Lu Xingchen obviously noticed her abnormality, but he still continued to say coldly and indifferently, "I'm here," he pointed to his heart, "Come if you want to, leave if you want, break up and say the word so easily, when you are dissatisfied, you will talk about irrelevant people, when you encounter problems, you will never think about it first, you will only be impulsive, and what is even more ridiculous is that I love you has become the 'selfishness' in your mouth, since you hate me, you have opinions about me so much, why bother to come to me again!" ”

His tone was full of helplessness and disappointment, and Mencius really experienced what it means to poke the heart, which made her feel cold and scared.

She has always compared his liking for her to a wall built in his heart, and he always feels down-to-earth, warm and reliable against that wall.

But at that moment, she felt that the wall was crumbling, her heart was like weightless, plummeting, and tears could not stop flowing, and when she looked up at him with blurred teary eyes, she clearly saw the distress and unbearability in his eyes.

Mencius looked him in the eye with some joy as he wiped his tears, "You said that you would pay for lying, and you were obviously duplicitous to me!" ”

Lu Xingchen reached out and pulled her head over, "You read it wrong." ”

"I'm not dazzled." Mencius was unwilling to turn his head again, but Lu Xingchen said, "Don't turn around, I can talk to you properly!" ”

When Mencius heard this, the joy that couldn't be hidden at the corner of his mouth hurriedly nodded, "Okay, okay, I won't turn around, I'll listen to you!" After she finished speaking, she simply turned her back to him.

The moonlight was sultry, the light shadow was floating, he looked at her well-behaved and docile delicate shadow at this time, and had an urge to hug her into his arms, but he still held it back.

If there is a win or loss in love, he really loses, and he loses to himself and is ruthless to her, even if it is a second, he can't see her sad and sad, and he is helpless, so he can only turn into a sigh.

Seeing that he had not spoken for a long time, Mencius said anxiously, "Xingchen, what's wrong with you?" Are you feeling sick again? Can I turn it around? ”

Lu Xingchen coughed, "I'm fine, I'm thinking, what to say?" Your wooden fish head can make me worry! ”

Mencius knew that he was wrong, so he didn't dare to refute it, and nodded obediently.

"I know that you are hiding it from me because of Mo Shushu's relationship, and I believe that you signed a contract with the entertainment industry because you like it, but how do you know that I will not support you to do what you like because of a mere Mo Shushu, I do ask you to keep a separate distance from him between men and women, but I am not unreasonable enough to let you cut off contact, don't you know that you want to cover up?"

"But what I'm disappointed about is not that you are hiding me, but that I really don't understand why our feelings are involved when we talk about things, is it in your heart, I love you so lightly, can you be angry at will?"

"Regarding the matter of Dawn, it is true that I have not done a good enough job, and I didn't confess to you before that she liked me because I didn't care at all, thinking that whether I said it or not would not cause problems for the two of us, knot

If I confess to you at the beginning, you will also be mentally prepared, and it will not cause a sense of disparity in your heart, and you will not be asked to talk about this matter again and again. ”

After Lu Xingchen finished speaking, Mencius was silent for a long time, seeing her back twitching and twitching, a helpless color appeared in his eyes, his hand supported the bed and slowly moved closer to her back, one hand wrapped around her neck, hugged her from behind, and whispered in her ear, "Is the person who has done something wrong qualified to cry?" ”

Mencius sobbed and said, "Can I be blamed for this? You are so fierce to me, I was forced by you, I can't be angry for a while! ”

Lu Xingchen said with a weak smile, "How can I kill you?" Can't you hear that I'm helping you weigh the stakes of things? If you have nothing to do with me, I'm too lazy to waste my tongue, but you can't get angry, just break up to get angry, my feelings are so that you come and go, have you ever thought about my feelings. ”

Mencius turned around abruptly and faced him, as soon as she turned around like this, Lu Xingchen was unprepared, and his tired body almost lost support, he simply put his two hands on her shoulders, faced her, and listened to her, "Of course I thought about it!" I regretted it when I got out of the door of the building, but fortunately I came back, if I hadn't fed you medicine and water, would you still be here to train me? ”

Lu Xingchen smiled, "No wonder, when I was asleep, I always felt that someone was talking to me in my ear, and," he said and deliberately slid her lips lightly with his fingers, "Touching my mouth, it turned out to be you!" ”

Mencius originally thought it was nothing, but when he said this, she was embarrassed, and she quickly changed the topic, "It's not dawn yet, you hurry up and sleep a little longer!" ”

Lu Xingchen did feel a little tired, he smiled and said hello, and said, "However, if I want to trouble you to help me make a basin of hot water, I am sweating and want to change my shirt." ”

"Don't bother, you wait for me." Mencius got up and walked to the bathroom.

Soon, she brought out a basin of hot water, put it on the bedside table, wrung out the towel and handed it to him, he took it, and seeing that he was wiping it with some difficulty, Mencius was so anxious that he took the towel in his hand, "I'll come!" Help people to the end, you're going to be at such a speed until dawn! ”

Lu Xingchen grinned, "Okay, I'm tired." ”

Mencius saw that his original shirt was only unbuttoned with two buttons, she had to put the towel into the hot water basin first, and then help him unbutton them one by one, after the clothes were open, by the light and moonlight, she clearly saw that the skin on his body was fair and smooth and the flesh and bone were even, no, this is clearly an evenly arranged and perfect abdominal muscles!

Mencius looked at him in surprise, "Great God Lu, you actually have abs!" ”

Lu Xingchen frowned slightly, "Isn't it enough to practice, but is this the point?" If you don't help me wipe it again, I'm afraid I'm going to catch a cold! ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll wipe it for you." Mencius wrung out the towel as he spoke, and quickly wiped his chest and back for him, so he forgot to grasp the strength and wiped half of it

, he helplessly grabbed her arm and stopped, "You can't be gentle!" ”

Mencius said quickly, "That's how I washed it myself!" With that, she blushed with embarrassment.

Lu Xingchen didn't know how to answer her words for a while, but he happened to find that there was a circle of crimson marks on her right arm, he gently tugged her arm, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry!" ”

Mencius let go of his hand and teased, "It's okay, I'm thick-skinned, not like you, with fine skin and tender meat." She said as she went to the closet and helped him get a shirt to change into.

"By the way, do you want to take some cold medicine to prevent it?" Lu Xingchen said while tying the buttons.

Mencius didn't understand what he meant, and asked in a daze, "I'm fine, why do you take medicine." After she finished speaking, she was about to get up and pick up the basin, but he pulled her over with one hand, and she fell half of her body into his arms, "Aren't you weak?" ”

"More than enough to deal with you! I'm telling you to take precautions is true, colds are most afraid of saliva, didn't you just feed me medicine? Lu Xingchen hugged her and said.

Mencius struggled to get up in his arms, "No need, my immunity is very good!" ”

Lu Xingchen was really bored by her struggle, "Don't move, let me hold it for a while." ”

When Mencius heard this, his heart suddenly softened, and he no longer struggled, but let him hold him motionless, but she couldn't bear to let him sit drowsy, she simply threw him down and let him lie down, while she lay on his side, hugging him tightly, and it was very tight, Lu Xingchen noticed it and teased her, "Why are you holding him so tightly?" I won't run. ”

"I almost lost you because of my willfulness, I don't hold on tightly!" She said.

Lu Xingchen couldn't help but feel distressed when he heard it, he turned over and dropped a heavy kiss on her forehead, "We care about each other, and no one can lose anyone!" ”

She raised her eyes to see that his eyes were shining, the light was the same as the stars and lights that guided her home, so warm and reliable, she rubbed it in his arms, and whispered softly, "Lu Dashen, I will never quarrel with you again in the future, and I will never make you angry again, because when you are angry, it is so terrible!" ”

Lu Xingchen, "..."

The next day, Mencius got up early, and when he bought breakfast, Lu Xingchen was still sleeping, and she wanted to wake him up, but seeing that he was sleeping soundly, she had to sit on the edge of his bed and wait for him to wake up.

The curtains of the room were not opened, but the sunlight outside the window had shone in through the window, and there was a hazy light in the whole room, the light probably stimulated his eyes, so that he couldn't help frowning, and raised his hand to cover it, Mencius saw this, and hurriedly changed his position, so that his body blocked the light for him, this block, but he woke up, he put his hand down, smiled at her, she saw that he was in much better spirits, and she was also happy, and said mischievously, "Hi, good morning!" ”

Lu Xingchen couldn't help laughing, reached out to pinch her face, and deliberately cooperated with her, "Good morning!" ”

Mencius was still a little hoarse after hearing his voice, so he hurriedly poured him a glass of water and took advantage of it

When she poured water, he also got off the bed, she handed him the water, and reached out to probe his forehead, "Very good, the fever has subsided, your head is still dizzy, your throat is still sore, wait for you to finish breakfast, remember to take the medicine, drink more water, rest more, so that you will get better faster... I..."

Before she could finish speaking, Lu Xingchen suddenly stretched out a hand to hook her neck from behind and cover her mouth, holding a water cup in the other hand, and after taking a few sips, he whispered in her ear, "If you read it again, my head will really be dizzy." ”

Mencius motioned for him to take his hand away, and after he took it away, she still maintained the same posture, and she looked hungry and weak, and said, "I don't read it, can I go to breakfast?" ”

Subsequently, the two of them had breakfast in the tea area of the office, Lu Xingchen had no appetite after catching a cold, just simply drank a few sips of porridge, Mencius was different, in addition to buying porridge for him, she herself bought all kinds of breakfast, raw fried, potstickers, rice balls, chaos, scallion pancakes, salted soybean milk, xiao long bao...

When Lu Xingchen saw these foods, he couldn't help but joke with her, "You bought breakfast in the whole S City, how can you eat it so much?" He deliberately stared at her again, "Where did all the food go?" ”

Mencius replied to him while eating, "So I'm afraid you can't afford it, and I also have to earn some private money!" She glanced at him as she spoke.

Lu Xingchen noticed her small movements, and heard the careful thoughts in her words, and smiled, "Do whatever you like, I don't interfere with you, and I support you unconditionally." ”

Mencius looked at him in disbelief, swallowed the contents of his mouth, and hurriedly said, "Really? ”

Lu Xingchen got up from the mahogany chair and deliberately looked at her and emphasized, "Of course, I don't want to be someone's 'selfish ghost'!" ”

Mencius bowed his head weakly, pretended to be stupid, and said, "Who is someone?" ”

At this time, Lu Xingchen had already walked to the desk and sat down, looked up at her who was still eating with relish, and smiled helplessly.

(End of chapter)