Chapter 70: Ups and Downs

When the hustle and bustle of the day ends, the excitement of the night will come.

Located in the most prosperous area of the main city, the sea pavilion "Xinghai", which integrates entertainment and leisure, has more than 400 ultra-luxurious guest rooms, and the 10th to 18th floors are used for banquets. Most of the people who can enter and leave here are wealthy businessmen or authorities.

Layer by layer index, the higher the status of the guests, the positioning of "Xinghai" is to provide the distinguished guests with the most exclusive experience.

On the eighteenth floor, Lin Zhen took over the entire floor of the room, and every student in class A3 lifted his wine glass with joy and excitement.

"Respect, two teachers! Thank them for their teachings! ”

"Teacher Chen Chen, I Xinxin toast you!"

......

Pushing the cup and changing the lamp, the mellow wine shook in the cup, Chen Chen had no experience in this area, but fortunately, the amount of wine was large enough, and all the people who came did not refuse.

In comparison, Xu Wanling is much more generous, and she can chat with every student very happily. Ju He, the only girl in the class, also drank a little blush, which showed that the interest of the classmates was very high.

"I met Hanjiang a few days ago, and that guy's face was simply black, like carbon essence."

"Occupy such a good resource, but it turns out to be so wasteful, I didn't know that Class A had a dedicated martial arts room."

"Damn, the C+-level permission of the library is the big one, okay, a lot of intranet resources that couldn't be opened before."

.....

Stepping on the rooftop, the cold evening breeze was blowing on his face, Chen Chen patted his hot cheeks, and suddenly felt much more energetic.

The eyes are full of blurry lights, and the soft waves are covered with the halo of the stars and the moon, shining directly into the dizzy eyes.

Chen Chen's hearing is excellent, even with the fierce sea breeze blowing on the top floor, he can hear the sound of those people staggering and sitting up noisily under his feet.

Carrying the wine bottle in his hand, he poured it indiscriminately, and Chen Chen's brows gradually gathered.

"Thank you for the evening."

The faint scent of lavender swept across his nose, and without turning his head, Chen Chen knew who was standing next to him.

"They're coming at me, and if you're serious, I'm sorry."

Slightly drunk, Chen Chen's temperament was not as cold as usual, and his peaceful tone once stunned the beautiful woman next to him.

"I... Can I call you Chen Chen directly? Why would someone as strong as you come to the academy to be a faculty member? ”

The beautiful eyes blinked, and she didn't know why, she couldn't feel the initial nervousness when she got along with Chen Chen now.

"In the last border confrontation battle, I disobeyed orders on the battlefield and offended people who shouldn't be offended, heh, I was targeted, and then I retired."

The hot air spewed, Chen Chen raised his head and emptied the spicy drink in the bottle, and then continued:

"Actually, as a soldier, I shouldn't be complaining. But I can't figure out why there are some things that are obviously wrong, but no one corrects them, they insist on turning black into white, and shift the blame and responsibility to others... They're all cowards! ”

"Chen Chen, have you ever thought about compromise, I mean to make appropriate concessions, and don't be too yourself and others."

"Backed down, to those magnates, huh? The country I was born and died to protect is hundreds of billions of civilians, not some fool who thinks he is standing on a high place. Exploitation and oppression are prevalent in the Dark Star Domain, and looking at other star domains, those dizzy magnates are not a good thing. They are so enchanted that they have forgotten who the contributors to the kingdom are, and I hate to kill them! ”

"Don't, your thinking is too extreme, not all officials and elites are bad people, you have to believe that there must be more good people than bad people...... Well, the one that asks you something, have you ever really killed someone? ”

When he first heard this question, Chen Chen's brain circuit was a little unable to react, he turned his head to look at Xu Wanling, whose eyes were wide open and full of curiosity, and stayed for half a minute.

"You should ask me how many people I've killed!"

"Ah, you've really killed people, I said why are your eyes so fierce, especially when you turn red, your breath is as cold as a piece of ice."

(Silly White Sweet, Pure Natural Silly White Sweet, Identification Completed)

β€œ... I don't remember exactly how many people I've killed, but I only have an approximate number, and the lives on my hands must be no less than hundreds-"

"Hundreds, my God, you, you're a bloody executioner!"

"β€”Wan ......"

Finally made up the last word, Xu Wanling, who was full of anger, trembled in her ears, and her body suddenly froze. Her words of emotion and criticism were forced in her throat and swallowed back.

"On... Hundreds... Million! ”

Looking at Xu Wanling, who looked frightened, Chen Chen's eyes gradually drooped, and there was a trace of sadness in his eyes that only he could perceive.

"Y- you're a hero, aren't you?"

The sound of a mosquito's foot sounded in his ears, and Chen Chen was somewhat surprised at this second. He couldn't believe that the words of praise actually came from Xu Wanling's mouth, that silly white sweet-sympathetic woman.

"I don't really understand other people's minds, but if I were to be replaced and kill so many people, I would definitely collapse first, and even if I was hard-hearted, I wouldn't be able to hold on! Chen Chen, you must have your own persistent and beautiful things in your heart, they are the ones that guard your beliefs and will not fall into collapse. ”

"Persistent, beautiful things ......"

The stars and the moon swirled, there was a trance in front of me, and my thoughts gradually drifted away with the wind... In Chen Chen's mind, many people and many things came to mind for a while-

"I want to find a way to deal with the tuition fee, you take this and then go and ask the teacher for intercession. I can't let my son follow the same path as the two of us, no matter how much money it costs or how much he suffers, I have to send my son to the advanced class......"

"Don't beat the child, isn't he slandering chocolate, tell me about your mining salary, how many sins our mother has suffered with you over the years!"

"Son, you have to fight for your breath, when you grow up, get ahead, leave the Dark Domain, leave this place where people eat people..."

"Definitely... Stay alive! ”

.......

"Ge Laozi, I picked up a burden in vain, bastard, if you don't want to starve, come with me, I'm an old beggar, you're a little beggar......"

"Damn, it's great to be rich, bastard, you remember, you are not allowed to pick up things that have been thrown in the mud puddle!"

"Remember to take care of yourself, bed... There is a cloth bag under the bed, which is full of rice crackers, take it, roll it for Lao Tzu, roll away, no more... Never come back! ”

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His eyes were hot, and he had the urge to cry, Chen Chen raised his head and stared at the moon wheel above his head, his fists clenched white but suddenly released.

"All the good things in my memories are gone, gone..."

"They are obviously so kind, so honest and duty-bound, but they all died tragically under the fire of the imperial army, the empire is a sinner, and they should all be cut with a thousand knives!"

Just from those few words, it is enough to infer that Chen Chen must have a tragic life experience. Xu Wanling looked up, and her frightened and distressed eyes met a pair of eyes full of resentment and pain.

She wanted to say something comforting, but she didn't know how to speak, so the two of them just kept looking at each other until Chen Chen's mood stabilized, and then turned to leave.

"Thank you, this sense of comfort, it's very ......"

Chen Chen, who had already taken several steps, suddenly muttered thoughtlessly, but his tone returned to his cold normality.

"What kind of words between friends, let's go, let's go and see how everyone is drinking, it's late, it's time to go back to the academy."

With a sweet smile on his cheeks, shining in the boundless night tide, Chen Chen believes that he can always remember it, even if years have passed.

It's painful, it's sad, and I know that immersing myself in it will wear down my mind, but I can't be disillusioned, I can't put it on hold... simply no longer think about letting go, just let it take root in the heart, as a kind of emotion, pain and hatred can't inspire people to move forward......