"Are you asking Dong Qichang? This patient I remember. The psychiatrist closed the case book that had been placed in front of him: "I am very impressed with this patient, and I can answer your question without looking at the case." ”

"Is this Dong Qichang a schizophrenic patient?" Ding Dang asked.

"Clinically, yes, but his situation is a bit special."

"What kind of special law?"

"Many of these mental patients have a family history, but some of them are caused by sudden stimuli the day after tomorrow. There is a very special case in our hospital. The doctor opened the case book and took out a photo: "This child's name is Tsinghua, which is the Tsinghua University of Tsinghua University." From this name, it is not difficult to see how high his parents have placed high hopes on him. This child is also competitive, and he is the kind of child who likes to study and will study hard. Since kindergarten, he has been an excellent student, and he is the top two in his class in every exam. In this way, Tsinghua went all the way from kindergarten to key high school. Tsinghua, who was promoted to a key high school, found that every child in this school was excellent, and his intelligence, diligence, and hard work were no longer advantages in this school, but commonplace. ”

"Outside the mountain, outside the building, there are always people in this world who are smarter than themselves. I myself am an example, I have been a child of other people's families since kindergarten, but since I was admitted to the police academy, I know how ordinary I really are. In terms of appearance, height, figure, knowledge, and professional skills, there is a feeling of inferiority everywhere, and they can't catch up with others. At that time, I really realized what it was like to be looked up to me before college. Fortunately, my psychological quality is relatively strong, if I am bad, I am not as good as a person, and if I am not as good as a person, I can't do it. Study step by step, just divide into a good unit, and now, I'm quite happy. ”

"Most students think so, but it is not excluded that some of them will drill the horns, and some of the small parts of the horns will have problems. Tsinghua is one of them. This child has always been very diligent, and has always hoped to complete the mission that his parents gave him the name "Tsinghua", throughout high school, he is particularly diligent and hardworking, and he has a very stubborn dedication to the college entrance examination. Maybe it was because he cared too much that he was too nervous, and in the end, he only missed Tsinghua University and Peking University by only one point.

In fact, according to his grades at that time, even if he couldn't be admitted to Tsinghua University, he could choose another school, and they were all first-class undergraduate colleges, and the employment environment in the future would be very good. But no, he was too obsessed with the word Tsinghua, so that he was emotionally anxious and discouraged, resulting in symptoms of schizophrenia.

He divided himself into Qingqing and Huahua, Qingqing is a carefree child who doesn't care about learning and only thinks about happiness. Hua Hua has become more persistent in the college entrance examination, and keeps writing every day. ”

"Then what happened to this Tsinghua in the end?"

"After a period of treatment in the hospital, it is basically back to normal. Supposedly, there is a high chance of recurrence of such a psychiatric disease. We asked his parents to keep him in the hospital for a while longer and wait for him to be more emotionally stable before he was discharged. This suggestion is kind to Tsinghua himself, his parents, and even the society, but his parents don't think so, thinking that our hospital is trying to cheat money.

When Tsinghua was discharged from the hospital, the director of our hospital came forward to tell his parents, saying that this child has a deep attachment to exams and hopes that in the short term, he will not be exposed to these things. But only a few months later, the news came that Tsinghua had jumped from the teaching building where it was repeating. Because of this, his parents also went to our hospital for a while, saying that we did not cure Tsinghua's illness. But in fact, it was because his parents were too anxious, worried that because of the child's illness, his age would increase year by year, and he would not be able to take the college entrance examination again, which would ruin the future of the second half of his life. This hurriedly let him go back to school to repeat, and even concealed the true situation of Tsinghua from the school, causing this child to start getting sick as soon as he came into contact with the nervous review, and finally couldn't bear it, and left this world in that decisive way, and also left his parents who had infinite high hopes for him.

After the incident, Tsinghua's parents regretted not being at the beginning, and even said that if they had known, they would rather not take the college entrance examination, not go to college, and stay at home for the rest of their lives. But in this world, how can anything be known in advance, all the causes and effects are hidden in the details. ”

"Alas, the world is unpredictable, it can only be said that the college entrance examination is just one way, but don't be too superstitious about this way. People who have the ability, have opportunities, know how to learn, and are good at seizing opportunities can succeed even if they don't go to university. Besides, what is successful and what is not successful, this thing is not conclusive at all. Fortunately, fortunately, my parents have never had high hopes for me, and the only requirement for me since I was a child is not to take the first place from the bottom, and then added another one, don't hit a boy, or I can't accept it when I call my parents. ”

"Dong Qichang's situation is a little special, what is special? What is special is that his condition does not become like that all at once, but gradually and little by little. In other words, his schizophrenia was actually formed by multiple stimuli.

This first stimulation stemmed from his disfigurement. I have seen his personal case of 90 percent disfigured face and burns of varying degrees due to the sulfuric acid that was poured on a female student to save him. That face, although it has undergone several surgeries, is still a little scary. ”

"Scary?" Ding Dang recalled how he looked when he saw Dong Qichang in the interrogation room, "How do I remember that he doesn't have any scars on his face." ”

"Really? I guess it's because plastic surgery technology has developed again in recent years. Interlaced like a mountain, our psychiatrist doesn't know much about plastic surgery. ”

"It's okay, you can continue to talk about Dong Qichang's situation."

"Dong Qichang was a teacher at a normal school before he was injured. It was the first class of students he led, he took him very seriously, and the students liked him very much, plus he was young and handsome, and he was also a well-known public figure in the school. It is said that when he was in class, many students from other classes secretly ran to listen to his lessons.

With such a young and excellent teacher, the future future must be limitless. It's a pity that because of such an accident, his life and future were all ruined, and it became bleak. This kind of huge appearance change and strong psychological gap is not something that everyone can bear.

I remember that when the accident first happened, because it received a lot of media attention, the leaders of Dong Qichang's school even asked us to do psychological counseling for him. Dong Qichang was resistant at that time, but the overall control was not bad, and he was able to guide himself to be optimistic about his future life.

But then another thing happened.

Just outside the Teachers' College, an accident occurred in a private car, and a couple who were dating accidentally touched the lock of the car, causing the car door to fail to open and suffocated. When the couple was lifted out of the car, everyone saw clearly that the girl was the one Dong Qichang saved before, and the one who dated her was the one who splashed her with sulfuric acid.

What should I say about this?

It's impossible to talk about this.

The person who was originally saved and the person who was originally hurt became a couple, and the innocent rescuer and the injured person became a big joke.

Since that day, Dong Qichang's mood has changed greatly, and the whole person has become gloomy. What ultimately led to Dong Qichang's schizophrenia was the unexpected death of his mother.

Her mother was injured in an accident while doing farm work in the field. The wound was not deep, but it was pierced in the artery. After a simple hemostasis bandage by the local village doctor, he was sent to the county hospital for follow-up treatment, but when Dong Qichang's mother was sent to the hospital for treatment, a number was temporarily added.

At that time, Dong Qichang's mother's wound had been re-torn open, and the hemostatic bandage and the original hemostatic medication had also been washed away. I don't know if it was because of his mother's own physical reasons, or if there was an accident in the hospital, in short, because of this temporary number, his mother could not receive more timely treatment, so she died in the hospital. ”

"For such a big medical accident, the hospital should be responsible, and the responsible doctors and nurses should also be responsible."

"Whether you are responsible or not, whether you are responsible or not depends on the results of the investigation. Also, in fact, doctors are quite helpless. It's not that I'm excused for being doctors, it's that none of those who can come in are easy to talk to.

The unexpected death of his mother completely broke Dong Qichang's psychological defense, he fell ill, suffered from moderate schizophrenia, and was treated in the hospital for almost two years. ”

"Is Dong Qichang's second personality a woman?"

"Women?" The doctor shook his head: "No, it's still himself, or he has become another self, very gloomy, like the kind of killer in the movie." ”

"He's looking gloomy now, too."

"The difference between Dong Qichang's first personality and his second personality is actually not very big, which is also a special place for him. His first personality is still himself, he is a teacher who teaches and educates, knows a lot of knowledge and reason, even if he encounters something, the first thing he thinks of is to seek help from the law and justice. The second personality is a little gloomy, advocating to use their own means to solve problems. It is difficult to see anything other than the subtle differences in movement and speech between these two personalities. ”

"But in the interrogation room, he seems to have turned into a woman."

"Turned into a woman? Could it be that a third personality has split again? The doctor tapped his fingers on the table.