Chapter 104: The only way to change yourself is to change yourself

Lu Xingchen stretched out his hand and pressed her hand holding the lever, and looked directly at her, "You are here again, when will you learn to be a little more mature, sit down calmly and have a good talk with me, we have been through so many things, can't you feel my sincerity?" ”

"Why is it so easy for you to say those irresponsible things? Even though I was at fault in the first place, did you calm down and listen to my explanation from beginning to end? Do you really think my love for you is so worthless? Or do you think I can accommodate you every time? ”

Mencius was so aggrieved that she choked and couldn't speak, but she kept shedding tears, and she struggled to shake off his hand, but his strength was so great that she almost held it down tightly.

She had no choice but to break him away with her other hand, crying, "I just can't learn to mature!" We are not suitable in the first place, who is dead face! When you encounter this kind of thing, you tell me to be calm, I can't do it! I don't want to see you now, and when I see you, I think of what you did to me that night, you are so unruly in your life, you... You're not even as good as Mo Shushu! ”

The last sentence was blurted out by Mencius without hesitation, and after she finished speaking, she realized that she seemed to have said something wrong, but it didn't seem to be wrong, in short, she was surprised why she mentioned Mo Shushu?

She was a little afraid to look at his reaction, only glanced at him slightly,

I saw Lu Xingchen slowly let go of her hand in a daze, if she blamed him before, he could accept it gladly, but the last sentence really made him heartache and sadness.

He was blocking the doorway to stop her, but this time, he silently moved away, lowered his eyes slightly, and made way for her.

When Mencius saw his expression and demeanor, he felt unbearable in his heart, and wanted to speak, but he swallowed back his words, held back his tears, secretly clenched his fists, and then pulled the suitcase, and when he passed in front of him, he paused for a few seconds, and then raised his feet and walked out of the cloakroom.

At this time, Lu Xingchen finally couldn't help but speak, he raised his eyes and stared at her delicate back, his eyes were a little red, he swallowed his throat, because his sad emotions in restraining him made his voice a little hoarse, "You are angry, can you come back?" ”

Lu Xingchen's tone was very helpless and vaguely pleading, after Mencius heard it, her heart was twisted, at that moment, she hesitated, she really wanted to turn back, because she loved him too much, she was really reluctant to show such a humble attitude towards her, and it was precisely because of love that she couldn't face him calmly.

Mencius wiped away his tears, took a deep breath silently, and tried his best to stabilize his emotions, "Lu Xingchen, I thought about it all night last night, and I found that what I loved, it turned out that it had always been the flawless and impeccable you, and suddenly found your shortcomings, I really couldn't face it for a while, I couldn't accept it, do you understand my feelings?" ”

Lu Xingchen instantly felt awake, and at the same time, he panicked.

In the past, they quarreled because of some external factors, and then the misunderstanding was resolved, and they were fine.

But this time, with her sensitive

If he can't figure it out, then no matter how reluctant he is, it won't help, in other words, he can't even explain.

"I understand, when you calm down one day, we'll talk about it, okay?" Lu Xingchen felt distressed for her and persuaded softly.

Mencius pulled up his suitcase and walked towards the door and said sullenly, "I don't know what day?" ”

Lu Xingchen had been standing at the door of the cloakroom and did not catch up.

He had been expecting her to change her mind, until the door outside closed and the sound of the electronic code lock was locked, and he felt that after the expectation was disappointed, the heavy and heavy sense of loss in his heart was uncomfortable and soaked in his heart.

He raised his feet and walked slowly to the living room, looked around, and no longer saw her chaotic delicate shadow, and his ears were so quiet that he couldn't hear her delicate thoughts, empty, but not as empty as his heart that suddenly seemed to be missing a corner at this moment.

Lu Xingchen raised his head, the corners of his eyes were slightly wet, so he had to take off his glasses, rubbed his eyes again, and didn't sleep all night, which made his spirit a little haggard, but despite this, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

So, he turned around and walked to the bathroom, and when he turned on the faucet and was about to receive warm water to wash his face, he suddenly thought of her bad habit of washing her face with cold water.

He couldn't help laughing, in fact, why change it? Compared to the impeccable nature of her love for him, he was trying to make her change into what he wanted, so he and her subconsciously liked each other's perfect appearance.

So, he twisted the faucet to the cold water, picked up the cold water and washed his cold water face, which immediately made him feel a lot more energetic, and after washing up, he set off for the law firm.

In the evening, back to the apartment, Li Shengnan came to Lu Xingchen with a bottle of red wine.

As soon as Li Shengnan entered the door, he walked straight to the living room, shouting complainingly, "Lu Meiren, I'm bitter!" ”

Lu Xingchen had just gotten off work and was sitting on the sofa in the living room, leaning on the armrest of the sofa with one hand, supporting his head, his glasses were held in the other hand, his eyes were closed, as if he was resting, but he frowned, and he was very tired.

Hearing Li Shengnan's voice, he opened his eyes and put on his glasses again, and now the whole person was leaning back on the sofa relaxedly, and his voice was very tired.

"You son-in-law is proud of both career and love, and you can still complain."

Li Shengnan put the red wine on the table, leaned back on the sofa like Lu Xingchen, and sighed, "Proud fart!" The woman surnamed Han suddenly told me that she was going to go abroad to continue her studies, this is not clear, will the love of this young master become a long-distance relationship in the future? Long-distance relationship, brother, there are a few couples who can hold up a long-distance relationship! This is not Young Master Ben's love style at all! ”

"As her boyfriend, you should support her, there is no absolute equality in a relationship, but at least you can't be selfish, she wants to go to further education because she wants to get better, and she is also working hard for this relationship, there are pros and cons to a long-distance relationship, you should be a test, if you love each other enough and trust enough, what are you afraid of?"

Lu Xing

After Chen finished speaking, he sat up straight and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm a relationship loser myself, so if I am qualified to give you advice, just listen to it!" The key is to see how you feel about the relationship! ”

After Li Shengnan listened, he immediately sat up straight, his face was confused, and he said in a concerned tone, "You and Sister Meng won't have problems too!" You husband and wife are models of love in my and Han Shiyu's hearts, if even you can be a moth, then can I still believe in love? ”

Lu Xingchen smiled bitterly, got up from the sofa, walked in the direction of the kitchen, and said as he walked, "You can't look at the surface of everything, you haven't seen the scene of our quarrel!" ”

Li Shengnan said in disbelief, "No! You shouldn't be the legendary couple who love and kill each other! ”

Lu Xingchen came out of the kitchen, put two red wine glasses and a bottle opener on the table, sat down, and motioned for Li Shengnan to open red wine.

Li Shengnan was really startled when he saw the two red wine glasses in front of him, "You won't drink it too!" ”

Lu Xingchen silently picked up the corkscrew, "If you don't open it, I'll open it." ”

Before Li Shengnan could react, he had already heard a "bang" and the sound of the red wine bottle being opened.

Li Shengnan was a little dumbfounded.

Then, Lu Xingchen poured red wine into the two glasses, picked up one of them and handed it to Li Shengnan, touched his wine glass lightly, and then took a sip himself, the unaccustomed taste made him frown slightly.

Seeing his expression, Li Shengnan couldn't help but laugh, "How is it?" Does it taste good or not? ”

Lu Xingchen also felt inexplicably funny, shook the wine glass gently, and replied in disgust, "It's not delicious at all, it's better to quench your thirst with a glass of boiled water." “

Li Shengnan took a sip and said with emotion, "It doesn't quench thirst, but it can relieve sorrow!" ”

Lu Xingchen silently looked at the swaying red liquid in the wine glass, and the melancholy in his heart suddenly surged up, mixed with the bitter taste in his mouth, which really made him extremely uncomfortable, he slowly spoke, "It turns out that alcohol is just not sad for me!" ”

After he finished speaking, he silently took another sip, and now he didn't frown at all.

Li Shengnan asked him a little worriedly, "Lu Meiren, you look so sad, are you okay!" After a pause, he said loudly in surprise, "Could it be that you are going to divorce!" ”

Lu Xingchen was a little speechless, "Stinky boy, it seems that you want me to divorce." ”

"Of course not, since it hasn't reached the point of divorce, is it normal for husband and wife to quarrel a little?" Li Shengnan got up and patted him on the shoulder to comfort him.

Lu Xingchen took two sips in a row and smiled, "Have you thought about what to do with Shiyu?" ”

"You're right, I can't selfishly stop her from doing what she likes because I love her, in the end, the person we want to try to change can't be changed, then we can only change ourselves!" After Li Shengnan finished speaking, he drank all the red wine in the cup.

After Lu Xingchen listened, his eyes protruded

Ran flashed a flash of surprise, he also drank all the remaining red wine in the wine glass, looking at the empty wine glass, the residual liquid slipped from the edge of the glass, and his heart suddenly felt a little suddenly, and at the same time something was brewing.

When Li Shengnan left, Lu Xingchen reminded him to call a substitute driver.

Li Shengnan replied to him, "I'll go to Han Shiyu and let her take me back by the way, although her driving skills really make me scared." ”

Lu Xingchen could only smile knowingly.

I hope she can also understand as soon as possible that she loves each other's strengths and accepts each other's shortcomings.

Lu Xingchen picked up his mobile phone and checked her location, she really went to the vegetarian restaurant, which he had expected a long time ago, so he was not worried about her whereabouts, but just worried about her mood and state.

Tonight, Lu Xingchen didn't go to the study to work overtime because of drinking and he was really tired, but went to bed early.

(End of chapter)