Chapter 41: Sayuri's Philosophy

Yi Ran looked at Sayuri's serious expression and listened to her with interest.

"Why do women have to rely on men, why should they pour their happiness into a man? Happiness is your own business, and of course you have to take care of yourself. ”

"But marriage is a matter of two people. If you marry him, rely on him, trust him, then this man should be responsible for making you happy, whether it is material or spiritual, this is his duty and responsibility. This is the concept of marriage in Yiran's heart, and it is also the inherent thought of most ordinary women.

"Sister Yiran, men and women are equal and independent individuals, and women are no weaker than men. It is true that he is inferior to a man in strength, but his mind or ability is not weaker than that of a man. As an independent person with the ability to think, why should you put your own joy and happiness in others. Sayuri said coolly, although she didn't directly show disdain, but Yiran's idea was something she didn't agree with.

Sayuri's words surprised Yi Ran, but she didn't expect this little girl to look weak, but she was full of momentum.

"Sister Yiran, there are not a few women who think like you. This is all due to the education received from an early age. Since ancient times, women have existed as a vulnerable group, and they need to be dependent on men in order to live, and it is more like a slave relationship than a husband and wife relationship. However, now it is different, women are strong enough to make choices and what kind of lifestyle to choose to make themselves happy. What exactly is happiness? Happiness is definitely not obtained by men, like princes and princesses in fairy tales. Even if the person married is a prince, if she has no sense of security in her heart, then her heart will always be wandering and losing happiness. Happiness should be the satisfaction and strength of one's own heart, even if it is only oneself, the same feeling of wealth and warmth. Sayuri's voice sounded calm and powerful, which made Yiran feel admiration.

Listening to Sayuri's words, Yiran was deeply touched. As a self-proclaimed mature and stable white-collar worker, it is not as transparent as a little girl, and she is a little ashamed in her heart.

"I'm completely different about you now. I always thought you were a little girl who didn't know anything about the world. Now it seems that your mind is mature and your heart is strong. Yiran sincerely admired Sayuri.

Sayuri smiled a little shyly: "After experiencing a lot, I realized it." ”

"How old are you, you are still a rich daughter, a princess who grew up in a honey pot, what can you experience?" Yi Ran asked puzzled.

"I was never a princess." Sayuri's expression darkened, and after being silent for a while, she said faintly: "I'm more like a knight, guarding a lonely and helpless little girl." ”

"Oh? Who is that little girl? Your sister? Yiran asked with a smile.

Sayuri shook her head, bit her lip, and said slowly, "No, it's me." ”

Yi Ran just smiled at Sayuri's statement, thinking that this might be another statement of contemporary women's self-improvement in Sayuri's thoughts, and he didn't think of anything else, so he didn't continue to ask.

However, it was also very rewarding to drink and chat with Sayuri tonight. Sayuri's words deeply touched Yi Ran and triggered Yi Ran's thoughts about marriage and life.

When Yiran returned to Yufei's house, Yufei had already gone home, and there was another person in Yufei's house: Junhe.

Yiran was a little embarrassed when he saw Junhe, because of his marital problems, he was not a child anymore, and he had to run away from home, which was a bit embarrassing.

"Junhe, are you here?" Yi Ran pretended to be calm and greeted Junhe.

"Hello, Sister Yiran." Junhe greeted Yiran in a faint tone.

Regarding Yi Ran's appearance at Yu Fei's house at this time, Jun He was not curious, and he didn't ask much, presumably Yu Fei had already told Yi Ran's affairs all the time. Therefore, Yi Ran glared at Yu Fei viciously and blamed Yu Fei for his big mouth with his eyes.

Yu Fei's heart was furious when he was stared at by Yi Ran, so he deliberately found a topic to chat with Yi Ran: "Did you have fun tonight?" In order to make you happy, I have contributed all my baby. ”

"Are you numb or not? However, I am impressed by your baby. I always thought Sayuri was a weak little princess. Unexpectedly, he was a well-known man in his bones. Yiran sincerely praised Sayuri's courage.

"What a man. It's not cute to make what you say. Yufei protested.

"How did you conquer her, though? Judging by her thoughts, she can be independent enough not to have a boyfriend at all. ”

"Not completely conquered. Otherwise, after so many years, I would still be just a boyfriend and have not been upgraded to a husband. Yu Fei laughed self-deprecatingly.

"As soon as you mention Sayuri, you become a mother-in-law and a mother again, and you become sentimental." Yi Ran said with a look of disdain.

In this atmosphere, Yi Ran and Yu Fei are quite relaxed and happy, only Junhe has a rather heavy expression, although he tried his best to restrain himself and did not show it, but the careful Yi Ran still read the bitter feeling from Junhe's expression.

"Junhe, what's wrong with you? What happened? Yi Ran asked him uneasily.

"Nothing." Junhe just lowered his head and didn't look at Yi Ran, and replied to Yi Ran expressionlessly.

At this time, Yufei's mobile phone rang suddenly, and Yufei stood up excitedly and said to Yiran and Junhe: "Say Cao Cao Cao has arrived, my baby is calling." You two talk first, I'll go out. With that, he went out.

After Yu Fei left, the atmosphere in the room instantly quieted down, and Jun He and Yi Ran looked at each other, slightly embarrassed.

"I'm temporarily living in Yufei's house now, and something happened at home." Yi Ran habitually curled up his right hand slightly and stroked a wisp of bangs in front of his right eyebrow with his index finger, wanting to break this embarrassing situation, so he tried to find a topic to talk to Junhe naturally, but after finishing speaking, he felt regretful, and seemed to talk about more embarrassing topics, such as whether Junhe would be curious about what was going on at home and what it was.

"I know. Are you okay? Are there any injuries? At this time, Junhe turned to face Yi Ran, and looked at Yi Ran's face seriously, with worry and irritability in his eyes that could not be concealed.

"I'm fine, what's wrong with you? Don't look at me like that. It's like I've been raped. Junhe became serious, which somewhat made Yiran cry and laugh.

"Are you still in the mood to joke at this time? Do you know......" Junhe suddenly stopped abruptly in the middle of his words, and swallowed back the rest of the words.

"Know what?" Yi Ran asked puzzled.

"What do you want to do now? Do you want to continue to live with him? Junhe asked Yiran seriously.

"I don't know. Haven't thought about it yet. Yiran suddenly became deflated, this was the question she had been running away from.

It was already difficult to continue living together, because it was impossible to forget his distorted expression and the voice that scared Yiran that night. But choosing to divorce is not a simple matter. Human beings are social after all, and they can't help but care about the strange eyes of others and the whispers in the dark corners.

So she withdrew. I rushed out of the house with my luggage, but stopped at an intersection, not knowing where to go next or what to do.

"Do you still love him?" Jun and asked Yiran faintly, only he knew the apprehension and complexity in his heart when he asked this question.

"What is love? I do not know. I don't seem to know what love is. Just like Yufei said that day, I didn't get married on the basis of feelings. It's just that in the circumstances at that time, he was just someone I had weighed as suitable for marriage. However, I seem to have chosen the wrong one. Yi Ran smiled bitterly.

"Ever thought about leaving him? Is it okay to leave him? ”

"Divorced? Divorce is not a simple matter. It's not like I can leave if I want to. There are so many things to worry about. Yi Ran sighed, just thinking about the divorce itself made people feel tired.

"What's the concern? Is it just because you don't dare? is still reluctant to break up with him at all. For some reason, Junhe's emotions became a little excited.

"You don't understand. Don't worry about me, I'll take care of it myself. Yiran didn't want to continue the topic and put herself under pressure.

"Sister Yiran, think about it, what do you really want, if you want to go back and continue to live with him, it doesn't matter, I'll help you get back to your original position. Orβ€”" Jun Ho clenched his fists slightly, looking into Yi Ran's eyes with unwavering eyes, "Or, if you want to run away from him, tell me too, and I will help you too, and no longer let you be hurt." ”

Yi Ran had clearly felt the heat in Junhe's eyes, but in order not to let the atmosphere and feeling continue to be strange, he could only reply to Junhe with a smile and say, "What? You don't have to be so serious, right? ”

"I'll go first. Call me when you've figured it out. After Junhe finished speaking, he turned around and walked out.

"Toshikazu." Yi Ran called Junhe's name, and Junhe stopped, "Thank you!" Before Junhe turned around, Yi Ran finally said the word thank you.

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