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"Looks like you've figured it out, so I won't say more."

Chu Mufeng saw that he was full of confidence, and the corners of his mouth hooked up with a smile.

"Now that you have thought it through, why were you depressed just now, you said, your unhappiness has nothing to do with Master Hu."

Song Erniu looked at the scenery in the distance, her brows furrowed slightly, "I'm wondering, what Master Hu said makes sense, will I really delay you." ”

Chu Mufeng didn't expect that she was actually thinking about this.

She is very happy, she finally has him in her heart, she will worry about her, and she will think about many things for her.

But seeing her so entangled. Chu Mufeng was still a little distressed.

"It's a decision I made on my own, and you can rest assured that I will be responsible for any decision I make. As for what you said, will it be delayed...... You don't have to. ”

Chu Mufeng looked at Song Erniu's line of sight.

I saw that in the middle of the blue sky and white clouds, a dark cloud suddenly appeared, breaking the beautiful scenery at once. It seems that this dark cloud is out of place.

A breeze blew, and the trees in front of her began to sway from side to side, slightly not very obvious, but Song Erniu could feel the power of the breeze.

Before you know it, it's already autumn, and it's winter soon. If this disaster is not resolved, this winter will be extremely cold.

"Chu Mufeng, before this, didn't you really think about revenge?" Song Erniu turned her head and looked at him with a serious face.

Chu Mufeng turned his head and responded to her gaze, "If I say no, will you believe it?" ”

"No, it won't." No one will remain indifferent to harm, especially one of this magnitude.

The affairs of Chu Mufeng's family completely changed Chu Mufeng's life. It has also changed the lives of many people.

If you say you don't hold grudges, if you say you don't want to take revenge, I'm afraid no one will believe it.

It's just that those things are too painful, every time I remember them, it hurts my heart, and over the years, Chu Mufeng has been avoiding it more than once.

He subconsciously thought that as long as she didn't think about it and didn't admit it, this incident could be wronged and didn't happen.

But every time I wake up from a dream, I look at the empty yard and the dilapidated house. His comforts were thin and weak.

But what do you think? The capital is thousands of miles away.

There are so many people who want him to die, and he can't act lightly until he has full wings and can't think of a way to deal with it.

She can't live up to her mother, and she can't live up to everything her mother bought with her life.

He is the only hope of the Chu family, and he hopes that he can kill with one blow. Even if it was at the end of her life.

"So, in fact, in your heart, you still want to return to the capital." Song Erniu saw Chu Mufeng refute and interrupted her with a smile.

"Don't be in a hurry to refuse, listen to me."

Song Erniu turned around and looked ahead again, "The reason why you suddenly changed your mind, I know, on the one hand, it must be related to me, but on the other hand, it is also because of your uncertainty." ”

After being away from Beijing for many years, things are different from people, and there are huge changes, he suddenly wants to escape and retreat, which is actually understandable.

But there is one thing that Song Erniu wants Chu Mufeng to know.

Concessions can't solve anything, and there are some things that can only be answered by facing difficulties.

For example, today, when this incident didn't happen, she actually didn't expect that the original promise only needed an opportunity.

Even if you regret it later, there is no way back.

"Chu Mufeng, if you're just scared, I advise you to go back."

Song Erniu looked at him with a serious face, not to discuss, but to suggest.

"That's what you really think?" Chu Mufeng took two steps forward, stared at her eyes, and said word by word. ，

"What about you, you once promised me that if I go back to the capital, you will go with me. Does it still count? ”

Song Erniu knew that she had a good memory and knew that she would mention this matter. So laugh and step back.

"How can you still take the original joke seriously."

"I'm not kidding you, I'm serious. Song Erniu, you looked into my eyes, you told me, when you told me at the beginning, was it a joke or serious. ”

Chu Mufeng pulled her arm and forced him to give an answer.

Song'er Nu struggled uncomfortably, "Is it important?" ”

"It's important. You have to answer me. ”

"Well, I'll tell you, it's a joke. I told you a long time ago, when your leg is healed, we will go our separate ways, I'm not her, you know. ”

"I don't like you either, there is no emotion between us at all, what I say casually, why are you still serious?"

Song Erniu's words were like knives, inserted into Chu Mufeng's heart one by one.

At the beginning, he even had to bear the sword, gun, sword, and halberd, and she thought she was invulnerable.

But she didn't expect that today, he would be buried in her words.

Disaster in disguise. What my mother said was indeed right. In this world, the last thing you should believe in is a woman's promise.

They can always use the lightest of words to pull away your lifelong confidence.

You're obviously ready to go to the trouble for her, and you don't hesitate to give up everything for her.

But she came to tell you at this time that everything was fake.

Everything is a lie, in fact, she doesn't like you at all. It's all your own doing.

In this world, the most painful thing is probably this.

Chu Mufeng didn't expect that the pain of seven years ago would come back today, and the pain was heartbreaking, she didn't want to experience the second ......

"Song Erniu, let me ask you one last time, you looked into my eyes and told me that you told me the truth just now, you really don't like me?"

Song Erniu endured the distress in her heart and slowly raised her head.

"If that makes you die, okay, I say."

Song Erniu took two steps forward, looked at Chu Mufeng's eyes, and said word by word.

"I've never had any feelings for you. Do you understand? ”

"I understand, and thank you. Let me know that it hurts a little, and it won't be only once in a lifetime. ”

After Chu Mufeng went downstairs, he left Songjia Village with his baggage that day. 、

In the evening, Song Erniu stood upstairs, silently looking at the direction of the entrance of the village, and it was two hours.

Until nightfall, until Song Daniu made dinner and came up to call her. She came back to her senses.

"What's wrong, what's wrong?"

"There was no accident, I just came to tell you that you can eat, and in addition, Uncle Song drove the ox cart to pull the grain back. Where are you going to put this grain? ”

Pulled back so quickly?

Song Erniu patted her forehead to make herself sober, and then followed Song Daniu downstairs.

Uncle Song and Brother Chunxi were carrying grain, and when they saw Song Erniu coming over, they greeted him.

"Erniu, Chunxi said that the list of food bought was in Chu Mufeng's hand, you can check it and see if there is anything missing."