However, as he grew up, he found that his parents did not return to their original loving appearance, and there were more and more contradictions, even to the point of divorce, he found that the efforts over the years were useless, he felt that living like this was getting more and more tiring, this was not the result he wanted to see, so he began to become irritable, did not like to eat, did not want to communicate with others, in order to attract the attention of his parents, he even hurt himself, but fortunately there were no major problems.

"Later, his parents found me because of Xiaozhe's self-harm, hoping that I could help Xiaozhe come out, but the funny thing is that they themselves don't know why Xiaozhe became like this, and they thought it was the rebellion of an adolescent boy? These are all things that Xiaozhe told me, I hope you can keep it secret, he is no longer here, and he definitely doesn't want this secret to be known by his parents, so I hope you don't tell his parents, you know, it's also infinite self-blame and sadness! ”

After listening to Doctor Gu's words, Wen Shan nodded thoughtfully, he knew the secret that caused Xiaozhe's illness, it turned out that the influence of the original family on the child was so great that it could cost people their lives.

This reminded him of a sentence he saw not long ago: "The lucky person uses his childhood to heal his life, and the unfortunate person uses his life to heal his childhood." ”

Wen Shan then asked, "Then when he came to you some time ago, did you notice anything wrong?" ”

"I didn't talk too much because I had other patients at the time, but now that I think about it, it really doesn't seem right."

Wen Shan stared at Gu Hao with a questioning face, eager to know what was wrong with Wen Shan.

Dr. Ku continued: "At that time, he said some words of gratitude to me, he found the meaning of life, he also had his own dreams, he wanted to express the most true thoughts in his heart, he had been someone else for so many years, it was time to live for himself once. ”

"At that time, I thought that he had recovered and found his direction in life, so he came to thank me, and I felt very gratified. Now that I think about it, something is wrong, and if I had paid more attention at the time, maybe he would have been fine. ”

Doctor Gu sighed, and Lu Jie saw Dr. Gu's self-blame, "This is something that no one expected, and you don't want this kind of thing to happen, don't blame yourself too much." ”

After listening to Lu Jie's comfort, Doctor Gu slowly recovered, and said: "Thank you, this may still be my dereliction of duty, if I can contact him more later, maybe all this will not happen, and I will also review myself." ”

Wen Shan then asked, "Did Xiaozhe tell you about the person mentioned at the end of the letter?" ”

Gu Hao thought for a while: "Hmm...... No, the last time he came, he didn't mention anyone else to me, except to thank me, just to say something about himself. ”

"Then do you think Xiaozhe will take the essay he wrote when he was sad as a suicide note?"

"It should be, Xiaozhe is a person who likes to express emotions in words, he is gone, and he must also want others to know how difficult it is for him, so he chooses to commit suicide, and he also wants others to understand him, after all, he doesn't want to grieve the living because of his death, with this suicide note, his family can also understand a little."

Wen Shan nodded, stood up, and said, "Thank you for your help, if you have any questions, we will contact you again." ”

Dr. Gu nodded, and then instructed the female assistant to send them out, and he smiled disdainfully at the back of them leaving.