Chapter 72, I miss you so much
Jiangcheng has undergone earth-shaking changes in the past ten years, and the old city has been renovated from the new plan, and the streets are much wider and cleaner.
The dilapidated alley that Meng Xin rented at the beginning has long since disappeared and has become the most prosperous commercial center in Jiangcheng.
"It's changed a lot!"
Walking down this street,
Meng Xin could no longer find a trace of the old alley in his memory.
"yes, I can't believe my eyes, this place was broken and dirty, there were no street lights, who would have thought that now it has become a commercial street. It really responds to that sentence: things are not people, and they are not. ”
Circumstances change with the passage of time
Now recalling,
A lot of things are still fresh in my mind.
It's just that there's no going back.
"Let's go, I heard that these two new restaurants are good, let's try them."
Yi Jiaxiang knew that after so many years, she still couldn't come back from the past.
That time of youth,
That warm man,
Forgettable,
is the most painful thing,
She and him,
are bound by the people and things of the past,
Over the years, try not to mention it.
Pretend to forget,
Life can go on.
"What are your plans for coming back this time?"
After his grandfather passed away one after another, Meng Xin never returned to Jiangcheng.
One is that she is too busy with work to spare time, and the other is that there is no reason for her to come back to this place.
"I want to come back to pay respects to my grandparents, but lately I have been dreaming about them, and in my dreams they blame me for why I didn't go home, so I want to come back and see."
Maybe it's because she's been too depressed lately, she misses her grandfather very much, and every time she dreams of it, she always dreams that her grandmother will wait for her to come home in the yard with a smile, and her grandfather will prepare a big table of delicious food for her.
Every time she dreamed to the end, she was alone in that huge house, and she didn't know what she was looking for.
Countless similar nights, she woke up in a dream, and when she woke up, she left tears on her pillow.
"There's a meeting in the hospital tomorrow morning, and I have to show my face.
Seeing that you haven't had a good rest lately, tomorrow you will have a good sleep in the hotel.
I'll go back with you when I'm done.
Don't say no just yet.
You haven't been home for so long, you must want to stay at home for one night, but your family has not lived for so many years, although you have found a neighbor to help take care of it, but you are not at ease, I will accompany you back, and I can help clean up. ”
Yi Jiaxiang arranged things properly, and Meng Xin did not refuse again.
She and Yi Jiaxiang are friends and relatives, and now he is the only one she is not afraid of trouble.
"Is there going to be any big move in your hospital? Today, I saw on the plane the directors of several hospitals in Haicheng, and the directors of various departments have arrived. ”
Meng Xin has been in Haicheng for many years, and naturally she has participated in many large and small learning and exchange meetings, and she still knows some big names in this industry.
"The "Multidisciplinary Collaborative Diagnosis and Treatment Plan" proposed by our hospital a few years ago has achieved remarkable results after years of clinical practice.
By integrating the team advantages of professional technology in various disciplines, we provide patients with more professional, precise, individualized, standardized and whole-process, all-round "one-stop" diagnosis and treatment services. This conference is very large-scale and will make a lot of changes to the future of medical treatment. ”
Both of them are in the medical industry, and although their majors are different, they are generally the same.
"I have also heard about this, and the form of MOD can indeed effectively avoid undertreatment, overtreatment, repeated treatment and ineffective treatment, which greatly saves time and economic costs."
In the past, it was to break up the whole and vigorously develop the professional level of each discipline. Now it advocates the transformation of parts into wholes, emphasizing multidisciplinary cooperation.
These models are all designed to promote the development of medicine and ultimately serve patients.
"Well, if you're interested, you can also listen to it, now that you've been promoted to a doctor, you should know more about things other than your major."
Yi Jiaxiang can be said to be a very professional expert in his own medical field, and now that he has been promoted to deputy director of the department, he needs to understand and contact more things.
"No, I'm not interested, you know, I'm still in this business because I can't do anything else. I don't have any big ideas in life. It's just a mix. If you can't mix it up one day, you won't mix it up. ”
Meng Xin has now reached a period of exhaustion, and this road may be different after walking, but if he can't survive, he can only leave.
"The front-line clinical work is really difficult to do, and it is also difficult to endure, and the growth of every doctor is bound to take a lot of time and hard work.
You are now at the most difficult stage, if you have any difficulties and ideas, feel free to tell me, at least I have been through this process, to some extent, I can understand your current situation best. ”
Meng Xin's state was not good, Yi Jiaxiang found out from the first time he saw her, and in the process of chatting, he understood that she was very depressed. But she wouldn't say, and he couldn't help her.
Everyone has to go through a period of confusion, some people can get through it, some people may just lose themselves.
Meng Xin is now in such a state, struggling and suffering in a life of self-doubt and denial.
No one to talk to, and no one wants to talk to anyone.
At night, she lives alone in the largest hotel suite in Jiangcheng, where she can see the most prosperous scenery of Jiangcheng.
The newly built inpatient building of the first hospital in the city has become the nearest landmark building, and the first hospital in Jiangcheng City is shining with red light.
It was particularly conspicuous, and it suddenly pierced Meng Xin's heart.
In those years, there were too many memories and warmth left there.
Also there,
She met him.
There are a lot of things that I thought I had forgotten.
However, just seeing a few words related to him made her feel like her heart was cramping.
It seems like 100 million years have passed,
Caught in the thoughts of memory,
unable to extricate themselves,
When she became conscious, she realized that she was hiding alone in the middle of the night and crying.
Tonight is destined to be sleepless,
Suddenly I felt a little like drinking.
Meng Xin doesn't care that it's three o'clock in the morning,
got up and put on a coat and went out,
One of the most luxurious bars in the area is nearby.
Meng Xin hadn't been in a place like a bar for many years.
Because of studying medicine,
Let her know restraint,
I also know how to make trade-offs.
The bar deserves to be the city that never sleeps,
There are countless men and women who have been sleepless late at night.
The noise of the bar,
Just to hide the inner turmoil.
She wants to use alcohol,
Forget something.
But thoughts are like springs,
Alcohol also does not paralyze,
Can't resist the deep longing.
"I miss you so much!"