Chapter 35: Goodbye, my love
I have heard a lot of advertorials saying "everything is the best arrangement" and "everything that is lost will return in another form", and Morningstar likes this attitude of being casual and modest. But life tells Morning Star that life is in the world, and unsatisfactory things are nine times out of ten. Many times life is full ......of ups and downs, and whenever you feel that you have reached the bottom of your luck and it is time to turn over, life will tell you, "You can be more miserable". In front of his relatives, Morning Star doesn't pay much attention to his own image, this breakup gave Morning Star a blow to the head, and also taught Morning Star a good lesson, it should only be so casual in front of his parents, everyone else hopes to get along with a better self.
It's almost late at night, there are few pedestrians on the road, on the viaduct Morning Star's car is driving fast, the windows on both sides are wide open, the whirring cold wind drills at the cracks, Morning Star's mind is like a chaotic era of artillery bombing everywhere, I can't find a trace of peace, a police car behind is followed by a siren blaring, and Morning Star doesn't care. The happy days when the two were together flashed in front of their eyes, Morning Star paid so much, I didn't expect the breakup to come so casually, suicide is impossible, Morning Star is more sad, unwilling, helpless and angry.
After getting off the elevated road, Morningstar parked the car on the side of the street, the dizziness in his head made it impossible for him to drive, and when he came back to his senses, he found goosebumps all over his body, and closed the window in a trembling state. There is one thing that Morning Star didn't tell Lu Yiqing that the reason why he often wears these red sneakers is that these sneakers are the first birthday gift that Lu Yiqing gave to Morning Star when the two were in love, and it was also the only birthday gift Lu Yiqing ever gave to Lu Yiqing. Morningstar took off his red sneakers and held them in his hands, his face was full of sadness, this is the smell of love, this is the smell of pain, this is the smell of foot odor...... Then Morning Star opened the window and threw himself out into the street.
"Bang!" A loud bang woke up Morning Star, who was sorting out his emotions, and it turned out that the sneaker that Morning Star threw out hit the police car that was following closely behind.
"Get out of the car!" Two police officers got out of the police car next to the parked Morning Star, one of them holding a breathalyzer and the other with a slip. Morningstar obediently opened the car door and got down.
"Driver's license! Identity card! “
"Come on! Blow! “
"Uncle policeman, I didn't drink!" Morningstar blew with a smile on his face and cooperated to take out his documents from the car.
"Less hippie smiley! Who's your uncle! We chased you all the way from the elevated highway to here, what's the matter, drive so fast to seek death! The policeman, who was about to issue a ticket, reprimanded Morningstar solemnly.
"My wife gave birth to a baby in the hospital, and I was in a hurry." After being educated by the police, Morning Star's painful thoughts were diluted a lot, and he lied on the spot without changing his face.
"You're stupid! How can there be a maternity hospital in this direction! The round-faced policeman put away the alcohol detector and pressed his face to it.
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"6 points will be deducted from the driver's license and a fine of 200!" The policeman with the national character face opened the ticket and handed it to the smiling Morning Star.
"Okay, trouble the two police uncles...... Brother, let's go" Morningstar gently put the ticket in the car, thinking about leaving quickly.
"Slow! You just threw something out of the car window, what should you do if you hit someone? Haven't you ever touched porcelain? If I hadn't been a policeman, I'd have had to ask you to accompany me today to pay for the maintenance of my vehicle. "The round-faced policeman has no intention of leaving at all, and is ready to reform this unqualified person today.
"Lao Zhao, what touch porcelain? This is a quality problem, littering pollutes the environment, and it has nothing to do with whether it hits people or not. The policeman turned his head and began to theorize with his companion.
"Lao Wang, this opening the window and throwing things is a deliberate injury problem, what a Dabrador! If you don't understand, don't talk if you don't understand. Lao Zhao also ignored Morning Star, this Lao Wang has to go against himself in everything.
"Do you have any cultural common sense, telling you to read more books on a regular basis, how did you graduate from the police academy at that time....."
"You cow, you haven't come out to run the night shift with me..."
Morningstar remembered a scene that often happened when he played video games: "Leaving the game with a curse. Morning Star walked from the side of the two policemen to the middle of the road and picked up the two sneakers he threw out, and when he walked back to the car, he saw that they were still arguing, and Morning Star walked towards the garbage bin on the side of the street, Morning Star remembered what a big brother had said before, if the shoes are bad, then you can't go far; If you're a mud-legged person, don't even think about putting on good shoes, they won't stand your toss. The view of the garbage bin under the street lamp was very dark, reflecting some silver light, Morning Star tied the two shoes together with his shoelaces and gently threw them into the garbage can, years of love are not something that can be put down in a day or two, but my love, it's time to say goodbye.
The convenience store on the street is open 24 hours a day, and Morningstar stopped by to buy some milk, snacks and daily necessities, and when he went to Wanli, he would also bring him something to eat. When Morning Star returned to the car, the two police brothers were still arguing endlessly, Morning Star asked if he could go, the two just waved their hands and ignored Morning Star, and it seemed that they motioned for Morning Star to leave, but the two policemen leaned in front of Morning Star's car and did not leave.
The morning star looked up at the sky, and was almost lost in the depths of the night, helpless. When he opened the trunk and put in the things he bought, Morningstar found that the painting that Qin Yanqi gave him in the corner was still tightly packaged, and Morningstar had never opened it. Back in the car, Morning Star removed the outer packaging of the painting, slowly unfolded the painting with both hands, and a touch of blood suddenly occupied Morning Star's eye sockets, and the blood-colored surfing picture came to his face under the headlights...... Scenes swirled in Morningstar's mind.
When Shenzhen visited the art exhibition, Morning Star encountered this painting that seemed to be spilling his dreams, and he was immersed in it, and Qin Yanqi's mysterious smile kept flashing. Later, when saying goodbye, Qin Yanqi said that she would give a painting made by herself. It turns out that "Scarlet Surfing" is Qin Yanqi's painting, Morning Star hurt her like that, tore up the check, and took only one painting away, but I didn't expect to take away something that is so cherished to herself. Morning Star didn't know how Qin Yanqi was doing now, it was impossible to go back to Qin Yanqi, his feelings for her couldn't be sure that it was love, everything would be left to the most useless time and the most helpless fate.
"Why haven't you left yet?" The policeman Lao Wang knocked on the window of Morning Star's car and interrupted Morning Star, who was in a daze at the painting.
"It's not that you two keep ......, forget it! I'll leave now. Morningstar was completely lost temper by these two, rewrapped the painting, and went down with one foot on the accelerator, but he didn't dare to speed anymore, and he had to go back to the driving school to learn to drive.
"Big brother, you're finally here." Wanli opened the door with a smile on his face, took the shopping bag in Morningstar's hand, and pulled Morningstar to the back room. The house that Morningstar rented for Wanli was not big, thinking that Wanli was still small and not suitable for sharing with others, so he rented a one-room apartment of about 60 square meters, with a small living room, balcony and toilet. The room was cleaned up by Wanli, neat and bright, and there were already three dishes and one soup on the table.
"Well, it's delicious, who did you learn this potato roasted tofu from, why haven't I eaten it before." Morning Star grabbed chopsticks and picked up a piece of tofu and put it in his mouth, this dish is just one word "white", without adding soy sauce, it feels like chopping tofu and potatoes and then mixing them and cooking them out. But under Wanli's sparkling eyes waiting for praise, how could Morning Star bear to say other words.
"Hahahaha, big brother, I created my own! You told me that there is no dish that can't be matched, only people who can't hold a shovel. I can make such a good dish, and it is also taught by my eldest brother. Wanli also picked up the chopsticks and ate the potato roasted tofu one bite at a time, not pretentious at all, and his face was full of happiness.
For Wan Li, who grew up in the garbage heap, every day he lives now is worth enjoying and cherishing, and the morning star that brought him these is not just as simple as a big brother for Wan Li.
"Okay, Wanli is the best! I bought you some milk, and I'll have to drink it every morning!" In the next time, my eldest brother will live with you permanently, and I will urge you to study, don't think I'm annoying. Chenxing took a sip of radish and dried bean soup, and hurriedly ate a few bites of potato roasted tofu, this dish is really saltier than salted duck eggs, and the other is lighter than small green vegetables, which can be regarded as neutralizing. Morning Star thought that he would have to teach Wanli to cook well in the future, otherwise his five-star chef's reputation would be ruined by this younger brother.
"Yay! Big brother, I've changed my quilt for you, and we can sleep in the same bed again. Tomorrow I'll make you cucumber fried winter melon. ”
Morning Star was eating and got the chopsticks on his mouth and fell on the table, and after being stunned for three seconds, Morning Star hurriedly picked up the chopsticks again, smiling with chrysanthemums on his face, thinking that tomorrow's "melon fried melon" must not let Wanli do it.