Chapter 098 - Crucian Carp (3)
"No one forces you to follow a poor boy, and no one prevents you from finding better happiness, but Xue Zhiwei, born as a human being, must learn to be content. Since you have chosen him, you should no longer bully him and oppress him with your so-called love. You can choose not to work hard, or you can choose to work hard with him, but you can't choose to use his love for you to fill the eternal desire in your heart. ”
Xing Ruyi waved her hand, and she and Xue Zhiwei both moved to another scene.
As soon as the sky was bright, the man tiptoed up, he first thoughtfully helped the sleeping Xue Zhiwei fold the quilt, and then walked to the small kitchen to cook breakfast carefully.
The man cooks far away, and he, like other ordinary men, rarely touches the things in the kitchen before he gets married. The things he knows are all learned while groping after marrying Xue Zhiwei. The things he cooked were really not good-looking or delicious, but everything was according to Xue Zhiwei's taste.
He likes salty, and Xue Zhiwei likes sweet, so he makes everything sweet and adds salt when he eats it himself.
Worried that she wouldn't be able to see when she got up, he carefully wrote small notes and pasted them in the corners where she could see.
In order to give his beloved wife a better life, he found a part-time job in addition to his normal job.
When I left home, the sky was full of stars.
When I got home, the sky was full of stars.
But no matter how late he came home, he would bring her a small gift.
After a day of work, the man was also very tired, but as long as he saw Xue Zhiwei, who pounced on him and shouted at him, all the fatigue in that body dissipated.
For dinner, I also have to wait for the man to come back from work.
No matter how late he works overtime, Xue Zhiwei will not do it himself, her reason is very simple, if you love me, you have to do everything for me. Before getting married, he promised to cook three meals a day for her, and she didn't force him, so she naturally thought that he should fulfill his promise.
The scene turned again, and Xue Zhiwei saw the man's parents.
They did not live with Xue Zhiwei, but continued to stay in the countryside and work.
The son got married, and the family owed a lot of foreign debts, and the two old men gritted their teeth and didn't say anything. They are worried that their sons and daughters-in-law will be burdened when they know about it.
Xing Ruyi looked at Xue Zhiwei, her expression was also numb, whether it was seeing the hard work of the man or the exhaustion of the old man, her numb expression never changed from beginning to end.
"What are you asking me to do with this?" Seeing the picture disappear, Xue Zhiwei turned around indifferently: "I didn't ask him to work two jobs, I told him that because my first relationship was deceived, I was very insecure, and I needed him to accompany me often." But what about him, he leaves before dawn every day, and comes back when it gets dark, let alone accompany me, and he can't even say a few words. ”
"Huh." Xing Ruyi shook his head speechlessly: "When he can't take out two little yellow croakers, you say he doesn't love you." When he suggests that you buy some ordinary clothes for your wedding dress, you also say that he doesn't love you. He said that he did not have any extra savings at home, and when he asked you if the marriage ceremony could be done simply, you said that he did not love you. He loves you the way you say he loves you, and you say he doesn't give you enough time to spend with you. Xue Zhiwei, he is a human, a man, and a man who wants to support you wholeheartedly. You drained all his and his parents' savings, but you didn't let him work hard, what do you want him to support you? Air? When she can't afford to support you and buy what you like, do you want to say that he doesn't love you? ”
"Am I asking for too much? What I want is just what a normal girl's family should want, and he can't afford it, so don't give it! ”
"Smack!" A slap fell on Xue Zhiwei's face.
"You hit me?"
"If I don't kill you, you're polite. Xue Zhiwei, do you still want to be shameless? Feelings are what you and I want, and marriage is even more like yours and me. You said you've been with other men before, and you hope he doesn't mind, but he doesn't. You said that you were deceived by other men before, lost your feelings, and took on debts, and if he accepted you, he would accept everything from you, but he didn't say a word, and accepted it. He told you that he is an ordinary man, with an ordinary family background and ordinary personal ability, if you marry him, he can only ensure that you have no worries about food and clothing, but he can't give you great wealth and wealth, and you also approve of it. From beginning to end, you are looking for an ordinary man, but you ask him to raise you like a young grandmother. You are married to a common man, but you delusionally think that he will treat you the way a prince treats a princess, until now, you don't know your fault, and you can still say aggressively, don't give it if he can't afford it. What more could you ask him to give you? He even gave you his own life, what more do you want him to give you? ”
"What about my life? Isn't my life my life? Xue Zhiwei raised his face and asked.
"A year after you got married, you were pregnant, he was ecstatic, but whatever you wanted, wanted to eat, and wanted to drink, he would try his best to satisfy you. You said that your body was uncomfortable, he massaged you every day, you couldn't sleep at night, and he didn't dare to sleep with his eyes open. Stay up until the next day, he still has to prepare three meals a day for you, and he still has to go to work to make money? What about you, and what have you done for her? Relying on the fact that he has his child in his belly, he ships goods at every turn, makes a small temperament, has a small temper, and never really thinks about anything for him.
You want his parents to come and take care of you, but his mother came from the countryside without saying a word. As a result, you think she's not good, that's not good. Since ancient times, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law have been in difficulty, and you can't say that it is your fault that you dislike her. You feel that you don't get along well with his mother, so you take your mother over, rent a house nearby, and run to your mother all day long, but you don't allow your mother to go back to the countryside, so she sits at home all day long. It's over, but he tells everyone that he doesn't care about you and doesn't take care of you.
You want money, your mother wants money, his father doesn't say a word, even if he borrows it, he will give it to you, but you and your mother are still not satisfied, and feel that people treat you badly.
The child is born, you feel bored, unwilling to take care of it, he doesn't even dare to say a word to his mother, everything comes with your temperament, as long as you are happy, as long as you are happy. But what about you, it's even worse. Flying in the sky, running on the ground, swimming in the water, whatever you want to eat, he will immediately take it to you. Not even a little later. The things you buy with money, the things you don't make by heart, just because you're in a bad mood, you have to throw them away after taking a bite. Yes, you don't eat it, you don't let him eat it, you don't let his mother eat it. You punish their mother and son in a different way, just because you gave birth to a child, and you are not happy.
I'm also a woman, I'm also a mother, and before I met you, I thought the most annoying sentence was: You just gave birth to a child, what's the big deal. I think this is Chiguoguo's discrimination and disrespect for women. But until I met you, I didn't know that not all women are worthy of being spoiled, hurt, and treated sincerely, and not all women can sprout maternal love the moment they see their children again. Some people just rely on giving birth to children to make a fortune and stir up nonsense.
"You're not qualified to talk about me!" Xue Zhi was slightly angry, his lips turned black, and his nails turned white.
"You said that the crucian carp you bought was not tasty and fresh, so he traveled a long way to buy it from other people's fish farms. You say that the fish that other people have touched has been contaminated with the taste of fishmongers, and it is unpalatable. He begged the boss to go and fish for it himself.
It was raining that day, and he asked you if you could make do with it, so you went to the nearby market to buy a piece and cook it, and you looked at him with extremely cold eyes, forcing him to put on his coat, pick up his fishing gear, and go out of the house. This time, he never came back.
When it was dark, his mother walked around the house with the child in her arms, but when she asked, why hadn't he come back, you lost your temper, saying that he was useless, and wanted to starve you to death. His mother just said, it's raining today, you shouldn't let him run so far, you just blush, ignore the still crying child, and throw things at home. When the bad news came, you didn't feel the slightest bit sad, but only complained that he broke his oath and made you a widow. ”
Xing Ruyi sighed.
"Xue Zhiwei, until he died, he was complaining about himself, thinking that he was not able to make you a crucian carp soup that made you feel delicious. As for you, when his bones were still cold, you left behind the child who was not yet a month old, returned to your mother, and then kept asking your mother to choose a better man for you. ”
Xing Ruyi popped out a wisp of cold fire and hit Xue Zhiwei's forehead.
"Remember? You died, not because of him, but because your mother coveted the little yellow croaker and married you to a man who seemed to be in good condition. That man also liked you at first, but he didn't pamper you as much as your previous husband.
You have been through a marriage, but you have not learned anything from that marriage, and you have not grown a little, and you still ask for love and care from the other person in the way you want. As a result, the man gets angry and does something to you, and you are heartbroken and feel that all you meet is scum, and you end your life with a belt.
After death, your soul refuses to enter the underworld, and you use your beauty to seduce men in the world, repeating your willfulness again and again. Do you think I'm trying to persuade you, I'm indulging you? You are wrong, I am persuading him, persuading the man who has been refusing to be reincarnated in order to wait for you, I want him to see clearly, it is not his fault. If there is a fault, the fault is that he fell in love with a woman who has never really liked him, and the fault is that he should not blindly spoil you and love you without a bottom line.
Xue Zhiwei, your time is running out, I hope you don't continue to make mistakes. ”
After Xing Ruyi finished speaking, he hid his figure and returned to the underworld.
In the Ruyi rouge shop, the man who had told her the story before was drunk, and he was lying on the table, and the word "Zhiwei" was written in wine on the corner of the table.
Xing Ruyi shook his head and erased the two words with his hand, while looking at the wine glass in a daze.
"Alas, if I knew you were so stupid, I should have let you drink Meng Po soup directly."
Xue Zhiwei sat at the door, looking at the fluttering rain outside, her hands became colder and colder, and the dead air on her body became more and more intense. Xing Ruyi is right, her time is almost up.
Yue Musheng held an umbrella and hurried back.
This pampered young master, for her, is willing to work in a small newspaper.
Seeing Xue Zhiwei sitting at the door, he smiled and took out an oiled paper bag from his arms and handed it to her: "When I came back, I met a candy pastry seller, and I knew that you like sweets, so I bought some." Well, I've been carrying it in my arms on the way, so you can eat it while it's hot. If it's cold, it won't taste good. ”
"Mu Sheng, do you know why your parents dislike me so much?"
"It's not that I don't think you're from a bad background. You live alone in the country, without a father or a mother, and you don't know how much trouble you have suffered. It's just that they don't feel sorry for you, and they still dislike you. Don't worry, even if you leave the Yue family, I can take care of you. It's just that this day is not as comfortable as being in Yue's house. ”
Xue Zhi smiled, and she said, "Your parents dislike me because they think that your soul has been seduced by me with witchcraft, because I told them that between them and me, you will only choose me. Yue Musheng, if I hadn't used witchcraft, would you still love me? ”
"Don't be stupid, if I don't love you, who else can I love?" Yue Musheng reached out to hug her, but she gently pushed her away.
"It's not that I'm stupid, it's that you're stupid, or we're all stupid." Xue Zhiwei looked at Yue Musheng's eyes, which was also the only place in his whole body that was similar to his ex-husband.
She thought she was disgusted with the useless man, but after he died, all she was looking for was looking for the shadow of that person.
It turns out that some love can really imprison people.
Xue Zhiwei erased the memories that she forcibly left in Yue Musheng's mind that did not belong to him in the first place, and forcibly returned to the underworld.
"Where is he? I want to meet him. ”
"He's gone, and you won't see him anymore."
"Gone?"
"He's been so drunk that he's had your name written all over this table. After waking up, he laughed at himself three times and went to reincarnation. ”
Xue Zhiwei's body shook, and the three souls and seven spirits shattered in an instant.
She said, "If there is a future life, I will learn to be content." If there is an afterlife, I will learn to cherish it. Unfortunately, I have neither an afterlife nor an afterlife. ”