Chapter 160: My Life, I'm in Control

The prince is the best choice.

"Xiaocui, listen, Li Jiaquan leans towards the government and the opposition, there are many of them in this court, and he has managed some relationships for so many years, do you think this is something we can move? We'll be blown away. ”

"Since we choose to oppose them, we must be prepared to fail, which is inevitable, because its power is too great."

"Because I don't have any certainty about this controversy at all, think about it, if it really comes to such a critical and unavoidable moment, at that time, even the palace will not be able to protect me, not to mention the daughter of the amorous prince who you love the Li family? Do you think that in this case, you will have no guess about the possible outcome? ”

"The prince chose me and that Miss Li, who do you think he will choose in this situation? Will he choose me? Do you think it's possible? The choice he has to make in this position is the time of decision, because the conflict between our two families has reached a conflict and an intense situation, do you think he will choose me? Is this obvious? ”

Yan Cangtao looked at her Xiaocui lightly, she knew that there were some things that she should know, and it might be better to weigh the pros and cons, so as to avoid her being too human in this matter.

Xiao Cui was very anxious when he heard this, and he was very puzzled, and he couldn't understand many things, because this thing had obviously existed, and it was a matter of course, and he didn't turn his head and thoughts at all at all.

"But miss, you are now a princess! This was personally arranged by the emperor, you have no doubt about this, is it possible that his identity can be deprived of it immediately? That's impossible! Even if that Miss Li really wants to pass through the door, she can only be small. This is a matter of course, can they still overturn the emperor's decision? Is this possible? And last time, the emperor also rewarded you with a sword, doesn't this thing prove that you are a very important person in the emperor's mind? Can you compare with your young lady? Our grandfather has done so many things for this emperor, isn't it worthy of respect? ”

Xiao Cui was so anxious that she was about to cry.

Yan Cangmoss smiled: "What if she doesn't want to be small?" Do you think he can do anything like that? If it's impossible, why make assumptions"

"Then she will do everything she can to get rid of me, inevitably, because I am a huge rock in front of her door, how can she move our stone to us, if she closes me, she can marry into the palace justifiably! She is Li Xuanji, she has this ability, you must not underestimate his daughter, he has such the strength to do these things, and don't you think that his mind is very meticulous, not what you and I can guess, otherwise the first talented woman in the imperial capital really can't forget nothingness? So don't try to do these things, we had better be realistic about many things, don't pin these things on a kind of illusory thing, and focus on some deployment, which may be better. ”

Yan Cangmoss was faint, and felt that this cup of tea was drunk as soon as it was drunk, as if it was pouring into her bitter mood.

"What's more, even if she is really willing to serve a husband, this kind of thing is not available in my life for me, a multiple-choice question in my life is only a lifetime and a couple, so I don't want to."

What an enviable couple her parents used to be!

But how happy they used to be, a couple, they can get a kind of envy from everyone, but in the end, it is like this in real life, but it is not like this, it is completely a slap in the face.

But the result?

Who knows what the future outcome will be, don't bet on the future, make a plan in the present is the most important thing.

"Xiao Cui, until you forget the things that happened in the past, and aren't there enough things in the past to prove the importance of what we are going to do today? Do you know why my mother died? ”

Although Xiao Cui didn't understand why she asked, she vaguely felt in her heart that this answer should be basically the same as what Miss asked or asked to do.

"Madame's health has not been very good since she gave birth to the young master and the young lady, because her health is not very good, so she has to take a lot of medicine, and Madame has not been able to give birth to a son Suihua to the old man, which has caused the whole mood to become worse and worse, so the old lady of the year must have Mrs. to give birth to another child, but Madame basically has no way to give birth again, because her health is very poor."

"Later, after the old lady made the decision to let the second lady enter the door, she targeted the lady everywhere, he didn't know why he had to do this, but it seems that our subordinates are completely for the pillar of the sky, he is completely for this position, and after facing the workers for this position, it also affected the care of you.

"When the lord is there, the second lady will be more restrained, when the lord is not there, the lady's life is very hard, the lady is a very good mood person, and is a bodhisattva heart, at this time he may not say these things to the lord, because she also hopes that the family house has a peaceful dialogue, the lady is actually not happy at all, the whole mood is depressed."

"It wasn't until the young master died suddenly that the lady who did things couldn't accept this fact at all, and the lady couldn't stand the blow, and she didn't get better at all from then on, and the whole person's whole spirit was completely lacking, and it didn't take long for her to die of depression."

"That's what I see, I don't know if it's right what I understand?"

"Everyone knows that Daddy is just under pressure, but if you think about how he loved his mother back then, but even so what about him, he is just a general, but even if he has millions of ambitions in his hands, but what? But there is still no way to go, you can't fully promise the promised thing, because he can't oppose the old lady, but so what, don't pin your hopes on a vague promise. When these things come, you can't go to them at all, it's just a castle in the air, this thing is simply impossible. ”

To explain this fact in a very indifferent language, he has seen too much of this matter, and he does not know what the pressure on his mother in this regard is, this is the so-called love so-called this kind of feeling, all the good things are completely worthless in terms of family affection.

Yan Cangmoss knew that this thing was too extravagant for himself, and he was unwilling to exercise extravagant things to make too many bets, and everything that was built in the air seemed to him to be a world that was very easy to collapse.

The whole thing is already very clear.

"The dearest father finally married another woman, he tore up his promise to his mother with his own hands, this is helpless, no matter how the father decides, but he has no way to make any decision in this matter, he has no way to resist, this is necessary...... I just don't want to follow in my mother's footsteps. If I had a choice, I would rather not make the previous choice. ”

Yan Cangmos stood up, looked at the scenery outside the window, and said lightly

"Even if Feng Zili is no longer favored, he is the biological son of the current saint, can his identity allow him to make decisions freely? This is impossible, the royal family wants to spend kindness I have never heard of a lifetime and a pair of people forming a common people can not do this, let alone a royal family! It is inevitable that he will have three wives and four concubines in the future, this is inevitable, it will never be possible to do this for me, how can I let him do this kind of thing, he is not a fool, how can he be this kind of thing..."

And this is exactly what she can't accept, he won't quarrel with others, do that kind of thing, what he wants is really a couple for a lifetime, if the other party can't promise to himself, then I'm sorry, I'd rather leave in style!

They are not destined to be all the way.

For the sake of different ways and not conspiring with each other, why should we care about such things?

"Okay, I have my own plans. You don't have to worry too much about these things, you don't have to worry about these things, how can I do such a loss-making business, right, is it such a smart person as your young lady...... There must be a fee being transferred, so if you are willing to go with me, you will naturally go with me, and if you are not willing to go with me, I will arrange for you to find a suitable one. ”

Yan Cangmoss interrupted Xiao Cui's imminent words.

I don't want to dwell too much with him on the issue, because there is really no way to explain this matter in more words, and I can't understand my position, and sometimes she can't understand her feelings, so there are some things that she doesn't want to know too much, maybe it's good for her.

You can add those unnecessary troubles, which you don't mean not to do at all, and there really isn't much room for this kind of thing.

She understands her worries, but there are some things that others can't help you.

I can't even understand this thing, if I can't understand it, then how can I save myself, then I am just fish cooked by others, and I will become someone else's bargaining weight.

I haven't thought it clearly in my life, this little bit of happiness is still immersed in others, then I really can't do anything again, so the room and space for you to survive in this world is very narrow, not to mention that these fathers even have their own reward, and there is no way to protect it, so what's the point of you still living in this world?

So a lot of things can't be repeated in any case.

She had to make her own decisions.

Only what you decide is to take this matter into your own hands.

"Let's go and buy me a rock sugar gourd skewer, you see, it's the second one next to it, I want to eat a string of rock sugar gourds, you can help me buy it, I really want to eat it now."

The guy in the teahouse went out after getting the reward, and felt that this matter was really simple, if it was according to this matter, maybe this objective was really very rich.

After about two teas before coming back, he didn't go for a long time, and he hurried up with a string of rock sugar gourds in his hand.

And the one who arrived one step ahead of the teahouse guy was someone else.