Chapter 2 The Rainy Season and the Flower Season are not the same

Liu He was taken to the town center primary school, he had reached the school age, was taken to the primary school to register, and has been living in a closed environment, only heard the word school, but did not know what school does, and then Liu He's father left after registering him, leaving Liu He in school, the first class was a music class, the teacher played the piano, the students sang along, Liu He's subconscious understood, it turned out that going to school was singing, and he began to like school.

But then it was empty joy, and later the math class and Chinese class made him dull all of a sudden, and the central primary schools in the countryside were all children of farmers, lacking the careful teaching of their parents, all of them were very naughty, and Liu He, who was a little introverted, seemed to be out of place with them, and he felt lonely. After entering school, Liu He was slowly isolated, and loneliness made such a young child feel inferior.

After school, on the one hand, there are groups of classmates on the road, talking and laughing, and on the other hand, Liu He, who chooses to go to the remote wheat field in the face of loneliness and fear of being hurt. He often encounters all kinds of snakes in the ditch next to the wheat field, and his shoes will be muddy on rainy days, but this is a happy road for him, because the end of the road is home, and there is no indifference and isolation on the road, he can run and walk slowly, jump over the ditch, and pick the ears of wheat, as if there is no sorrow or unhappiness here except for the green, yellow, and white of the four seasons. But when he returned home, there was no TV, no play, he wanted to know what Pan Wenjing was doing, the original loneliness seemed to come back to him, he wanted Qi Dongjun and Pan Wenjing, but he could only stay at home.

Until two weeks passed, one day because he didn't finish his homework, Liu He was ordered by the teacher to lie on the ground to make up for his homework, and a new classmate came to the class, he looked up and saw that it was Pan Wenjing, he was happy, and the sense of dullness, loneliness, and loss was swept away, after all, he was no longer alone from now on.

It wasn't until later that he learned that Pan Wenjing's family was poor and could not afford the huge tuition and miscellaneous fees of the "compulsory education" in the 90s, so he was unable to enroll in school for a long time, and finally reluctantly enrolled with the help of relatives.

In the days to come, Liu He will give Pan Wenjing the steamed buns he brought at home to eat, and Wenjing will accompany Liu He to walk in the wheat field after school, the two of them sing the songs they learned at school together, run wildly together, jump over the ditch together, and when it rains, the two people will squeeze into a raincoat, and when it snows, the two people will step on the thick snow that does not reach their knees together, and move forward in the wheat field with difficulty.

But Liu He, the "special" child of migrant workers, still can't escape the teacher's attention, because Liu He's parents are the legendary "eat the treasury" of the official workers, did not send Liu He textbooks, Liu He's parents had no choice but to buy gifts to the teacher's house to bring back the class skills; Before school ended, a few little bullies began to discuss how to spoof Liu He, and the thin Pan Wenjing wanted to protect Liu He, but she was too weak, and the two could only run into the wheat field, and then they entered the world of the two.

In this way, the teacher either did not give gifts to Liu He's parents because of holidays, or treated Liu He unfairly because there were too few gifts, and the children in every village in the class formed a group, but Liu He and Wen Jing seemed so lonely that they became the target of public criticism from time to time.

Until the fourth grade, Liu He inherited his father's excellent genes of more than 1.8 meters tall, 10-year-old he is already taller than most boys, the children are gradually sensible, there are not so many spoofs and frolic, and in the face of the teacher's criticism Liu He also slowly adapted, he only had one idea at a young age, and he won when he entered junior high school alive.

Finally, Liu He survived elementary school, and Pan Wenjing both entered junior high school with very low scores.

The junior high school is the central middle school in the town, so there are many familiar faces in the class, and there are many unfamiliar faces, and what makes him happy is that among the familiar faces are Pan Wenjing, who has been with him for five years, and of course, there are also little bullies who have spoofed him, but the unfamiliar environment unites them, and they feel very cordial when they see the familiar Liu He again, so they have become good friends with each other.

In junior high school, there is no teacher's trouble, on the contrary, the teacher is very kind to him, the classmates are also very friendly, and there is no test score ranking, as if he returned to the time when he was playing in the alley, there is no pressure, everything is so quiet and comfortable, calm and calm. As usual, Liu He and Pan Wenjing went to school together, got out of school together, went home together after evening self-study, rode bicycles, walked on the road, and their parents were very relieved to see them walking together.

But the good times always don't last long, just after the end of their first year of junior high school, Liu He and Pan Wenjing's parents' factory failed to restructure and went bankrupt, their parents were both laid off, the family home was sold, Liu He moved to a tiled house not far from the school, and Pan Wenjing's family did not know where to move, probably because it was far away from home and chose to live in the school.

Liu He began to adapt to this new environment again, the new home was surrounded by strangers, and the dilapidated tiled house was crumbling, but it was gratifying that the dilapidated house was quite spacious, and there was a small yard, which was not so crowded, but in the face of his parents being laid off and unemployed, he needed to adapt to a strange new environment, not only to adapt to life, but also to psychological adaptation, so he had no intention of thinking about Pan Wenjing's affairs.

Every day when he came home from school, he saw his mother at home with a sad face, and his father was looking for a job everywhere and came home very late, and dinner was very good, sometimes the whole family ate cold steamed buns with hard and black beans and pickles.

After moving, Liu He could no longer go to school with Pan Wenjing, he smelled loneliness again, because Liu He and Pan Wenjing were not at the same table, walking alone on the lonely cement road in the early morning, going to school in the dark at dawn, and at ten o'clock at night, he went home alone in the dark night.

But for him, loneliness is not a first acquaintance but just a return, and it seems that he has been mentally prepared early.

This life lasted for a while, until one day when he came home from school, Liu He suddenly found that there were two more machines in the yard, a cutting machine and a processing machine. Then I heard my parents say that I planned to process and produce small household appliances at home, and I used all the savings of the family to borrow some money from relatives to buy these two machines, and then I will work at home in the future.

This is not too much touch for Liu He, but when he goes home at night and sees his parents working until after twelve o'clock in the evening, he is very distressed, although he wants to help, but his parents are afraid of affecting his study and do not let him interfere, Liu He, who is already a teenager, naturally can't sleep, lying on the bed listening to the sometimes rumbling machines in the yard, imagining the scene of his parents' hard work can't help crying.

Liu He thought for a long time, only studying hard is the only help to this family, since then Liu He began to recognize the goal, save enough motivation, every night when he goes home from self-study, he must insist on learning eleven o'clock, but no road is flat, even if there is no ruggedness, there will be scenery, even if there is no scenery, there will be fluctuations in the heart.

Just during an ordinary recess, a female classmate who was sitting across from Liu He called him, smiled and said, "Liu He, can I take a sip of your water?" ”

Liu Hemeng was stunned for a moment, he took a closer look at this female classmate Sun Qingmin, who rarely talked to him, as if he had just met her, with a delicate face, simple dress, dark skin, and lively personality, Liu He's heart fluctuated in an instant.

Before he could react, Sun Qingmin had already taken his cup and drank it, and suddenly Liu He's face was flushed, and his heart was beating faster, he had never felt this way, even if he had held hands with Pan Wenjing before.

Liu He looked at the cup he had just used by Sun Qingmin, he was at a loss, his heart turned over and he couldn't be quiet for a long time, his mind was full of pictures of this girl, he was thinking about Sun Qingmin on the way home from school, even if he was lying in bed at night, listening to the sound of the machine outside, his mind was still Sun Qingmin's face, he didn't know what it was like, he didn't know why he was like this.

In the days to come, no matter which position Sun Qingmin transfers to the seat, Liu He will stare at her silently, even if he and Pan Wenjing become the same table, he will not be happy, because his heart seems to be bound by Sun Qingmin, and he just wants to rely on Sun Qingmin to get closer.

Since then, Liu He's test scores have slowly deteriorated, but Pan Wenjing's grades as his tablemate are getting better and better, as soon as it comes to recess, Pan Wenjing can't help but chat with Liu He, and Liu He unconsciously chatted with Pan Wenjing about Sun Qingmin, the girl Sun Qingmin, who was suddenly noticed by Liu He, began to firmly affect Liu He's heart.

And Pan Wenjing still cares about Liu He as seriously as before, although she is the same age, she cares for Liu He like a sister, and Liu He is also used to the life of Pan Wenjing's company.

Liu He talked to Pan Wenjing about his parents every day, and told her everything that happened at home every day, and Pan Wenjing was also very interested in listening, she paid attention to his emotional ups and downs, good or bad mood, paid attention to the quality of his exams, and even paid attention to the quality of each meal, whether he was full or not.

In Liu He's eyes, Pan Wenjing is an optimistic girl, she loves to laugh, and even says everything as if she will smile on her face, as if she never has troubles, and has never heard her describe the depression or difficulties in her heart. At the same time, Pan Wenjing is very diligent and thrifty.

Slowly, Liu He found that Sun Qingmin had a good impression of him, Sun Qingmin, who was sitting in the front row, often pretended to turn around and chat with the girls in the back, but in fact he was looking at Liu He.

He began to realize that he had fallen in love with Sun Qingmin, and he also knew that Sun Qingmin liked him.

Sometimes creation is like this, in the next transfer, Liu He and Sun Qingmin became the same table, which made both of them excited and nervous, although Sun Qingmin was outgoing, but at first the two were always embarrassed to take the initiative to talk to each other, until two weeks later Sun Qingmin couldn't help but take the initiative to ask Liu He questions, and then the two slowly became acquainted, every day they looked forward to getting out of class, so that they could talk to each other, this is Liu He's happiest thing since childhood, and he tasted happiness for the first time.

Sun Qingmin was born in the countryside, but she is a very sensible child, her brother works as a farmer at home, so the hopes of the whole family are pinned on her, and they all hope that she can study hard, be admitted to university to get ahead, and change the status quo of the family.

And Sun Qingmin has always had a college dream, wanting to go out and become the pride of his family.

The test scores of their class are not ranked, but by chance, in a midterm exam, Liu He was surprised--- Sun Qingmin's Chinese score was 37 points, and the total score was 120. Sun Qingmin looked at the test paper lying on the table and cried very sadly.

Even so, the Chinese teacher in the Chinese class still publicly criticized her regardless of her feelings, and her words were mixed with anger, which was extremely cold and sharp.

The whole class was frightened silently, only Sun Qingmin's cry was in the silence, the Chinese teacher became more and more angry, and yelled loudly to prevent Sun Qingmin from crying, but Sun Qingmin just couldn't control it, lying on the table with tears in his eyes, and the textbooks were soaked in tears, Liu He, who was sitting on the side, looked very distressed, but he couldn't do anything, he could only bow his head and listen to the teacher scolding her, which was very unpleasant.

At this moment, Sun Qingmin's face was already red from crying, his hair was soaked in tears and stuck to his face, but the crying was mixed with the sneering laughter of several boys, Liu He couldn't stop the teacher, and he couldn't comfort Qingmin, at this moment Liu He felt extremely uncomfortable, looking at the thin Sun Qingmin lying on the table without crying in despair, Liu He was helpless, resentful, pitiful, and painful!

In the face of a cold society and a cruel reality, countless people like Liu He can only choose to cry silently, choose to be powerless to struggle, choose to change without intention, and choose to accept silently.

In this way, Sun Qingmin's matter passed, but everything did not return to the original beauty, Sun Qingmin was no longer active, she deliberately blocked her eyes with oblique bangs for fear that Liu He would see that a girl's dignity seemed to be damaged like this, and she had no confidence to like a person and be liked by others.

A week later, Sun Qingmin disappeared, the textbooks on the table were still there, and the things were still there. The teacher didn't mention where Sun Qingmin went, as if she was so insignificant that she couldn't attract anyone's attention at all, but Liu He kept worrying about her and thinking about her all the time.

Until one day, Liu He suddenly saw Sun Qingmin running in the playground through the window, and then listened to the chat of classmates to know that because Sun Qingmin often helps his parents do farm work at home, his physique is very good, especially his lung capacity is amazing, a few weeks ago in a physical education class, she was selected by the school physical education teacher because of the fast speed of running 100 meters back and forth, and planned to let her be a sports student.

The head teacher also talked to her and told her that she didn't have to go to class in the future, just go to the playground to practice running. Hearing this news, Liu He's heart was mixed, anxious and restless, and completely confused.

"Could it be that she won't come back in the future, and she and I can't be at the same table anymore? Didn't she want to go to college, how did she go for a run? ......" A series of questions made Liu He at a loss, and he became absent-minded in class, tossing and turning at night and couldn't help but think crankily.

The next morning, Liu He went to the classroom early to clean up, the sky was slightly bright, but the lights in the classroom were on from a distance, when he pushed the door open in confusion, he was stunned - Sun Qingmin was sitting in the classroom reading, Sun Qingmin did not look up, Liu He was nervous and excited, excited because of Sun Qingmin's return, but he was afraid that this encounter was short and nervous. He had so much to say and so many questions to ask, but at that moment he didn't know where to start.

"Uh... You.. Don't have to train today? Liu He asked cautiously in a low voice.

"Hmm...," Kiyomin whispered with his head down.

Liu He forgot to be on duty, and sat down slowly, maybe he wanted to cherish the time with her, even if it was only a minute and a second, the classroom was just the two of them, unusually quiet, two people, two hearts, just sitting like this, Liu He faintly felt that something would happen, but he cherished this short reunion, the two seemed to be waiting for the coming of the storm, and as if waiting for the doomed judgment, perhaps, the fragile heart was also looking forward to that faint dawn.

Soon, the sun rose, the radio sounded on the campus, and the classmates came one after another, Liu He and Sun Qingmin's hearts began to be restless and nervous, they really wanted to freeze in that moment of tranquility, and they wanted to think that the sun would never rise.

But the sun has risen, dawn has come, and judgment seems to be about to begin.

Sure enough, with the sound of Lang Lang reading, a sturdy teacher in sportswear walked into the classroom menacingly, and after a moment of scanning, his eyes directly locked on Sun Qingmin, and then strode over, grabbed Sun Qingmin's arm, and pulled away, Sun Qingmin desperately resisted.

The whole class stopped reading in the morning and looked at the physical education teacher, who held his breath to take Sun Qingmin away.

"Let go of me! I'm not going, I'm not going to practice anymore! Sun Qingmin also shouted.

Her struggle is like a leaf swaying in a storm, destined to change nothing, the flower season is beautiful but fragile, as is youth, and the poetic rainy season is also full of showers. Liu He deeply felt Qingmin's helplessness, and was on the verge of heartache and collapse.

In the end, Kiyomin was taken away by the teacher.

Later, I heard that Sun Qingmin's parents were very supportive of her learning sports, and she obeyed them. As a result, Liu He could see Sun Qingmin running in circles on the playground during every class, his face expressionless, he could only guess Sun Qingmin's pain of being in despair but powerless to struggle, and the dullness in his heart began to accumulate continuously, and the suppressed emotions became more and more occupied in his heart.

Sun Qingmin's seat was empty, and soon the seat was adjusted, he could no longer find any trace of Sun Qingmin, and he could no longer see the back of the white T-shirt ponytail, he also became silent, and once again entered the heart of loneliness, and his heart was empty.