Chapter 132 He Shengnan remembers He Ruo

Zhang Shuo was also very happy to see Qiu Yue come back. He silently prayed in his heart that Yang Mubai would not be angry with Pei Shengyuan anymore, otherwise it would affect the reunion of their husband and wife.

Back at Zhang's mansion, their son Zhang Xiaotian was waiting for them.

Seeing Qiu Yue, he threw himself into her arms and said in a whisper, "Mother, I miss you so much." Why haven't you come back for so long? ”

Their son is almost ten years old, and it's time to stick to his mother.

Qiu Yue was also distressed, she had been away for so long, and she really missed him very much. It's a pity that she had a mission and had to leave them.

Qiu Yue hugged him and said, "My mother also misses you very much." After saying that, he took out a box of things, all of which he bought at the Biansai Market.

handed it to him and said, "Tian'er, this is a gift that my mother bought for you, do you like it?" ”

Zhang Xiaotian looked at the gadgets in the box in surprise, and just wanted to reach out to get it, he had heard that if his mother sent something, he might have to leave him again. He said: "I like it, but I want my mother more." I don't want any of these things, and my mother will never leave me again, okay? ”

Qiu Yue touched his head and said, "Then you can take it!" In the future, my mother will never leave you again. ”

Zhang Xiaotian hugged the box with joy, he took it and put it in his room, and quickly ran out and lay in Qiu Yue's arms.

Zhang Shuo said: "Tian'er, your mother is very tired and wants to take a bath and rest." You also go to bed first, and then spend time with your mother tomorrow, okay? ”

Zhang Xiaotian hugged Qiuyue's neck and said, "No, I want to sleep with my mother today." ”

Zhang Shuo: "????? "How can this be endured? Qiu Yue came back for so long, and he hadn't tasted the sweetness of being a husband yet, how could he delay this kid.

He comforted bitterly: "Tian'er, your mother should have a good rest, if you sleep with her, it will affect her sleep." ”

Zhang Xiaotian said: "Mother, can I sleep with you?" Don't worry, I'm good at being good and won't disturb your rest. ”

Qiu Yue was reluctant to let him leave, and hurriedly said, "Okay, I'll sleep with my mother tonight." But you'll have to let me bathe first. ”

Zhang Xiaotian nodded and said, "Okay, then the mother will go to the bath first, and I'll wait for you on the bed." With that, he ran to their bed and lay down.

Qiuyue quickly went to take a bath and came back, and Zhang Shuo was still in the room to persuade Zhang Xiaotian: "Tian'er, your mother is my daughter-in-law, and she wants to sleep with me." Would you like to go back to your room and sleep? ”

Zhang Xiaotian said: "Daddy, can't the three of us just sleep together?" Why do you have to let me go back to sleep? ”

Zhang Shuo said: "Your mother wants to sleep alone with me." ”

When Zhang Xiaotian saw Qiuyue coming back, he asked, "Mother, my father said that you don't want to sleep with me, right?" Looking at his expectant eyes, Qiu Yue glanced at Zhang Shuo, and said softly: "Of course my mother wants to sleep with you, don't listen to your father's nonsense." ”

Zhang Xiaotian said happily: "Great, I will sleep with my mother every day in the future." ”

Zhang Shuo: "......"

Autumn Moon: "......"

Zhang Xiaotian saw that they didn't speak, so he said, "Mother, let's sleep!" There's so much more I want to ask you! ”

Zhang Shuo said: "Tian'er, when you grow up, you have to sleep by yourself." ”

Zhang Xiaotian said: "Daddy, you have grown up too, why don't you sleep by yourself?" ”

Qiu Yue said: "Okay! What are you angry with your son? ”

Zhang Shuo said: "Can I not be angry? How long have you said it has been? ”

Qiu Yue smiled and said, "Can you be a little more restrained in front of your son?" ”

Zhang Shuo whispered in her ear: "You coax him to sleep first, and when he sleeps, I will carry him back to my room." ”

Qiu Yue said, "Okay. ”

When Zhang Shuo came back from bathing, Zhang Xiaotian was still looking at him with round eyes.

Zhang Shuo said: "Qiuyue, didn't you coax him to sleep? ”

Zhang Xiaozai put his finger to his mouth, shushed and said, "Daddy, my mother is asleep, don't disturb her." ”

Zhang Shuo: "......" this stinky boy, it's all your bad things for me.

Seeing his gloomy face, Zhang Xiaotian swallowed his saliva and said, "Daddy, what's wrong with you?" ”

Zhang Shuo said speechlessly: "Sleep!" Don't you want to sleep with your mother? The three of us slept together tonight. ”

Zhang Xiaotian looked at Qiuyue and hugged it, for about half an hour, he couldn't hold it anymore, so he fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, Zhang Shuo woke up again, he was really uncomfortable, and saw Zhang Xiaotian asleep. Carry him back to his room, then back to his room, lock the door, and gently burrow under the covers.

He tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, and deliberately made some movement to wake up Qiuyue.

Qiu Yue was so tired that she slept deeply and didn't wake up.

He stomped on the bed angrily, turned his back to Akizuki and prepared to sleep.

Qiu Yue was awakened by his stomping, and when she saw him like this, she knew what he wanted to do. Anyway, she woke up, she hugged Zhang Shuo from behind and said, "You are such a big person, why are you still as petty as Tian'er?" ”

Zhang Shuo turned around in surprise and said, "Qiuyue, you're awake!" ”

Qiu Yue glanced at him and said: "The bed is about to be kicked out of a hole by you, I haven't woken up yet, so my martial arts all these years have been in vain." ”

Zhang Shuo imprinted a kiss on her lips and said, "Qiuyue, since we're all awake, let's do something interesting!" ”

Qiu Yue doesn't twist either, she also misses Zhang Shuo very much. hugged him and said, "Look at your anxious appearance, it's really useless." ”

Zhang Shuo said with a smile: "If you are not in a hurry for your beloved, you will not be productive!" After speaking, they kissed the autumn moon deeply and began their long-lost married life.

It is said that Xiao Bie is newlywed, they are very harmonious tonight, and both of them are very satisfied.

The next day, Zhang Xiaotian woke up and found that he was sleeping in his room, very anxious, yesterday his mother came back, he obviously slept next to his mother. Could it be that my mother is gone again? He came to Qiuyue's room crying, and found that the door was locked, he knocked on the door and said, "Mother, are you still there?" ”

Zhang Shuo and Qiu Yue were woken up, and Zhang Shuo put on his clothes and went to open the door.

Zhang Xiaotian ignored him, ran directly to the bed, hugged Qiu Yue and said, "Mother, I thought you didn't want me anymore, and you were going to leave again!" ”

Qiu Yue comforted him and said, "Tian'er, don't worry, my mother will not leave in the future." I will always be with you. ”

Zhang Xiaotian stopped crying and said, "Mother, I obviously slept next to you last night, why did I go to bed by myself in the morning?" ”

Zhang Shuo said: "You fell asleep last night and felt uncomfortable, and Daddy carried you to his room. ”

Zhang Xiaotian said: "Mother, I will sleep with you every day in the future, Daddy, don't you take me to your room again, okay?" ”

Qiuyue said: "Tian'er, you are a man, you have to feel independent, you have to sleep by yourself, you know?" ”

Zhang Xiaotian said suspiciously: "Is that daddy a man?" Why does he sleep with you? ”

Autumn Moon: "......"

Zhang Shuo said: "Because your mother is my daughter-in-law, you should sleep with me." Later, when you grow up and marry a daughter-in-law, you will sleep with your daughter-in-law every day. ”

Zhang Xiaotian thought for a while and said: "I don't want to marry a daughter-in-law, I want to sleep with my mother every day." ”

Zhang Shuo said: "That's not good, your mother wants to sleep with me." ”

Zhang Xiaotian said: "She is my mother, I will sleep with her." After speaking, he said pitifully: "Mother, is it okay?" ”

Qiuyue said helplessly: "Tian'er, then let you sleep with your mother for a few days, and then you will have to sleep by yourself, okay?" ”

Zhang Xiaotian asked, "Mother, why can't I sleep with you every day?" ”

Qiuyue said: "Because Tian'er has to sleep in her own room, and my mother should sleep with your father." ”

Zhang Xiaotian seemed to understand and said: "Okay then!" After speaking, he looked aggrieved.

Zhang Shuo hurriedly coaxed: "Tian'er, didn't you sleep by yourself before?" Why is your mother still coquettish when she comes back? ”

Zhang Xiaotian said: "Daddy used to sleep by himself, why did your mother come back, you have to sleep with my mother?" ”

Zhang Shuo: "......"

After Zhang Shuo and Qiuyue's education, Zhang Xiaotian finally accepted the fact that he would sleep by himself in the future. He confirmed that Qiu Yue was no longer leaving, and that it was still acceptable that he could not sleep with Qiu Yue.

Xu Lang and Peony returned, and after the two daughters retired, Peony waited for Xu Lang to bathe and prepare to rest. Xu Lang drank a lot of wine tonight and was a little drunk.

Peony helped him to the bathing room, Xu Lang gently pushed her away and said, "Peony, I can do it myself, you go back and rest first!" ”

Then he staggered into the bathing room and closed the door.

Peony stood outside the ground for a while before returning to the room helplessly.

Xu Lang didn't want to let the peony work too hard before, and let the subordinates prepare for these things. But Peony was always unwilling, so he had to personally serve his food, clothing, housing and transportation, seeing that she was doing happily, Xu Lang no longer insisted.

After Yang Mubai left, Xu Lang was very entangled in his heart, he loved Peony very much in his heart, but he couldn't accept that Peony framed her because he wanted to give birth to a boy.

Since Yang Mubai left, his attitude towards peony has also become much colder. Every time he saw the peony, he remembered the way she poisoned Yang Mubai, and he felt embarrassed. But he was reluctant to peony. Under such circumstances, he often goes out early and returns late on the grounds that he is busy with official business.

At the beginning, Peony would wait for him to come back before going to sleep, and Xu Lang was civilized several times, so that she didn't have to wait. Then go to the shower yourself and fall asleep.

So many times, Peony could also feel that Xu Lang was still angry with her.

After Xu Lang finished bathing, the wine was also sober. Peony sat on the bed and waited for him.

Xu Lang walked over, lay down and said, "Why don't you sleep so late?" I was sleepy and slept first. ”

Peony hesitated for a while and said: "Husband, the queen is back, I will apologize to her in a few days, do you think it is suitable?" ”

Xu Lang said: "She already knew that she said that she broke off her relationship with you last time, and I'm afraid it won't work if you go to apologize to her, right?" ”

Peony said: "It's my fault, I don't want to win her forgiveness, I just want to express my apologies in person." ”

Xu Lang closed his eyes and said, "Whatever you want!" After speaking, he turned sideways outwards and fell asleep with his back to the peony.

Peony sighed in her heart, knowing this, she would definitely not poison Yang Mubai. Xu Lang treated her like this, and he also did it to himself.

Sometimes she would rather Xu Lang beat her and scold her than treat her coldly like this.

This kind of cold war made her more uncomfortable than death, she pulled down her face several times to ask for peace, Xu Lang was always indifferent.

Sometimes Xu Lang was annoyed and said directly: "Peony, what do you want to do?" ”

Peony said aggrievedly: "Husband, I know it's wrong. You can ignore me, or I'll do whatever you tell me to do. ”

Xu Lang said: "I'm busy with official business, I hope you can understand that I don't have much time to coax you like before." ”

Peony also came to the fire once, and said directly: "Xu Lang, if you are tired of me, just divorce me!" ”

Xu Lang said coldly: "Peony, haven't you made enough trouble?" What else do you want me to do? ”

Peony knew that she was too impulsive, but for so long, their relationship fell to the freezing point. She really couldn't stand it anymore, and she didn't want Xu Lang to wronged herself.

She proposed, "Husband, why don't you take a concubine?" ”

Xu Lang sneered: "Peony, do you want to take a concubine to give me a son?" ”

Peony's face stiffened, and she asked rhetorically, "Isn't it good?" ”

Xu Lang said: "I'd rather be the last." I will not say anything about this matter in the future. ”

Peony never mentioned taking a concubine or having another son in the future, because Xu Lang never touched her again.

Xu Lang Peony's eldest daughter Xu Manru is also sixteen years old, and the youngest daughter Xu Manzhen is fifteen years old, they don't know why the relationship between their parents has become more and more cold in the past six months. It's just vaguely related to the queen's mother. In the past, their mothers had a close relationship with the queen's mother, but since she left the palace, they have never been in contact and have no correspondence. At the palace banquet last night, they didn't say hello as if they didn't know each other.

They have played with An An since childhood, and they are old acquaintances. On the second day after An An returned to the palace, Xu Manru and Xu Manzhen made an appointment to meet Pingping and An An, wanting to inquire about Peony and the queen's mother.

It was inconvenient to get along in the palace, so they made an appointment to meet at the Yunke Restaurant outside the palace.

Pingping and An An were also very happy to see them, they have been friends since childhood, although they don't get along day and night, but their habits are quite compatible with them.

Xu Manru ordered a table of wine and food, and said happily: "Little prince, fifth princess, I haven't seen you for a long time, don't come unharmed?" ”

An An said: "Man Ru, Man Zhen, it's been a long time. You're all so pretty. ”

Xu Manzhen said with a smile: "Haha, the little prince is worthy of being a married person, his mouth is so sweet, he will really please girls." ”

An An said home: "Where, what I said is the truth!" ”

Ping Ping also smiled and said: "An An has really grown better than before, and when I came back, I praised me for being beautiful, do you say it's strange?" ”

Xu Manru said: "We have known each other for many years, so these polite words will be avoided!" ”

An An said aggrievedly: "What I said is true. You don't know that I didn't see any girls in the barracks, but when I come back, I'll be happy to see you fairy-like people. ”

Ping Ping sneered: "An An, you mean that there are no girls in the barracks, you only think beautiful when you see us!" I think you're a girl and see too little. ”

Xu Manzhen asked, "Little prince, is your new wife beautiful?" ”

An An replied, "It's pretty good, isn't it?" Didn't pay much attention. ”

Xu Manzhen said contemptuously: "Little prince, you can't help it, you don't pay attention to whether your wife is beautiful or not?" ”

An An said: "I am a proton in Gao Canguo, and their princess wants to marry me, how can I refuse?" At that time, I just wanted to save my life, where to pay attention to whether she was beautiful or not. ”

Xu Manru shook his head and said, "Little prince, what you said is too insincere, you have been together for a while after marriage, right?" Haven't you even seen her? She's your wife! ”

An An replied: "I've seen it, it's pretty beautiful." But compared to you, it's still far behind, a foreign woman, I don't know how to appreciate it. ”

After speaking, he asked with interest: "Don't just talk about me!" You're all older than me, are you all married? ”

Xu Manru and Xu Manzhen both shook their heads and said, "I haven't promised to marry yet, our father and mother are not in a hurry." They don't arrange marriages, let us choose for ourselves, like them, Qin Se and Ming live their lives. ”

Ping Ping said enviously: "You guys are so good, you still have a choice." I'm afraid I don't have a choice. ”

Xu Manru said: "Not necessarily, when you meet the man you like, wouldn't it be good to ask the emperor for marriage?" ”

Ping Ping shook his head and said, "I have never had such delusions. simply waited for his father to marry. ”

An An frowned and asked, "Sister Huang, you are only thirteen years old, do you think so far?" ”

Ping Ping said: "The royal brothers are married, I don't think far away!" ”

Seeing her sad face, Xu Manzhen said: "Fifth princess, you go to contact more, and when you meet the man you like, you will marry before the emperor says marriage, and my emperor is helpless." ”

Ping Ping said: "How could my father allow it? ”

An An said: "Sister Huang, can't you go to ask the emperor's mother?" She'll definitely allow it. ”

Ping Ping smiled and said, "Okay! Don't talk about that. Is there something you are asking us to come out with? ”

Xu Manru said: "When the little prince returns, we want to pick him up and wash the dust. ”

An An asked, "Is it because of this?" ”

Xu Manru said: "There is one more thing, I want to ask you for help." ”

Ping Ping asked: "Hey, what are you polite to us, tell me, what's the matter?" ”

Xu Manru said: "My mother and the queen's mother seem to have a conflict, and for some reason, can you help ask?" ”

An An asked, "This is the elder's business, how can we interfere?" ”

Xu Manzhen said: "My mother is depressed every day, and I think I have done something that makes the queen unhappy. I would like you to ask her if there is anything that can be done. ”

Ping Ping said: "Then let's go back and ask Huang Eniang to see what the problem is." ”

Xu Manru said: "Thank you to the fifth princess." ”

An An asked: "I haven't seen you for more than a year, is there anything interesting happening in this capital?" ”

Xu Manzhen said: "I feel that there is nothing wrong, the world is peaceful. ”

An An smiled and said, "That's good, Guotai Min'an." ”

Xu Manru smiled and didn't speak.

returned to the palace peacefully and asked He Shengnan about the grievances between Peony and Yang Mubai. He Shengnan told them the truth.

An An asked, "Will the emperor still forgive Mrs. Xu?" ”

He Shengnan said: "What does it matter if the queen mother forgives or not? Even if she forgives, she can't be friends with her anymore. ”

Ping Ping said: "The emperor's mother is the most soft-hearted, maybe Mrs. Xu asks for love a few times, and she will forgive?" ”

He Shengnan shook his head and said: "The most unforgivable thing for the queen mother is betrayal, how can she forgive?" Peony was her best friend before, and after being stabbed like this, how do you think she can associate with her again. ”

An An said: "Then let's talk about it later!" ”

After Qiuyue returned to the capital, she went to sweep He Ruoxi's tomb on the third day. She was paying money to the grave keepers in the neighborhood and came every month to clear the weeds. The tomb was clean before and after.

She brought a lot of paper money over, and said while burning: "It's a pity, I haven't come to see you for almost a year." Are you okay there? ”

"We could never have imagined that my future would be like this."

"I've been following the Queen for over a decade and she's such a wonderful person. Kind and smart, very similar to you. But she was braver and more determined. I have experienced a lot with her over the years, and I have gained a lot. ”

"I thought I could forget you after all these years. But your appearance is clearer and clearer in my heart. I can't forget you. ”

"Maybe you don't know that the more than ten years I have spent with you have been my happiest days."

"If there is an afterlife, we will not be sisters, shall we?"

She sat in front of He Ruoxi's tomb for a long time and babbled a lot. I also brought a lot of wine and drank as I talked.

After a few hours, she was already drunk.

The drunkenness became stronger and stronger, and she slowly told the secrets that had been hidden in her heart for many years.

"I love you. Do you know? ”

"Why am I not a man, I changed my name to Katsuo, hoping that I am better than a man, so that I can match you. But no matter how hard I try, I'm not a man. ”

"Do you ever love me?" As she spoke, she began to cry.

This feeling has been buried in her heart for too long, and she is so suppressed that she can't stand it anymore. No one knows the depth of her affection, and no one knows her pain.

That kind of extreme love, but it can't be expressed. She hated herself for not telling He Ruoxi earlier, even if she couldn't accept it, it wasn't so regrettable. At least let her know that there is someone in this world who is willing to love her with his life.

If she knew, would she insist on living?

She drank a lot of wine, and all these years, she was sober. She wanted to get drunk in front of He Ruoxi.

She cried as she drank, crying so much that her liver and intestines were broken.

She told He Ruoxi all the things she had experienced over the years, and she felt that He Ruoxi was sitting beside her, quietly listening to her life for more than ten years.

After noon, she thought that she would accompany Yang Mubai out of the palace at night. She got up, dropped a kiss on He Ruoxi's tombstone, and was about to leave.

But she was so drunk that her legs no longer obeyed, and she walked staggeringly, and she collapsed after a few steps.

Her mind was not clear, and she didn't notice anyone approaching. And what she said to He Ruoxi was all heard by him.

He walked over, sighed helplessly, and then picked him up and walked to the carriage at the foot of the mountain.

He said softly, "You can't forget her, but I can't forget you either." You're supposed to be mine, don't resist me anymore, okay? With that, he imprinted a kiss on her forehead.

They are only a few years old, and there is still a lot of time to stay together. He had climbed high enough that he had no more ambitions and just wanted to make up for the regrets in his heart.

Now that she is back, she is not married. Then he still has a chance.