Chapter 59 Yan Cangmos. Concentric knots

Sitting quietly in the room alone, many things, many past events, just like things that had happened, the reflection of shadows in front of her.

Even if she didn't want to think about it, it was a fact, and even so, she still felt as if she had lived yesterday.

She is Yan Cangmos, only deeply favored by her parents, and she is the only daughter in the family, so her father is General Yan and her mother is also the daughter of a general.

The so-called canine father has a canine girl.

She lived in the barracks with her parents, and her father, who loved him, taught her a lot of military arts in order to keep her from being bullied in the slightest, so that she was free and liked to practice these martial arts.

Her personality will be stronger than that of ordinary women in Beijing, independent and legacy, just like Mulan's personality.

If it weren't for her showing her hands, she wouldn't be able to see the strong martial arts she possessed from her appearance, and she was familiar with the art of war in cooperation, and even his father often sighed: My daughter is definitely better than ordinary men, and if she wants to find a country in the future, she must be able to subdue her, and she can't look down on ordinary people.

I didn't expect this sentence to become a desperate sentence.

So in the eyes of outsiders, it seems that this weak woman is a beautiful girl, a small jasper, a sinking fish and a goose, and it is impossible to see that she has the heart of a general in his clear appearance.

So the world makes people, Yan Cangtao has been living in the barracks since she was a child, and she doesn't know the so-called female celebrity in the boudoir, let alone too many confidant female friends.

If there is that kind of happy rivers and lakes, frank and unrestrained brotherhood.

It is this kind of character that makes her not understand that kind of conspiracy and power tricks. He prefers to come frankly, straight and straight, face to face.

This kind of cultivation laid the groundwork for her to enter the palace later.

The past 20 years have passed like an arrow.

If there were no accidents that happened later, he might have felt that his life would not be like this, he would definitely think that he would marry Liang Xu in his life, and it should be a man who at least joined hands with him on the battlefield, galloped on horseback, and watched the sunset over the Yellow River.

His father has done his best for the country, and he has been dedicated to his duties, and he has died on the battlefield and shrouded in horse leather.

At this time, the fact of defeat had already happened, and in order to cover up this tragedy, the emperor gave him a holy decree from heaven at this time.

Twilight proudly married him, as if it really seemed to be such a beautiful thing. This is not what Yan Cangtao is looking forward to in her heart, but it is this holy decree that has changed the fate of her life.

Since then, he has no power to return to the battlefield that he dreams of.

From then on, wash your hands and change your clothes, and hide in the mansion.

It's like a bird with a broken thorn, longing for the sky, but powerless to fly.

Yan Cangmoss is simple by nature, he doesn't understand human feelings, he is not good at it, and he doesn't disdain that kind of intrigue, and then those are very naïve and simple behaviors, but in fact, this is a very profound conspiracy, and in his opinion, he really doesn't understand it at all.

So she didn't understand it at all, and she didn't see what her future husband would be like.

When she was about to compromise this marriage, she even felt that this time might be the arrangement of fate, maybe it was a gift prepared by God, she had to accept him, and decided to arrange and decide her life well, and she even felt that she should start from here.

In the eyes of envy from everyone, but this is not the case.

The so-called good story of a husband and a son is actually really a joke, a toy that can't laugh anymore.

Because of the so-called beautiful morning scenery that night, the night of the cave flowers and candles, it is to keep the empty room alone.

Is there anything more joking than this?

Not really, but it is. It's unbelievable to think that something like this would happen.

She never imagined that this was just a common thing. It was more that happened to catch her off guard.

Because she doesn't have all the gentle side of those women in the army.

must describe his words, it can only show that under her sunken appearance, she does not have the tenderness of a woman's heart, but a sense of heroism.

In the past 20 years, his father loves his daughter very much and depends on her in everything, so he has not arranged her marriage for a long time, and this daughter lives freely and freely in the army.

Abandon some so-called female celebrities, and even more dislike those who play the piano and paint, chant poems against each other, and don't know anything about the so-called traditional women's boudoirs.

Yan Cangmoss only likes to gallop horses, shoot eagle eagles with slingshots, like the weird theory of the art of war, like the dripping big bowl of wine, and like to laugh at the sky with great pleasure.

From the traditional point of view, such an image of her is simply useless.

According to the standard configuration of the royal daughter-in-law, it is just to satisfy her noble status, and she has no way to integrate the etiquette of the royal daughter-in-law at all.

To put it mildly.

It's like a waste inside the royal daughter-in-law.

Just imagine a woman who doesn't know how to talk about love, a woman who doesn't know how to be gentle like water, a woman who doesn't have the so-called interest in life, a woman who doesn't know how to flatter, and wants to be favored in front of the king of the green world, it is simply difficult to get to the sky.

In the long run, King Qingshi, who had been very dissatisfied with this marriage, hated him even more, and was even unwilling to have any meaningful contact with her, and this dissatisfaction reached its limit, and it never even appeared again in front of her.

For a long time, this situation has not changed in any way, and Yan Cangtao is unwilling to make any compromises, or she doesn't know how to compromise, she just does things according to her own life and her own principles, and she doesn't know how to flatter her husband at all.

Maybe she was still wallowing in her own pain, and she didn't want to upset the balance this time.

Her pride would never allow herself to bow down to anyone.

For a long time, Yan Cangmoss completely lost his favor in front of King Qingshi, and he never had it at all, let alone lose.

In this way, Yan Cangmoss was ignored by the prince for a year and a half.

The so-called concubines in the family are not fuel-efficient lamps, and in order to achieve their goal of being on top, they are all doing some acts that have no purpose and will not give up. And they saw that Yan Cangmoss was peaceful and weak in nature, and their self-righteous design made her framed.

Yan Cangtao didn't refute, because she didn't feel that there was any need or interest in doing this kind of thing, and she wished she had left here early, and she would also admit this matter with this excuse.

Sure enough.

The prince sent her out of the palace in the name of recuperation, and sent her to another homestead of his own, and banished her for a year.

During this year, he did not compromise with him in the slightest.

She will feel that she can be free and can avoid that kind of deceitful life, which is a very good state of mind.

It is not a long time to say that this year is not long, but it is not short. If within this year, she really has many opportunities to completely leave this palace and live the life she wants to live.

Although the situation was already in front of him, Yan Cangmoss had such a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, but he didn't take this road.

It's not that she doesn't want to, it's that she has concerns.

This marriage of mine is not a simple secular wedding, this is a royal wedding. This wedding is even related to the royal face, and most importantly, it is also related to the face of his father.

So, she can't be selfish and make her own decisions.

can only breathe to maintain this stormy marriage, it's good to marry like this, at least he didn't come to disturb himself, and he can be a couple, maybe this is the best arrangement.

At least I can't ignore my father's face, maybe one day my husband wants to open it, maybe I feel that I have discovered my beauty, maybe it is really like what my father expects, I can have a very loving marriage.

He behaved like this even because of his father's wishes.

According to his strategy and his means, he can announce to the public that he is really sick and dead, these things are easy to solve, and then use the golden cicada to shed his shell, and he can live incognito in any place for a lifetime.

Unfortunately, she didn't want to do that.

She was willing to return to the palace again.

The gears of fate slowly kicked in on her again.

……

This time, after Yan Cangmoss was picked up from the countryside, he found that there was a very strange phenomenon in the entire palace, he couldn't explain such a thing, he couldn't say it, everyone seemed to have a special care for him.

In particular, his husband is completely like a change of personality or as if it was some kind of sudden change, not only caring for him, but also helping him as a treasure in his life, no matter what kind of things he wants, he can get it, and he also takes great care of her.

It's always something she can't imagine, and this change is so fast that she feels some kind of conspiracy, but she doesn't feel anything happening, maybe the so-called long absence is better than the newlywed

I was suspicious, maybe my father was really in love with her, maybe it was for other reasons, she didn't think there was anything wrong with this, maybe this is a normal relationship between a man and a woman.

Yan Cangmoss has never been a man or woman, and he is not the opponent of Prince Qingshi at all, he knows this matter very well through the strategy, so it is easy for Yan Cangmos to fall into his gentle township.

Yan Cangmoss seems to think that he has really found the best place in his life, maybe it belongs to what his father said, he has been arranged the best in his life, and he feels that he can get the best thing in life.

She loved this man, and she loved it uncontrollably

Willing to do everything for him.

Love is such a wonderful thing, I have never tried it before.

Simple and naïve, she didn't know that at this moment, she was just a trump card in the hands of others.

It's just a trump card, and if someone else wants to play the role of a trump card now, they will naturally play to your extreme.

So when this trump card doesn't make any sense, then the final outcome is the three holes of the cunning rabbit.

Any suspense, but the result is only to die unjustly.

The dream of the Horse Leather Shroud was too far away from him.

Before he died, Yan Cangmoss suddenly woke up to the fact that he was really simple and naïve, thinking that the doctrine of the art of war he had learned seemed to be a mystery of insight, but in fact, the art of war was only applied on the battlefield, and human nature could not be perceived.

I was really too stupid, too naïve, too simple, and too trusting of the people around me.

The so-called sweet love is just a glass of poisoned wine.

And the kind of life I want to gallop on a horse seems to be getting farther and farther away from me, and it is impossible to achieve it anymore.

A tear slowly slid down from the corner of her eye, everything was too late, if there was an afterlife, she would definitely not want these things to happen, she would definitely wipe her eyes and see the other party's face clearly.

It's too late, it's all gone.

……

Then the gears of fate slowly opened to him again, and something happened that made her have to believe.

Yan Cangmoss woke up again.

She woke up and thought she was just having a nightmare, because there was so much fear in it that it made her feel as if a lot had happened.

Maybe my father has been away for too long in the past, so he will feel lonely, and he will feel so lonely and lonely.

But his nightmares always happen in reality, she pinched her thighs, and her thighs hurt so much, and all this was real.

Those who were implicated because of themselves, one by one, died tragically in front of themselves, they were familiar with their faces, and the misfortunes were in front of their eyes, this is not fake, this is true!

This must be true!

These nightmares are a constant reminder of the harsh reality he is now facing.

The moment she opened her eyes, she seemed to remember the past again, and the psychology that made her insensitive, she once again got this most painful feeling.

She will never let these things happen again, no matter what happens, she will definitely fight, she will not let the whole history repeat itself, she will not be that stupid naïve and simple woman, she will definitely show her best state, she will not live for others, and she will not drink that simple and childish love poison wine.

From this life and this life, at this moment, she must live according to her own principles, she will no longer be attached to anyone, nor will she pin anyone on him, she must live according to her most thoughts, if you live like before, you don't know how many times you should really die.

Yes, she was reborn at this moment.

Go to God to give her a chance to reincarnate, and from this moment on, she secretly makes up her mind that she will never let herself become the past again.

Sitting there alone, she waited for him to come, she really didn't know how to deal with it, just for a moment of hesitation, she knew that he was facing many, many things now.

At this moment, it seems that many years have passed since his death three years ago.

And for the self in front of me, I am now back to myself in the middle of three years ago, and in these three years ago, I happened to be the unexpected wedding today.

The reincarnation of all fate starts again from this wedding.

So all this must not be the same, what happened again, she secretly made up her mind that she would never contribute to him the things she loved most no matter what, and she must see his true destiny clearly.

At this moment, it is time for the wedding.

Yan Cangmoss sat next to her in a regular manner, and at this time she heard a burst of messy footsteps outside, she knew that this should be the prince of Qingshi, and sure enough, history is really repeating itself.

There was a sneer on the corner of Yan Cangmos's mouth.

What should come will come, and what should not come will not come, and he will definitely come in at this time.

Suddenly, at this time, there was a sound, "The second brother is marrying the concubine today, why haven't you seen the future second sister-in-law as a younger brother?" Why do you have to congratulate the second sister-in-law, if you can't congratulate you, wouldn't it mean that we missed the second sister-in-law? ”

"These sisters-in-law are rare Mulan, not only have a peerless appearance, heroic posture, we have seen too many women in Kyoto, I really want to see the second sister-in-law that bends the bow and shoots the eagle woman, we all envy the second brother, can actually marry one of the "peerless double Jiao", the second brother is really blessed, I and other brothers really can't envy it! ”

"That's right, it is rumored that the second sister-in-law is a female man in the army, everyone has never seen her, and they are all so evil, she must have extraordinary skills, otherwise how could the emperor let this happy marriage personally with the second brother, it can be seen how satisfied the emperor is with this marriage......"

"Yes, it's too right to say to Lao Jiu, Dad, you can talk to the second brother quickly, let us meet our sister-in-law, no matter what, we will definitely be respectful to the second sister-in-law, and there will definitely be no transgression."

"Really, we want to see it so much, it's so mysterious out there, we're really curious about it!"

Just when everyone was talking about it, maybe they were about to push the door in, she was very worried about how to deal with these bold and reckless princes.

It's no problem to just break in.

At this critical moment, a voice suddenly came from it, "Brothers, don't be embarrassed that I don't drink, everyone disperses, today our brothers are not drunk and do not return, this is a good day for the second brother, if the second brother is offended at this time, sister, after all, this is a marriage given by the emperor himself, and everyone is not good to do, right?" ”

His voice went hand in hand.

"Yes, the sixth is right, the Spring Festival is worth a thousand gold, and we will come over another day to pay a good visit to the second sister-in-law!"

At this time, there was a door pushing the door, and I heard the slave and maid outside the door greeting: "The slave and maid have seen the prince of the green world." ”

He's finally here.

His enemies have finally come.

Yan Cangmoss tried hard to restrain her emotions, he didn't let herself scream at all, she knew that she wanted to cut him a thousand times at this time.

But at this time, you can't necessarily control your emotions, which will allow your emotions to leak a little.

"Slave and maid see the prince!"

"Alright, it's all down, you don't have to stay here."

"Thank you for the reward, I wish the princess and princess an early birth of a noble son, forever married, and all the best."