96. Their own thoughts: five questions 2

Liu Zhisi said: "Of course, there is no difference between me and the actual, the Liu Zhisi in your heart before was your own cranky idea, so you always feel that we are far apart, in fact, I am not the same as you, joys and sorrows, eating and drinking, there are a lot of the same." ”

"Well, okay." Of course, Li Keding hoped so, and only said in his heart, it would be good if it was really the same, this question has been answered, Li Keding said, "It's time for me to ask you again." ”

"Just ask."

"You're in law, what are you going to do after college?" Li Keding looked at Liu Zhisi.

"Oh, I haven't really thought about it, um... But I'm not going to do anything for money, unless I don't have anything to eat. After Liu Zhisi answered, seeing that Li Keding had no doubts, he drank the fourth glass of wine and asked: "Fourth question, I heard that you are obsessed with Confucianism, have you ever thought about reviving Confucianism?" ”

"Of course I thought about it, but unfortunately, I don't know what to do yet." Li Keding also drank the fourth glass of wine, and then asked Liu Zhisi: "Please tell me bluntly, do you think Confucianism can be revived?" ”

Liu Zhisi didn't answer first this time, but drank a glass of wine before saying: "Keding, reviving Confucianism, this is difficult." In my opinion, I am afraid that you will not be able to do it in your lifetime. Confucius said, "Benevolence will follow." Even if we start advocating it now, it will take 30 years to revitalize it, not to mention the current situation, where criticism is better than advocacy. The so-called autumn of a leaf, you have to be mentally prepared for this matter. ”

Liu Zhisi was unwilling to let Li Keding fall into deep thought, and then asked Li Keding: "The last question, if, I mean if, once the revitalization of Confucianism is hopeless, what will you do?" ”

"The road is not good, and the sea is floating. I'll do my best. If there is really no hope of revitalization, I will go away, maybe to the West. After Li Keding finished speaking, he drank the fifth glass of wine, and asked Liu Zhisi, "Do you think floating in the sea is an escape?" ”

"Of course not, each has its own way of living, and the Tao is different!" After Liu Zhisi asked five questions, he drank another glass of wine and said to Li Keding, "Your wine will be drunk here first, and then, you will drink tea and accompany me to drink the rest of the wine." ”

Li Keding was afraid that she would drink too much, so he tactfully persuaded: "Don't drink all the time, eat more vegetables." ”

Liu Zhisi smiled and said: "You are quite good at hurting people, I'm afraid that I can't drink enough, don't worry, this kind of wine, for me, is just flavored water, and it's okay to drink two jars." ”

Seeing Li Keding staring at her, Liu Zhisi stretched out his slender jade hand and shook it in front of his eyes, "Don't be stupid, let me ask you, you just said that you will float in the sea, and when the time comes, do you want to go alone?" ”

Li Keding smiled at first, thinking that if he went alone, there would be a lot of reluctance, so he hesitated and said: "I don't necessarily really go to the sea, in that case, I won't be able to hear you playing the piano again, what a pity!" Well, it would be nice for me to find a proper place to live in seclusion, just like my master, in the Hejian Temple of Literature. ”

"Look at you, it's changed so quickly. If you want to listen to it, I'll play it for you, and I can also play the kite, sing, and sing for you, so that you won't be lonely. After speaking, Liu Zhisi looked at him with a smile.

Liu Zhisi's eyes seem to be able to melt people's hearts, Li Keding is like bathed in the spring sunshine, feeling comfortable, and said sincerely: "Your singing is the same as you playing the piano, which makes people forget their feelings and forget themselves." I can now understand why Sima moved to Qufu, why he gave birth to the sigh of 'the mountains look up, the scenery stops', and you give me the feeling that this is it. ”

"You always see me so far away from you, in fact, I am a little girl next to you, if you think like that, how can we be friends, I will be angry."

After Liu Zhisi finished speaking, she pouted, her trick really worked.

When Li Keding saw the appearance of her little daughter, he suddenly had a desire to protect her, so he said: "Zhisi, why don't I take you as my friend, I have actually regarded you as a very close person in my heart, just like my mother." Oh, by the way, I have to tell you one more thing, I always think you and my mom look at least five points alike, but you're a lot better looking than my mom. ”

When Liu Zhisi heard this, his eyes were full of joy, and he said with a smile on his face: "I also think you are very kind, and I have felt this way since I first saw you." He said angrily, "Otherwise, if you are so stupid, I will not pay attention to you." Liu Zhisi poured himself a drink while speaking, and soon a large pot of wine had been drunk by her, Li Keding saw that she looked as usual, as if she had not drunk, it was really unprecedented, and he couldn't help but be surprised in his heart.

Next, Liu Zhisi still drank frequently, and when the sun was setting, Li Keding sent her to the door.

Liu Zhisi said: "You should go back early, thank you for accompanying me today." ”

"I should thank you, it's a pleasure to be with you."

"Really?" Liu Zhisi looked at him with pure eyes, with three points of question, seven points of bamboo in his chest, and asked him rhetorically.

Li Keding likes to see her dignified and playful, confident with doubts, sincere and undisguised, and looks at her: "Of course it's true, if I lie to you, I'm a puppy." ”

Liu Zhisi was even happier, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were like a smile, like a peony that had just bloomed, and he raised his head slightly: "Since you didn't lie to me, then in another 21 days, you come to me, I want to see if you will remember what you said today." ”

"Okay, from today, on the 22nd day, I'll come over early in the morning." Li Keding couldn't ask for it, and hurriedly nodded in agreement.

Liu Zhisi waved his hand to him and said, "I really want to go back, remember to come to me." ”

"Don't worry, I'll come on time."

Reluctantly watching Liu Zhisi's figure disappear, Li Keding stood outside the door for a long time, wandering back and forth, only until it was dark, reminiscing about the experience of the day with her, inexplicably joy and regret.

After arriving home, Li Keding was immersed in joy, thinking about Liu Zhisi's smile and falling asleep beautifully.

That night, when he fell asleep, Li Keding went to the law department to find Liu Zhisi again, and saw that her seat was empty, and he was anxious, where did she go? So I went to the campus to look for her, but I couldn't see her anywhere. I was going to Liu's house to look for her, but I didn't see a road when I went out. Li Ke was anxious, only to feel that his chest was tight, and he couldn't breathe, so he woke up from his dream.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that the stars were shining outside, the night was hazy, and a meteor crossed by, like a bright firework, and disappeared without a trace.

Dark Dao, today with Zhisi, so happy, can you have a sweet dream? But why is this nightmare again, for a year, this dream has tormented me night and night, and how long will it torment me, and what is the reason?