behind, there was no elevator in the dormitory building, Liu He's dormitory was on the third floor, and his parents were already out of breath after climbing to the third floor.

Looking at his parents, who had been running around with him, being tired and slumped on the edge of the bed, and his father's shirt was soaked with sweat, Liu He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. For a long time, he has been used to enduring hardships, but he really can't bear to see his parents suffer with him, Liu He just wants to send them away after lunch with his parents at the moment, and the rest of the way will be walked by himself, and the future hardships will be eaten by himself.

However, just as the family put down their luggage and was about to go out to eat, another classmate walked in with a large bag and threw the luggage directly on Liu He's bed, Liu He was stunned, but the other party claimed that it was his bed!

The two began to prove to each other, and the other roommates said that the classmate who saw the bed on the registration form was surnamed Zhang, not Liu, and it happened that the classmate was named Zhang Dongpeng, Liu He was at a loss, and he suddenly realized that the senior sister must have registered wrong, and he hurriedly ran to the registration office with his parents with his luggage, but at this moment there was no one at the registration office, and it was estimated that they had all gone to lunch.

The residual heat of late summer has not yet disappeared, and the weather is still very hot under the bright sun. Liu He's body was already soaked with sweat, his parents were also exhausted, and the whole family had nowhere to go at the moment, so they could only sit on the steps at the door of the restaurant and wait. Liu He looked at his parents sitting on the ground, and the students went back and forth at the door of the cafeteria, and his heart was sour.

Liu He ran to the restaurant to buy some food for his parents, but the restaurant told him that he had to use a card to buy it, and it would be issued with the dormitory key when he checked in.

Liu He was tired and angry, extremely bored, but he had no choice but to wait.

The staff at the check-in desk arrived at two o'clock in the afternoon, but there was no one until three o'clock. The family sat on the floor for nearly three hours, tired, hot and hungry.

Just when Liu He'an couldn't bear his temper, several people in the distance swayed over, and Liu He recognized the senior at a glance.

However, no matter what Liu He and his family told him, the senior never believed their words, and always believed that he would not register wrongly, let alone miss a card. Under Liu He's bitter pleading, the senior reluctantly agreed.

After checking, he really told Liu He the wrong dormitory number, and the card was still in his hand, he gave Liu He without saying a word, and he didn't even apologize, Liu He glared at him, holding his stomach and ignoring her. At this time, the whole family was exhausted and had no interest. Dropping off their luggage, the parents drove away.

After a tiring day, it also ended a day of embarrassment. After Liu He and his roommate introduced each other to each other, they sorted out their belongings, packed up their beds, and lay down directly.

At night, thinking of his parents being burdened with him today, Liu He felt very guilty, feeling very incompetent, thinking that the senior was so hateful but helpless, and this was the college life he had dreamed of for many years, the first day of registration, made him feel a huge gap and deep exhaustion, what will happen in the next four years, Liu He felt very tired when he thought about it, so he simply stopped thinking about it.

Overwork made Liu He unable to hold on, groggy and asleep, Lao Du followed in the dream, Liu He dreamed that the next day he went to the classroom to see that the head teacher was still Lao Du, in the dream Lao Du said that the students who graduated from Qingquan No. 1 Middle School had to be taught by the teacher of Qingquan No. 1 Middle School when they arrived at the university, and then started running and mock exams....

Liu He suddenly woke up from his dream, sweating profusely, opened his eyes and saw his sleeping roommates around him, and saw himself lying on the bed in the university, Liu He's heart suddenly let go. Liu He didn't dare to sleep again, lying on the bed staring at the ceiling, for fear that when he woke up, all this was fake.

Early the next morning, all the students went to the lecture hall for a meeting, and Liu He learned that there was no class teacher in the university, only a counselor, and what was surprising was that the counselor was still a little girl in her twenties, who had just graduated from graduate school and was admitted here.

This counselor is only 1.48 meters tall, has a big temper, and the first sentence of the class meeting is that you are not allowed to fall in love for four years in college, which surprised all the students, Liu He guessed that the counselor should be short and had never talked to someone in college, so he was jealous and didn't let them talk. After a brief emphasis on discipline, military training begins.

After all of them changed into military training uniforms, the girls were overshadowed, and the boys were bland, but Liu He looked handsome in a military uniform, tall and tall, handsome face, and gentle manners, which couldn't help but make many female classmates tremble.

Military training is tiring, but not bitter, because there will be a lot of interactive activities in the middle, either singing military songs, or sitting on the lawn at night to play games, classmates gradually become familiar with it, a few days of military training made Liu He extremely relaxed.

However, many girls in the multi-day military training class were secretly paying attention to Liu He, but one of them made Liu He feel a familiar feeling, from Xu Qingmin, Qiu Yanmo to Chu Lixue, Gong Tingting, and then to Zhai Yan, an indescribable feeling made Liu He want to reject, but he didn't want to break this hazy ambiguous beauty.

This girl's name is Shangguan Xiaoqing, super high appearance, pure and lovely appearance, slim and elegant, a standard Jiangnan girl, can be admitted to NTU is a real combination of talent and beauty. Whenever her peek was discovered by Liu He, her flustered and pretended calm appearance made people feel extremely cute, although she was wearing a military training uniform, she couldn't hide her goddess temperament, and at the same time made all the boys fall in love with it.

However, for Liu He, the feelings for Xu Qingmin, who he once had for him, are like the bones of a withered flower that have not bloomed, and are destined to die; The madness of Qiu Yanmo is like a rose in the fire, destined to be damaged by cigarettes; To Chu Lixue's mountain alliance and sea oath, the land is barren, and in the end it is empty, although it is unforgettable, but the sea of people is vast, and fate is also interrupted. The Shangguan Xiaoqing in front of him may just be a passer-by in Liu He's life, just like a beautiful Shu cloud in the sky, it will eventually disperse, and the encounter that is destined to end is not as good as never opening, and the acquaintance that is destined to be forgotten is not as good as never meeting.

During the evening activities, in order to incite the atmosphere, the instructor organized the students to carry out a game of group confrontation between boys and girls, and each group of students who lost had to be punished, Liu He was full of interest, and with the wise efforts, Liu He led their group to win, while the girls' group as opponents lost, and the boys coaxed to see the girls accept the punishment.

Unbeknownst to him, the instructor reversed course and let the winning boys' group leader and the losing girls' group members be punished together, on the grounds that the boys were not gentlemanly enough and were embarrassed to win the girls. Liu He was made to laugh by the instructor's reversal, and he hadn't laughed so heartily for a long time, and he gladly accepted the punishment.

But what I didn't know was that the instructor's punishment was to make Liu He look at the girl who lost the game for ten seconds, and he had to do a common action together. Liu He was immediately a little nervous and regretful when he heard this, because the girl who looked at him was Shangguan Xiaoqing!

Liu He stared down at the girl in front of him, thinking about the shyness and nervousness of meeting his eyes when he first met, but now he stood close together, staring at each other with opposite eyes.

"Liu He, kiss one, haha." The boys laughed and coaxed, and in the face of the public goddess, they all wanted to use the honest Liu He to tease her.

"Xiaoqing, give him a slap in the face, haha." The girls shouted brainlessly as they laughed.

Shangguan Xiaoqing was extremely shy, her cheeks were crimson, and her heartbeat was rapid; And Liu He was sweating on his forehead nervously, and he was at a loss. Ten seconds of brief eye contact was so long for two shy freshmen.

Looking at Xiaoqing, Liu He instantly remembered Lixue, the meeting under the street lamp was the first heartbeat he would never forget, and the scene in front of him was so familiar. At the end of ten seconds, Xiaoqing had already imprinted Liu He deeply in her heart, and Liu He could no longer forget this girl who stared at each other with him for ten seconds in front of the whole class.

With the good memories of the week, the military training is over. During this period, Liu He became familiar with his classmates, and gained not only friendship, but also the girls' love for Liu He. Maybe the real college life has also begun, however, after realizing his dream, Liu He became at a loss, he didn't know what his next goal was, and he didn't know what he should do at the moment.

Because the domestic education system is biased towards both ends, one is the economically developed cities of Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou, and Shenzhen with extremely low scores, and the other is the economically backward Yunnan, Guizhou, Sichuan, Tibet, Xinjiang, Qinghai and other provinces also have extremely low scores. Moreover, students from economically developed and poor and backward areas account for a large proportion, which also leads to students from ordinary provinces like Xiang Liu He easily becoming academic hegemons, and fairness is extremely prominent in higher education that has lost regional care.

First of all, the whole school is the bottom test, the content of the exam is the college entrance examination questions, and the examination papers are all unified, as a result, Liu He easily led the first place in the class, more than 200 points higher than a candidate in the southwest of the class, therefore, Liu He has also become the collective attention of the classmates, and the girls have a love for Liu He.

Immediately afterwards, the sophomore seniors began to bombard them indiscriminately and attract them into the club, and they were dazzled by all kinds of clubs, they were only responsible for sitting in the classroom and listening honestly, and then the math seniors took turns on the podium to introduce and encourage them.

Suddenly, Liu He saw a familiar face, and he immediately recalled that it was the senior sister of the news agency who interviewed him on the day he first entered the school. It turned out that her name was Xin Ruozhi, she was the president of the news agency, she was very eloquent, dressed fashionably and beautifully, and the primary school brothers who provoked her have surrendered, and the news agency won a big victory in the recruitment of the club, with Xin Ruozhi's appearance, the number of applicants for the news agency was overwhelming.

However, for Liu He, Xin Ruozhi exudes an impetuous atmosphere, and all kinds of clubs are even more identical, making people unable to feel its spiritual value and significance. Unlike others, he chose a very cold Deng Xiaoping Theory Research Society.

The freshman year is all public courses, nothing more than English, computer, and then compulsory courses with Chinese characteristics - Mao Xuan and Matthew. After the official start of classes, Liu He experienced the most real university life in China: boring classes during the day made people drowsy, and there was nothing to do in the dormitory at night without self-study.

Liu He is difficult to get rid of the habits he developed in high school, especially the influence on him in Qingquan No. 1 Middle School, his mental state has not yet adapted to the loose college life, he will have an inexplicable sense of emptiness in his idle moments, and a sense of guilt will follow, only a busy and fulfilling life can make him feel down-to-earth.

As a result, Liu He became an alternative in the eyes of his classmates: he didn't go online, he didn't play basketball, he didn't fall in love, and he didn't play games. He doesn't like a crowded library, he just likes to take a word book to a classroom where no one is there to memorize words, or find a place where no one is there to think.

Suddenly, one day, Liu He received a text message from the club's interview notice, and the payment was not made by the Deng Xiaoping Theory Research Association, but by the News Agency!

The bored roommate reported to the news agency for Xin Ruozhi, although Liu He did not report, but he also received an interview notice inexplicably, and the roommates "dressed up" one by one and pulled Liu He to the interview together. Liu He was taken over in desperation.

Liu He was the No. 1 and was the first to be called into the interview room, Liu He smiled bitterly and walked into the classroom with a helpless and teasing mentality.

"Your name is Liu He, junior. Remember me? It was Xin Ruozhi sitting in the main interviewer's seat, watching Liu He come in and take the initiative to ask with a smile.

"Senior sister, why do you bother, I obviously didn't choose the news agency. Can't you recruit people? Liu He knew that it must have been Xin Ruozhi's text message deliberately sent to him, and the stronger it was, the more Liu He resisted.

"I said I didn't want to join, so why did I come for an interview? Since you're here, why don't you take it seriously, it's at least a sign of respect for us. Xin Ruozhi doesn't quibble, but she doesn't give up.

"Okay, I'm not good at words, I don't have time, I don't have energy, I'm just a boring person, a person who hasn't got rid of lazy and low-level tastes, if your club is willing to ask me, I'm willing to join."

"Okay, that's it, you've been admitted. In the future, you have to ensure that you are on call, and the club activities will not be delayed. Xin Ruozhi was very happy and agreed directly.

As a result, Liu He was hired by the news agency in the entire dormitory. But Liu He's heart is like water, he looks down on all false names and unrealistic feelings, and it seems that success and failure, or gain and loss, are difficult for him to make waves again.

Then many campus encounters with Shangguan Xiaoqing, and frequent interactions in group activities also made Liu He slowly pay attention to this girl, beautiful fate, pure appearance, fresh character, he really can't think of a reason to keep rejecting this girl's heart, the once numb heart slowly recovered, and the cold past slowly dissolved.

At the same time, Xin Ruozhi gave Liu He the position of secretary of the news agency, and began to contact Liu He frequently in the name of club activities. Frequent dinners, small group activities, and her intimate interaction with Liu He made Liu He a little overwhelmed, and most of the originally loose freshman life was taken up by Xin Ruozhi. But Liu He's recognition of Shangguan Xiaoqing kept him awake at all times, and in his heart, the emotional sustenance was to choose one person to have peace of mind and choose one city to die old.

However, the anxious, ordinary, and dull college life was shattered by this special day.

As usual, Liu He stood at the door of the library in Shaw Building to return the book, and a familiar voice suddenly broke into Liu He's ears, and Liu He's heart immediately trembled violently.

The voice that has only existed in Liu He's memories for many years suddenly sounded, this is the voice buried deep in his heart for more than a year, he looked around quickly and keenly and consciously, but he still still didn't find the person he thought about day and night, and thought about it in his heart - Chu Lixue!

This voice surprised and delighted Liu He, his heart suddenly churned violently, so nervous that he could not breathe, he ran into the library, eagerly searching through the dense bookshelves and the shuttling crowd, but never saw the person he missed.

He didn't believe it was a mistake, because he would never forget that voice. So, Liu He begged the librarian to check the borrowing records and return records for himself, but fortunately, the administrator was a part-time junior sister, and he happily agreed when he saw the handsome Liu He, however, after all, he got nothing.

Back in the dormitory, Liu He became listless and sullen. slowly began to shirk the affairs of the club, and he had no intention of entertaining with his roommates, and he had no intention of thinking about Shangguan Xiaoqing again.

Until one morning, Liu He brought his textbooks to the classroom early to prepare for class, and walked into the empty classroom, taking advantage of the fact that the classmates had not yet arrived, Liu He began to fall into a daze, constantly thinking about Chu Lixue.

"Uh... Can I sit here? ”

A question interrupted Liu He's thoughts, and Liu He immediately woke up and came back to his senses, and saw that it was Shangguan Xiaoqing!

"Oh, of course... Yes. In the face of Xiaoqing's rare initiative, Liu He seemed very unnatural.

"I see that you seem to have something on your mind during this time, what troubles can you tell me, I... But the psychological counselor in our class. Xiaoqing shyly took the initiative to talk to Liu He.

"Oh, it's nothing, it's just that I met someone in the library a few days ago who looks like my high school classmate, and I was happy to meet my old acquaintance in a foreign country, but then I didn't find him." Liu He revealed his heart to Xiaoqing.

"Oooh. Be... Male classmates or... Woman...? Xiaoqing couldn't help but ask.

"Male." Liu He understood Xiaoqing's intentions, and he didn't want Xiaoqing to think too much.

"Uh-huh, don't worry, I can help you." Xiaoqing looked at Liu He and said firmly, as if it was very simple for her as a freshman to find a classmate in the vast sea of people in the whole school.

Liu Hewaner smiled and politely refused, because he didn't want to embarrass Xiaoqing.

"You don't have to worry, I can't, but I know someone who can help you." With that, Xiaoqing lowered her head, as if she was making a decision.

Liu He looked at the beautiful girl in front of him, he didn't understand why he was only depressed for Lixue, and wondered if he should cherish the woman in front of him.