However, she still cares a little about it, because although she has good looks, her acting skills are very average, and she is often rated as a "vase" both in school and after entering the showbiz, and she is still a little sad about this.

Her time in Dongsheng was definitely smooth sailing in the eyes of outsiders, so much so that she won the Golden Crane Award for Best Actress at a young age, which can be regarded as "divine help", but for herself, this process did not make her happy.

The end of the diary is exactly what Li Yuexin is looking for, the reason why she ended her life with her own hands.

The content is not long, Li Yuexin quickly finished reading it, then closed the document and sighed for a long time, and then opened the webpage to check the matter of his death.

In fact, this is very easy to find, it has exploded on Weibo hot search, and it is a front-page headline on various entertainment related platforms, and the news about her death in a car accident has been officially confirmed by Iphilia Company.

Everyone expressed their disbelief, and most of them pointed out that tonight was the Golden Crane Award ceremony, and Li Yuexin had enough strength but did not win the award, hoping that the award party could give a reasonable explanation.

There are also many people who express extreme regret, because Li Yuexin will never have the opportunity to participate in the competition for this award again, and she will never have the opportunity to see her appear on the screen again.

In fact, Li Yuexin herself doesn't dare to look at these statements carefully, and no one will know how much regret she has as a "party", although she is still alive, but she is now Li Yuelan, this year's Golden Crane Queen, and at the beginning of the establishment of the Golden Crane Award, there was a provision that a person could only win the award once in his life, which means that she can never really win this award with her own strength.

So she didn't want to care too much, what she wanted to see more now was what Jing Xi would say about this matter, but the person who didn't often post on Weibo didn't have any updates today, and Li Yuexin didn't dare to contact him in his current capacity.

She knew that Jingxi must be very sad, as if the first thing she thought of when the severe pain came was that she might never see him again in the future, and the sadness of that moment was almost overwhelming, but now she had returned to the world.

She knew she would definitely return to him again, just in a different identity.

After the Golden Crane Award ceremony, Li Yuelan was given a period of vacation, and her agent Lester would often call her, but the other "person" did not say a word.

And Pei Jingxi, who still did not make any remarks on the Internet, presided over Li Yuexin's funeral, and Li Yuelan also came to the scene as a "family member" and saw his father Li He and "mother" Lin Xiangwan.

Li Yuelan also moved out of the house after entering Dongsheng Company, living in the house prepared for her by "that person", and the number of times she was in front of her parents on weekdays was not much, and now she looked at the expressions of those two people can only be said to be heavy and sad...... There really aren't many.

There were a lot of people at the funeral scene, fans rushed from all over the country, Li Yuexin's portrait was placed in the center of the mourning hall, she was not a beautiful woman, even if she thought so herself, but she was the person Jing Xi liked, and now the man was here to handle the "afterlife" for her.

He didn't notice her, even if Li Yuexin told him a lot of things when he was a child "before his death", Li Yuelan didn't get a look from him, but she kept paying attention to the man, he was wearing a black suit, with a faint stubble on his face, his eyes were red, and his face was haggard, which really didn't look like Prince Iphilia, who was still high-spirited a few days ago.

Li Yuexin remembered the scene of their first meeting.

At that time, she had just failed in the interview at Dongsheng, and she was also interested in a company like Iphilia that was not famous, but she still completed the performance with all her heart during the interview, and immediately received a notice that Mr. Pei personally announced that she was selected.

On the first day she came to the company, she met the "President Pei" in the president's office, named Pei Jingxi, who was only a young man of twenty-three or four.

He was very good-looking, with blue eyes inherited from his grandmother, light yellow hair, a high nose, two small and delicate lip flaps, and a deep dimple on his cheeks.

The man who grew up abroad has a non-standard Mandarin pronunciation, but he told her with a high spirit that he would choose her because of her good acting skills and would definitely help her achieve great success in her first movie.

I don't know whether to say that his newborn calf is not afraid of tigers or overconfident or something else, but Li Yuexin is very willing to help him realize this wish, and it didn't take long for their movie to start shooting, but the progress was far less smooth than theirs, or Mr. Pei imagined.

Because he is really a very picky person, when he started filming, he complained that he was too bitter and tired, disgusted that his appearance was not good, and after a few days, he directly rose to the point where he felt that his acting skills were too bad.

That's right, Mr. Pei turned out to be a person with the spirit of "facing himself", and he discovered the biggest problem he was facing in filming so quickly, that is, his acting skills were too bad!

What's even more amazing is that he will "humbly ask for advice" and ask Li Yuexin for advice on how to act well.

As the "god of acting" in the academy, Li Yuexin will naturally "give advice" and directly point out to Mr. Pei that his most serious problem at this time is that he is too stupid!

Smart people will start honing their acting skills when they decide to embark on the road of acting, and when they start filming, how can they have a little achievement, and a fool like this who realizes that his acting skills are bad after so many days of filming can basically quit this circle.

Pei Jingxi was so angry with her on the spot, Li Yuexin waited for this person to give her the order to get out of the house quickly, and then she could leave this broken crew without any psychological pressure, but she didn't expect the man to fight with herself for a long time and actually said to her: "Then you teach me." ”

Li Yuexin: "......"

So they continued to shoot when it was time to film, and Li Yuexin began to teach during the break, in fact, it is not so difficult to teach students as a teacher, say what should be said, let him do it, praise it if it is good, scold it if it is not good, if he does not accept it, continue to scold until he is convinced, and if necessary, you can do it.

Li Yuexin has never done anything to Pei Jingxi, generally people like this have a stinky problem, that is, they are spoiled by their family, as long as someone scolds them, they must be honest, so Mr. Pei only resisted twice at most, and then he was obedient.

Li Yuexin taught him some acting skills and a few scenes with him, so the later stage of the filming of the film went smoothly without encountering any difficulties.

Many people who participated in the filming of that movie will have a feeling, just like a large group of children played together in a big yard when they were young, although some of them became university scholars and some became big bosses, but they all experienced the most ordinary time in their lives in that big yard.

That movie was an instant hit, and at the same time became popular with two young actors and a director who had just debuted, and since then, they have become well-known stars, sought after by fans, discussed by netizens, and invited by various producers.

Li Yuexin always remembered that movie because she became lovers with Pei Jingxi after that.

It was the person who confessed first, the box office broke 100 million on the day the movie was released, and the movie-related topics almost dominated all the popularity on the homepage of Weibo, and Pei Jingxi found her in the evening and asked: "You are famous now, will you leave the company in the future?" ”

"It's hard to say." Li Yuexin said this, in fact, she didn't think about leaving, the best film and television company in the country is Dongsheng, but now she doesn't want to go, the rest of the companies are basically the same, but she just wants to say this to Pei Jingxi.

"If you leave and meet another new person who doesn't know anything, will you teach him so diligently?" Pei Jingxi looked into her eyes and asked again.

Li Yuexin asked herself if she didn't do her best when she taught him, but because she wanted to teach him when he didn't do well, she had to explain it in as much detail as possible, so she nodded at this time: "Yes." ”

"I don't want you to go," Bae Kyung-hee stepped forward and grabbed her arms and said, "Why don't you stay with me." ”

“…… What the? Li Yuexin was a little frightened, is this person confessing? However, this is too much of an understatement, and it is only so much that people who like you will agree to it.

"I think I should like you, at least not hate." Pei Jingxi explained this sentence stubbornly on his face.

Li Yuexin was no longer able to complain, did he feel that he was infinitely charming, and anyone could be confused, so he took a deep breath and said, "Okay." ”

Well, she admitted that she was just confused by Pei Jingxi.

Although I don't understand why he likes him, obviously he is neither beautiful nor rich, but Li Yuexin knows why he likes him, because he is very cute, very smart, willing to study, and he will work hard to learn and play well what he teaches.

They were together like this, quietly, low-key, and never been photographed by the paparazzi, when they had just finished filming a film, the company let them rest for a while, Li Yuexin often went to Pei Jingxi's house to play, and stayed by the way at night.

It was also from that time that Li Yuexin noticed that he always liked to run to the balcony to sit alone, it was still quite cold at that time, he only wore a cotton pajama and was not afraid of freezing, Li Yuexin was always extremely helpless to take two down jackets out and cover him with one on him, and then sit beside him and hold his hand tightly.

Pei Jingxi said that this is actually a way for him to test his lover, if she can't think of adding clothes to herself, then she will only be with her for a few days, and if she wants to get it, she will be together for a lifetime.

Li Yuexin almost couldn't believe that this person really hadn't been able to put on his clothes and go out by himself once, and he didn't seem to have anyone to accompany him.