The gloomy weather was overwhelming, and despite this, the memorial service was to continue.

Everyone who came looked so sad on their faces, after all, the teacher who had always respected him so much, just said to leave, it was both sudden and difficult to accept.

Xi Lingyan looked at the tombstone erected straight in front of him blankly, and suddenly wanted to cry, feeling very sad.

Although people will die, the process of experiencing death is a heavy and painful moment, whether it is the deceased, family members, or friends.

A series of blacks are extremely spectacular in this huge cemetery, and the white flowers in everyone's hands do not add a little atmosphere.

When Xi Lingyan received the news of the teacher's death, he regretted that he didn't go to see him before he died, he worked hard and educated himself, and he would always live in the hearts of Xi Lingyan and others.

Everyone lined up, put the flowers on their hands one by one, put them in front of Teacher Chen Ming's tombstone, and bowed deeply, and then stood next to them.

Everyone's faces were solemn, and they were so silent that they didn't want to disturb Teacher Chen Ming, and some people cried, they sobbed softly and covered their mouths.

When it was Xi Lingyan's turn to step forward to put flowers, her eyes were red, and the sadness in her heart couldn't help but gush out, but Xi Lingyan knew that she couldn't cry, because what Teacher Chen Ming wanted to see was the Xi Lingyan who liked to laugh.

"Teacher, go all the way, I will always be your student Xi Lingyan!"

After speaking, Xi Lingyan wiped a handful of tears that were about to fall, and then bowed, and didn't get up for a long time, but Nan Yuxi on the side went over and pulled Xi Lingyan, and Xi Lingyan slowly walked away.

"Ling Yan, don't be so sad, I believe Teacher Chen doesn't want to see us crying."

Nan Yuxi took Xi Lingyan's hand and walked slowly, although she was very sad, Nan Yuxi still tried her best to enlighten Xi Lingyan.

Xi Lingyan is a good girl with affection and righteousness in Nan Yuxi's heart, who can pour out her heart and lungs for others, but she never knows that she feels sorry for herself.

"Yuxi, thank you, I'm fine, but I can't accept it for a while, Teacher Chen is obviously such a good person, so he left us all of a sudden."

Xi Lingyan's tone was light, Nan Yuxi knew Xi Lingyan, she would only be like this when she was very sad, and Nan Yuxi had never seen such a situation a few times.

"Alas, birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature." Nan Yuxi patted Xi Lingyan's hand to show comfort.

Xi Lingyan sighed and continued to walk with Nan Yuxi, walking so rambling. And behind the two of them, there was a pair of eyes that kept looking at them.

Xiao Zicheng didn't know how to comfort Xi Lingyan in the past, and when he saw Nan Yuxi passing, he felt a lot more relieved. He stabilized his mind, and then after putting the flowers in his hand away, he caught up with Xi Lingyan and the two of them.

"Ling Yan, Yu Xi, are you two okay?"

Xi Lingyan looked back at Xiao Zicheng, who was running out of breath, reluctantly showed a brief smile, and said lightly, "We're fine." ”

The three of them walked side by side, and none of them spoke, perhaps because at this time, they didn't know what to say, and it seemed that it was enough for each to feel sadness.

The wind blew mercilessly on everyone's faces, but it didn't get in the way at all, but there was a trace of desolation and desolation. Xi Lingyan ran his hand through the messy hair that had been blown, wrapped the clothes on his body, and grabbed Nan Yuxi tighter.

Somehow, Xi Lingyan only felt that his whole heart was empty at the moment.

Xiao Zicheng saw it in his eyes, and several times he had the urge to take off his clothes and put them on Xi Lingyan, but he didn't do it.

First, this situation is not suitable now, and it should not be done, and secondly, what if Xi Lingyan doesn't accept it, after all, in her Xi Lingyan's eyes, he Xiao Zicheng is just a friend, a good friend.

For so many years, Xiao Zicheng has not broken this relationship, because he knows that friends are far longer than love, and he is afraid that if he tells Xi Lingyan that he likes her, I am afraid that he will not even be able to be friends in the future!

Even if Xi Lingyan already knew his mind, as long as they didn't pierce this layer of paper, their relationship could still maintain the status quo.

So to maintain this relationship, Xiao Zicheng is already very satisfied.

Xi Lingyan and the others walked for a while, estimating that the time was almost up, so they all prepared to return to the cemetery again, take one last look at Teacher Chen Ming, and then leave.

"Let's go back! It's almost time. ”

Xiao Zicheng said softly to Xi Lingyan and Nan Yuxi, Xi Lingyan nodded, and did not speak, just walked with his head down.

Soon they all arrived, and everyone had finished sending flowers, and they were all scattered on the lawn, some talking, some thinking about it.

Then Mr. Chen Ming's wife walked to the middle with red eyes, she sniffed, and then thanked everyone.

"Thank you for coming to Lao Chen's memorial service, he will be very happy, for so many years, Lao Chen has been so good to us, but the torture of illness has made him miserable, I see it in my eyes, and now he is relieved."

Teacher Chen Ming's wife became more and more excited, and almost fainted, but fortunately, someone went over to help her in time, and his son was also annoyed at the moment, silent on the side, whether it was wrong or right, this matter was a blow to him.

At this moment, Xi Lingyan couldn't hold back any longer, and tears flowed uncontrollably, hitting Nan Yuxi's hand hotly.

Seeing Xi Lingyan crying, Nan Yuxi was also sad and crying, Xiao Zicheng walked over and hugged them.

"Everything will pass."

……

As the memorial service was coming to an end, everyone was ready to leave, but Mr. Chen Ming's wife and son were still standing in place and did not move.

Xi Lingyan walked over, took Mrs. Chen's hand and said, "Master, you also have to take care of your health, we will come over to see Teacher Chen when we have time." ”

Mrs. Chen was very grateful, and nodded to Xi Lingyan again and again.

"Mrs. Chen, let's go."

After Xiao Zicheng said goodbye to Mrs. Chen, he left with Xi Lingyan and Nan Yuxi, and they walked out of the door, and people in twos and threes kept walking in the same direction.

Slowly go away, until the small black dots are invisible.

Xi Lingyan, who was walking on the road, still didn't speak, could it be that every time they attended the memorial service, they would be sad like this, and it would take several days to get back?

That Xi Ling Yan would rather not participate, or even participate in the future.

Xi Lingyan, who arrived at the door, stopped, faced Nan Yuxi and said, "Yuxi, I'll go back first, you let Zicheng send you!" ”

Then he said to Xiao Zicheng, "Yuxi will be handed over to you, send her home safely, you know?" ”

Xi Lingyan seemed to have arranged everything by herself, and was about to turn around and leave, but Nan Yuxi and Xiao Zicheng said at the same time, "Then what should you do?" ”

Xi Lingyan was stunned at first, yes, what should she do, she wanted to go back.

"I want to go back alone, so don't worry, let's go!"

Xi Lingyan waved his hand, but in Xi Lingyan's current state, how could Nan Yuxi and Xiao Zicheng rest assured? The person who should be sent is Xi Lingyan! They both agreed so.

"I'll send you both back together! Ling Yan, get in the car. ”

Nan Yuxi also grabbed Xi Lingyan's arm and said, "Yes, how convenient it is for Zicheng to send us, how can you walk back alone." ”

Xi Lingyan smiled, and then turned into that lifeless appearance, looking very tired, shouldn't Xi Lingyan take a good rest now? Why do you want to walk back by yourself so stubbornly?

"No, let's go!"

Nan Yuxi was stunned in place, not knowing what to do, but she saw Xi Lingyan's firm eyes, as Xi Lingyan's best friend for so many years, Nan Yuxi still knew that Xi Lingyan wanted to be alone now.

Xiao Zicheng got out of the car and said, "Ling Yan, don't ...... it"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Nan Yuxi, and when Xi Lingyan saw Nan Yuxi's actions, he relaxed and walked forward slowly.

"Alas, Ling Yan."

Xiao Zicheng wanted to run up to stop Xi Lingyan, but he was dragged by Nan Yuxi, Xiao Zicheng looked at Nan Yuxi with a puzzled face, not knowing why she was doing it.

"Why are you stopping me, you should stop Ling Yan, right? You're really going to let her go back alone! ”

Xiao Zicheng wanted to break free, but Nan Yuxi said lightly, "You let her be quiet!" ”

Xiao Zicheng was stunned in place, he knew that Xi Lingyan had always been very persistent, and Xi Lingyan's stubborn strength was really difficult to change.

There was no way, Xiao Zicheng and Nan Yuxi got in the car, and they quickly caught up with Xi Lingyan while driving.

Xi Lingyan opened her arms, her head was raised high, she seemed to be in a much better mood, she breathed in the fresh air, and felt everything on the road.

When the car passed by Xi Lingyan, Nan Yuxi and Xiao Zicheng tilted their heads to look at Xi Lingyan one after another, but they didn't speak, and Xi Lingyan smiled back to the two of them.

Xiao Zicheng has never been at ease with Xi Lingyan, and his friends will never be able to have boundary feelings for Xi Lingyan like his boyfriend, because he wants to control and hide.

"Is she really okay?"

Xiao Zicheng muttered to himself, and Nan Yuxi on the side looked in the rearview mirror and saw that Xi Lingyan kept retreating, and finally at the turning place, he was still out of sight.

"She's fine, trust me."

Xi Lingyan, who was walking alone, had unprecedented freedom, and the death of Teacher Chen Ming made Xi Lingyan's heart low and his expression dark.

It's just that there is no disguise, Xi Lingyan has relaxed a lot.

Xiao Rui, who was not far away, saw Xi Lingyan walking with his head down, but he didn't call her.

Xi Lingyan crossed her arms and lowered her head, as if she would be blown away by the wind. Xiao Rui seemed to be fine, and after getting out of the car, he walked across from Xi Lingyan.

Xiao Rui wanted Xi Lingyan to take the initiative to greet him, then he would just respond politely with a few words, yes, that's it.

Who knows, Xi Lingyan bumped straight into him, and was directly knocked aside.

Xi Lingyan who suddenly bumped into someone looked very sorry, she quickly picked up the bag, and when she looked up and saw that it was Xiao Rui, she didn't say anything, turned her head and left.