At half past three in the morning,

Received a WeChat message from the patient's family.

The messages were sent from half-past three to half-past four. The lengthy search was about a list of possible causes of back pain that were searched online.

I can understand the position of the family very well, and there is no complaining or anything, simply because of the responsibility and pressure that falls on the body, I feel a little overwhelmed.

Insomnia is for sure.

I called the doctor on the night shift to find out the situation, and the director of the contact did not have any new instructions for the problem of this patient.

In the middle of the night, I got up to look up the information, thinking about whether there was something I didn't think about comprehensively, and whether I would miss important information.

I stayed up until half past five, and just after dawn, I got up and rushed to the hospital to prepare medical records, so that I could have an in-department consultation after the shift.

Elderly people in their eighties who have scapular pain have many problems to consider.

The possibility of myocardial infarction, dissection, pulmonary thrombus, etc. is ruled out, and it is also necessary to consider whether it is spontaneous fracture in the elderly, shingles, angina, gastric ulcer, lung cancer......

With insufficient knowledge and clinical experience, it is indeed easy to fall into a dead end.

What can be compared to the comprehensiveness on the Internet.

I can only keep learning and put more pressure on myself.

But not everyone can withstand this kind of pressure, not just insomnia and anxiety all night.

Responsibility

A physician with six years of work experience is most afraid of not the number of patients, the seriousness of the disease, and the difficulty of the patient's family.

I am most worried about all kinds of investigations, medical records with unclear diagnosis, and I am most afraid that I will be omitted by merging other problems.

For six years, every day has been like rain and ice, and anxiety is normal.

The more you know about an industry, the more you feel like you don't understand anything.

This industry is like the sea, unfathomable.

You learn to dog planing in the pool and think you can swim when you don't encounter rivers, lakes and oceans.

But the more you explore, the more you discover your insignificance and powerlessness.

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A meal, because Meng Xin's drunkenness ended quickly, only Lu Yiming was the only one who didn't drink, so he was responsible for sending them back to school.

"You help me settle the bill. You've also drunk, so the car will be parked here, and I'll pick them up tomorrow, and I'll send them back first, and I'll pick you up when I come back." ”

Lu Yiming handed the card to Yi Jiaxiang, explained to him, and got up to pick up Meng Xin, who was drunk on the sofa.

"Which of the three of you will help her get her schoolbag and send you back to school first."

Because Meng Xin was sleeping, he could only carry her downstairs, but fortunately, there was an internal staff passage in the restaurant that went directly to the first floor, so it did not attract onlookers. I'm not afraid of bad influences.

"Ake, you sit in the co-pilot, Xiao Wu, you help her, I'll drive."

Ake is tall and sits in the front, and Meng Xin sits in the back, so the three of them don't have to be so crowded.

The car didn't drive particularly fast on this road, but I was afraid that the bumps would make Meng Xin vomit out of his stomach.

The car could only be parked at the school gate, Lu Yiming did not send them into the school, after all, it was not suitable, and it was even more troublesome to explain, but he gave an explanation and drove away.

"I'll carry her."

Meng Xin got out of the car, although she was a little sober, but she was still a little shaky when she walked, and Ake had to propose to carry her in.

"Well, that's the only way, anyway, it's getting late, and the teacher shouldn't find out, so we'll be fine soon."

Lao Wu took the schoolbag in Ake's hand and handed the student ID card to the doorman. The doorman checked his student ID and looked at Meng Xin on Ake's back.

"My classmate was sick and fell asleep just after the infusion, so I could only find my classmate to carry her back."

Xiao Wu explained to the uncle at the door with a smile on her face, she was a very well-behaved and sensible girl at first glance, and the doorman did not embarrass them, so she let them go.

"Remember to come back early in the future, the door will close in half an hour."

Give them back their student ID cards and instruct.

"Okay, thank you, uncle."

After successfully deceiving the doorman, all three of them breathed a sigh of relief, after all, high school students are not allowed to drink.

"Thanks to Xiao Wu's cleverness, if we get caught, we'll be done drinking together. Let's wake up Sister Meng, the dormitory manager will suspect that it will not be good for a while. ”

There is a short road from the school gate to the dormitory building, it is already more than nine o'clock, at this time there are not many pedestrians on the road, and finally there is no danger to the dormitory building.

Each dormitory building has a dormitory manager aunt on duty at the door, and the three of them discussed waking Meng Xin up in front of the dormitory building.

"Got to school? Let me down, I'm dizzy. ”

Woken up by the sound of the three of them talking, Meng Xin woke up most of the time after sleeping, and blew a cool breeze again, and he was already a lot sober.

"Sister Meng, you're awake, it's okay, but I still feel uncomfortable."

As soon as he heard Meng Xin speak, he knew that she was almost sober, and Ake put her down and said with concern.

"It's okay, just hold on to me."

Meng Xin's leg was injured and the aunt in charge also knew that seeing her being helped upstairs by Xiao Wu did not arouse suspicion.

Finally managed to avoid the catastrophe.

Meng Xin was drunk for the first time, dizzy, and when he returned to the dormitory, he climbed down on the bed and continued to lie down.

As the alcohol metabolized, her mind became clearer and clearer, and through the drunkenness, the deepest loneliness and longing in her heart were magnified, so that she did not know what she was saying in the end.

In front of Lu Yiming, she seemed to be a little too unscrupulous.

Because of the sense of security!

In front of him, she can truly be herself and express herself.

good or evil,

Good and bad.

No disguise, no disguise!

The phone vibrated and she knew it was a message from him. Since he gave himself this mobile phone, only his information has been stored here.

One by one,

Recording his kindness and warmth,

Caring and considerate.

Every time she can't sleep late at night, she looks at the text messages again and again, and her heart will gradually calm down.

"Have you entered the dormitory? Did the wine sober up? Does your head still hurt? I have some food in my bag, so remember to eat it when you wake up. I shouldn't have let you touch the wine, it was my mistake. Rest early after eating, and remember to eat well and sleep well no matter how busy you are with your studies. Also, I'm glad to know you, good night. ”

It was rare for Lu Yiming to edit so many words of text messages, and he was afraid that she would not be able to see them in time, so he simply finished the words at one time.

Meng Xin didn't reply to the message, but got up and found the cake and milk in the schoolbag that I don't know when he put it in the bag.

Savor it one bite at a time.

When the stomach is full, the heart feels full.

took out his mobile phone, hesitated for a long time, felt that he had a thousand words to say to him, dialed the phone number, and did not dare to press the last dial button.

In the end, only one word was returned.

"Good!"

There is a feeling,

I don't have to be the protagonist in your life, I just want to be a passerby you want to meet again and again.