Chapter 325
waited until that person left him before he withdrew his gaze, lowered his head slightly, and couldn't help but wonder in his heart, is Wen Xingying really ready to get along with him like this forever?
What he didn't know was that Wen Xingying actually intended to be separated from him for a period of time, in order to verify his feelings for him.
In fact, Ye Linglan has a sentence that is very right, that is, sexual orientation is not the decisive factor for Wen Xingying not to be with him, Wen Xingying will reject him for only one reason - he doesn't like him.
This is what Wen Xingying said to Alex when that person rejected him.
Alex is a very handsome Chinese-British mixed-race, blonde hair and blue eyes, elegant manners, he can be said to be love at first sight with Wen Xingying, and then after observing him in the class for a while before deciding to officially start the courtship, after being rejected, he proposed to try to date him for a while.
"You should let go of the inherent preconceptions in your heart about falling in love, because it doesn't matter at all, you just treat me as a person who is pursuing you, and just try to see if you can be with me." Alex said.
Wen Xingying thought of Ye Linglan at that moment, he heard many words of liking from him, but he never formally thought about accepting him, he just used the excuse that he couldn't accept falling in love, in fact, he never tried to accept a boy, how could he accept falling in love?
Wen Xingying didn't care about this in the past, because they were still young, and they were even in their third year of high school when that person confessed to him for the first time, and the love at this time was basically a joke, not to mention that at that time they had already done everything that a couple should do, and it didn't matter if they had the title of "lover" or not.
At that time, Wen Xingying had many other suitors, and then in high school, the number of suitors only increased, Wen Xingying never thought of accepting anyone, until he met Alex, and that person proposed to try to date him by himself, but Wen Xingying suddenly realized at this time that it was a very terrible thing to try what he and Ye Linglan had done on another boy.
Just like before that person confessed, he always fooled him to help him solve his desires with his hands, Wen Xingying was angry and said that he wanted to try it with others but never really practiced it, this kind of thing is really not for anyone.
Don't...... I also like Ye Linglan??
Although the more I think about it, the more unreliable I feel than trying to date other boys.
Anyway, he said to Alex, "I'm sorry, I can't accept trying to date because I think I might like someone else." ”
Alex wasn't angry, but just asked him a little funny, "What do you mean you 'maybe' like someone else?" ”
"Even I don't know if I like him or not," Wen Xingying said with some embarrassment, "He's a boy like you, and I've always thought that I can't accept falling in love with a boy." ”
"And how do you feel about him?" Alex asked again.
"I don't know," Wen Xingying thought for a while with a frown, "We are often together, almost inseparable, I regard him as a very good friend, and I have never officially thought of being with him." ”
Speaking of this, Wen Xingying secretly said in his heart that he omitted a very important detail, that is, this so-called "friend" likes him, and seduces him to bed every once in a while, so that they are no different from a formal couple.
Alex thought for a moment and said, "Well, in that case, let's do an experiment, test your feelings for him." Of course, the premise is that you don't deliberately avoid the problem of falling in love, just afraid that he can be regarded as an ordinary emotional experiment. ”
And so, the trial began.
Wen Xingying no longer had contact with Ye Linglan, and went to the school every day to find Alex, making it look like the two were really "trying" to date, and a few days later Alex asked him, "Do you miss him?" ”
Wen Xingying thought for a while: "It seems to be a little bit, but you also know that we are very good friends, and now we are not used to suddenly separating." ”
In other words, it is very, very unaccustomed, a person who will meet you every other day, a person who teases you in various ways when he meets, a person who you and he are already familiar with each other's bodies anymore, a person who you will subconsciously want to tell him when you have something, but now you can't see each other all day, this sense of loss is really hard to ignore.
Alex nodded: "OK, then continue." ”
So continued, one day at noon, Wen Xingying and Alex saw Ye Linglan when they were walking on the playground at noon, there was a girl next to him, Wen Xingying recognized at a glance that this was the girl who Ye Linglan looked at on the playground without blinking at that time, and later sent him a love letter, those two people were bold enough, and they dared to hold hands in broad daylight, for fear that others would not know that they were a couple.
You know, it's forbidden to fall in love in high school now, and if you are caught, you have to go to the teaching office!
However, no matter how Wen Xingying looked at the two people, it didn't seem like they were dating, but it seemed that the girl was deliberately invited by Ye Linglan to cooperate with him in acting, just to anger herself.
Could it be that the kid deliberately dangled in front of himself like this to make himself jealous??
Wen Xingying deliberately said hello to him, and when they left, he told Alex about it, and the latter asked him, "Are you jealous?" ”
Wen Xingying: "...... It doesn't seem like anything, I know the two of them must be fake, because that kid likes me, and if he is so easy to empathize and don't fall in love, I don't deserve to be jealous, and if I don't have it, there is no need to be jealous. Although, the hands held by the two were indeed a bit dazzling, Wen Xingying knew that no matter whether he chose Ye Linglan or Alex in the end, as long as the object was a boy, they would never be able to hold hands so openly and brightly.
Alex was a little speechless: "Then if you don't feel like this all the time, it's troublesome, it seems that you don't like him much, or why don't you try to forget to associate with me?" "Let's have a book
Wen Xingying: "......"
He came home in the evening and sighed at the ceiling, do I like him or not? I always feel that I don't like it as much as I imagined, and I don't like it as much as I imagined, when I am with him, I don't have the joy and sweetness that a lover should have, but when I leave him, I feel a little lost; I feel a little unhappy when I see him with someone else, but I don't have the urge to pull him back and lock him firmly by my side, so do I like him or not?
Wen Xingying never came to a conclusion, and a few days later he was sorting out the accounts at home, and suddenly received a phone call, and the name of the caller ID was: Ye Linglan.
Wen Xingying's heart tightened, and after thinking about it, she picked it up.
"Hey."
"I miss you." The guy on the phone said so.
Wen Xingying really didn't know how to answer for a while.
The tone on the phone sounded very flat at first glance, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that he could feel a lot of emotions, and he thought of what that person looked like at this time, and he didn't know if he was standing by the window, looking at the dark night sky, and sighed softly.
was about to speak, but there was a busy sound on the phone, and it turned out that the person had hung up the phone.
The hand was slowly lowered, and Wen Xingying also cast a glance at the night sky, and the corners of his lips raised slightly.
Ye Linglan threw her phone aside and lay down on the bed.
Yes, he is so unproductive, he just can't help but think about Wen Xingying, and called him, but what can it be, this phone call can't actually change anything, it just makes him feel more sad when he hears that person's voice.
Ye Linglan didn't know how long he had been lying like this, and the mobile phone rang suddenly, he took a look, and the two "wives" on the screen made him think it was just an illusion for a while.
Fingers uncontrollably pressed the answer button and held the phone to his ear, "Hey." ”
"I'm downstairs at your house, can you come out?"
“…… What the? Ye Linglan subconsciously sat up, unable to understand what she heard.
"I said, I'm downstairs at your house, come out, I have something to say to you."
Then, the phone hung up, Ye Linglan was stunned for a few seconds, then threw it on the bed and jumped out of bed with a brisk step.
Soon got dressed and went out of the bedroom, it was now nine o'clock in the evening, his parents were still watching TV in the living room, and when they saw him "appearing in formal clothes" like this, they asked him in surprise where he was going so late, and he didn't even have time to reply.
Ran out of the house, ran downstairs, ran out of the door, and sure enough, there was a boy dressed in black standing outside, the night wind blew his hair a little messy, but the eyes looked at him with a smile, the boy's eyebrows were delicate and picturesque.
Ye Linglan walked a few steps in front of him and hugged him into his arms.
The night is actually very cold, now it is winter, you can feel your teeth fighting when you go out, but Ye Linglan at this time is extremely warm, hugging a familiar body, the end of his nose is a familiar breath, and his smile is about to overflow from the corner of his mouth.
At this time, there were no pedestrians in the community for a long time, and no one came to disturb them in this hug, and they did not speak, and after a while, Ye Linglan finally came back to her senses from the initial joy and began to realize what was happening.
The person in his arms is Wen Xingying, and they are standing at the door of their house, that is, Wen Xingying has come to look for him?
Ye Linglan slowly loosened her embrace, looked at the person face to face, pursed her lips and asked, "What are you doing?" ”
At this time, Wen Xingying was still smiling, her eyes were shining, and she always seemed to have no good intentions, Ye Linglan really couldn't think of how this person could suddenly come over, it was so late and so cold.
"You said you missed me, so I'll show you." Wen Xingying smiled unabated, watching him say this.
"......" Ye Linglan really didn't know how to answer for a while, this person came all the way to their house just to let him take a look??
Ye Linglan froze, and also looked at that person's eyes and said, "Then you should know that what I said about thinking about you is not just as simple as wanting to see you, you are here now, I don't know if you are mentally prepared." Also, you should know why I miss you, but I've told you so many times that you didn't pay attention to it, and now that you're here all of a sudden, it's hard for me not to think about it. ”
Saying that, in fact, Ye Linglan is really not so narcissistic, thinking that Wen Xingying really came over because he likes him, although he doesn't understand what this person thinks, but he has been angry with him for so long, and it is okay to talk and enjoy talking.
Wen Xingying was still smiling, his expression did not change in the slightest because of his words, he just asked him: "Ye Linglan, what does it feel like to like one?" ”